Chapter 1
“There will be no wedding. I’m pregnant with Alpha Kade’s child.”
The words rang through the grand ballroom like a death sentence.
The air turned thick. The soft hum of conversation vanished. Glasses stilled mid-air, frozen between lips and anticipation. The scent of roses and expensive champagne—once intoxicating—now sickened me.
I turned, my heart pounding so loudly it roared in my ears.
Alicia, my mate's first love stood at the entrance, her crimson dress hugging her curves, her dark curls spilling over her shoulders in a picture-perfect wave. She looked like a goddess of destruction, standing there with her hand pressed to her stomach. A claim. A warning. A knife to my throat.
I didn’t know her. But I knew Kade.
And when I looked up at him—the man I was supposed to marry tonight, the man who had sworn to love me, to cherish me—I knew.
Knew before he said a word. Before he even breathed.
And in his eyes, I saw everything I needed to.
Shock. Guilt. Something far worse—something that shattered me in an instant.
The room around me swayed. I felt the walls closing in, the weight of hundreds of eyes pressing down on my skin.
I gripped the fabric of my gown, forcing my breath to steady. My fingers curled around the silk, but it wasn’t enough. Nothing would be enough.
This isn’t happening. This isn’t real.
I had fought for this love. I had given Kade my heart, my trust, my soul. I had stood by his side when no one else had, believing that one day, we would rule together. That he wanted that. That he wanted me.
But now—
Now, I was just a woman left standing in the wreckage of a love story that had never truly belonged to me.
"Kade?" My voice came out thin, brittle. A whisper, but in the silence of the hall, it might as well have been a scream.
He exhaled. His shoulders tensed as if the weight of this moment had finally crashed onto him. Then, slowly—too slowly—his gaze met mine.
And I saw it. Hesitation. Regret.
Not denial. The breath I had been holding escaped in a sharp exhale.
He should have said something by now. Should have reached for me, fought for me, given me some sliver of hope to cling to. But he didn’t.
The woman took another step forward, her heels clicking against the marble like a war drum. “I wouldn’t have come if it wasn’t important,” she said softly, falsely sweet. “But Kade, our child deserves a father. I can’t do this alone.”
The words cracked through my ribs, cutting deep, leaving wounds that would never heal.
I fought to keep my breathing steady, fought against the wave of nausea rising in my throat. My body screamed at me to run, to flee before the reality of this betrayal crushed me whole.
But I stayed. Because some twisted part of me still wanted to believe that Kade would choose me. That he would fight.
That he would tell her to leave, take my hands in his, and say that this didn’t matter—that we would find a way through it together.
But instead, his voice came out quiet. “Raven...I need to talk to her.”
The final blow. I let out a breathless laugh, but it wasn’t out of humor. It was sharp, broken.
“You’re choosing her.” My voice wasn’t loud, but it carried through the room like a storm.
I watched as his jaw tensed, as something flickered in his expression, a brief flash of guilt.
I felt my knees weakened. My heart, my soul, the bond that tied me to him—it all twisted into something unbearable.
All those whispered promises. The nights spent dreaming of our future. The vows he had sworn in the dark, words meant only for me.
A soft chuckle broke the silence.
Not from Kade. From her.
I turned, my stomach coiling in disgust as she tilted her head, amusement gleaming in her gaze. And then, as if she hadn’t already ruined me beyond repair, she placed a delicate hand on my mate’s arm.
Mine. Or at least, he had been.
“I didn’t mean to ruin the night,” she said, but the slight upturn of her lips told a different story. “But it wouldn’t have been fair to let you go through with this when Kade is going to be a father. You understand, don’t you?”
Understand? Oh, I understood perfectly.
I understood that fate was never on my side. I understood that I had never been Kade’s first choice.
I understood that no matter how deeply I had loved him, it would never be enough to make him love me the same way.
I forced my head high. My voice didn’t shake when I said, “Congratulations.”
Kade’s eyes widened slightly, as if my calmness startled him.
Good. I wanted him to be surprised. I wanted him to feel this moment burn into his soul the same way it was carving itself into mine.
“You both deserve each other.”
Then, I turned. And I walked away.
Chapter 2
I walked away. I told myself I wouldn’t look back, wouldn’t let my legs hesitate, wouldn’t let my heart betray me. But the moment I stepped past the grand doors of the ballroom, the murmurs followed me.
Not just murmurs. Judgment.
“The Luna has been replaced.”
“She couldn’t even give him an heir.”
“This is what’s best for the pack.”
Each whispered word felt like a blade slicing into my skin, peeling away the last of my dignity. My fingers clenched around the fabric of my dress, but I kept walking. I wouldn’t let them see me break. Not here. Not now.
The night air was sharp against my skin as I stepped outside, but it did nothing to cool the fire burning in my chest. My breaths came in short, uneven bursts. I wasn’t sure if it was from anger or heartbreak. Maybe both.
The weight of everything crashed down on me at once.
I had spent years loving Kade. Years by his side, standing in his shadow, believing that I was meant to be his mate, his Luna. I had trained for this. I had sacrificed for this.
And with just a few words, I had been erased.
A sharp laugh bubbled up in my throat, but it came out hollow. The pack was quick to turn its back on me. I shouldn’t be surprised. A Luna who couldn’t bear an heir held no worth to them. They worshiped power, bloodlines, legacy. And now, Kade’s mistress carried what I never could.
The future Alpha.
I bit down hard on my lip, willing myself to feel something other than pain. I wanted to feel anger, hatred—something strong enough to drown out the ache spreading through my chest like poison.
But then I heard footsteps. Heavy, purposeful.
I knew who it was before he even spoke.
“Raven.”
Kade’s voice was raw, strained, filled with something I didn’t have the strength to decipher. I didn’t stop walking.
“Raven, wait.”
My body betrayed me. I slowed, just enough for him to reach me. His hand wrapped around my wrist, his grip firm but hesitant, as if he was afraid I would break.
As if he hadn’t already shattered me.
I turned slowly, my eyes locking onto his. His expression was unreadable, but his jaw was tight, and something flickered in his gaze—something close to regret.
Regret? No. He didn’t get to feel that.
“What do you want, Alpha?” I asked, my voice sharp, cutting. The way he flinched told me he caught the way I said his title like a curse.
He let out a breath, his grip tightening slightly. “I never wanted it to happen this way.”
I laughed. A real one this time. It was bitter, sharp, filled with all the things I couldn’t say. “No? Then how exactly did you want it to happen, Kade? Did you want me to smile and nod while you impregnated another woman?”
His expression darkened. “It’s not like that.”
“Then what is it like?” I snapped. “Because from where I’m standing, it looks exactly like that.”
Silence stretched between us. The bond between us, the one I had once cherished, now felt like a cruel joke. My wolf whimpered inside me, but I pushed her down.
I couldn’t afford to be weak.
“The pack expects me to do what’s right,” he said finally, his voice quieter now.
I stiffened. “And what about what’s right for me?”
His throat worked as he swallowed, his grip loosening. For a moment, I thought I saw something crack in him, but then it was gone, replaced by the unreadable mask he always wore.
“I can’t undo what happened.”
Of course, he couldn’t. I pulled my wrist from his grasp, stepping back. My chest ached, but I forced myself to stay standing.
“You don’t have to choose, Kade.”
His entire body went rigid. “Raven—”
“I’m giving you to her.”
The words left my lips, and for the first time, I saw panic flicker across his face.
His hands clenched at his sides, his breathing uneven. “You don’t mean that.”
I lifted my chin, forcing myself to meet his eyes without wavering. “I do.”
His eyes searched mine, looking for something—hope, hesitation, anything he could hold onto. But I had nothing left to give.
For years, I had given him everything. And he had given me nothing but heartache.
I turned away, each step feeling heavier than the last.
“Raven.” His voice was lower now, almost desperate. “Don’t do this.”
A sharp pain twisted inside me. If he didn’t want me to do this, then why had he?
I exhaled, steadying my voice. “You already did.”
Silence.
Then, finally, his voice—hoarse, broken. “I never wanted to hurt you.”
I stopped walking, my hands curling into fists.
“Then why did you?”
The wind howled through the trees, filling the emptiness between us when he didn’t answer. He had no excuse.
Chapter 3
I barely felt the cold sting of the night air as I approached the gates of my childhood pack. My body moved on instinct, my mind numb from everything that had just happened. The humiliation, the betrayal, the way Kade had let me walk away as if I was nothing.
I should have been relieved. I am free now. No longer bound to him, no longer the woman waiting in his shadow. So why did it feel like my chest had been carved open?
Without a word, the guard let me pass, and I forced my legs to keep moving. The packhouse loomed ahead, the familiar scent of home wrapping around me like a ghost of my past. But nothing about it felt like home anymore.
I had left this place full of dreams, believing I was destined to be the Luna of the strongest pack. Now, I was returning with nothing but shattered illusions and a hollow ache in my chest.
The moment I stepped inside, I was met with silence. The packhouse was rarely this quiet. A tension hung in the air, thick and heavy.
Then, a voice broke through.
"You’re finally back."
I turned toward the grand staircase, my elder brother, Aldric, descending the steps with a measured pace. His expression was unreadable, but there was something in his gaze—something that sent a cold prickle down my spine.
"Come with me," he said, his tone leaving no room for argument.
I followed him into his office, my heart pounding. Aldric was many things—stern, calculated, a leader who always put the pack above all else. But right now, there was something different about him. Something almost… urgent.
The door shut behind me with a quiet click, sealing us inside.
"Raven," he began, leaning against his desk, his arms crossed. "Your return is well-timed."
I let out a hollow laugh. "Well-timed? That’s funny. Last I checked, I was crawling back here after being discarded by the man I—" I cut myself off, swallowing the rest of my words. He didn’t need to hear that.
Aldric’s jaw tightened. "You were never meant to stay there, Raven. And now, your future has already been decided."
A strange chill ran down my spine. "What do you mean?"
He exhaled slowly, like he was bracing himself. "You’re getting married."
The words slammed into me like a physical blow. I stared at him, waiting for him to take it back. To laugh. To say this was some cruel joke.
But he didn’t. Instead, he met my gaze, steady and unyielding.
"To who?" My voice was barely above a whisper.
"Alpha Giovanne."
I sucked in a sharp breath.
Alpha Giovanne wasn’t just any Alpha. He was a force to be reckoned with. A man feared across the territories, known for his ruthlessness in battle and his unwavering control over one of the largest, most powerful packs.
And now, was he supposed to be my husband?
"Why?" I demanded, my voice sharper now. "Why would you do this?"
Aldric’s expression darkened. "Because our pack needs an alliance, Raven. We’re not strong enough to stand alone anymore. And with Kade’s betrayal, you are no longer tied to him. That makes you valuable."
I let out a bitter laugh, shaking my head. "Valuable? You mean disposable."
A muscle in his jaw twitched. "It’s not like that."
"Then what is it like, Aldric?" I shot back. "You’re trading me off like I’m some bargaining chip—like my future doesn’t even belong to me."
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "It’s bigger than you think, Raven. This isn’t just about you."
Before I could say another word, a deep, commanding voice cut through the tension like a blade.
"She’ll make a fine Luna."
I turned sharply, my breath catching in my throat.
Alpha Giovanne stood in the doorway, his towering presence filling the room. He was nothing like Kade. Where Kade had a controlled, calculating aura, Giovanne radiated raw, unapologetic dominance. He didn’t need to speak to command attention—it was just who he was.
And now, he was here. Claiming me.
His dark eyes met mine, unreadable but piercing. "You don’t have to fight this, Raven. This is what’s best for your pack."
I clenched my fists. "And what about what’s best for me?"
A slow smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. "You’ll come to see that they’re the same thing."
I opened my mouth to argue, but before I could, a loud crash echoed from the hallway.
The door burst open, and my heart stopped.
Alpha Kade.
He stood there, chest rising and falling with barely contained fury, his eyes burning with something dangerous. His wolf was right beneath the surface, clawing to be let out.
His gaze locked onto Giovanne, then flickered to me, as if trying to make sense of what he was seeing.
"What the hell is this?" His voice was low, venomous.
Aldric stepped forward, unfazed. "This is Raven’s future."
Kade’s entire body went rigid. "Like hell it is."
Giovanne chuckled, stepping closer to me. "Jealousy doesn’t suit you, Kade."
Kade’s fists clenched at his sides. "You can’t have her."
Giovanne tilted his head, his smirk widening. "I believe she isn’t yours to claim anymore."
Silence stretched between them, thick with tension.
Then, Kade’s gaze snapped to mine, something desperate flickering in his eyes. "Raven, tell me this isn’t what you want."
I inhaled sharply, my throat tightening.
The pain in his eyes almost made me hesitate. Almost.
But then I remembered the way he had let me walk away. The way he had chosen her.
I lifted my chin, forcing my voice to stay steady.
"You don’t get a say, Kade."