Chapter 2
I was about to speak, but Ruby quickly said, “This is all my fault. I shouldn’t have bothered you two. I’m sorry.
“Clayton, from now on, don’t concern yourself with me. Just leave me out here to rot.”
As soon as she said that, she rushed toward the street and was knocked over by a bicycle.
Clayton’s expression instantly shifted. Without a second thought, he shoved me aside and lifted Ruby into his arms.
Before I could react, I tumbled down the stairs and fell heavily to the floor.
A dull, throbbing pain spread through my lower abdomen. Trembling, I reached down, and I was shocked to see that my hand was covered in blood.
“My baby... No, my baby...
“Clayton... honey!”
I clutched my stomach and called out to Clayton with the last vestiges of my strength. I hoped he would turn back and take me to the hospital.
He paused and glanced back. His eyes held only hatred.
“Hazel, you know about Ruby’s depression! Why did you provoke her?
“If anything happens to her because of this, I’ll never forgive you.
“Consider this a lesson. Stay away from her. Do you understand me?”
After saying that, he carried Ruby into his car.
In the end, a kind passerby who could not bear to see me in that state took me to the hospital.
The doctor told me I had miscarried.
It was a healthy baby boy. His tiny hands and feet were all fully formed.
I lay on the hospital bed and called Clayton thirty-eight times.
The only response was a five-million-dollar transfer into my bank account, along with one concise and clear threat.
“Consider this a lesson for you. Learn from it and stay away from Ruby from now on.”
I could no longer hold back my tears. They fell onto my phone and wet the screen.
I could only force out a response.
“Okay.”
‘Clayton, I truly learned my lesson this time,’ I thought.
It was over for us.
...
When Clayton handed me the signed divorce agreement, I snapped back into the present.
He then reminded me, “If there’s nothing else, go home. You’re an adult. Be sensible, and don’t take up any more medical resources.”
I nodded and said, “Okay.”
He continued, “Your little stunt really shook Ruby up. I’m going to be with her for the next few days, so don’t bother reaching out unless it’s an emergency.”
I nodded again to show that I understood.
“Okay.”
Clayton was taken aback for a moment because I was actually being obedient.
He let go of Ruby’s arm and approached me.
“A-Are you okay?
“Is the baby troubling you?
“Once Ruby is feeling better, I’ll take you for a proper prenatal checkup.”
I was stunned.
I was pregnant for six months, and this was his first time offering to join me for a checkup.
Unfortunately, it was too late.
I murmured a faint acknowledgment and pretended not to see Ruby’s resentful expression.
As we passed each other, I noticed that Ruby was wearing a rosary hidden under her collar.
Clayton and I had gone to the church together to pray with it. We prayed for our child’s safe arrival.
Half a month ago, I could not find the rosary at home and grew terribly anxious.
When I called Clayton to ask about it, he accused me of making a fuss over nothing. It was just a rosary, and it was no big deal if it went missing.
Yet he was the one who had secretly taken this supposedly unimportant thing and given it to Ruby for her protection.
A sharp, twisting pain gripped my heart. Each breath was agonizing.
However, I had no strength left to argue. It was as if my heart had truly gone numb.
I took out my phone, snapped a photo of the signed document, and sent it to my lawyer with a message.
[Go ahead and start the divorce proceedings.]
...
When I returned home, the housekeeper was preparing dinner.
Chapter 3
When she saw me, she paused for a moment and brought me a cup of warm water.
She asked worriedly, “Madam, are you alright? You look very pale. Shall I take you to the hospital?”
“It’s fine.”
I smiled and shook my head.
Well, even other people could tell that I was not okay.
Why could Clayton not see it?
It had been ten days, and not once did he check on me.
A wave of anger washed over me.
I was not sad about him. I just could not accept my circumstances.
I could not accept that my marriage was ending like this.
I could not accept that I lost my child.
I could not accept that after fighting for us for so long, I had fallen out of love.
Once I returned to my bedroom, I began packing my belongings into a suitcase.
Just as I was almost finished, Clayton suddenly came home.
He froze when he saw the suitcase in my hand.
He became nervous as he asked, “Why are you packing? Where are you going?”
I casually brushed him off without looking at him.
“I’m in a bad mood. I’m going to travel to clear my head.”
He grabbed my wrist and shoved a gift bag in my hand.
“This is for you.
“My secretary, Ms. Clark, said this bag is the latest spring-summer limited edition. It’s a national exclusive and would be perfect as a diaper bag.
“I also bought this toy specially for our baby. The salesperson said it’s great for newborns.”
He seemed nervous, yet his eyes shone with an eager light.
The hopeful glint in his eyes made me speak without thinking.
“Clayton, our baby is already—”
Before I could finish, he interrupted me.
“Ms. Clark said your due date is at the end of December, but I just promised Ruby I’d go travel with her then.
“So, I figured, since you’re so understanding, you wouldn’t mind having the baby alone, right?”
The unspoken truth remained stuck in my throat like a stone. It was bitter and sharp.
I opened the walk-in closet and revealed the ninety-nine bags arranged neatly inside.
“Clayton, you’ve given me ninety-nine bags. Count them.”
Clayton was shocked.
“I’ve given you ninety-nine bags already?”
I responded softly, “Yes.
“So, do you still intend to keep your promise?”
Clayton pursed his lips tightly.
I knew he was in a difficult position.
However, I wanted an answer, even if I already knew it deep down.
Sure enough, after only a brief hesitation, he said, “Ruby’s condition hasn’t improved. Let’s just... forget our agreement.”
That was my last straw.
I nodded. “Alright. I understand.”
Clayton was taken aback. He could not believe I had agreed so easily.
He pulled me into his embrace and said excitedly, “Thank you for being so understanding, Hazel.
“I promise that as soon as Ruby is stable, I’ll come home and make it up to you.”
I made a quiet hum of acknowledgement and told him I had just one request.
“I can’t find the baby’s rosary. Can you get a new one for him?”
When I mentioned our child, Clayton’s expression softened even more.
“Okay. We’ll get the best, most perfect rosary for our little one.”
My eyes welled up. The pain of losing our child hit me all over again.
“Okay.”
The truth was, I would never see my child again.
After he left, I went to the drawer and took out a stack of medical records. I had organized them carefully.
They were sorted by each milestone. There was the first confirmed pregnancy.
There was the first prenatal checkup.
There was the first prescription for stabilizing the pregnancy.
Every night Clayton was not home, I would take them out and look at them repeatedly.
When I looked at them, I felt the anticipation and joy of becoming a mother for the first time. They also represented my hopes, as a wife, for a happy family.
However, that anticipation and hope had already turned to dust.
Chapter 4
I took the miscarriage report from my pocket. I placed it together with the other documents with trembling hands.
Tears streamed down my cheek, soaking the papers like a final farewell.
I took a deep breath and put them into the suitcase.
Just then, Clayton’s confused voice sounded from behind me.
“What are you doing?”
I hurriedly closed the suitcase and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes.
Clayton walked over. His gaze was fixed on the suitcase.
...
“Why are you back?”
I stiffly changed the subject.
Clayton approached me. He raised his hand and touched the corner of my eye.
“Have you been crying?”
He stared blankly at the wetness on his fingers, seeming at a loss.
I forced a smile and casually explained, “It’s just the mood swings from my pregnancy hormones. I’ll be fine in a moment.”
Only then did Clayton sigh in relief.
“Oh, good. I forgot to ask if you want to come get the new rosary with me. Do you?
“I know it’s really important to you.”
I was caught off guard that he still remembered how much the rosary meant to me.
“No, I’m swamped the next couple of days. You go ahead.”
Clayton nodded and turned to leave.
Just before closing the door, he asked once more for confirmation.
“Are you really alright?”
“If I said I wasn’t, would you stay?”
Clayton paused, then laughed and said, “Hazel, stop kidding around. Ruby is still waiting for me at the hospital.
“I’ll transfer another five million dollars to your account. Get some rest tonight. Don’t wait up for me.”
Then he closed the door and left. I stood there blankly for a long time.
Only after a long while, I chuckled to myself.
‘Clayton, I stopped waiting for you a long time ago,’ I thought.
That night, I packed up all my belongings.
I asked the housekeeper to help me carry those bags downstairs.
I set them all on fire.
As the flames surged upward, I felt a profound sense of relief from the bottom of my heart.
The next day, as I was leaving for the airport with my luggage, Clayton sent a message.
He said that he got the rosary, and I could go to the hospital to get it.
When I arrived at the hospital, Clayton was not there.
Ruby smiled and asked, “Hazel, what do you need Clayton for?”
I gave her a cold smile and replied calmly, “I’m here to pick up the rosary. Where did Clayton leave it?”
Ruby’s expression shifted to one of exaggerated feigned surprise. She then turned and walked toward the washroom.
She then came back out and said, “You mean this one?
“Clayton said I could borrow it for a couple of days. My hand slipped just now while I was using the toilet, and it accidentally fell in.
“But I figured, since it’s for a dead person, who cares if it’s dirty? Maybe your baby will like it even better down there.”
She was smiling triumphantly, as if she could not wait to see me break down and lose my mind.
I looked at her, took the rosary, and shoved it straight into her mouth.
She shoved me away frantically and fled to the bathroom to throw up.
I smirked with grim satisfaction and walked away.
Ten minutes later, I was in a cab headed for the airport.
Just then, Clayton finished his work and returned to the hospital room.
“Ruby, did Hazel come by while I was away?”
Ruby suppressed her urge to retch and hid the rosary under the blanket.
“No, no one was here.”
Clayton nodded and picked up an apple to peel.
“Okay. Did you put my rosary somewhere safe for me?
“I’m going home this afternoon. I’ll pass it to Hazel then.”
Ruby hummed in acknowledgement and took the freshly peeled apple from Clayton.
Just then, someone knocked on the door.
A nurse entered and asked, “Which of you is a family member of Hazel Bronwyn?
“She forgot her medication for the miscarriage.”