Chapter 2
The cabin smelled like pine and old wood. I noticed that first. Not because it was pleasant, but because it was the only thing my senses could still register. Everything else felt muffled, like I was underwater.
Elio set my bag down near the door. The cabin was small. One main room with a kitchenette, a narrow hallway leading to what I assumed was a bedroom. A worn couch sat against the far wall. The floor was bare wood, clean but scuffed.
"You can take the bedroom," he said. His voice was quiet. He didn't look at me when he spoke.
I shook my head. "I'll take the couch."
"Layla—"
"I'll take the couch."
He didn't argue. He just nodded and disappeared down the hallway. I heard a door close. Then silence.
I sat on the couch and pulled his jacket tighter around my shoulders. It still smelled like him — rain and something I couldn't name. The cold mark on my neck throbbed. I pressed my fingers against it. The skin was numb, like frostbite that wouldn't heal.
I didn't cry. I couldn't. The emptiness inside me was too vast for tears.
I lay down on the couch and closed my eyes. Sleep didn't come. I listened to the wind outside and the faint creak of the cabin settling. Through the thin wall, I heard footsteps. Elio was pacing. Back and forth. Back and forth. The rhythm was steady, relentless. I wondered if he was okay. Then I stopped wondering. I didn't have the energy.
The next morning, there were two cups of coffee on the counter.
I stared at them for a long time before I understood. One was for me. Elio was already outside, chopping wood near the tree line. I could see him through the window. His movements were precise, controlled. He didn't look up.
I picked up the second cup. It was still warm. I drank it standing at the counter, watching him through the glass.
The days blurred together. Elio made coffee every morning. Two cups. He never asked me to drink it. He just left it there. I ate when I remembered to. He cooked simple things — eggs, toast, soup from a can. He placed the food on the counter and went outside. I ate alone.
At night, the pacing continued. I lay on the couch and listened to his footsteps through the wall. Sometimes I heard him stop. The silence would stretch for minutes. Then the pacing would start again.
I didn't ask him why. I didn't ask him anything.
On the fourth day, I went back to the pack house.
I needed my journal. It was the only thing I'd left behind that mattered. I told myself I'd be quick. In and out. No one would even notice.
The pack house was quieter than I remembered. Most of the wolves were out on patrol or training. I slipped in through the side entrance and headed for the storage room where I'd kept my things.
I found the journal buried under a stack of supply logs. I tucked it under my arm and turned to leave.
"Layla."
I froze.
Zoe was standing in the doorway. Her posture was perfect. Her smile was warm. She looked like she'd been waiting for me.
"I was hoping I'd see you," she said. Her voice was light, friendly. "I wanted to check in. See how you're doing."
I didn't answer. I just held the journal tighter.
"You must be exhausted," she continued. "After everything. Why don't you come to the kitchen? I'll make you some tea."
I should have said no. I should have walked past her and left. But I was tired. So tired. And the offer sounded kind.
"Okay," I said.
The kitchen was empty. Zoe moved around the space with easy confidence, pulling out a kettle, selecting a tea bag from the cupboard. She hummed softly while she worked.
"Chamomile," she said, setting a cup in front of me. "It'll help you relax."
I wrapped my hands around the cup. The warmth felt good. I lifted it to my lips and drank.
The pain hit thirty seconds later.
It started in my chest — a searing, crushing pressure that felt like my ribs were collapsing inward. I gasped. The cup slipped from my hands and shattered on the floor. I tried to stand. My legs gave out. I hit the ground hard, my hands splayed on the cold tile.
"Zoe—" I choked out.
She was still standing by the counter. Her expression hadn't changed. She looked down at me with that same warm smile.
"You should be more careful," she said softly. "You never know what you're drinking."
I couldn't breathe. The pain spread through my chest, down my arms, into my stomach. I curled onto my side, gasping. My vision blurred.
Footsteps echoed in the hallway outside. Voices. Someone laughed. The footsteps passed by the kitchen door without slowing.
No one looked in.
No one helped.
I don't know how long I lay there. Long enough for the pain to settle into a dull, throbbing ache. Long enough for my hands to stop shaking. Long enough to understand that no one was coming.
Then the door slammed open.
Elio.
He crossed the kitchen in three strides, dropped to his knees beside me, and pulled me into his arms. His hands were steady. His voice was not.
"What did you give her?" he said. He wasn't looking at me. He was looking at Zoe.
She blinked. "I don't know what you—"
"What did you give her?"
His voice didn't rise. It didn't need to. The air in the room shifted. Something in his tone made Zoe take a step back.
"Just tea," she said quickly. "I don't know why she—"
Elio's eyes flashed gold. Just for a second. Then it was gone.
He lifted me off the floor like I weighed nothing. He carried me out of the kitchen, down the hallway, past the wolves who finally stopped to stare. He didn't say a word to any of them.
When we reached the cabin, he set me down on the couch and knelt in front of me. His hands hovered near my face, like he wanted to touch me but wasn't sure he was allowed.
"Wolfsbane," he said quietly. "She laced the tea with wolfsbane."
I stared at him. The word didn't make sense at first. Then it did.
Wolfsbane. The reason my wolf never woke. The reason I stayed Omega all these years.
Not because I was broken.
Because someone broke me.
Elio's jaw tightened. His hands curled into fists. For the first time since I'd known him, he looked like he wanted to hurt someone.
"I'm sorry," he said. His voice was rough. "I should have seen it sooner."
I didn't know what to say. So I said nothing.
That night, the pacing through the wall was louder. Faster. I lay on the couch and listened to it until I finally fell asleep.
Chapter 3
The wolfsbane burned through me for three days.
I slept through most of it. When I woke, the cabin was always dim, the curtains drawn, and Elio was always somewhere nearby. Not hovering. Just there. I'd open my eyes and see him sitting in the chair by the window, or standing at the counter with his back to me, or hear his footsteps outside chopping wood.
He never asked how I felt. He just left water on the table beside the couch. Soup in a bowl that was still warm when I reached for it. A blanket tucked around my shoulders while I slept.
On the third night, I woke to the sound of pacing.
It was louder than before. Faster. The floorboards creaked under his weight. Back and forth. Back and forth. I lay still and listened. There was something frantic in the rhythm, like he was trying to walk off something he couldn't name.
I sat up. My body ached, but the searing pain in my chest was gone. I stood and walked to the hallway. The door to his room was open a crack. I could see him through the gap.
He was pacing with his hands in his hair, his shoulders tight. His jaw was clenched so hard I could see the muscle jumping. He stopped suddenly, pressed his palms flat against the wall, and stood there with his head bowed.
I should have gone back to the couch. I didn't.
I pushed the door open.
He turned. His eyes met mine. For just a second — maybe less — they flashed gold.
Not the warm amber of a regular wolf. Gold. Bright and unmistakable and entirely wrong for someone who was supposed to be a pack warrior.
I froze.
The gold faded. His eyes returned to their usual dark brown. He dropped his hands from the wall and straightened, his face carefully blank.
"You should be resting," he said.
I didn't move. "Your eyes."
"Layla—"
"They were gold."
He didn't deny it. He just stood there, watching me with an expression I couldn't read.
"I saw them in the kitchen too," I said quietly. "When you carried me out. I thought I imagined it."
He exhaled slowly. "You didn't."
"What are you?"
The question hung in the air between us. He didn't answer right away. He crossed the room and sat down on the edge of the bed, his hands folded between his knees. He looked tired. More tired than I'd ever seen him.
"I'll tell you," he said finally. "But not tonight. You're not strong enough yet."
"I'm strong enough to know the truth."
"No," he said. "You're not."
It should have made me angry. It didn't. There was something in his voice — not condescension, but a kind of careful gentleness — that told me he wasn't trying to protect himself. He was trying to protect me.
I sat down beside him. The bed dipped under my weight. We didn't touch, but I could feel the heat radiating off him.
"Why did you help me?" I asked.
He looked at me then. Really looked at me. "Because no one else did."
The words landed like a punch. Not cruel. Just true.
I wanted to ask more. I wanted to ask everything. But I was so tired. The wolfsbane had drained me in ways I didn't have words for yet.
"Go back to sleep," Elio said. "I'll still be here in the morning."
I stood and walked to the door. At the threshold, I stopped and looked back.
"Thank you," I said.
He didn't answer. He just nodded.
The weeks that followed were quiet.
Elio made coffee every morning. Two cups. We drank them standing at the counter, not quite looking at each other. He cooked simple meals. I ate them without complaint. At night, we sat in the main room — him in the chair by the window, me on the couch — and talked about nothing important. Pack logistics. Supply runs. The weather.
But sometimes the conversation drifted.
One night, I told him about the open-mic nights at the bar in town. How I used to perform every Thursday before everything fell apart. How the songs I wrote during the Conor years were all minor keys and unfinished bridges.
"You should go back," Elio said.
I shook my head. "I don't think I can."
"Why not?"
"Because I don't know what I'd sing about now."
He was quiet for a moment. Then he said, "Maybe that's the point."
I looked at him. He was watching me with that same steady expression he always wore. Like he could see something in me I couldn't see yet.
Another night, I asked him about the scar on his jaw.
"Training accident," he said.
I didn't believe him. But I didn't push.
Slowly, something inside me began to shift.
My wolf. The presence I'd felt for three minutes on the night of the rejection. She wasn't gone. She was waking.
It started small. A flicker of warmth in my chest when Elio walked into the room. A faint hum beneath my ribs when he spoke my name. At first, I thought I was imagining it. Then it happened again. And again.
One morning, I woke to find Elio outside chopping wood. I stood at the window and watched him. The rhythm of the axe. The way his shoulders moved. The steam rising off his skin in the cold air.
My wolf stirred. Not a flicker. A roll. Deep and powerful and unmistakable.
I pressed my hand to my chest. My heart was racing.
She was there. She was real. And she was responding to him.
I didn't tell him. I was afraid that naming it would make it stop. Or worse — that it would force a conversation I wasn't ready to have.
But the truth was already forming, quiet and undeniable.
My wolf didn't wake for Conor. She woke for Elio.
And I had no idea what that meant.
Chapter 4
The photo came through on my phone just after breakfast. A packmate I barely knew — someone who'd worked supply runs with me years ago — sent it without comment. Just the image.
I stared at the screen.
It was the pack notice board. The decree was typed on official Luna stationery, pinned front and center where everyone would see it.
*By order of Luna Zoe Ashford: Layla Maren is hereby barred from all pack gatherings and communal spaces. Her presence as a rejected Omega disturbs pack harmony. Effective immediately.*
I read it three times. The words didn't change.
I set the phone down on the kitchen table. My hands were steady. That surprised me. I thought I'd shake. I thought I'd feel something sharp and immediate. But all I felt was a dull, distant ache — like pressing on a bruise that had been there so long I'd forgotten it could still hurt.
The morning light came through the window. I'd opened it earlier, like I did every morning now. The air smelled like pine and rain. I sat there for a long time, just breathing.
Then I reached for my journal.
I'd kept it for years. The early pages were full of pack logistics — supply inventories, event schedules, notes on who needed what and when. The invisible work that held Silverfang together. Work no one asked me to do and no one thanked me for.
I flipped past those pages. Found a blank one. And I started writing.
Not logistics this time. Names. Dates. Tasks. Every single thing I'd done for Silverfang across eight years. The supply archives I organized that saved the pack thousands in lost inventory. The events I coordinated. The gaps I filled when no one else stepped up. The hours I spent making sure everyone else's lives ran smoothly while mine fell apart in the margins.
I wrote for two hours. My hand cramped. I kept writing.
I didn't know why I was doing it. I just knew I needed to see it. All of it. Written down. Real.
When I finally stopped, the page was full. I closed the journal and set it aside. My coffee had gone cold. I drank it anyway.
Outside, I heard the rhythmic thud of the axe. Elio was chopping wood again. He did that most mornings. I watched him through the window sometimes. The steady swing. The way he moved like he had all the time in the world.
I stood and walked to the sink. Washed my cup. Dried it. Put it back on the shelf.
The decree didn't surprise me. That was the worst part. I'd known, somewhere deep down, that Zoe wouldn't stop. That Conor wouldn't intervene. That the pack would let it happen.
I'd just hoped I was wrong.
That evening, I needed a pen.
I checked the drawer in the kitchen. Empty. I walked down the narrow hallway to Elio's room. The door was open. He was outside somewhere — I'd heard him leave an hour ago.
I stepped inside.
The room was sparse. A bed with a plain gray comforter. A single chair by the window. A small shelf against the wall with a few books, a hunting knife, and a stack of folded clothes.
I scanned the shelf for a pen. My eyes caught on something else.
A yearbook.
It was old. The cover was scuffed, the spine cracked. I recognized it immediately. Silverfang High. My senior year.
I pulled it off the shelf. Flipped it open.
The first page was the usual group shots. The football team. The student council. I turned the page.
And stopped.
There I was. A candid photo from the homecoming game. I was in the stands, laughing at something someone had said. My hair was pulled back. I looked happy.
And there, at the edge of the frame, slightly out of focus, was Elio.
He wasn't looking at the camera. He wasn't looking at the game. He was looking at me.
I turned the page.
Another photo. Graduation day. I was walking across the stage, diploma in hand. Elio was in the back row of the audience. Looking at me.
Another page. The talent show. I was on stage, singing. He was in the shadows near the side exit. Looking at me.
I kept flipping. Page after page after page. Four years of candid photos. And in every single one that had me in it, Elio was there. Always at the edge. Always out of focus. Always watching.
Not the event. Not the crowd. Me.
My hands started to shake.
I sat down on the edge of his bed, the yearbook open in my lap. My chest felt tight. My wolf stirred — not a flicker this time, but a deep, rolling presence that pushed against my ribs like she was trying to tell me something I should have known all along.
Eight years.
He'd been there for eight years.
I closed the yearbook. Set it on the bed beside me. Stared at the wall.
I thought about the jacket he'd wrapped around my shoulders in the stairwell. The coffee he made every morning without asking. The way he'd carried me out of the pack house when no one else even looked. The quiet, steady presence that had held me together when everything else fell apart.
I thought about the gold flash in his eyes. The way he'd said *I'll tell you, but not tonight.*
And I thought about my wolf. The way she woke not for Conor, but for him.
I didn't hear the door open. I didn't hear his footsteps.
"Layla."
I looked up.
Elio was standing in the doorway. His eyes went to the yearbook on the bed. Then to me.
He didn't move. Didn't speak. Just stood there, waiting.
I picked up the yearbook. Held it up so he could see.
"How long?" I asked. My voice was steady. Quiet.
He didn't pretend not to understand.
"Eight years," he said.
The air between us felt heavy. Charged. Like something enormous was about to break open and neither of us knew how to stop it.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked.
He stepped into the room. Closed the door behind him. Sat down in the chair by the window and leaned forward, his hands clasped between his knees.
"Because you were scent-locked on Conor," he said quietly. "And I wasn't going to force you to choose."
I stared at him. "You knew."
"I knew the first day of sophomore year."
My wolf pushed harder against my ribs. I pressed my hand to my chest. "Your wolf recognized me."
"Yes."
"And you just... buried it."
"Yes."
"For eight years."
"Yes."
I didn't know what to say. The weight of it — eight years of silence, eight years of watching, eight years of choosing me without ever asking me to choose him — was too much. Too big.
"Layla," he said. His voice was rough. "I need you to understand something. I never asked you to see me. I just needed you to be safe."
I looked at him. Really looked at him. The scar on his jaw. The tired lines around his eyes. The way he sat like he was holding himself together by sheer will.
"I see you now," I said.
His breath caught. Just for a second. Then he nodded.
We sat there in the dim light of his room, the yearbook open between us, and everything I thought I knew about my life rearranged itself into something I was only beginning to understand.