Chapter 1
The air was heavy with the scent of pine and damp earth, the faint rustling of leaves breaking the eerie stillness of the forest. Elena Rivers walked cautiously, her hands resting protectively over her swollen belly. The cold nipped at her exposed skin, and her breath came out in shallow, visible puffs. She hadn’t planned to wander so far from the cabin, but the need for a moment of solitude had driven her here.
She paused, tilting her head at the faint sound of crunching leaves. Before she could react, a low growl rumbled from the underbrush. Her heart seized. A pair of golden eyes emerged from the shadows, locked onto her like a predator sizing up its prey. It was a wolf, its sleek gray coat blending almost seamlessly with the forest.
Panic surged through her, and she stumbled backward, her heel catching on an exposed root. “No,” she whispered, clutching her stomach. The wolf lunged, snarling. Elena threw up her arms in a futile attempt to shield herself. Pain seared through her shoulder as sharp teeth sank into her flesh.
“Help!” Her voice cracked, raw with desperation.
Through the haze of pain and terror, she caught sight of movement in the distance. A figure—tall, broad-shouldered—stood just beyond the clearing. Relief flooded her. “Hayden!” she screamed, reaching out toward him. Her mate. Her protector.
But Hayden Sundown didn’t move. His golden eyes, so similar to the wolf’s, flickered with something unreadable. Without a word, he turned his back and walked away.
The betrayal stung sharper than the wolf’s bite. Elena screamed after him, her voice laced with disbelief and fury. “How could you?”
The wolf’s growls grew louder, snapping her focus back to the immediate threat. She kicked out with all the strength she could muster, connecting with the animal’s ribs. It yelped and backed off momentarily, giving her a chance to scramble to her feet. Blood trickled down her arm, her vision swaying as she stumbled toward the cabin.
Hours later, Elena sat on the edge of the bed, her body trembling from shock and exhaustion. The pack healer looked at her with sympathy, “I’m sorry, the pup couldn’t survive the stress.”
The sterile smell of antiseptic filled the air, mingling with the metallic tang of blood. The pack healer had done what she could, but the toll was evident. Her child—her unborn hope—was gone.
Tears streamed silently down her face. She hadn’t even realized how much she had yearned for this child until it was ripped away. She glanced at the empty crib in the corner of the room, a cruel reminder of what she had lost.
Her sorrow quickly gave way to anger. Hayden had been her mate, bound to her by destiny, yet he had abandoned her in her most vulnerable moment. She replayed the scene in her mind, the cold indifference in his eyes as he turned away. It wasn’t the first time he had let her down, but this betrayal was unforgivable.
The door creaked open, and Hayden stepped inside, his expression as unreadable as ever. He leaned against the doorframe, his arms crossed. “You should’ve stayed closer to the cabin,” he said, his tone devoid of sympathy.
Elena’s nails dug into her palms. “That’s all you have to say?” Her voice was low, trembling with rage. “I was attacked. I lost —” Her voice broke, but she forced herself to continue. “I’m hurt.”
Was all Elena could say. She had wanted to surprise Hayden with the pregnancy that perhaps her being pregnant would bring his attention back to her, his mate.
But now her pup, her poor pup, was gone. She wanted to tell him it was all his fault, but she couldn’t find herself to speak on it. She remained quiet.
Hayden’s jaw tightened, but he said nothing. The silence was louder than any excuse he could have offered.
“Do you even care?” she demanded, rising to her feet despite the dizziness that threatened to overtake her. She searched his face for any sign of remorse, but there was none. Instead, his gaze flickered briefly to the bandage on her arm before he turned away again.
“I have responsibilities,” he said flatly. “You’ll recover.”
It was the final straw. “Responsibilities?” she spoke softly. “Is that what you call sneaking off to her?”
Hayden froze, his back still turned to her. Elena’s chest heaved as she continued, the words spilling out in a calm manner that didn’t quite match what she felt inside. “Don’t think I don’t know about her, Hayden. About the nights you disappear without a word. The whispers, the scent on your clothes—do you think I’m blind?”
He didn’t deny it. That hurt more than anything.
Elena clenched her fists, her nails biting into her skin. “I gave up everything for you,” she said, her voice breaking. “I left my family, my life, because I believed in us. And this is what I get in return?”
Hayden turned to face her, his expression as cold as ever. “You don’t belong with them,” he said, his tone sharp. “You belong here.”
Elena laughed bitterly, her voice as soft as a breeze. “Here? With a mate who abandons me? Who cheats on me? No, Hayden. I don’t belong here. Not anymore.”
“You’re not going anywhere, you obey may, Elena,” He said with gritted teeth.
Elena stayed quiet. It was useless for her to keep speaking.
Her decision was made. She wouldn’t waste another moment on someone who saw her as disposable. The Rivers family business back in Silverthorn wasn’t just her past; it was her chance to rebuild, to reclaim her life.
Chapter 2
The air inside the cabin was stifling, suffused with an awkward silence that stretched like a taut rope between them. Elena sat at the kitchen table, her hands wrapped around a mug of cooling tea. Across from her, Hayden ate in silence, his gaze fixed on his plate. His movements were precise, almost mechanical, as though he were completing an obligation rather than sharing a meal with his mate.
Elena tried to push through the silence. “Do you want me to go to the market later? We’re low on supplies.”
Hayden didn’t look up. “I’ll handle it,” he replied, his tone clipped.
Elena bit the inside of her cheek. The conversations between them had grown shorter, emptier. She couldn’t remember the last time Hayden had looked at her with warmth—or even looked at her at all.
She watched him for a moment longer, trying to find a trace of the man she had once loved. But his face was as impassive as always, his sharp jawline and striking golden eyes betraying nothing. The mate bond between them, which had once been a source of strength and connection, now felt like a chain binding her to someone who no longer cared.
Her gaze drifted to the untouched chair beside him, and her stomach twisted. The chair was frequently occupied these days—just not by her.
Later that afternoon, Elena stood by the kitchen window, wiping her hands on a towel as she watched Hayden stride across the clearing. A familiar figure fell into step beside him, her silvery hair catching the sunlight. Slyvia Dawn.
Elena’s grip on the towel tightened. She had seen the way Slyvia laughed at Hayden’s dry remarks, the way she lingered too close to him, brushing his arm casually. And she had seen how Hayden didn’t pull away. He didn’t laugh, but he didn’t stop her, either.
Once, Elena had tried to address it. She had asked him outright why Slyvia seemed to be everywhere he was, why she shared their meals more often than not. Hayden had dismissed her concerns without a second thought. “Slyvia’s a friend,” he had said, his tone impatient. “You’re imagining things.”
But she wasn’t imagining the lingering touches, the stolen glances, or the late-night conversations they thought she didn’t notice. Elena knew what she saw, even if Hayden refused to acknowledge it.
She turned away from the window, the knot in her chest tightening. If this was what their bond had become, she didn’t want it anymore.
That evening, dinner was another strained affair. Slyvia sat in her usual place beside Hayden, her laughter ringing through the cabin as she recounted a story about a recent hunt. Hayden nodded along, the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at his lips.
Elena sat across from them, silently picking at her food. The two of them seemed so at ease with one another, their shared energy leaving her feeling like an intruder in her own home.
“So, Hayden,” Slyvia said, her voice carrying a flirtatious lilt, “are we still on for tomorrow? I could use a strong partner out there.”
“Yeah,” Hayden replied, his tone casual. “I’ll meet you at dawn.”
Elena’s fork clattered against her plate, drawing both of their gazes. She forced a tight smile. “Excuse me,” she murmured, rising from the table.
Neither of them tried to stop her.
In the quiet of her bedroom, Elena sank onto the edge of the bed, her hands trembling. This wasn’t the life she had imagined when she had left everything behind to be with Hayden. She had believed in the strength of their bond, the promise of a future filled with love and family. But now, all she felt was emptiness.
Her gaze landed on the small trunk at the foot of the bed. Inside were the few remnants of her past life—letters from her father, a faded photograph of her family’s estate in Silverthorn, and an old ledger from the Rivers family business.
The Rivers family had once been everything to her. She had grown up surrounded by the hum of industry, the scent of ink and paper, and the steady rhythm of her father’s voice as he managed the company. She had been his pride and joy, the heir to the Rivers legacy. But all of that had ended when she had chosen Hayden.
Her father had warned her. “You’ll regret this,” he had said, his voice heavy with disappointment. At the time, she had dismissed his words, confident that her love for Hayden would be enough to sustain her.
Now, the truth slapped her in the face harder than she could bare.
The next morning, while Hayden was out with Slyvia, Elena began making preparations. She pulled the trunk out from beneath the bed, sorting through its contents. The old ledger was still intact, the ink slightly faded but legible. She ran her fingers over the pages, a rush of nostalgia flooding her.
Silverthorn had always been more than just a business. It was her home, her identity. And she wanted it back.
Elena set to work, writing letters to her father and her brother. She explained her situation as best she could, though she left out the grittier details of Hayden’s betrayal. Instead, she focused on her desire to return, to contribute to the family business once more.
The act of writing gave her a sense of purpose, a glimpse of the independence she had lost. For the first time in months, she felt a flicker of hope.
Days turned into weeks, and Hayden’s behavior remained unchanged. He continued to spend his time with Slyvia, his presence in the cabin more of an afterthought than a comfort. Elena kept her plans to herself, biding her time as she waited for a response from her family.
One afternoon, while Hayden was away, a courier arrived at the cabin. Elena’s heart raced as she accepted the envelope, her fingers trembling as she broke the seal.
Her father’s handwriting was as neat and precise as she remembered. The letter was brief but filled with warmth. He welcomed her back to Silverthorn with open arms, expressing his regret for how they had parted ways. Her brother had also written a note, offering to help her reintegrate into the business.
Elena pressed the letter to her chest, tears welling in her eyes. She hadn’t realized how much she had missed them—her family, her home—until now.
That evening, as Hayden sat across from her at the dinner table, Elena felt a strange sense of calm. She no longer needed his approval, his attention, or even his love. Her path was clear, and it no longer revolved around him.
She caught his gaze briefly, her expression unreadable. Hayden didn’t seem to notice the change in her demeanor. Or, if he did, he didn’t care.
Elena took a deep breath, steeling herself for what lay ahead. Soon, she would leave this place behind—the suffocating silence, the constant show of his indifference—and reclaim the life she had once abandoned.
She couldn’t continue this matebond anymore.
Chapter 3
The cabin was warm and inviting, the faint scent of pine and wood smoke filling the air as Hayden opened the door. “Come on in, Sylvia,” he said, his tone friendly and welcoming. Sylvia stepped inside, her coat draped over one arm, her sharp eyes taking in every detail.
Elena stood near the kitchen, her hands tightening around a dish towel as she watched Sylvia cross the threshold. The sight of her there—so casual, so confident—made her stomach churn. It had been only weeks since the attack, since Elena had lost her pup. The grief was still raw, a hollow ache she carried with her every moment.
Hayden didn’t know. He hadn’t noticed the way Elena had withdrawn, the way her smiles didn’t reach her eyes anymore. He was oblivious, as usual, focused instead on playing the perfect host.
“Make yourself at home,” Hayden said, taking Sylvia’s coat and hanging it by the door.
Elena’s jaw tightened as Sylvia’s gaze swept over her, lingering just long enough to feel like a challenge. Sylvia’s smirk was subtle, a flicker of satisfaction meant only for Elena to see.
“Thank you,” Sylvia said sweetly, her voice dripping with charm. She moved further into the cabin, brushing past Elena as though she wasn’t even there.
Elena’s fists clenched, her knuckles white against the towel. “Hayden,” she said tightly, forcing her voice to stay even. “Did you think to ask me about this?”
Hayden turned to her, frowning slightly. “Ask you about what?”
“About inviting her here,” Elena said, nodding toward Sylvia, who was now examining the bookshelf in the corner. “This is our space.”
Hayden shrugged, his expression indifferent. “She needed a place to stay for the night. Don’t be mean, Elena. She’s been through a lot.”
The words struck her like a blow. Elena stared at him, incredulous. She’s been through a lot? Did he really have no idea what this meant for her?
Sylvia turned, her smirk gone, replaced with an innocent expression. “I don’t want to intrude,” she said softly, her tone filled with false humility. “If it’s a problem, I can find somewhere else.”
Elena wanted to scream. She wanted to tell Sylvia to leave, to tear down that mask of sweetness and expose the smug, calculating woman beneath. But Hayden was already shaking his head.
“Nonsense,” he said firmly. “You’re staying. Elena will be fine.”
Elena felt her chest tighten, her breath coming short and fast. She didn’t want to fight—not here, not now. But the sight of Sylvia settling onto the couch as though she belonged there made her blood boil.
“I’ll be in the kitchen,” Elena muttered, turning on her heel before she said something she couldn’t take back.
She busied herself with cleaning, scrubbing the same counter she had already wiped down twice. Her hands trembled as she worked, her mind racing. How could Hayden be so blind? How could he not see what this was doing to her?
From the living room, she heard his voice and Sylvia’s laugh, light and melodic. It grated on her nerves, each sound like a needle piercing her skin.
She closed her eyes, gripping the edge of the counter. This isn’t about her, she told herself, trying to steady her breathing. This is about him. He should know better. He should care enough to notice.
But he didn’t.
A part of her wanted to march back into the living room, to confront him, to force him to see her pain. But another part of her—the part that was exhausted, that was broken—couldn’t bear the thought of being dismissed again.
“Elena?” Hayden’s voice called from the living room.
She took a deep breath, forcing a neutral expression onto her face before stepping back into the room. Sylvia glanced at her, a faint smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.
“Everything okay?” Hayden asked, his brow furrowed slightly as he looked at her.
Elena nodded, her voice steady. “Fine.”
But it wasn’t fine. It hadn’t been fine for a long time, and she was starting to wonder if Hayden would ever notice.
Sylvia’s smile widened, as though she could read Elena’s thoughts, as though she knew exactly how to twist the knife.
Elena clenched her jaw, her nails digging into her palms. She wouldn’t give Sylvia the satisfaction of a reaction. Not tonight.
But as she watched the two of them, the anger and grief swirled inside her, a storm she couldn’t contain much longer.