Losing Me is Your Biggest Regret in Life

I was four months pregnant. I secretly checked and found out it was a girl.

I imagined how cute she would be when she was born, but I was pushed down the stairs by Zed's childhood sweetheart Vivian White. She even falsely accused me of falling because I pushed her.

Zed didn't listen to my explanation. Instead, he took Vivian to the hospital without even looking at me.

I was in so much pain that I couldn't get up from the ground. I called Zed and cried, begging him to take me to the hospital and save our child.

He said coldly, "If the child is as vicious as you, I would rather you not give birth to it."

Later, my neighbors took me to the hospital, but the child was gone.

At that moment, I was desperate, but then I saw Vivian's Instagram.

She and Zed hugged each other tightly.

[You are my whole world.]

I wiped away my tears and calmly commented: [Congratulations, he will be your whole world from now on.]

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Lying on the hospital bed, I suddenly opened my eyes. Despite my weak body, I ran to find a doctor like crazy.

"Child, my child!"

The doctor looked sad.

"I'm sorry. We tried our best."

"No! It's not true!"

I shook my head frantically, tears streaming down my eyes. I collapsed to the ground, pounding the ground with my right hand.

My child!

She was only four months old and had yet to see the world.

I hated Zed's distrust and Vivian's viciousness, and I hated myself for not protecting my child.

"Ah!"

I let out a heart-wrenching scream.

The doctors, nurses, and people in the same ward all felt sorry for me and offered their condolences.

But I couldn't hear what they were saying at all. I left the hospital and returned home as if I lost my soul.

Looking at the baby's clothes and toys in the room, I walked over numbly, picking up them one by one and touching them.

I started to cry again.

My child would never be able to use them.

I locked the door and drew all the curtains, burning these things one by one.

"My child, I'm sorry!

"Don't come to me in your next life. Go to a happy family with parents who love you.

"My child, I want to die in your place."

As I burned these things, I murmured something.

The room was filled with acrid smoke.

Zed opened the door and came in, coughing repeatedly due to being choked. He hurriedly ran over to open the curtains and the window. Then he snatched the clothes from my hands.

"Are you crazy? You burn the child's clothes and toys for such a trivial matter. You are unreasonable."

He actually thought it was a trivial matter.

I looked at him calmly.

"Why are you looking at me like this?"

He felt a little frightened by my gaze and frowned.

"Look at you. You don't look like a wife at all."

It turned out he still knew that I was his wife.

I laughed.

How ridiculous!

When I was lying on the ground, unable to move due to pain, why didn't he think that I was his wife?

Now he knew I was his wife, which was ridiculous.

"Since you think I don't look like a wife, then go find Vivian. He perfectly fits the image of a wife in your mind."

"You are so unreasonable!"

Zed's tone was dissatisfied.

"Nancy, can you please be reasonable?

"Vivian was pushed down by you. Is there anything wrong with me sending her to the hospital?

"Don't think of us in that way. The relationship between her and me is very pure."

Was their relationship pure? Then why did they hug each other?

I let out a sneer.

"Only those who are dirty themselves think others are dirty.

"I can't talk to you anymore!"

He slammed the door and left angrily.

I laughed with sarcasm. I knew that he was going to find Vivian.

But I didn't care anymore. No matter who he went to, it had nothing to do with me anymore.