I groaned when I felt a searing pain in my stomach. I clutched my stomach as the pain increased. I felt nauseous; I hurriedly stood up, went to the bathroom, and vomited. My illness is getting worse day by day. I thought Sebastian could help me, but unfortunately, I acquired an incurable disease.

My knees wobbled as I stood up away from the toilet. Before leaving, I had to make sure to flush the toilet. When I left the bathroom, I saw my mate enter our room.

"What happened?" Blake hurriedly went to me.

"Just an upset stomach," I lied.

"You sure? I don't want to leave you knowing that you're sick."

"I am fine," I cut him off.

I don't want to hear any nonsense from my Alpha. Contrary to what he said, he always leaves for work or because of Viviene whenever I am sick. Viviene often gets sick, and since she is an orphan and has no one else to rely on, I always believed what he said because he is Alpha, and he needed to take care of everyone in the pack. But I also have no one to rely on because, for my mate, I can do everything alone.

Blake helped me go back to bed.

"Sir?"

My eyes widened when I heard that familiar voice. Then a knock came after that. I looked at my mate, asking for an explanation.

The alpha sighed, "She slept here last night. After you go to bed, something happens in Viviene's apartment. There was a fire, and instead of going to a hotel or something, I told her to stay here for a while until she finds a new flat."

"This. Is. Our. Manor!" I angrily said, emphasizing each word.

That alpha caressed my face. "I know, Baby. But Viviene needs help. That's why I let her stay here last night. She will stay here for a week, just a week. I promise."

I shook my head and angrily stared at him, "This is our home. Our manor was given to us by the elders of our pack. Why would you let a stranger in?"

"A stranger? You've known Viviene for four years, Luna. And she had been my secretary for years, and she's a childhood friend of mine. Why can't you be a little considerate?"

I scoffed, "When will you be considerate of what I feel, Blake? This is our home, our manor! Yet you let a stranger sleep here." I paused when I felt a searing pain in my stomach again. "Get that damn woman out of our home, Blake!"

"Luna!"

I don't want him to see me weak. I don't want Viviene to win this time.

"Leave, Blake. Leave. If you don't let that woman leave our manor, I will be the one to leave!" I spat angrily, trying to hide the pain.

Alpha didn't answer, but he just walked away. And because of that, I know he will choose her again this time. That day, I didn't go to work nor went to the healer's office. I just slept all day due to the medicines that I had been taking. And I feel blue; I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I only have a month to live, but my mate is busy being an Alpha. I don't want to die. I am scared of dying.

The next morning I woke up even more tired. But instead of doing nothing today, I decided to go to Sebastian. I know that he said that there's no cure, but I don't want to give up. I need to fight, not just for myself but for someone else.

I headed to the kitchen after doing my morning routine. I must consume food, as I neglected to consume any sustenance last night, which is detrimental to my health. But my brows furrowed when I saw Viviene in the kitchen, sitting comfortably while drinking a glass of milk.

"Good morning," she said with a smile.

Just as expected, Alpha entered the room carrying a bundle of fresh fruits.

"Why is she still here?" I asked, and I didn't hide the hostility in my voice.

"Luna!"

"I am sorry, Luna. I know you don't want me here. But I didn't have a choice last night. My stomach hurt, and I was afraid that something would happen to my baby."

I couldn't breathe after hearing those words. Alpha hurriedly went to Viviene to comfort her. He gently wiped her tears.

"Calm down, Viviene. Crying isn't good for your health or the baby. We don't want that to happen," Alpha muttered softly to his Omega secretary. Blake snapped his head in my direction. "Couldn't you be a little considerate, Luna? Viviene has no one to rely on. She only had us."

I smiled bitterly. I wanted to correct what he said. Viviene isn't even my friend, yet my mate kept telling me to help her. When he couldn't even take care of me? And to think that Viviene is pregnant, and I am sure that Alpha is the father of her child. I unconsciously touched my stomach. The reason why I still want to fight the incurable disease is not just for me but also for my unborn child. Hoping that once I give birth, our family will be complete. But right now, I couldn't even tell Alpha that I was dying and carrying his seed.

"Sebastian!" I screamed as I entered his office. I was clutching my stomach. When I left the manor, the pain started to increase. I don't know if it is because of my illness or because of the baby. I am scared to lose my child, to lose myself.

Sebastian, sitting on the swivel chair, hurriedly went to me.

"Help," that's the only thing I said before I lost consciousness.

I woke up feeling lightheaded. When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was the white ceiling. My hands automatically went to my stomach.

"Don't worry, your baby is fine, Luna."

My eyes went to Sebastian, who was sitting beside my bed. I breathed a sigh of relief. I know that I don't have much time left. But I'd like to believe that there will be a miracle. That maybe one day, my baby and I will survive.

Sebastian held my hand, "Luna..."

I smiled bitterly, "I am dying. Is it a week?" I scoffed angrily. "Why did the deity give me a chance of being pregnant? Yet, I only have weeks to live. Am I being punished, Sebastian?"

Sebastian had been my friend since we were kids. When our family left the town, I was hurt knowing I would leave my friend behind. And when my parents died, I had to go back to town. That's when I met Blake and fell in love with him. Even when I married Blake, Sebastian remained my friend. Although sometimes, I

have to avoid Sebastian due to Blake's request that he isn't comfortable with Sebastian being my friend.

Sebastian squeezed my hand, trying to comfort me. "I have a way, Luna."

My heart pounded.

"But this isn't easy to do and should be done."

My forehead creased, "What do you mean?"

Sebastian shut his eyes as he breathed a sigh, "This is forbidden magic, Luna. This has been buried for centuries."

"Don't tell me..." I trailed off. My eyes widened in disbelief.

Sebastian nodded, "This is black magic, Luna. But this is the only way for you to live."

"No," I firmly said and shook my head.

"Please... Luna. I can't lose you again. I lost my best friend for years, and I can't afford to lose you again," Sebastian pleaded.

"But Sebastian, you told me that this is forbidden magic!"

"Yeah. But I don't care as long as you live. It will be fine, I will be fine."

My throat went dry. I don't know what to say. I stared at Sebastian intently.

He squeezed my hand gently again. "For you to be able to live again. We must find a new host for your soul-"

"What?" I asked frantically. "How about my baby? I don't want to lose my child, Sebastian!"

"The fetus's soul will also be transferred. I already did my research, Luna. For the past few days, I've been trying to find ways to help you. When we were kids, I promised you that I would protect you, right? And now I am doing my best to help you."

"Why are you doing this?"

He gently smiled, "Because you're my best friend. And you deserve all the world could offer, Luna."

Sebastian was always there. He would help me without asking for anything in return. Even if Blake's rude to him, he would just shrug it off. He has been nothing but the best. While my mate couldn't be with me when I needed him the most. He wouldn't go against his morals just to help me. But Sebastian will and will always be my soulmate.

A tear escaped my eyes.

"Why are you crying? Are you in pain?"

And I cried harder. I cried like a kid all night. Thinking and asking God why my life became like this. All I ever did was love Blake more than myself. Sebastian never left my side even until I fell asleep. I woke up the next morning feeling a little lightheaded. I haven't agreed with Sebastian's plan. Without Sebastian knowing, I decided to go home.

When I arrived at the manor, everything felt heavy. I went upstairs, heading to our bedroom. Every step I took felt heavy. My heart is pounding crazy. I could hear giggles inside our bedroom. And it dawned on me, that the familiar voices talking inside made me want to throw up.

"Blake, stop it!" Viviene said between her giggles. "When will your mate be home?"

"She isn't my mate, Viviene."

"Well, in the eyes of our elders. She is legally your mate," Viviene's voice laced with annoyance.

"Stop pouting, Vivi. You know that you are my only mate. Luna's just a tool for me. She's the reason why the elders chose me. But soon she will die. And after that, you will become the Luna of our pack. The elders won't oppose my decisions anymore because I have solidified my position as the Alpha of our pack. No one will oppose you if you become my mate."

"I hope she will die sooner," Viviene said.

I took a step back. My stomach churned. I wanted to push the door and attack them. But who am I kidding? My constitution is weak. I don't have the power to attack them. I love Blake with all that I have, but right now? I want to kill him with my bare hands. He betrayed me and deceived me. He even knew I was dying, yet he wanted me to die sooner.

"Luna," Sebastian called me but my eyes were fixed on the documents I was reading.

Sebastian heaved a sigh. "Stop overworking yourself. And we should talk about our plan."

Sebastian said, emphasizing the word plan. It's been two days since I went home and discovered the ugly truth behind our union. And for two days, all I ever did was work. That's the only thing that keeps me sane. I've been staying with Sebastian, and mostly I am at the pack infirmary.

"Luna, please? You know that your condition isn't good. And we must monitor your condition. Please don't be hard-headed. And we need to discuss it. We must hurry--"

My eyes went to Sebastian. I could see his emotions, frustration, worriedness, longingness... And love? I shook my head vehemently, trying to shrug the thought off. It's impossible. But Sebastian is the only person who genuinely cares for me. We've been friends for so long.

"Luna? Are you even listening to me?" Sebastian waved his hand in front of me.

I cleared my throat, "Y-Yeah."

"This is a serious matter, Luna. I want to hear your thoughts about it. Because if you agree, I will settle everything-"

A soft knock cut Sebastian off. We both look at the front door, we are in the infirmary and it might be Sebastian's assistant or a patient. The door swung open, my forehead creased when I

saw who it was.

It was Viviene, holding her stomach. She keeps shifting her gaze between me and Sebastian. I raised my eyebrow, and her expression softened.

"Am I interrupting something, Healer?" Viviene cleared her throat. "I am here for a check-up."

Sebastian stood up, "Let's go to the next room."

Viviene nodded but her eyes were fixed on me. She slowly smiled at me and I knew that she was thinking something stupid again.

"Alpha's looking for you, Luna. Should I tell him that you're here?"

"You're here for a check-up, not for my personal life," I spat angrily.

Irritation was all over Viviene's face, and it automatically changed when Sebastian looked at her.

Sebastian tilted his head, "You're here for a check-up right?"

"Y-Yeah. But I still need to wait for B-Blake," Viviene answered.

My ears perked up when I heard that. I clenched my fist, trying to calm myself.

"Can we wait for him a little bit, Healer?"

I stood up and walked towards her, "Why would you wait for my mate?"

Every word felt like a venom that eats my life force away.

Embarrassed by what I said, Viviene remained calm.

"Y-You know that Blake-"

"The Alpha," I corrected her. "You're not his mate to call him by his given name."

Anger flickered in Viviene's eyes. She took a step, ready to attack me, but Sebastian blocked my view with his body. Stopping Viviene from attacking me.

"May I remind you that you're in the healer's zone and you're disrespecting me the mate of the Alpha," I said, emphasizing every word. "I hold one of the highest ranks in our pack and you're just the secretary of the Alpha. So if you don't want to be punished, zip that mouth of yours."

"What's going on here?"

When I heard that voice, I already knew who it was. Sebastian didn't move, covering me with his body. Trying to hide the fact that I was there. But why would I be the one to hide? When I didn't do anything wrong? I held Sebastian's arms, squeezing it lightly. Signaling to him that I was fine, Sebastian slowly moved away.

And our eyes met. His mouth opened in surprise. A moment later, his expression changed. His brows furrowed, and irritation slowly spread across her face.

"Why are you here? And why are you with him again?" Blake didn't hide his hostility against Sebastian. "

I've been looking for you! You didn't even come home. And all this time you're with this bastard?"

Blake's eyes turned yellow-green, and he growled. The ground started to shake as Blake tried to unleash his power. Blake took a step forward, and Sebastian covered me with his body. But I don't want to be a coward, I don't want to dwell on my stupid feelings for Blake. He doesn't deserve to be loved and respected. He's a jerk!

I clenched my fist, I could feel my claws digging in my palm.

"Sebastian," I calmly said. "Take that bitch with you. You need to examine her right?"

"But-"

"Leave. Blake and I have to talk."

The ground stopped shaking; Blake calmed down. I should clear things up with Blake. But I don't want to go easy on them. They deserve my wrath.

"Blake..." Viviene held Blake's arms, but Blake's eyes were on me.

"Leave, Viviene. I have to talk with my mate."

"B-But. You promised me, Blake!"

"I said leave!" Blake cut her off.

Pain crossed Viviene's eyes. I smirked when our eyes met. The pain she's feeling right now is nothing compared to the pain I am feeling. Their betrayal killed the hope I had to live.

"Let's go home," Blake demanded.

I shook my head, "No. I won't be going home with you. Is that even our home? Our home is supposed to be our nest. Yet you let that goddamn woman inside?"

"I told you she would stay for a week. And after that, she would leave-"

"No!" I cut him off.

Blake's eyes glared at me fiercely. "You'll leave with me. I've given you plenty of chances to correct your mistakes. I am your mate, and I am the Alpha of this pack. You have to follow every word I say!"

In just a snap, Blake was in front of me. And everything went black.