Chapter 3

Lily POV

I didn’t cry when I signed. I’d used up all my tears on people who deserved them less.

I packed one bag before I left the estate that night. Not because I didn’t have more to take, nine months of a marriage accumulates more than anyone warns you about, but because everything in that house had been chosen by Ronan’s decorator, approved by Ronan’s mother, or bought with Ronan’s money, and none of it had ever actually belonged to me.

The one exception was a small framed photo I’d kept hidden in my nightstand: me and Freya at eleven and twelve, soaking wet on a riverbank, arms around each other, both of us grinning like the worst night of our lives hadn’t just happened an hour earlier. I didn’t know yet why I still kept it. I only knew I couldn’t leave it behind.

Dean was waiting outside the gates when I called him at eleven that night, engine already running, like he’d known before I did that I wouldn’t be staying till morning.

“That bad,” he said, once I was in the car.

“Worse.”

I didn’t tell him about the papers folder on Ronan’s desk, prepared before Freya had even walked through the door.

I didn’t tell him how long she might have been back before tonight, or how many of those nine months might have already been a lie inside a lie. I just told him to drive, and he did, and somewhere around the second red light I finally let myself shake.

The papers arrived by courier two days later. No note. No call. Just a thick envelope and a place for my signature, everything already filled in by Ronan’s lawyers with a precision that made it clear this had been drafted for weeks, maybe longer.

I read every page at the kitchen table of the tiny apartment I’d kept the lease on this whole time, the one Ronan never knew about, the one that had been the only thing in nine months that still belonged only to me.

Then I signed.

My hand didn’t shake. I want that on record, even if only for myself. My hand did not shake.

I called a courier of my own the next morning and sent the papers back before I could think too hard about what I was doing. By noon, Dean texted to say the story had already leaked, Cross heir divorces wife of nine months days after paralyzed ex-fiancée’s miraculous return, and I put my phone face down on the counter and didn’t look at it again for six hours.

Freya called that afternoon. I almost didn’t answer.

“I wanted to check on you,” she said, when I picked up, her voice doing the soft, careful thing it always did when she wanted something. “This can’t be easy.”

“You didn’t call to check on me.”

A pause. “I called because I don’t want this to be ugly between us. We’re sisters. Whatever happened with the car, whatever happened with Ronan, none of that has to change that.”

“You mean whatever you let everyone believe happened with the car.”

“Lily.” Her voice sharpened, just slightly, just enough. “Don’t do this. Not today.”

“When, then? Is there a good day on your calendar for me to ask why you let an entire town believe I was drunk behind the wheel?”

She didn’t answer that. She never did, instead she said, gently, like she was doing me a favor, “Ronan needs this, you know. He needs to feel like he’s fixing something. Let him have that. It costs you nothing.”

It had cost me nine months and, I would learn in three weeks, a great deal more than that. I hung up without saying goodbye.

Ronan showed up that night.

I should have known he would. He always did, in the end, whenever the version of events in his head didn’t match the mess he’d actually made.

“You didn’t have to sign so fast,” he said, standing in my doorway like he had any right to be there.

“You didn’t have to prepare the papers before your ex-fiancée even walked through the door,” I said. “But here we both are.”

He didn’t deny it this time. That was almost worse than if he had.

“I need to know something,” he said. “And I need you to be honest with me.”

“That’s rich.”

“Lily.” His voice cracked around my name the way it hadn’t in months. “Did you love her? Freya. Before the accident. Were you two close?”

The question landed somewhere I wasn’t ready for.

“She’s my sister,” I said. “Of course I loved her.”

“Then why do you look at her like she’s a stranger you’re waiting to catch in a lie?”

Because she is, I thought, and didn’t say it, because six years of silence is a hard habit to break in a doorway at midnight with divorce papers already signed between us.

“Goodnight, Ronan.”

“Wait.” He caught my wrist before I could close the door, and for a second neither of us moved, the old current still running between us even now, even after everything.

He didn't let go of my wrist, instead he stepped inside, kicked the door shut behind him, and crowded me back against the wall of the tiny apartment like he still had any right to my space. The anger between us had always been the thinnest kind of cover. Tonight it burned away completely.

“You signed,” he said, voice rough. “Just like that.”

“What did you expect? Tears? Begging?”

His mouth crashed onto mine before I could finish. It wasn't gentle. It was nine months of locked doors and silence and the nights we both pretended never happened, all of it breaking open at once.

I shoved at his chest, half protest, half demand, and he caught my hands, pinned them above my head with one of his, and kissed me harder.

His other hand dragged down my body, under my shirt, rough and desperate, like he was trying to memorize me before I disappeared.

Clothes came off in pieces, my back hit the wall again.

His mouth found my throat, my collarbone, the place just below my ear that always made my hips jerk. I bit his shoulder hard enough to leave a mark and felt him groan against my skin.

When he finally pushed inside me it was with a broken sound that might have been my name or Freya's, I didn't let myself care which.

I locked my legs around his waist and met every thrust like I was trying to punish him for all of it, for the papers, for the nine months, for every time he had looked at me and seen someone else.

It was fast and rough and over too soon. He came with his face buried in my neck, breathing like he'd been underwater. I followed a second later, biting down on my own lip hard enough to taste blood so I wouldn't make a sound he could claim later.

Afterwards he stayed pressed against me for a long moment, forehead to mine, both of us breathing hard. Then he pulled away, fixed his clothes in silence, and left without another word.

I stood at the window and watched his car disappear down the street before sunrise, feeling something in my chest close like a door that had finally, finally found its lock.

Three weeks later, I stood in the tiny bathroom of the apartment above the laundromat I’d moved into, staring at a plastic stick with two lines on it that I checked four separate times because I didn’t trust my own eyes.

I sat down hard on the edge of the tub.

Pregnant.

Married for nine months to a man who was already back in his old life by the time I found out. Divorced for exactly nineteen days, and carrying the one thing that would tie me to Ronan Cross for the rest of both our lives, whether either of us wanted it or not.

I pressed a hand flat against my stomach and made myself breathe.

I thought about calling him. I got as far as opening his contact, thumb hovering over the call button, before I thought about Freya’s hand resting on his chest at that party, about the papers waiting on his desk before she’d even arrived, about six years of a family choosing the version of the story that was easier to love.

I put the phone down.

Whatever this baby was going to have, it wasn’t going to start with a mother who begged to be believed.

I was done being the one who had to prove herself.

I picked up the phone again, but this time I called Dean.

“I need a job,” I said, when he picked up. “A real one, something that’s actually mine.”

There was a pause on the line, and then, carefully, like he already understood this was bigger than it sounded, he said, “I know a guy with a warehouse and no idea what he’s doing with it. You interested?”

I looked down at the two pink lines on the counter and thought about everything I was about to build with no one’s name on it but my own.

Sure, give me the details...

Chapter 4

Lily POV

I built Sinclair Logistics out of a single warehouse and a grudge. Two years later, it was the only company in Meridian that scared Cross Industries.

My son had Ronan’s eyes and my stubbornness, which Dean said was the worst possible combination for a toddler and I privately agreed with him.

Theo was two years old, asleep in his stroller in the back office, and I was standing in a conference room on the fortieth floor of a building I’d sworn I’d never set foot in again, about to negotiate a supply contract that would either make Sinclair Logistics untouchable or bury it.

Sinclair Logistics had started in a single leased warehouse on the industrial edge of Meridian, a building so old the landlord had thrown in the first three months free just to have someone finally take it off his hands.

Two years later, the company had four regional hubs, a client list that made competitors nervous, and one supply contract standing between it and a level of stability I still didn’t fully trust wasn’t going to get taken away from me the way everything else had.

“They’re late,” Dean muttered beside me, checking his watch for the third time.

“They’re never late,” I said. “Cross Industries doesn’t do late. They do intimidation dressed as scheduling.”

The door opened at exactly nine minutes past the hour, which I understood now was the point.

I didn’t look up right away. I was reading the final page of the contract terms, the numbers I’d spent three weeks fighting my own legal team to get right, and I only glanced up when the room went quiet in that particular way rooms went quiet around people who were used to being noticed.

Ronan Cross stood in the doorway in a charcoal suit, two associates flanking him, reading from a folder like he hadn’t yet bothered to look at who he was here to meet.

“Apologies for the delay,” he said, still looking down. “Traffic on the bridge.”

“Understandable,” I said.

Dean leaned over, voice pitched low enough that only I would hear it. “You want to tell me why your hands just went still on the table, or should I guess?”

“Guess later.”

His head came up at my voice.

I watched it happen in real time, the exact second recognition landed, the folder in his hand going still, the color draining out of his face like someone had pulled a plug.

“Lily.”

“Mr. Cross.” I kept my voice level, businesslike, the voice I’d spent two years learning to use in rooms exactly like this one. “Shall we sit? I believe we have a contract to discuss.”

He didn’t move.

“You’re,” he started, and stopped, looking around the room like he was checking whether anyone else could see what he was seeing. “Sinclair Logistics. You’re Sinclair Logistics.”

“I built it,” I said. “Every warehouse, every route, every contract you’re currently losing sleep over. Surprised?”

“I had no idea it was you.”

“Would it have changed the offer your company made?” I gestured at the folder in his hand, the one his people had spent weeks drafting to try to undercut a competitor they clearly hadn’t bothered to properly investigate. “Or were you just planning to crush whoever this was on principle?”

His jaw tightened the way it used to when he was choosing between two answers, the true one and the safe one.

“Sit down, Ronan,” I said, before he could pick either. “You’re blocking the door, and I have a four o’clock.”

He sat. Slowly, like the chair might be a trap.

For the next forty minutes I watched him try and fail to reconcile the woman across the table with the wife he’d signed away two years ago, watched him lose three separate points in the negotiation because he couldn’t stop staring instead of reading the terms in front of him, watched the careful control he wore like armor start to come apart at the seams in a boardroom instead of a bedroom for once.

Dean, beside me, was enjoying this far more than was professional. Twice he caught my eye across the table when Ronan fumbled a number he should have known cold, and twice I had to look down at my notes to keep from smiling.

“Your penalty clause on late shipments is aggressive,” Ronan said at one point, tapping the page like he was back on solid ground. “Nobody in this market agrees to eighteen percent.”

“Sinclair Logistics has a ninety-eight percent on-time delivery rate,” I said. “The clause has never once been triggered. I can afford to be aggressive when I’m not the one who’s going to pay it.”

One of his associates actually laughed before catching himself. Ronan did not.

“You’ve done well for yourself,” he said, quieter, like it had slipped out before he could stop it.

“I did it without you,” I said. “Turns out that was the missing ingredient the whole time.”

We were closing the meeting, contracts nearly finalized, when the office door at the far end of the room opened and one of my junior assistants leaned in, apologetic.

“Sorry to interrupt, Ms. Sinclair,” she said. “Theo’s awake and asking for you.”

Ronan’s associate to his left glanced between us, clearly recalculating something in real time. Dean, beside me, went very carefully quiet, the way he only did when he wanted to give me the floor entirely.

The room went very still.

I watched Ronan’s eyes track past me to the doorway, where my assistant was now holding my son’s hand, a small dark-haired boy in overalls squinting sleepily at the room full of strangers in suits.

I watched Ronan look at that boy’s face.

The final click of calculation hit him.

His mouth opened, and for the first time in two years, Ronan Cross had absolutely nothing prepared to say.

“Lily,” he said, voice barely above a whisper. “Is that…”

“We’re done here for today,” I said, closing my folder with a snap that echoed through the silent room. “My office will follow up on the final terms.”

I stood, walked around the table, and picked up my son, who immediately buried his face in my shoulder the way he did with strangers.

I looked back at Ronan once, from the doorway, at the man frozen in his chair with two years of assumptions crumbling in real time behind his eyes.

“You should have asked more questions two years ago,” I said. “You’re a little late asking them now.”

Behind me, I heard his chair scrape back like he meant to follow. One of his associates said his name, low, a warning about the four other people still in the room and the contract still sitting unsigned on the table. I didn’t wait to hear whether it worked.

Then I walked out, and for the first time since the night of that birthday party, I didn’t look back to see if he was watching.

Theo’s small hand curled into my collar as the elevator doors closed between us and the boardroom, and I pressed a kiss to the top of his head, steady, unhurried, refusing to let my pulse show on my face until the doors were fully shut.

“Mama,” he mumbled against my shoulder, already half back asleep. “Home?”

“Home,” I said.

Behind those doors, I knew, Ronan Cross was standing in a room full of people he paid to keep his secrets, doing math he should have done two years ago.

For the first time since I’d signed those papers, I didn’t feel like the one who owed anybody an explanation.

Chapter 5

Ronan

I couldn't get the image of Lily walking away with that little boy out of my head.

I sat in the back of my car, staring through the window without really seeing anything outside. My mind ought to focus on the meeting and its outcome, especially after learning that Lily had managed to build Sinclair Logistics into a company that could compete with mine. Yet, here I was, unable to silence the questions filling my mind.

“We've arrived, sir.” My chauffeur brought the car to a stop.

As he climbed out to open its door for me, I got out, walking straight into the house where I found her, Freya. She was seated comfortably on a chocolate-brown couch in the living room, flipping through the pages of a magazine.

“Jules.” She was quick to spot me when I stepped in. “You're back.” She smiled sweetly, reaching for the glass table in front of her to place the magazine on.

She adjusted herself to near the armrest, patting the soft seat cushion,“Come. Come sit with me.”

I said nothing as I walked over, settling down next to her. And leaning toward me, she reached for the tie around my neck to loosen its knot.

Such a familiar gesture should have eased the tension in me, at least.

But it didn't.

She didn't like my silence, so she frowned slightly, realizing I wasn't being myself.

“Hey. What's wrong? You don't seem like yourself right now.”

My expression was distant, and she could tell.

I leaned back and brought a hand to my face, hoping to shake off whatever thoughts.

“It's nothing.” I simply said.

Meanwhile, her own expression showed she didn't believe me.

“You've barely said a word since you walked in through that door. So please, don't brush me off by telling me it's nothing.” She responded with an impatient look. “Was your meeting with Sinclair Logistics worse than expected?” She watched me closely, hoping to figure out what I wasn't saying.

I faced her to meet her gaze.

I'd mentioned the meeting to her earlier before heading out, not expecting to come back feeling this disturbed. The contract mattered, but that wasn't what had followed me home. The thought of Lily and that little boy had.

I took a measured breath, eventually breaking my silence, “The meeting itself wasn't the problem, but whom I found seated on the other side of the table.”

Freya furrowed her brows, clearly puzzled by my words, “Who?” She cared to know.

“Lily. She freaking owns Sinclair Logistics.” I blinked really fast, trying to steady myself.

Freya's hand dropped from my tie, her eyes widening for several few seconds before returning to normal. She stared at me, too shocked to even say a word.

She really didn't know?

I couldn't help but wonder.

“But she's your sister. How come you're just hearing about it now? That she owns a company of her own.” I gave her a curious look.

She avoided my eyes, her expression shifting into visible discomfort.

“Well..” She merely shrugged, showing little concern. “Lily has never made me feel like we're actually siblings. We haven't been close for a very long time. And besides, she keeps almost everything about her life to herself. Apparently, she never intended for me to find out.” She added.

I stayed silent, keeping my eyes fixed on her. I just didn't know what to make of such an explanation. I had always thought she would know more about Lily than I ever could, considering the fact that they're sisters. It turns out I hadn't understood their relationship at all.

“There was also a little boy in the picture.” I spoke, Freya waiting for me to continue.

While I failed to, she seized the chance to question me, “A little boy?”

I answered with a small nod.

“Could he be her son?” She followed up with another question.

“I think so.” I responded, not really sure.

“In that case, maybe she slept with some random man after you two separated, got pregnant, and…” She trailed off, considering how best to continue. “Yes. He dumped her.” She eventually came up with a version she expected me to buy.

How sure can she be?

I gave her a look that showed I wasn't convinced.

“C'mon, Jules. You've got to believe what I'm telling you.” Her tone softened into one meant to convince me. “You know how Lily can be. I mean, who knows? She probably didn't feel the need to let me know.” She added.

I stayed quiet, looking for any possibility that could prove her wrong. Yet the more I considered her words, the fewer reasons I found to doubt her.

I didn't see a ring on Lily's finger that could tell she's already married.

Not even a cheap one.

If the child's father is her husband, I see no reason why she should keep it a secret, particularly after becoming a successful business owner.

So perhaps, Freya could be right. Maybe Lily is a single mom.

Either way, it's not something I should concern myself with.

Lily is no longer my wife but ex, so why should I care about the life she had chosen for herself?

I shifted on the couch restlessly, forcing myself to let go of what I was feeling.

Freya placed her hand on my chest, clearly trying to get me to focus on her again.

“You're here. But your attention clearly isn't.” She said,

I looked at her hand on my chest, lifting my gaze to hers.

“You have my attention.” I spoke, my feelings not matching the words.

“Fine. If you say so.” She took her hand off my chest to reach for her iPad. She unlocked it to start scrolling through, “I came across some dresses that would fit my shape perfectly and make me look too good for you to resist.” She chuckled softly, looking so pleased with herself.

Was I even paying any attention to her at all?

“See.” She held the iPhone up to my face so I would see its screen clearly.

I just stared at it blankly…

“Jules…” She hit my shoulder lightly with hers. “Why are you acting like you can't hear me? Seriously, if it's about her and that bastard she calls son, you had better come of it. Get them out of your head.” She sounded genuinely upset.

“I'm…” I cut myself short to take her hand in mine. “I'm sorry.”

“You should be.” She said, trying to relax her features. “Besides, the only amazing souls you should care about are me, and our baby.” She pulled her hand away from mine to stroke her rounded belly.

Yes. She's carrying my child, and soon, we're going to have our first baby. We may not have exchanged vows yet, but before our baby arrives, I'll definitely put a ring on her finger and make her my wife.

Married to the Arrogant Billionaire Heir wants my sister

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