Chapter 2

Devin’s POV

The moment Eve's voice cracked on the other end of the line, I knew that walking misdemeanor had finally done what I had been silently hoping he would do since the day Eve told me she was engaged. He had removed himself from her life in the most catastrophic way possible, and while I was genuinely sorry she was hurting, I could not pretend I was sorry he was gone.

I had been in love with Eve Lovelace since we were sixteen years old. She had been crying in the school library over a history paper, looked up at me with those dark eyes, and asked if I thought anyone ever actually got what they wanted. I had no answer then. Seven years later I still had no answer, but I had built my entire life around staying close to her, and that meant swallowing every impulse that might send her running.

She thought I was her gay best friend. The one man in the world who wanted nothing from her. I let her believe it because it was the only way she let her guard down, and I would rather have her friendship on false pretenses than not have her at all. I am not proud of that, but it is the truth.

When she started dating Ambrose, I told myself it was temporary. When she got engaged to him, I told myself I had lost my chance. I even started trying to accept it, the way you accept a chronic pain that will never fully heal. Then she called me from her apartment, voice wobbling but still sharp enough to joke about prison orange, and told me that Ambrose and Delphine had been tangled up in her mother's cottage like two snakes in a basket. My first reaction was rage. My second reaction was terrible, traitorous hope.

I hung up and pressed the intercom. "Mark, come to my office now."

He appeared in twelve seconds flat, tablet already in hand, face already set in that expression of mild resignation he wore whenever I was about to upend his carefully organized schedule. "You have that expression," he said.

"What expression."

"The one that says I'm about to reschedule your entire week."

"I need you to reschedule my entire week."

Mark sighed and pulled up the calendar. "Where are we going?"

"New York. Eve's engagement ended."

"Ah." He said it the way someone might say ah upon discovering that a storm they had been tracking for years had finally made landfall. Mark was too professional to say I told you so, but his pause was eloquent. "The investor meeting tomorrow?"

"Move it. The board meeting Thursday, I will call in. As for the Cresswell charity gala, tell my grandfather there was a family emergency."

"Your family or her family?"

"At this point, Mark, I am not sure there is a difference."

He nodded and turned to leave, fingers already moving on his tablet. At the door he paused. "Sir. I hope it works out. Whatever it is you are hoping for."

I did not ask what he meant. Mark had been my assistant for four years and he was observant enough to have figured out a long time ago that my feelings for Eve went well past friendship. He also had the decency to never bring it up directly until this moment, when the pretense had become irrelevant.

I packed a bag with the muscle memory of someone who had spent years traveling for business. Three suits I would not wear, one sweater I probably would, and no plan beyond getting on the plane. Mark sent the flight details.

I called my grandfather's assistant and left a vague message about urgent personal matters that I would pay for later. My grandfather, Harrington Cresswell did not believe in excuses and he had been trying to marry me off to a suitable heiress for years. The fact that I was flying across the country for Eve Lovelace would not escape his notice, and it would not please him.

The flight was six hours and fourteen minutes. I spent most of it staring out the window, turning the situation over in my mind like a puzzle I had not yet solved.

Eve had thirty days to find a husband or she would lose her inheritance. That detail had settled in my brain and refused to leave. She needed to marry someone before her twenty fifth birthday. The condition was brutal and the timeline was absurd, but the fact remained that Ambrose was out and the position was vacant. I had been training for that position since I was sixteen years old without ever being allowed to apply.

The lie was the problem. She thought I was gay. If I told her the truth now, after seven years of silence, she would feel manipulated. She would look back at every movie night and every late night phone call and every time she fell asleep on my shoulder and wonder how much of it was real and how much was strategy. The answer was that all of it was real, but she would not believe me, not at first, and I could not afford to lose her trust right when she needed me most.

Which meant I could not simply walk through her door and declare myself. I had to be patient. I had to be present. I had to let her need me badly enough that the truth, when it came out, would feel less like a betrayal and more like a relief.

The plane touched down just after midnight. I texted her from the runway.

“I just landed. Are you still awake?”

Her reply came before I got to the gate: “Yes, the key code is still the same.”

The same key code, 1107, was her mother's birthday. I had memorized it years ago on a night when she had a fever and needed someone to let the doctor in. I was one of maybe three people in the world she trusted with that code, and that trust was the most valuable thing I owned.

I took a cab from the airport hurtling toward the only woman I had ever loved, carrying a secret so heavy it had worn grooves into my bones.

The elevator ride up to her floor felt longer than it should have. I stood there watching the numbers climb and tried to remember how to breathe like a normal person.

When I reached her door I typed in the code, opened the door and I stepped inside.

The apartment was dim, lit by a single lamp in the living room and the glow of the city coming through the windows. Eve was sitting on the couch with her legs pulled up under her and her phone loose in her hand. She looked up when I walked in, and her face was the face of someone who had been holding herself together for hours and was about to finally let go.

"Hey," she said. Her voice was quieter than it had been on the phone.

I dropped my bag by the door and crossed the room in four strides. I sat beside her and pulled her into my arms, and she buried her face in my shoulder and finally, finally cried. I held her and did not speak. There was nothing to say yet. The words would come later.

For now I just held her and let the hope in my chest unfurl a little further. Ambrose was gone. The position was vacant. And I was here, exactly where I had always been, waiting for Eve to realize that the man she needed had been standing in front of her all along.

I just had to show her without scaring her away. I just had to make her see me without making her feel lied to. The hardest thing I had ever done was love her in silence for seven years. The second hardest would be figuring out how to love her out loud.

But I was done waiting. The universe had cracked open a door, and I intended to walk through it.

Chapter 3

Eve’s POV

I woke to the smell of tea and the distant sound of someone rummaging through my kitchen cabinets.

For a moment I just lay there, wrapped in the blanket Devin must have draped over me at some point during the night. The couch cushions were still warm and the pillow still smelled faintly of the cologne I had given him for his birthday three years ago and that he apparently still wore. I made a mental note to buy him more. The man was loyal to a fault, even to his grooming products.

The morning light was pale and thin, filtering through the windows in that quiet way light does when the city has not yet woken up enough to fill the streets with noise. I pushed myself upright and found Devin in my kitchen, moving around with the comfortable ease of someone who had done this a hundred times before. Which he had. He knew where I kept my mugs. He knew I took my tea with exactly half a teaspoon of honey and a splash of milk. He knew I needed two minutes of silence before I could form coherent sentences in the morning.

He turned when he heard me stir and held out a steaming mug. "You're predictable," he said.

"Good morning to you too."

"I made eggs and toast. The bread was questionable but I toasted it aggressively enough to kill anything that might have been growing."

I wrapped my hands around the mug and let the warmth seep into my fingers. "What time did you get up?"

"I didn't really sleep." He shrugged, already turning back to the stove. "I T ook a few showers instead to clear my head."

I nodded and did not give it a second thought. Devin was a restless sleeper. He had been that way since college, when exam stress would have him pacing the dorm halls at three in the morning. The showers were just his way of dealing with a bad night. I had shared hotel rooms with him enough times over the years to know his habits, and a midnight shower was far from the strangest thing he did.

What I did not notice was the way his eyes flickered away from me when he said it. What I did not catch was the almost imperceptible tension in his shoulders, the way his grip tightened briefly on the spatula before he relaxed it again. I was too tired and too heartbroken to read between the lines, and Devin had spent seven years making sure I never learned to read between them with him.

So I just sipped my tea and let him cook for me, I was grateful in the uncomplicated way I had always been grateful for him. He was my best friend. My safe harbor. The one man in the world who had never looked at me like I was a target or a prize or a stepping stone to something better. He was gay, which meant he was also the one man in the world who would never complicate things with feelings I could not return. At least that was what I believed.

The tea was perfect. Half a teaspoon of honey, splash of milk and steeped for exactly four minutes. I had not even seen him check the time.

We ate at the small table by the window, the city stretching out below us in shades of gray and gold. The eggs were fluffy. The toast was, as promised, aggressively toasted. We ate in comfortable silence for a while, and then Devin set down his fork and looked at me with an expression that made my stomach tighten.

"There's something I need to tell you."

My mind immediately jumped to the worst conclusions. Delphine was pregnant. Ambrose had already moved on. The wedding vendors were refusing to refund my deposits. "If this is about the cake tasting, I already canceled it."

"It's not about the cake." He paused. "It's about your father."

My father was not a topic that came up often between us. Devin knew what Gerald Lovelace was. He knew about the years of neglect after my mother died, the eighteen month timeline from funeral to remarriage, the way my father had let Delphine and her mother walk into our home and treat me like furniture they were waiting to replace. He knew all of it, and he had spent years biting his tongue because I asked him to.

"What about my father?"

Devin leaned back in his chair. His eyes were steady on mine, and I recognized the careful patience in them. It was the same look he got before he delivered bad news to a boardroom. "Do you remember last year, when I mentioned that your father's business dealings looked a little too complicated for comfort?"

"Vaguely."

"I wasn't vague about it. You just didn't want to hear it."

Fair point. My father's business was the last thing I wanted to discuss over brunch, or ever. "What is it, Devin?"

"Gerald is in significant debt. And the person he owes the money to is Martin Lovelace."

The world tilted. I set my mug down very carefully, afraid I might drop it. Martin Lovelace was my mother's cousin. He had been circling the family fortune since before I was born, positioning himself as the rightful heir if anything ever happened to the bloodline. He was the man Delphine had probably called last night after I walked out of the cottage. I believe he was the reason my mother had written that clause into her will in the first place.

"How much debt?" I asked.

"Enough that he cannot pay it back without your inheritance."

My stomach turned over. "So my own father has been betting against me. He owes money to the man who stands to inherit everything if I fail, and he just conveniently let me waste a year planning a wedding to a man who was never going to marry me."

"Your father might not have known about Ambrose."

"He might not have. But he knew about the deadline, and he never warned me." I stared at my half eaten eggs and felt the betrayal settle into my bones like a chill. "He never once told me he was in trouble. He never asked for help. He just let me walk toward the edge of a cliff while he stood there holding hands with the people who wanted me to fall."

Devin did not say anything. He just reached across the table and covered my hand with his, his palm warm and steady. It was such a small gesture, but it anchored me in a way I could not explain.

"I have thirty days," I said, my voice quieter than I meant it to be. "Thirty days to get married or I lose my mother's whole legacy. Every single thing she built all goes to Martin."

"We will figure it out." He said it with absolute certainty, like it was a fact as solid as the table between us.

"How? Ambrose is gone. My father is compromised. The entire board is probably already placing bets on my failure. I have no options left, Devin."

His jaw tightened. "There is always an option."

"Name one."

He was quiet for a moment. The morning light caught the edge of his jaw and I noticed, fleetingly, that he looked exhausted. The kind of exhausted that went deeper than a single sleepless night. I wanted to ask him what was really going on behind those steady eyes, but I was too afraid of the answer.

"There's something else I need to tell you," he said. "About your father's finances. The debt to Martin is just the surface. I have been digging into this for a few months now, and I think there are things Gerald has been hiding from you for a very long time. Things that go back to when your mother was still alive."

I went cold. "What about my father?"

Devin looked at me and I could tell he was holding back.

"It's worse than you think," he said quietly. "And I need you to be ready for it."

Chapter 4

Eve’s POV

The morning had already delivered one gut punch. I saw no reason to stop at a single blow.

After Devin dropped the revelation about my father's debt to Martin, I sat at the breakfast table for a long time, staring at the cooling eggs and trying to rearrange the shattered pieces of my life into something resembling a plan. Devin cleaned the kitchen quietly, giving me space. He knew when to push and when to hover, and right now hovering was the correct call. I could feel his presence behind me like a wall between me and the abyss.

Finally I stood up and reached for my phone. "I'm calling Marguerite Chen."

Devin turned from the sink, drying his hands on a towel. "The family judge?"

"She's the executor of my mother's will. If anyone can tell me whether that marriage clause has any flexibility, it's her." I was already scrolling through my contacts. "Maybe there's a loophole. Maybe the deadline can be extended. Maybe I can petition the court for an adjustment based on extenuating circumstances, like my fiancé being a douchebag"

"Extenuating circumstances. That's one way to put it."

"I'm being diplomatic."

Marguerite's assistant answered on the second ring. I explained who I was and what I needed, and within five minutes I had an appointment for later that morning. The speed of it should have reassured me, instead it made my stomach knot tighter. Efficient people were efficient for a reason. She knew I was coming and she had probably been expecting my call.

I hung up and found Devin watching me with that steady gaze of his. "Do you want me to come with you?"

"I think I need to do this alone."

He nodded without argument. He never pushed, never insisted. That was one of the thousand reasons I trusted him completely. "I'll be here when you get back. If you need me."

"I always need you," I said, and the words came out more honest than I intended. I grabbed my bag and headed for the door before either of us could acknowledge what I had just admitted.

Marguerite Chen's office was in a building that had been old when my mother was young. It smelled of leather and floor wax and something faintly floral that I could not identify. The walls were lined with law books that looked like they had not been opened in decades, their spines perfectly preserved, their contents probably irrelevant to anything happening in the modern world. Marguerite herself was seated behind a massive oak desk that might have been older than the building. She was a small woman, silver haired and sharp eyed, with the kind of posture that suggested she had never slouched in her life.

"Miss Lovelace," she said, gesturing to the chair across from her. "I was sorry to hear about your engagement. The circumstances were unfortunate."

"Unfortunate is a gentle word for it."

"Yes. It is." She folded her hands on the desk. "You asked about flexibility in the marriage clause. I'm afraid there is none. The will is ironclad. You must be legally married before your twenty-fifth birthday, or the entirety of your mother's estate transfers to a trust controlled by Martin Lovelace."

"Martin, my father's creditor."

Marguerite's expression did not flicker, but something in the air between us shifted. "I see you've been doing your research."

"I've been doing my surviving. There's a difference."

She leaned back in her chair and studied me with those sharp eyes. For a long moment she did not speak, and I had the uncomfortable sensation of being measured against some invisible standard.

Finally she said, "Your mother was a dear friend of mine. I have been the executor of her estate for over twenty years, and I have watched Martin and your father and a parade of lesser vultures circle your inheritance like it was already theirs. I tell you this not to frighten you, but to make something very clear."

She leaned forward. "The marriage clause is not a punishment. It is a shield. Your mother knew what would happen if you were left unprotected. She built the deadline into the will because she believed that the right partner when chosen carefully, would be your best defense against the people who want to take everything from you."

I absorbed this slowly. "So the clause was never about controlling me. It was about making sure I had someone in my corner."

"Yes, someone legally bound to protect your interests. A husband, not a boyfriend."

"Ambrose was supposed to be that person."

"Ambrose was a mistake." She said it without malice, just clinical precision. "He was a mistake your mother's will anticipated. The clause requires marriage, but it does not dictate to whom. You still have thirty days to make a better choice."

Thirty days. The number sat between us like a ticking clock. "And if I fail?"

"Martin's trust takes everything. The estate, the company, the liquid assets, all of it. You would retain a small allowance, but control would pass to him permanently. There is no appeal and no second chance."

I felt the cold certainty of it settle into my bones. This was not a negotiation. This was a gauntlet my mother had thrown down from the grave, and I was standing at the starting line with no partner, no plan and no time left to waste.

Marguerite watched me process this. Then she said, very quietly, "There is more to the will than the marriage clause. Additional protections your mother put in place. Things that will become clear when the time is right."

I frowned. "What does that mean?"

"It means your mother was a very thorough woman. She did not trust easily, and she did not leave anything to chance. The marriage deadline is not the only piece of the puzzle. But the rest is for another day."

She stood up and smoothed her jacket, a clear signal that the meeting was ending. "For now, focus on finding a partner you can trust. Someone who will stand beside you when the storm comes."

I rose from my chair, my mind already spinning with questions she clearly had no intention of answering. "Why are you telling me all this? The executor of a will is supposed to be neutral."

"I am neutral about the estate. I am not neutral about you." Marguerite's expression softened by a fraction of a degree. "Your mother would not forgive me if I failed you now. I suggest you do not fail yourself either."

I walked to the door, my hand on the brass handle, when her voice stopped me.

"Miss Lovelace."

I turned back.

"Choose your partner very carefully." Her eyes were dark and unreadable. "Not all poison comes labeled."

I stepped into the corridor and the door clicked shut behind me. The hallway was empty and silent, the old carpet muffling my footsteps as I walked toward the elevator.

My phone felt heavy in my pocket, full of people I could call and none I could trust. I had thought I had chosen carefully. I had thought Ambrose was safe, steady, unremarkable enough to be harmless but he had been a knife waiting for my back the entire time.

The elevator doors slid open and I stepped inside. My reflection stared back at me from the polished brass walls, a woman with thirty days to find a husband and no idea where to start looking. Devin would be at the apartment when I got back, ready with tea and steady reassurance and that unshakeable belief that we would figure this out.

He was the one person I could always count on. The one person who had never lied to me or let me down or asked for anything in return. The one person I could never marry, because he was gay. The idea was impossible and I was not yet desperate enough to ask that of him.

But as I kept turning Marguerite's words over in my mind, I couldn’t help but wonder what other protections my mother had hidden in that will, and what it would cost me to find out.

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