Chapter 1
My half-sister, Wanda, committed a hit-and-run while drunk driving. To shield her from punishment, my fiancé—an esteemed lawyer and the man I once trusted above all—made me take the fall.
He didn't even flinch as he condemned me. "For someone as vile as her, taking Wanda's place in prison is a blessing," he had said with a frown of cold disdain.
For five years, I endured the suffocating walls of a prison cell, bearing a crime I didn't commit. My anger kept me alive, my resolve hardening with every passing day.
When I was finally free, fate brought us face-to-face again. But I didn't so much as glance in his direction, let alone take a single step closer to him. He wasn't worth it.
Yet, on the day I stood radiant in a wedding dress, ready to start a new chapter with someone else, he shattered the moment. The man who once betrayed me burst into the ceremony, his usually composed demeanor replaced by desperation. His red-rimmed eyes betrayed sleepless nights and his voice trembled as he knelt before me.
"Please," he begged, his hands trembling. "Love me one more time."
***
The day I stepped out of prison, snow blanketed Arlington—a rare and surreal sight. Flurries drifted lazily, the icy wind biting into my exposed skin. My thin prison-issued clothes clung to me, useless against the cold. I hugged my arms tightly around myself, my breath visible in the frosty air.
Through the haze of snow, I saw Sean's car idling by the roadside, its sleek black exterior pristine against the white backdrop. The tinted window rolled down, revealing the face that had once made my heart race but now only left me hollow.
"Get in," he said, his voice low and clipped, offering neither warmth nor reproach.
I climbed in without a word, the leather seat cold against my skin. My silence wasn't a choice—it was survival. I had nowhere else to go.
The car moved smoothly through the snow-dusted streets, the only sound the hum of the engine and the occasional crunch of snow under the tires. My gaze remained fixed on the window, watching as the city blurred past. Each turn felt unfamiliar, like I was a stranger in a place I used to call home.
Home. The word felt like an echo from a distant life. My parents had ended theirs in despair, leaping from the rooftop of the company they had poured everything into. The villa I grew up in had long since been sold. Sean had bought it back, though I doubted it was out of sentiment.
When we arrived, the sight of the house knocked the air out of my lungs. The manicured lawn, the towering oak tree by the gate—it was all the same, yet it felt foreign. I stood frozen in place, my body refusing to move.
"Natalie, you're finally home!" Wanda's chirpy voice rang out, shattering the silence. She stood in the doorway, her smile wide and welcoming, as if we were a family reunited after years apart.
Her figure approached quickly, a steaming bowl of soup in her hands. The aroma hit me first—rich and savory, yet cloying in its familiarity.
"Do you want to try it? I made it just for you," she said, thrusting the bowl toward me.
Before I could respond, the heat wafting from the bowl made my nose sting. I recoiled slightly. "It's too hot," I said hurriedly, waving a hand. "Just put it down—"
My words were cut off by Wanda's sudden cry. "Ouch!"
The bowl tilted precariously and the scalding liquid splashed onto the back of my hand. Pain seared through my skin, a vivid red mark blooming instantly. Tears blurred my vision as I gasped, clutching my hand.
Through the haze of pain, Sean appeared. His long strides ate up the distance between us in moments. For a fleeting second, I thought he might be concerned, but the storm in his eyes quickly dispelled that hope.
"I thought prison would teach you to behave," he said, his tone sharp and cutting. "But you're still as vicious as ever."
I opened my mouth, desperate to explain, but Wanda beat me to it.
"Sean," she whimpered, extending a trembling hand toward him. "It hurts..."
Her pale face was the picture of fragility, her bitten lip trembling as if the world had wronged her.
Sean's familiar sandalwood scent enveloped me as he stepped closer. Instinctively, I backed away, the memory of his touch—once comforting, now suffocating—tightening around me.
Lowering my gaze, I forced out the words, my voice trembling. "Darling, I'm sorry. I'll be more careful."
Sean's brows knitted slightly, his thumb absently rubbing his palm—a subtle tell of his displeasure.
"What did you just call me?" His voice was low, dangerous.
My heart sank. I couldn't bring myself to call him that again, not after everything. He wouldn't want me to, anyway.
"Mr. Connor," I corrected myself softly, forcing the words past the lump in my throat. "I apologize, Mr. Connor. I'll be more obedient."
The air turned heavy, suffocating in its tension. Sean's eyes bore into me, searching for something, though I didn't know what.
"Mr. Connor," he repeated with a cold laugh, the sound cutting through me like a blade. "How fitting."
I didn't respond, keeping my head bowed.
After a moment, he exhaled sharply, the sound filled with something unreadable. "Get some rest," he said finally. "You've suffered enough and this is your first day outside prison."
As he spoke, he reached out, his hand hovering above my head as if to pat it—a gesture that once brought comfort but now only froze me in place. I tensed but didn't move.
Sean withdrew his hand without a word. I turned and walked toward the room I used to call mine, my steps slow and unsteady.
Just as I reached the doorway, his voice stopped me cold.
"Natalie," he said, his tone unreadable.
I turned, my heart thudding in my chest and waited for the words that would follow.
Chapter 2
"I still remember my promise. As soon as Wanda recovers from her depression, I'll marry you."
Sean's voice was steady, almost clinical, as if the promise was a matter of duty rather than love. He paused for a moment, his dark eyes meeting mine briefly before looking away. "She's your little sister, so be more understanding of her."
I didn't respond. Instead, I lowered my gaze to the intricate Persian rug beneath my feet, tracing its swirling patterns with my eyes. The words should have made my heart race with joy, as they once would have. Instead, I felt nothing. My love for Sean had died the day he betrayed me, its ashes cold and irretrievable.
Once, I had been cherished. My parents adored me, showering me with attention as the heiress of the Johnson Family—respected, admired and envied throughout Arlington. My word was law in our household. Yet, for Sean, I had thrown it all away.
I still remembered the first time I saw him. He was just a boy then, standing awkwardly in our grand foyer. His school uniform was too big, the fabric faded from countless washes. He had shifted uncomfortably under the weight of my father's kind words, his hands clenched tightly at his sides. But it was his eyes that caught me—clear, determined and defiant despite his obvious discomfort.
From that moment, Sean became the center of my world. I ignored the whispers about his background, the disapproving looks from my friends and the silent disapproval of my extended family. For him, I learned to bake desserts and pack lunchboxes, small gestures that made my sheltered heart flutter. I ran errands, enduring his quiet indifference, convinced that my persistence would one day win him over.
But my devotion became my undoing.
By the time Sean graduated university, he had risen to prominence as one of Arlington's top lawyers. His name was synonymous with success, his face gracing magazine covers as the city's undefeated legal prodigy. At the same time, the Johnson Family began to crumble under the weight of financial scandals and relentless competitors.
The day Sean celebrated his 100th case win, my parents—unable to bear the mounting pressure—finalized my paperwork to study abroad. That same night, they jumped from the rooftop of their office building, hand in hand.
I should have left Arlington then, but fate had other plans. Wanda, my foster sister, had gotten into trouble. She had driven drunk and hit someone, leaving the victim's family inconsolable. Sean had stepped in, but even his formidable skills couldn't secure her freedom. A five-year prison sentence loomed.
I was at the airport, one foot on the threshold of a new life, when Sean stopped me. His expression was unreadable as he informed me of his plan.
The memory of that night still burned.
He had locked me in his house, his once soft-spoken demeanor replaced by icy resolve. I screamed, raged and begged for an explanation.
"Sean, where is your conscience? My family raised you, gave you everything! How could you repay me like this?"
He stood calmly as I hurled accusations, his face impassive. "It's only five years, Natalie," he said evenly, as though that justified everything. "Wanda once saved my life. I can't abandon her."
Something inside me snapped. I charged forward, slapping him with all my strength. The sound of it echoed in the room, the bright red imprint of my hand standing stark against his pale skin.
"The person who saved you that day in the sea wasn't Wanda—it was me!" I cried, my voice breaking.
His hand rose to his cheek, his expression darkening as he stared at me, his gaze now cold and distant. "Enough!" His voice was sharp, cutting through the air like a whip. "Haven't you caused enough trouble, Natalie? Now you're even trying to steal Wanda's credit?"
He took a step closer, his towering frame casting a shadow over me. His eyes, once a source of comfort, now felt suffocating. "You're lying," he spat. "You've been afraid of water since you were a child. How could you have saved me?"
I trembled, my hands balled into fists at my sides. "Sean, you—"
But he didn't let me finish. "No matter what, you'll take the fall for Wanda," he said with finality. His voice was devoid of warmth, as though he were delivering a verdict in court.
"She only went to that bar because of you! She was harassed and nearly assaulted there!"
With that, he turned and slammed the door shut, leaving me alone with my despair.
The next day, I was sent to prison.
I didn't know what to expect inside those walls, but the cruelty of the inmates shattered any illusions I might have held. On my very first day, they dragged me into a corner, yanking out chunks of my hair and slapping me until my face was slick with blood.
I tried to fight back, my pride refusing to let me crumble, but my resistance only fueled their rage. Each blow was a reminder of my powerlessness, each insult a dagger to my soul. Eventually, I learned to endure in silence.
For five years, I lived in fear, my body and spirit battered. The Natalie Johnson who had once ruled her world with a confident smile had been stripped away, leaving behind someone I barely recognized.
Chapter 3
I wanted to ask Sean to save me.
In desperation, I begged the prison guards to pass along a message, hoping they'd tell him about my suffering—about the relentless torment I endured day after day. I even convinced myself that if Sean knew, he might pity me enough to arrange a transfer to another facility, far away from these monsters.
But Sean never came. He never visited. He never even sent word.
What I got instead was worse than I had ever imagined. That day, they beat me to the brink of death. My body felt like it had been broken into pieces, my skin hot and sticky with blood. Struggling to breathe, I managed to croak a question to one of them.
"Why?" My voice was barely audible, trembling and thick with despair.
The woman loomed over me, her face twisted in malice. She spat in my face, her breath foul and rancid. "Why?" she mocked, her laugh a grating sound that grated against my ears. Her yellowed teeth gleamed as she leaned closer. "Because Mr. Connor personally told us to take good care of you."
Her words struck me harder than any of her kicks ever could.
And then, without warning, another blow landed—a sharp, brutal kick to my stomach. The world spun as fists and feet rained down, each strike dulling the pain until my body felt numb.
In that moment, something inside me shattered. Sean hated me. Truly, deeply despised me. And yet, I had once loved him so much that I'd abandoned my own dreams for him.
I used to want to become a designer, to create beauty and make my mark on the world. But for Sean, I gave it all up. I settled for being his secretary, hovering by his side, always ready to meet his needs.
Sean had suffered from stomach issues since childhood, a lingering effect of the poverty that had once defined his life. I had never even touched a kitchen knife before meeting him, but I painstakingly taught myself how to cook, learning to make soups that soothed his stomach.
It worked—under my care, his flare-ups became rare. Even my father used to tease me, saying, "You love Sean more than you love me!"
He wasn't wrong.
I clung to Sean like a shadow, hoping, praying that one day he would turn around and finally see me. But all my devotion, all my sacrifices, amounted to nothing. Instead of love, Sean gave me betrayal. Instead of gratitude, he handed me over to hell itself.
Day after day in prison, I endured beatings and humiliation. I learned to kneel, to beg for mercy. I forgot who I was—the proud heiress of the Johnson Family. I learned to slap myself before anyone else could, barking like a dog just to amuse them.
I thought I would never see Sean again.
But five years later, he came to pick me up.
***
Inside my room, I moved toward the window, the floor cold beneath my bare feet. My gaze fell on the yard below and my chest tightened painfully.
The old red maple tree that had stood proudly in the center of the yard was gone. In its place was a barren stump, jagged and uneven, its edges raw and splintered as if it had been cut down in haste.
Surrounding it was a sprawling field of flowers, their vibrant colors stark against the muted tones of the winter landscape.
Tears stung my eyes, hot and unrelenting as they rolled down my cheeks. The sight of the flowers—their beauty mocking me—was a knife twisting in my heart.
That red maple had been more than just a tree. My parents had planted it with their own hands the year they were married. As a child, I would sit beneath its shade, listening to Sean's voice as he told me stories, his tone soft and steady. That tree had been a witness to my happiest moments.
Now, it was gone.
And in its place were flowers.
As if Sean had forgotten. Forgotten that I'm deathly allergic to pollen.
My knees buckled and I sank to the floor, trembling. The memories came flooding back, a torrent of moments that made my chest ache with a pain so sharp it felt physical.
I wiped my face with trembling hands and opened a drawer, the wood groaning in protest. Inside was an old diary, its edges worn from years of handling.
Flipping to the last page, I stared at a number scrawled in faded ink. My breath hitched as I traced the familiar digits with my fingertips.
It belonged to an old friend, a neighbor from my childhood. He had moved abroad years ago, his family's business expanding far beyond Arlington. The night before he left, he'd handed me this number.
"If you ever need me," he had said, his voice gentle but firm, "just call."
I had tucked it away and forgotten it, distracted by Sean's presence in my life.
Now, I dialed it with trembling fingers, my heart pounding in my chest.
The phone rang once, twice. My grip tightened on the receiver as a deep, cold voice finally answered.
"Hello?"
I swallowed hard, my voice shaky as I replied, "Do you still remember me? It's Natalie Johnson."