Chapter 2

"What scheme are you playing at now?"

Dante's grip tightened on the severance papers. The heavy pages bent under his fingers, and I watched the tendons in his hand shift beneath skin still damp from the shower. His thumb found the signet ring again, turning it, turning it.

"I only brought Viviana back to visit Nonna and you just had to stir up trouble in front of everyone to make my mother lose her temper. Just how badly do you want to bear my child?"

The accusation landed like a slap. He was convinced that my call for severance was a ruse, that my real goal was to secure my place in the bloodline, to anchor myself to the Luciano name through a child he would never willingly give me. And so he refused to sign.

I stood in that bedroom, in the house that had never been mine despite five years of sleeping under its roof, and I understood with a clarity that felt like ice water in my chest: he would not believe I wanted to leave because he could not imagine a world in which I had the courage to do it.

The next morning, Dante posted on social media. A photograph of himself and Viviana tangled together on a hotel loveseat, the kind of image that would have been scrubbed within minutes if Don Luciano's people had seen it first. But Dante had posted it deliberately, recklessly, with the confidence of an heir who believed his name was armor enough.

Clear as day, I saw the faint rows of bite marks along his neck and the scattered bruises on Viviana's smooth thigh.

They were trophies from a night of passion.

I was still staring, stunned, the screen burning white in my hand, when my phone rang.

On the other end of the line, Dante spoke with smug satisfaction. The background noise suggested a restaurant, somewhere expensive, the murmur of waitstaff and the soft percussion of silverware on porcelain. He was having brunch. He was celebrating.

"Just as you wished, Viviana and I didn't use any protection this time. I promise the Luciano family heir will arrive next year, just not from you."

The line went dead. I sat on the edge of my bed in the small room I had been given after leaving the master suite, a room that faced the back garden and the brick wall beyond it, and I pressed my thumb hard against the bare skin of my left wrist until the pressure became a point of focus, a small bright pain that kept me from screaming.

Outside the private arbitration chamber on Mulberry Street, I stood in the blistering sun, waiting nearly three hours. The sidewalk radiated heat through the soles of my shoes. A black sedan idled at the curb across the street, its windows tinted dark, a soldier behind the wheel reading a tabloid with studied disinterest. The lawyer's office above the old bakery had its blinds drawn. The neighborhood moved around me in its usual rhythm, old women with shopping carts, kids on bicycles, men in undershirts smoking on stoops, and none of them looked at me because in this part of the city you learned early not to notice a woman standing alone outside a place where families were broken apart.

Three hours.

Then Dante finally arrived, arm wrapped around Viviana's waist.

He stepped out of a town car that gleamed like wet ink, Viviana tucked against his side in a cream linen dress that probably cost more than the quarterly rent on the arbitration office. She looked fresh, rested, her dark hair falling in a curtain that caught the light. She did not look at me. She looked through me, as though I were glass, as though I had already been erased.

The first thing Dante said was a threat. "You asked for this severance, so if my family questions it, you'd better take the blame."

I looked at his handsome face. The sharp jaw, the dark eyes that had once made my heart race when I was seventeen and foolish enough to believe that wanting someone was the same as being wanted back. I searched for any remnant of feeling, any last ember of the love I had carried for fifteen years, ten in secret and five in a marriage that was a marriage in name only.

Nothing.

I felt nothing for him anymore.

My thumb rested against my left wrist, and my hand was still. I had made my choice.

"I'll talk to your mother. I'll tell her we split amicably because of personality differences."

"No, that won't work."

Something in his tone made me follow his gaze. Across the narrow street, past the idling sedan and the fire hydrant painted in chipped silver, a café occupied the ground floor of a brownstone. Its awning cast a stripe of shade across a small table by the window.

And there she sat. Viviana Conti, comfortable as a cat in a sunbeam, an espresso untouched before her, watching us through the glass with the patient, measured calm of a woman who had already been told how this conversation would end.

It all made sense now.

Chapter 3

He wanted to use me to pave the way for Viviana, to smooth every wrinkle out of their future so that when she finally stepped into the Luciano household, not a single whisper of scandal would cling to her name.

Leaning against the marble pillar outside the private arbitration chamber, I met his gaze. Disappointment overshadowed my exhaustion. The corridor smelled of old stone and floor polish, and somewhere deeper inside the building a door closed with the muffled finality of a confessional screen sliding shut. Two of Don Luciano's soldiers stood at the far end of the hall, hands clasped in front of them, eyes forward, pretending they heard nothing while cataloguing every word.

"Tell me, what do you want me to do?"

Dante showed not a trace of gratitude. His eyes still brimmed with disgust, but his tone was disturbingly casual, the way a man sounds when he's rehearsed cruelty until it feels like reason. He rubbed the edge of his signet ring with his thumb, a slow rotation, and the gold caught the overhead light in a thin flash.

"It's simple. Go before my mother and the family and publicly admit you were unfaithful during our marriage. Take all the blame on yourself. Convince her that you were involved with another man and even had an abortion, which is why you haven't been able to give the family an heir all these years. Agree to walk away from the severance with nothing. No skim rights, no shell stakes, no safehouse deeds, no percentage of any front. That's it."

As he finished, my hand by my side clenched tight, fingernails digging deep into my palm. The pain was small and sharp and mine, the only thing in that corridor I could still control. I thought of every Sunday dinner I had sat through in the Luciano dining room, spine straight, wine untouched, smiling at Elena Luciano's barbed compliments while Dante texted Viviana under the tablecloth. Five years of that. Five years of silence that would have made any capo proud, and now he wanted me to open my mouth only to swallow poison for his sake.

"We've been through so much as a couple. Do you really have to be this ruthless?"

Dante spread his hands helplessly, palms up, the gesture almost priestly. The signet ring had gone still on his finger.

"I don't have a choice. If you don't do this, even if I sever the union, my family will never agree to let Viviana in. You know how my mother is. You know how the old neighborhood talks. She needs a reason to let you go that doesn't stain the family, and the only reason she'll accept is one that stains you instead."

People are inherently selfish, and love, or the lack of it, only makes it clearer.

For Viviana's sake, he was willing to trample me into the dirt, shamelessly demanding that I paid the price for their affair. He wanted me to carry the weight of his betrayal like luggage through the front door so the household wouldn't have to rearrange a single chair. The soldiers at the end of the hall shifted their weight, leather shoes scuffing stone. They had heard worse, I was sure. But they had never heard it asked so politely.

In the past, I would never have said no to Dante. If my unconditional compromise could make him happy, I would have followed his every word for a lifetime, the way a proper alliance bride was taught, the way Bellandi Bellandi had once counseled me with rosary beads threaded through her fingers: Keep the peace, keep your head down, keep the family whole. I had kept and kept and kept, and there was nothing left.

But this time, I didn't want to give in.

My thumb brushed the inside of my left wrist where my wedding bracelet used to sit, the cool absence of gold against bare skin. The motion was brief, instinctive, and when my hand went still, I had made my choice.

"Of all the conditions you proposed, I'll agree to only one: leaving with nothing."

Ten minutes later, we each tucked a freshly stamped severance certificate into our pockets. The arbitration clerk had not looked up once during the signing. He was used to the careful, quiet endings that families like the Lucianos arranged behind closed doors, away from the courts, away from the Feds, away from anyone who might ask questions that could not be answered without violating Omertà.

Five years of marriage, over just like that.

Dante gave me one last glance before looking away. "Even though you didn't fully cooperate, at least the result is good. Finally, the severance is done."

"Don't act all high and mighty. Just name your price. While I'm in a decent mood, I'm willing to give you something…"

I interrupted him just in time.

"If we're ending this, then let's end it cleanly. I won't take a single thing that belongs to the Luciano Family."

"Fine, as long as you don't regret it."

He turned and walked straight toward Viviana. She was waiting by the black sedan at the curb, a camel coat draped over her shoulders as if someone had placed it there for a photograph. She pressed a kiss on his cheek, and over his shoulder she threw me a look of smug triumph, the kind of look a woman gives when she believes winning a man is the same thing as winning. The tip of her tongue touched her upper canine for a split second, a flicker so fast it might have been imagined, and then the sweet, pitying smile returned.

Before leaving, Dante waved at me. "Bianca, from now on, let's just be strangers."

It was the first time he'd ever given me a genuine smile.

Chapter 4

I went back to pack my stuff.

The Luciano estate was quieter than it had any right to be at midday. The soldiers who usually flanked the foyer had been pulled to the back of the house, either on Don Luciano's orders or because someone had decided my departure should happen without witnesses. The hallway still smelled of the morning's espresso and the faint undertone of cedar that clung to every room, seeping out of the old furniture like a memory that refused to leave even when the people did.

Looking around the luxurious bedroom, it seemed untouched by my departure, unchanged. The heavy curtains, the Carrara marble nightstand, the crucifix above the headboard that Elena Luciano had hung the week I moved in, a blessing or a warning, I was never sure which. Nothing in this room had bent to accommodate me, and nothing bent now that I was leaving.

Our wedding photo was still hanging on the wall.

Looking at it now, his smile frozen in the frame seemed a bit forced. I could see it clearly for the first time, the stiffness in his jaw, the way his hand rested on my waist like it was holding a door open for someone who would arrive later. Viviana had been at the reception. I remembered that now. She had worn white too, a slip dress the color of cream, and no one had said a word.

Everything felt like it had circled back to that afternoon after I was brought before the Family. My aunt, Bellandi Bellandi, had arranged it. She had lined up her holy cards on the kitchen table, straightened every edge until the saints looked like soldiers at attention, and then told me the Lucianos would take me in, that it was the safest place for a girl with no parents and a sick Blackwood and debts that no honest job could touch. I had been suddenly thrust into this lavish estate, where I felt completely out of place, a charity case dressed in someone else's clothes, sitting at a table where the silverware had more history than I did.

Dante had just returned from a ski trip abroad with Viviana. He looked at me then like I was a sideshow attraction, something curious and vaguely inconvenient that his father had dragged home. He had not changed. He had only gotten better at hiding the look.

Now, nearing thirty, I found myself single again.

I folded the last of my clothes into the suitcase, left the wedding bracelet on the nightstand beside the lamp, and walked out without looking back. The front door closed behind me with a sound that was quieter than it should have been, as though the house itself was relieved.

That night, I ended up at a bar downtown, a narrow place on neutral ground between the Luciano and Valente territories, the kind of establishment where no crew ran tabs and the bartender forgot faces on purpose. I drank until I was utterly wasted, glass after glass of something amber and burning that I never bothered to name.

Nina set down her glass, tapped a pen twice against her knuckle, a habit she carried even off the clock, and then patted my shoulder with the frankness of an outsider who had earned the right to be blunt.

"Honestly, Dante never had a place for you in his heart. If you ask me, this severance was long overdue. But I really have to congratulate you. You've got a whole new life ahead now."

I raised my glass and downed it in one go, silently echoing her words: protect your sanity, steer clear of toxic men. The liquor hit the back of my throat like a small fire, and for one merciful second, it was the only thing I felt.

I walked away from the Luciano Family's front operations, saying goodbye to Don Luciano, who had always treated me like his own daughter. He received me in his study, rosary threaded through his fingers, and he did not try to change my mind, but his silence carried the particular weight of a man who understood that his son had wasted something valuable. He offered me a generous share, fifty percent of the shell stakes tied to the family's legitimate business holdings, as compensation.

I declined.

Who would've thought I'd run into Dante as soon as I stepped out of the study, the door barely closed behind me, his shadow already filling the corridor like something I was never meant to outrun.

Love Is Wrong, Only Letting Go Is Right

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