Chapter 1
I was bleeding to death, begging my husband, Raphael, to take me to the hospital, but he didn’t even look up from his desk. He told me I was being dramatic. That mafia wives didn't cry over a little pain. It was my best friend who found me and brought me to the hospital.
When I woke up, the doctor stood at the foot of my bed, her face pale, holding my chart like it was a death sentence.
“It’s not the baby, Donna Elena,” the doctor said, her voice tight, cautious. “We’ve run several tests. The bleeding... it's not from the pregnancy. It's cancer. In your womb.”
The words hit me like a bullet to the chest.
“If we don't remove it immediately, you only have months to live.”
The room spun. The monitors beside me beeped too loud, too fast. My breath caught in my throat.
“And my baby?” I choked out, tears finally spilling over.
The doctor looked down, unable to meet my eyes. “You have to make a choice, Elena. You can choose him, or you can choose yourself. But you cannot save both.”
I didn't know what to do. My mind was a shattered mirror. I needed my husband. I needed the ruthless Don of the Costa Syndicate to hold me, to tell me he would fix this. He always fixed everything.
I left the hospital against medical advice. My body felt hollow, my legs trembling with every step, but I needed to see him. I needed to tell him.
When I reached the compound, the heavy oak doors to Raphael’s wing were guarded by two of his top capos.
“Move,” I told them, my voice cracking.
“Apologies, Donna,” the capo said, blocking my path. “The Boss is in a strict council meeting. He gave orders not to be disturbed.”
“I am his wife. Move.”
“We can't.”
I turned away, the sting of humiliation burning my cheeks. But I knew this house better than they did. I slipped through the servant’s corridor, the hidden passage that led directly behind Raphael’s private study.
I pressed my hand to the cold stone wall, ready to push the concealed door open.
Then I heard it.
Crying. Soft, delicate, pathetic crying.
It wasn't a council meeting.
“I don't know what to do, Raphael,” a woman sobbed.
Beatrice. His childhood friend. The woman who had just returned to the city after a messy divorce. The woman who had been lingering around the estate for weeks like a ghost I couldn't banish.
“Shh,” Raphael’s voice murmured. The same voice that barked orders to kill was now dripping with a tenderness he hadn't shown me in months. “I've got you, Bea. You're safe here.”
“But I'm pregnant,” she cried, her voice trembling. “My ex-husband will kill me. He'll take the baby.”
“No one is taking anything from you,” Raphael said fiercely. “I will do everything to protect you. You and this child. You have my word.”
My breath caught in my throat. My hands went numb.
“But what about your wife?” Beatrice whispered, her voice suddenly sounding less fragile. “What about Elena? She won't accept this.”
A heavy silence fell over the room. I leaned closer to the wood, my heart begging him to say something, anything, to defend me. To defend us.
“Elena?” Raphael’s voice was flat. Cold. “She's weak. She was just sold to me to pay off her family's debt. I never loved her.”
The floor dropped out from under me.
I stumbled back, my hand flying to my mouth to muffle the sob tearing through my throat. Every touch, every late-night whisper, every time he claimed my body—it was all a transaction. I was just a debt paid in flesh.
I didn't confront them. I didn't have the strength.
I dragged my broken body up the stairs to our master bedroom. I needed to pack. I needed to leave before the cancer or the heartbreak killed me first.
But when I opened the door to our sanctuary, the final blow landed.
Beatrice’s silk robe was draped over the edge of my bed. Her expensive, suffocating jasmine perfume clung to my pillows. My vanity—the one Raphael had custom-made for me—was cleared of my things, replaced by her expensive creams and diamond jewelry.
He hadn't just stopped loving me. He was already replacing me.
I sank to the floor, clutching my stomach, the physical pain of the cancer nothing compared to the agony in my chest.
Then, the bedroom door clicked open.
I looked up through blurred eyes.
Beatrice stood in the doorway, her tears completely gone. She looked down at me, a slow, wicked smirk spreading across her perfect lips.
“Oh, Elena,” she purred, stepping into my room like she already owned it. “Didn't Raphael tell you? Your time here is up.”
She walked past me, her heels clicking against the hardwood, and casually picked up a velvet box from my nightstand. The box that held the Costa family heirloom necklace Raphael had given me on our wedding night.
"You really thought a mafia don could love a collateral bride?" she laughed, a sound like breaking glass. "He only married you because your father owed the syndicate five million dollars. You were a transaction. I am his choice."
I pressed my hand harder against my womb. The pain was flaring again, sharp and blinding.
"Get out," I choked out, my voice trembling.
Beatrice didn't flinch. She crouched down, bringing her suffocating jasmine scent closer. Her eyes dropped to my stomach, then back to my face.
"You heard him downstairs, didn't you?" she whispered, her voice dripping with fake pity. "He promised to protect my baby. Did you really think he was talking about my ex-husband's child?"
My heart stopped.
She placed a manicured hand over her own stomach. "Raphael and I never stopped seeing each other, Elena. He’s not protecting another man's child. He’s protecting his true heir."
A sob ripped from my chest, raw and ugly. Suddenly, a vicious cramp tore through my abdomen. I gasped, doubling over, my nails digging into the floorboards.
Warmth spread between my thighs.
Blood. Again. So much blood. It soaked through my dress, dripping onto the pristine white rug.
"Raphael!" I screamed, the sound tearing my vocal cords. "Raphael, please!"
Heavy footsteps thundered down the hall. The door swung open wider, and there he was. My husband. The man I had loved with every broken piece of my soul.
He froze, taking in the scene. Me, on the floor, bleeding out. Beatrice, standing over me.
I reached a trembling, blood-soaked hand toward him. "Raphael... the baby... please, it hurts..."
His jaw clenched. His cold, dark eyes flicked from the pool of my blood to Beatrice.
He didn't rush to my side. He didn't drop to his knees to hold me. He didn't even call for a doctor.
Instead, he stepped forward, wrapped his suit jacket around Beatrice's shoulders, and gently shielded her eyes.
"Guards," Raphael commanded, his voice devoid of any emotion. "Get Elena out of this room. The sight of blood will stress Beatrice’ baby."
Chapter 2
The heavy iron door of the basement groaned open.
I was shivering on the bare concrete, clutching my bleeding stomach. The damp air clung to my skin like ice, making my teeth chatter.
Raphael stood at the top of the stairs, looking down at me like I was a rat that had infested his beautiful mansion.
“You will stay down here until the baby is born,” he said. His voice was flat. Empty.
I stared up at him, my vision swimming with tears and pain. “What? Raphael... it’s freezing down here. I’m sick and pregnant.”
“Which is exactly why you’re staying down here,” he replied, stepping down one concrete stair. “You look like death, Elena. Your sickness, your constant crying... it’s stressing Beatrice. I won’t have her or my true heir put at risk because of your dramatics.”
My chest caved in. “Why are you doing this? I am your wife! This is your baby!”
Raphael stopped. His jaw clenched, a muscle ticking in his cheek.
“I’m not sure about that anymore.”
The words hung in the damp air.
“What does that even mean?” I choked out, trying to push myself up, but my arms gave out.
He reached into his tailored suit jacket and pulled out a stack of glossy photographs. He threw them. They fluttered down the stairs, landing in the dirt around me.
I looked down.
It was me and Harold. My best friend. The only person who had ever treated me like a human being in this mafia cage. Photos of him holding my arm when I was dizzy. Photos of him putting me in his car when I was bleeding to death yesterday because my own husband wouldn't look away from his mistress.
“You’re always with him,” Raphael sneered, his eyes dark with a twisted, hypocritical possessiveness. “He was the one who rushed you to the hospital. He’s the one who held your hand. For all I know, that bastard growing inside you is his.”
“Are you insane?!” I screamed, my voice tearing my throat raw. “I have never touched another man! This is yours! He is yours!”
Raphael didn't even blink.
“If he’s Harold’s, he dies the moment he takes his first breath. If he’s mine... I’ll take him and raise him with Beatrice. Either way, you are nothing to me now.”
He turned his back.
“Raphael, please!”
The heavy iron door slammed shut.
The lock clicked.
Total darkness.
I was left alone on the freezing floor. The cold seeped into my bones, but it was nothing compared to the ice in my heart.
I curled into a ball, wrapping my trembling arms around my swollen belly. My tears soaked the concrete.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered to the dark. “I’m so sorry.”
A weak flutter answered me from inside. My baby. Still fighting. Still alive.
“I promise you,” I sobbed, rocking back and forth. “We will leave here. I will not let them take you. I will not let anything happen to you.”
Then, the pain hit.
A sharp, blinding agony ripped through my womb. The cancer. The stress. The bleeding. It was all too much.
My breath hitched. The darkness closed in completely, and I fainted.
When I woke up, I wasn't on the concrete floor anymore.
The blinding glare of surgical lights burned my eyes. The smell of bleach and iron filled my lungs.
I tried to move, but thick leather straps bound my wrists and ankles to a cold metal table.
Panic exploded in my chest. “Help!” I rasped. “Where am I?!”
“Keep her still,” a voice ordered.
I turned my head frantically. It was the syndicate’s underground clinic.
The doctor stood beside me, pulling on surgical gloves. Behind him, standing on the other side of the glass observation window, was Beatrice. She was smiling, sipping from a crystal glass.
“What are you doing?!” I screamed, thrashing against the restraints. “My baby! Don't touch my baby!”
The doctor picked up a scalpel. He didn't look me in the eye.
“The Boss gave the order, Donna Elena,” he said quietly. “He said the child is Harold's.”
My blood ran completely cold.
“No...” I breathed. “No, Raphael wouldn't—”
“He already signed the consent forms,” the doctor interrupted, his voice dead. “We are removing your womb today. I'm sorry, but your baby won't survive the procedure.”
My heart shattered into a million jagged pieces, piercing my lungs from the inside. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t even scream.
The doctor held up a clipboard. At the bottom, in bold, black ink, was Raphael’s unmistakable signature. The exact same handwriting that had signed our marriage certificate.
The same hand that used to trace the curve of my stomach in the dead of night, whispering soft promises to our unborn child.
I looked through the glass window. Beatrice raised her crystal glass in a mocking toast, her red lips curling into a triumphant, venomous smile.
"Please," I sobbed, thrashing wildly against the thick leather straps. The metal buckles dug into my skin, drawing warm blood down my wrists, but I didn't care. "I'll sign the divorce papers! I'll leave the country! Just let me keep my baby! Please, he's innocent!"
A tiny, frantic kick fluttered against my ribs. My baby was fighting. He knew.
"Hold her down," the doctor ordered the nurses, his voice devoid of pity. "Administer the anesthesia."
A freezing liquid burned through the IV line in my hand. Panic clawed at my throat as the edges of my vision began to darken. The room spun into a sickening vortex of blinding white lights and Beatrice's laughing face.
"I'm sorry, little one," I wept, my voice fading into a weak, broken whisper. "I failed you."
The doctor raised the scalpel, the sharp silver blade gleaming mercilessly.
But just as the cold metal pressed against my bare stomach, a deafening gunshot shattered the clinic's silence.
Warm blood splattered across my cheek.
The doctor’s eyes rolled back, and he collapsed dead onto the floor.
Through my fading, drug-heavy eyes, I heard Beatrice scream behind the glass. And then, the heavy steel doors were kicked completely off their hinges.
Chapter 3
Before I could even process what was happening, the observation glass shattered. It exploded inward, raining down like jagged diamonds.
Beatrice shrieked, a high, piercing sound, as the shards tore into her arms and face. She collapsed to the floor, sobbing and clutching her bleeding cheeks.
Through the thick smoke, a shadow moved. A man in a dark suit. I couldn't see his face. He didn't speak. He just stepped up to the surgical table, took a combat knife, and sliced through the thick leather straps binding my wrists and ankles.
Then, he pointed to the open door and vanished into the chaos.
I didn't wait. I didn't look back at Beatrice crying on the floor.
I slid off the table, my legs buckling, but the pure, animal instinct to save my baby forced me upright. I stumbled through the smoke, up the hidden stairwell, and out into the freezing, pouring rain.
I ran until my lungs burned. Until my bare feet bled on the asphalt.
There was only one place I could go. One person in this entire rotten city who actually cared if I lived or died.
Harold. When he opened his apartment door, he took one look at my pale, blood-stained hospital gown and caught me before I hit the floor.
“Elena! My god, what did he do to you?”
He carried me to the guest room. He brought me warm blankets, water, and locked every door. For the first time in months, I closed my eyes and actually felt safe.
But the safety didn't last.
I woke up hours later to my phone vibrating violently on the nightstand.
99 missed calls.
All from Raphael.
My hands shook as I picked it up. Before I could even unlock the screen, another call came through. I answered it, pressing the phone to my ear.
“Where the fuck are you?!” Raphael’s roar rattled the speaker.
He didn't ask if I was okay. He didn't ask about the baby. He didn't ask about the surgery he had ordered to rip my child from my womb.
“You hurt her, Elena,” he snarled, his voice dripping with venom. “Beatrice needs stitches. She’s terrified. Who the hell shot up my clinic? Who helped you run? Was it Harold? Tell me right now!”
My chest hollowed out. I stared at the blank wall, feeling the last, pathetic thread of my love for him snap.
“I don't care, Raphael,” I whispered, my voice completely dead. “I don't care about her. And you don't care about me.”
“Don't play games with me! Tell me where you are!”
“Just divorce me,” I said flatly. “You have your heir. You have your mistress. Let me go.”
“Divorce?!” he screamed, the sound unhinged, possessive, and furious. “You don't get to leave me! You are my wife! Come back to the estate NOW!”
I pulled the phone away from my ear. I didn't even blink as I pressed the red button and powered the device off completely.
The room went silent.
I rested both hands on my stomach. A soft flutter answered my touch.
“We’re never going back there,” I whispered to the dark room, tears finally sliding down my cheeks. “I promise you. We’re going somewhere far away. Where he can never find us.”
I looked down at my hands. The massive, flawless diamond engagement ring still sat on my finger. Around my neck was the Costa Famiglia’s antique diamond necklace.
Millions of dollars sitting on my skin.
It was my ticket out. I would sell them tomorrow. I would buy fake passports. I would disappear.
But tomorrow brought a different kind of hell.
The bedroom door slammed open just as the sun rose.
I flinched, sitting up.
Harold stood in the doorway. He looked like a ghost. His hands were trembling, his face pale and slick with cold sweat. He wasn't looking at me with pity anymore. He was looking at me with pure terror.
“Harold? What’s wrong?” I asked, my heart dropping to my stomach.
“You need to leave,” he choked out, his voice cracking. “Elena, you have to leave right now. Or... or you have to go back to him.”
I froze. “What? Why? You said I was safe here.”
Harold let out a broken sob, running his hands through his hair. “I shouldn't have taken you in. I'm so sorry, Elena. I'm so fucking sorry.”
“Harold, what did he do?” I begged, throwing the blankets off.
“He’s ruining my business,” Harold wept, refusing to meet my eyes. “His men burned down my two main warehouses an hour ago. And... and he has my parents, Elena. He has my little sister.”
The air vanished from the room.
“Raphael called me,” Harold whispered, tears spilling down his face. “He said if you don't walk through the front gates of the Costa estate by noon... he’s going to kill my entire family.”