Chapter 1
For five years, I let my husband’s mistress take whatever she wanted.
My birthday. His time. His attention. The tenderness that used to belong to me. I even told myself I could survive watching my own son choose her over me, because a damaged family still had to be better than none at all.
It wasn’t.
This year, my husband took his mistress away for their birthday trip, and my son ran straight into her arms and called her Mom.
That was the moment I finally understood something I should have learned five years ago: no matter how much of myself I gave to that family, I would never be the one they chose.
So I filed for divorce.
None of them believed I could really walk away.
My husband thought I was bluffing.
His mistress thought she had won.
My son did not even look back.
None of them believed I could really walk away.
Then a call came from overseas: Matteo Bellandi’s wife was dead.
This time, I left them with nothing but my ashes.
At dinner, my son swung his legs under the table and asked, “Mom, are you celebrating early again this year?”
Matteo Bellandi did not even look up from his plate. “Not this year. Sofia’s turning twenty-five, and I promised to take her to Malta for diving lessons. I’ve got to go with her these next few days.”
For five years in a row, I had stepped aside and let that woman have the day.
Leo lit up at once. “I want to go too! Dad, can you take me with you?”
Matteo nodded, then looked at me. “Elena, text me your birthday wish. Whatever you want, I’ll make it happen.”
I looked at him and suddenly felt too tired to keep pretending this was still a family dinner.
While I cleared the table, Matteo leaned against the kitchen island and called Sofia.
“Leo wants to come too. That gonna be a problem?”
Her laugh came through the speaker, sweet and sticky. “What, if I say yes, you’re not coming? Or were you planning to get up to something bad?”
Matteo chuckled and flicked the silver mug rack I had put up that morning. “Something bad, huh? Keep talking. See what happens when I get there.”
While they flirted back and forth, I lowered my eyes to Leo, who was sitting on the rug with his tablet.
“So you really want to go? You’re not staying to celebrate my birthday?”
He did not even glance up. “Going with Dad and Aunt Sofia is way more fun.”
I did not ask again. I went back to the bedroom and started packing their clothes one piece at a time.
When I folded the third shirt, I remembered the first time Matteo took me out of the city at eighteen. Back then, he was still running errands for the family, still broke, still trying to act bigger than he was. He had borrowed a beat-up car from one of his cousins and driven me three hours out to the coast with barely enough cash for gas, cheap motel sheets, and greasy diner food.
I had complained the whole drive back, half because I was tired and half because he had spent too much on a silver ring from a roadside pawn shop. Matteo had only laughed, pulled me against his side, and said, “One day I’ll have enough to buy you anything you want.”
Back then, I had really believed he would stay by my side for life.
Later, I found the messages between him and Sofia. Flirty and dirty enough that I threw his phone and demanded a divorce. The man everybody in the city called ruthless had gone down on one knee in our bedroom and apologized until his voice turned hoarse.
“Elena, I’ll deal with her.”
Not long after that, Matteo stopped bothering with secrecy. He brought Sofia to a family dinner at the estate, kept her on his arm in front of his mother and the men loyal to him, and let everyone there see exactly where he meant to place her. By the time he turned to me, she was no longer being treated like a passing affair, but like a woman he had every intention of keeping.
Then he looked me dead in the eye and said, calm as ever, “I know how to keep my marriage separate from everything else. Nothing outside this house will touch your life.”
That night, I smashed the custom mugs we had ordered when we got married.
But the next morning, I looked at Leo asleep in his crib and swallowed the humiliation whole. I told myself that as long as I stayed, I would still be Mrs. Bellandi, and Leo would still grow up in a complete family.
Now I knew better. The only person left standing still was me.
My thoughts were cut off by a shriek. Leo stormed into the bedroom and threw the jackets I had packed onto the bed.
“I’m not bringing these. They’re ugly.”
I crouched down and smoothed one sleeve flat. “It gets windy by the water. Your allergies will act up. You need something warmer.”
“I don’t want them!” he wailed. “Aunt Sofia will buy me new stuff!”
Matteo came in at the sound of it, lazy as ever. “Forget it. Malta’s hot this week. He won’t wear any of that. Tomorrow I’ll take him and Sofia shopping.”
Just like that, everything I had spent half the evening doing meant nothing.
I looked at the two boxes of allergy medicine I had packed ahead of time and decided I was done reminding him of anything.
When I took Leo to class the next day, he spent the whole walk bragging about how he was going to Malta to dive.
One of the other boys asked, “Is your mom going too?”
Leo let go of my hand and corrected him with all the seriousness in the world.
“Not this mom. The other one. She’s prettier. And younger.”
Chapter 2
When class ended, Leo was the first one through the school doors.
A black armored SUV was waiting at the curb, one of Matteo's men at the wheel and another up front. In the back, Sofia sat in a cream dress and heels, polished enough for a gala, not a school pickup.
Leo ran straight to the open door. "Mom!"
Sofia laughed and pulled him into her arms without hesitation. Then she looked at me over his head, pleased with herself.
Matteo was beside her, one arm stretched along the leather behind her shoulders. "Twenty-five and already playing lady of the house?"
Sofia arched a brow. "If you don't like it, I can always let someone else spoil me."
Matteo caught her wrist and tugged her closer. "Try it."
Their laughter followed me into the rain.
At the corner, a sedan from the estate rolled up beside me, all dark glass and quiet obedience. Usually I would have gotten in. This time I kept walking.
I was too humiliated to let one of Matteo's drivers carry me neatly back into his world. Rainwater slid over my phone as I tried to unlock it. Right then, Matteo called.
"Why haven't you been picking up?" he snapped.
"It's pouring. I was just--"
"Doesn't matter. Leo's not coming back to the estate tonight. Sofia's taking him to Bellucci's."
Bellucci's was one of Matteo's restaurants, the kind with a private room upstairs where family business got done behind closed doors.
Then Leo shouted into the phone, thrilled. "Tell Chef Marco not to make that boring healthy plate for me. I'm having truffle fries and steak."
Sofia laughed in the background. "See? I told you. He's a kid. Let him enjoy himself."
And Matteo laughed with her. "At this rate, you'll have the whole house listening to you."
Then Leo asked in a much smaller voice, "Mom won't be mad, will she?"
When the call ended, my fingers closed around two coins in my pocket.
A week earlier, Matteo had asked for roasted chestnuts from an old man outside Leo's school. The vendor only took cash. I had gone out of my way to get some for him. He forgot the bag on the dining table, and I was the one left cleaning up the grease.
That was what loving him had become. I was always the one wiping up what he left behind.
I did not go back to the estate. I went to a lawyer.
By the time Matteo carried a sleeping Leo through the front doors that night, I was waiting in the sitting room with a folder on the table.
"I want a divorce," I said.
That stopped him cold.
"You're serious?" he asked. "Over a birthday?"
"Not one birthday. Five. Five years of being told to step aside while you handed my place to someone else."
He dropped into the armchair opposite me and flipped open the folder without really seeing it. "Sofia is young. She needs more attention. That doesn't change what you are in this house."
"What am I, Matteo?"
His gaze lifted, cool and impatient. "You're my wife. You have my name, my home, my protection. Why are you still fighting a girl for rank when nobody is taking your seat?"
Chapter 3
I was too tired to raise my voice. "This is not about Sofia. I just don't want this marriage anymore."
The crystal tumbler in Matteo's hand struck the table hard enough to crack.
"You lived with this for five years, so what changed tonight?"
He stared at me, then stood and reached for his coat. "We leave tomorrow, and I'm not doing this tonight."
The next morning, I still saw them before they left.
Not at a commercial airport, but at the private terminal Matteo used whenever he traveled with men, money, or secrets. Security moved luggage while the crew fueled the jet.
Sofia stood near the stairs in a fitted coat and dark glasses, one hand resting on a silver case of dive gear Matteo had bought for her. The second she saw me, she smiled.
"You know he came to my suite after midnight?" she asked lightly. "Said I shouldn't sleep alone before a flight. Did you two fight?"
"Then maybe you should keep him," I said, nudging Leo toward her. "Sounds like that's what you want."
She took it as surrender and looked delighted.
Matteo came back from speaking to one of his men, took Sofia's hand, and glanced at me.
"Send me your birthday wish," he said. "If it can be done, I'll make it happen."
But Leo was already pulling Sofia toward the jet. The three of them crossed the tarmac like a family I had no place in.
By the time I got home, I was burning with fever.
Half asleep, I dreamed of Matteo at twenty in our first apartment kitchen, testing the temperature of my medicine against his mouth before handing it to me.
"Elena," he said in the dream, "be good. Take it."
When I woke, my phone was vibrating.
"Why didn't you pack Leo's allergy medicine?" Matteo demanded. "You know the salt air sets him off."
"Yesterday, you said I didn't need to pack anything."
There was a pause, then his irritation rushed back. "Fine. Text me the name. You always manage to make things harder at the worst time."
When the call ended, I looked at the screen for a long time and finally let myself cry.
That was the moment it truly ended for me.
I sat down with my lawyer that afternoon and listed every account, property, holding company, and investment tied to our marriage. I did not ask for Leo's custody. Cruel as it was, my son had already chosen his side.
I asked for one thing only.
Matteo was not to have children with any other woman.
He had promised me that once, back when he first swore there would never be another heir to challenge Leo.
Before I left, I went to the Bellandi estate to see his mother.
When my parents died, she was the first person who had ever made me feel cared for in someone else’s home. But when I stepped into the living room, she was on a video call with Malta.