Chapter 1
At my wedding, the day meant to mark the beginning of a joyful new chapter, my fiancé—betrothed to me since childhood—abandoned me at the altar. He didn't just leave; he eloped with my own cousin, shattering both my dignity and trust.
As the guests watched, some whispering in pity while others stifled laughter at my humiliation, a man I despised with every fiber of my being, Zane Nicholson, stepped onto the stage. Calm yet commanding, he took my trembling hand and declared, in a voice that silenced the murmurs, that he would marry me instead.
After the wedding, Zane transformed into the picture of a devoted husband. He showered me with gifts, indulged my every whim and went to great lengths just to see me smile. His efforts didn't stop there—he hired the best obstetrician to provide expert guidance, encouraging me to conceive without worry.
I was overwhelmed, convinced that his actions came from a place of genuine love. For the first time in what felt like forever, I allowed myself to believe that someone cherished me completely.
But my world crumbled again when I overheard a conversation between Zane and his friends.
"Zane, you sly dog! Marrying Emma just to get close to Sabrina? And now you're planning to use a child to tie her down? That's ruthless, even for you."
Zane's response made my blood run cold. Taking a slow, deliberate sip of his drink, he leaned back with a smirk, his eyes glinting with something dark and dangerous.
"Hey, not a word about this until she's pregnant. If any of you spill, I'll make sure you regret it. Do I make myself clear?"
The words struck me like lightning. The warmth I had clung to, the love I thought I had found—it was all a cruel lie.
Tears blurred my vision, but I refused to let them fall. I booked an abortion appointment the very next day, resolving to end this nightmare on my own terms.
When Zane received the package—containing both the remains of the stillborn fetus and the signed divorce papers—his reaction was explosive. He lost his mind entirely, his calculated facade finally shattering.
***
At the dimly lit club, Zane's deep voice cut through the low hum of conversations and the clinking of glasses. "That's enough for today. I have to go see Sabrina. It's her birthday and I can't be late."
My heart dropped as his words rang in my ears. Unable to bear the suffocating air inside any longer, I turned on my heel, tugged my hat low to obscure my face and rushed outside. My heels clicked erratically on the pavement, a mirror of my panicked heartbeat. I prayed I wouldn't catch his eye—not like this, disheveled and trembling.
But in my haste, I misstepped on the uneven curb, pitching forward onto the cold, unforgiving asphalt. Pain shot through my palms and knees, but I barely registered it, too consumed by shame and the desperate need to escape.
Zane emerged from the club just as I fell, his long strides confident, purposeful. He didn't spare me a glance, not even a flicker of recognition for the woman sprawled on the ground. His sharp eyes remained fixed ahead, his entire being radiating an air of calm efficiency.
I pushed myself upright, dirt smudging my palms and knees and watched as he approached his sleek black car parked under the streetlights. The faint golden glow illuminated his features, highlighting the careful precision in his movements. His assistant handed him a large bouquet of yellow roses, the petals luminous and fresh with dew. Zane's lips curved in a faint smile as he accepted them, the gentleness in his gaze as he examined the bouquet slicing through me like a blade.
He opened the trunk and placed the roses inside with care, arranging them among other beautifully wrapped gifts. The sight twisted the knife in my chest. Every detail—each ribbon, every polished box—spoke of thoughtfulness and affection.
I clamped a hand over my mouth, silencing the sob that threatened to break free. Tears burned my eyes, but I refused to let them fall, even as my dignity crumbled.
Today wasn't just Sabrina's birthday. It was mine, too.
This morning, Zane had kissed my cheek lightly before leaving. "Big meeting today, honey," he'd said. "Don't wait up. I might be late." I had smiled at him, believing every word. Hours later, I had seen a jewelry box in his car earlier this afternoon, its sleek design unmistakable. My heart had leaped with naïve hope, imagining it as a surprise gift for me.
How foolish I had been.
I stood frozen as Zane's car pulled away, the engine's hum fading into the night. Trembling, I fumbled for my phone. My fingers hovered over the screen before I gathered the courage to call him.
The line connected almost immediately. "Hello, honey. What's wrong? I'm a little busy," Zane's smooth voice filled my ear, casual and warm, yet painfully distant.
I struggled to keep my voice steady, swallowing the lump in my throat. "Honey, today's my birthday. Can you come home? I... I have a surprise for you."
Silence stretched between us, heavy and suffocating. I gripped the phone tightly, willing him to say yes, to turn his car around and come back. If he did, I thought, I would forgive everything—every lie, every betrayal.
But his voice, when it came, was indifferent. "Honey, can't you be more understanding? I'm working my ass off here. It's just a birthday. We can celebrate later. I'll make it up to you, I promise."
I clung to the phone, hoping for something more, but his next words crushed me. "Besides, haven't you always said you don't celebrate birthdays? Be good, okay? I have to get back to work."
The call ended with a sharp beep, the busy tone a cruel finality.
Tears blurred my vision as I stared at the darkened screen. My hands shook as I unblocked Sabrina's contact and opened her latest social media post. She always posted the night before her birthday, flaunting her celebrations for the world to see.
This time, her caption was no different: [Another year of growth and learning. So grateful for all the blessings. Time to celebrate!]
Attached was a mirror selfie, her makeup flawless and her smile radiant. On her ring finger glimmered a diamond ring I knew all too well.
It was the one I had designed myself—crafted from rare South African diamonds I had painstakingly bid on. It had vanished from my home months ago, a mystery I hadn't dared to investigate. Now I knew why.
Zane had taken it. For her.
Chapter 2
As I continued scrolling, my breath hitched when I saw Zane's comment under Sabrina's post: [Your birthday must be celebrated, honey. Tell me what you want and I'll get it for you no matter what.]
My grip on the phone tightened as I read Sabrina's reply: [Thank you, Zane. You've never missed my birthday, not even once.]
A sharp, searing pain shot through my palms. I looked down to see my fingernails digging into my skin, leaving half-moon indents. My knuckles were white with tension, but I couldn't release my fists.
I cursed myself silently. 'Emma, why can't you just give up already? Why do you keep hoping for a love that isn't there?'
The thought left me hollow, as if the last spark of strength had been drained from my body. My hands moved on their own as I numbly scheduled an abortion on my phone.
***
The hospital smelled of disinfectant, the sterile air thick with an unsettling chill that seeped into my bones. I sat on a cold metal bench in the hallway, a small white box resting on the seat beside me. The box, unassuming and plain, held my stillborn child—barely two months old, a fragile existence snuffed out before it had begun.
A nurse spotted me from the other end of the corridor. Her footsteps slowed, her face flickering with surprise and confusion.
After a moment's hesitation, she approached softly and asked in a hushed tone, "Mrs. Nicholson? What are you doing here? Does your husband know about your miscarriage?"
The corners of my mouth twitched as I forced a brittle smile. It felt more like a grimace. "He knows," I lied.
Her surprise was understandable. Back when we were trying for a child, Zane had been the picture of a devoted husband. He had accompanied me to the hospital three times a week, taking care of every detail. He handled the registration, stood in line for appointments and even ran across the hospital to get my prescriptions.
He wouldn't let me lift a finger. "You focus on staying healthy, honey. I'll handle everything," he had said with that warm, reassuring smile.
The nurses had adored him, calling him the perfect husband. The doctors often praised his dedication, remarking on how rare it was to see a man so attentive.
Once, after a blood test left me lightheaded, he had cradled me in his arms, his voice thick with worry. "Emma, don't scare me like that. If you're not feeling well, tell me right away. Nothing's more important than you and the baby."
Back then, I had believed him. I had believed every word, every touch. I had thought I was the luckiest woman alive.
But now, thinking about it felt absurd. Those moments of tenderness were nothing but illusions, as fragile as the glass box I once held my hopes in.
My phone buzzed, snapping me out of my thoughts. The name on the screen sent a fresh wave of bitterness through me. It was Zane.
I hesitated for a moment before answering.
"Honey, where are you? Why aren't you home? I'm done with work. Didn't you want to celebrate your birthday?" His tone was playful, slightly petulant, as if he were teasing me.
Once, that tone would have softened me, made me think he was just clumsy at showing love. I would've acted cute, coaxing him into holding me. But now, the sound of his voice felt like a dagger twisting in my chest.
"I'm at the hospital," I said, my voice cold and devoid of emotion. "Come pick me up."
The line was silent for a moment before he replied, his voice hesitant, "The hospital? Are you okay? Why didn't you tell me—"
"I'll explain when you get here." I hung up before he could respond, unable to bear the feigned concern in his voice.
***
By the time we arrived home, it was late. The house was dark and quiet, the silence heavy and oppressive. My stomach growled audibly, a painful reminder that I hadn't eaten all day.
Clutching my abdomen, I dragged my weary body to the sofa and sank into it. The cold leather pressed against my skin, amplifying the ache in my heart.
Zane appeared moments later, stepping out of the dining room with a cake and a glossy gift bag in hand. He placed the gift in front of me with practiced ease, then wrapped his arms around me from behind, his breath warm against my cheek.
"Honey, don't be mad, okay? I transferred twenty-five grand into your account. Go buy yourself a nice bag or whatever you want. I'll make it up to you properly later," he said, his tone smooth and coaxing.
I turned my head slowly to face him, my gaze locking onto his. His eyes sparkled, his expression soft and affectionate—almost too perfect, like a mask molded to hide the truth.
"Zane," I said, my voice steady but cold. "Do you know? Today is also my cousin Sabrina's birthday. You know how much I hate her, yet somehow, we share the same day."
For a fleeting moment, a flicker of panic crossed his face. His lips parted, but no words came out. It was clear he hadn't expected me to bring up Sabrina.
"Why are you even mentioning her? She's no one important." He fumbled with the gift bag, pulling out a small velvet box. "Look, I got you this. I spent a lot of time picking it out."
Inside was a jade pin, intricately carved into the shape of a lotus flower—a symbol of fertility and new beginnings.
My blood boiled. The next second, I grabbed the pin and hurled it to the floor. The delicate jade shattered, shards scattering across the hardwood like fragments of my broken heart.
"Zane, what do you take me for? A baby-making machine?" My voice trembled with rage, but my words were sharp and precise, cutting through the air like knives.
Zane barely flinched. Instead, he stepped closer, his expression softening as he reached for me. He pulled me into his arms, his voice low and soothing.
Chapter 3
"Honey, come one, don't be angry. I'd never think of you that way. We both want a child, don't we?" Zane's voice was calm, almost soothing, but it grated on my ears.
I felt my chest tighten and my voice cracked as I responded, "Zane, I don't want this child. Right now, I feel like I'm going insane."
The words spilled out before I could stop them. The truth was suffocating, gnawing at the edges of my sanity. Trying to conceive this child had pushed me to the brink. Every day felt like a relentless cycle of hopeless routine.
The moment I opened my eyes each morning, I was greeted by the dull monotony of my regimen—taking medicine, sitting under the sun as if it could magically heal my despair and anxiously awaiting Zane's return, hoping for even a sliver of comfort from him.
I couldn't escape the weight of my mother-in-law's passive-aggressive remarks, her sharp tongue slicing through my already fragile composure. My parents weren't any better; their constant nagging about having a baby echoed in my mind, a relentless chorus of disappointment.
I slumped onto the sofa, hugging a stuffed toy like a lifeline. Hot tears streamed down my face, soaking the fabric as sobs racked my body.
Zane stood a few steps away, his arms crossed, watching me. His silence was unbearable, his gaze detached—as if he were an observer of someone else's misery. I wanted him to move, to speak, to do something.
All I wanted was a hug. Just a simple, human gesture to remind me I wasn't alone in this hell. But he didn't move. His expression was unreadable, his calmness maddening as I unraveled before him.
My sobs slowed, but the pain in my chest only grew heavier. Finally, Zane stepped forward. Without a word, he scooped me into his arms. I stiffened, his touch no longer a comfort but a reminder of how distant we'd become.
He carried me to bed, his grip firm yet mechanical, like he was fulfilling an obligation. Lowering his head, he tried to kiss me. I turned my face away, the gesture instinctive.
He paused but didn't get angry. Instead, he lay down beside me, wrapping me in his arms. His warmth should have been reassuring, but it felt like being buried alive. My heart plummeted into an abyss of cold despair.
Less than half an hour later, his phone rang. I didn't need to ask who it was; I already knew. He answered quickly, his voice lowering as he muttered something I couldn't hear. Moments later, he was up and out the door.
The emptiness of the room pressed down on me like a crushing weight. Then, my phone buzzed. It was a photo from Sabrina.
She and Zane were at The Ritz, a small candlelit cake between them. Sabrina wore a radiant smile, her face turned slightly toward Zane, who looked back at her with a soft expression. My lips curled into a bitter smile. 'So, love really can overcome all obstacles, can't it?'
Zane was terrified of heights—always had been. Despite his image as a high-powered CEO known throughout Arlington, he insisted his office be on the second floor. As a child, his half-brother had locked him in the attic overnight, leaving him trembling and broken until I found him the next morning.
For him to dine at The Ritz, perched high above the city? He must have been utterly and hopelessly in love with Sabrina.
***
The next morning, Zane still hadn't come home. The hours dragged on in silence until my phone buzzed again. It was a message from Sabrina: an address.
Curiosity—and perhaps a twinge of masochism—compelled me to go. The location turned out to be a bustling book signing event.
I wandered through the store, my fingers brushing over the spines of books, their glossy covers gleaming under fluorescent lights. A display near the center caught my attention. Rows of books with Sabrina's name adorned the table, each copy bearing the same title: [The Scars That Shaped Me.]
I picked one up and flipped through it absentmindedly. The words on the pages grew increasingly familiar, striking like lightning through my mind. The further I read, the more horrified I became.
It was my story.
Every painful scar, every humiliation, every heartbreak—it was all laid bare, written in ink for the world to see. The neglect I endured from my parents, the betrayal of my childhood sweetheart, my naive, girlish love for Zane...
Shame and fury collided within me, setting my blood ablaze. I was a novelist, yes, but I had never considered exposing my pain to the world. The only person who could have betrayed me like this was Zane.
My grip tightened on the book as a pair of sharp heels clicked against the floor. I turned to see Sabrina strutting toward me, her red stilettos and fitted dress exuding confidence.
"Emma," she greeted, her tone dripping with mockery. "Surprised? I became a famous author before you did."
Her smirk widened as she held up a copy of her book, waving it like a trophy.
"Sabrina!" My voice trembled with rage. "Aren't you afraid I'll sue you?"
She laughed lightly, leaning in until her breath brushed my ear. "Emma, you're still as naive as ever."
Then, with a theatrical sway, she stumbled backward and fell to the ground. Tears welled up in her eyes, spilling over as she looked up at me, her expression a perfect picture of distress.
"Emma," she whimpered, her voice loud enough to draw attention. "Why did you push me? I only turned your story into a novel..."
Gasps rippled through the crowd, their judgmental gazes pinning me in place like daggers.
Rage burned through me like wildfire. I stormed forward and slapped her hard across the face. The sound echoed sharply, silencing the murmurs around us.
"Sabrina, I am not the same Emma you used to bully! Since you all want to paint me as the villain, then I'll be the villain to the very end!"
The crowd recoiled, whispers bubbling up like a boiling pot.
Suddenly, Zane burst through the throng, his face a mixture of anger and panic. He shoved me hard, sending me sprawling to the ground. A sharp, searing pain radiated through my abdomen.
He bent down, scooping Sabrina into his arms as if she were the most precious thing in the world. His face twisted with urgency and disgust as he glared down at me.
"Emma, you're bullying Sabrina again?! She's pregnant, you vicious woman!"
His words struck harder than his shove. He didn't even glance at me as he carried her away, leaving me crumpled on the ground.
The pain in my ankle was unbearable, swelling like a grotesque bun. Yet, no one moved to help me. The whispers continued, the crowd's judgment lingering like a dark cloud.