Chapter 1

My twin sister, wanting to be with her thug boyfriend, secretly planned to apply for a junior college.

When I could not talk her out of it, I told our parents and managed to stop her.

However, just a month into the new semester, her thug boyfriend cheated on her.

She left a suicide note, blaming it all on the long distance between them. She wrote that if she had gone to that junior college, her boyfriend would never have cheated.

Grief‑stricken, my parents turned all their rage on me.

"You wretched girl, this is all your fault for meddling! What business was it of yours which school your sister went to? Even if she didn't go to college, we could still support her. We didn't need your big mouth!"

"If it weren't for your spiteful tongue, your sister wouldn't be dead!"

"We were cursed to have a vicious, unfilial daughter like you!"

They locked me in her room, ordering me to repent.

Then they took her ashes on a trip, saying they wanted her to see the beautiful mountains and rivers she never got to visit in life.

A month later, they returned from their travels to find me long dead, starved to a withered husk in front of my sister's photo.

Their eyes held no grief, no guilt, only a faint, scornful curl of the lips.

In their eyes, my death was nothing more than justice served.

My broken soul saw their icy expressions, and despairing tears burned my eyes.

Then my sister's familiar voice rang out again:

"What business is it of yours which school I go to? You're just jealous that I have a boyfriend, aren't you?"

My eyes were glued to the computer screen while my sister was busy picking out her college choices.

I was back! Reborn!

Remembering how distant our parents had been in my previous life, I vowed to look out for number one in this life.

I was determined to break away from the crazy, loveless family I was born into.

I gave Jennifer Scott a chilly glance.

"Make up your mind. I'm not going to waste my energy on you."

Jennifer, all smiles, was heading off to a junior college in some small city with her boyfriend.

Meanwhile, I secured a spot at the prestigious Viventis University, ranked among the top ten in the country.

I thought I would finally have a smooth sail through life this time.

However, a month into the semester, Jennifer's no-good boyfriend cheated on her.

She ditched her classes and came home in tears.

Our parents, who were mad about her picking that college, melted when they saw her looking so pitiful.

"Dad, Mom, I wish I'd chosen a university!

"What am I going to do? I can't stand the thought of being stuck at that junior college forever, and with Nelson's cheating all over town, I'm a laughingstock."

Our mom and dad were dabbing at their eyes, too. "Well, then, let's forget that junior college. Why don't you come home and take a gap year to retake the SAT?"

Jennifer shook her head like crazy.

"The thought of studying for the SAT again is just too much. There's no way I'm doing that again.

"What am I going to do? I want to go to a good university too," she wailed.

Our parents exchanged a look and called me home that very night.

"Ella, you'll switch places with Jen. You'll start at her school tomorrow. From now on, you're Jennifer!"

I could not believe my ears. "Dad, Mom, do you hear yourselves?

"Forget the fact that our fingerprints were already on file at school, making it impossible for her to pretend to be me. Even if she could, why on earth would I hand over my spot to her?"

Jennifer's eyes, swimming with tears, met mine.

"Isn't it partly your fault I'm stuck at that junior college?

"You saw how reckless I was behaving, yet you did nothing to stop me, didn't even clue in Mom and Dad!

"You wanted this, didn't you? You wanted to see me fail, to struggle!"

Our parents' faces registered shock. "We've always thought of Jen as a level-headed person. How could she have messed up like this? It was your meddling all along!

"How could you be so cruel? Sabotaging your own sister?"

What a joke.

In my previous life, I stopped her and was blamed by everyone.

This time, I let her be, and still, I was the one they blamed.

Was I supposed to stand there and take the fall for everything?

Chapter 2

I grabbed my suitcase, ready to walk out, but my dad's grip on my arm was like iron.

"Where do you think you're going? Did I say you could leave? This is how it's going to be. You're swapping schools with Jen!"

"Why should I?"

"Why? You owe it to Jen! If you hadn't let her make that mistake, would she have ended up at a junior college?"

I could not help but scoff. "Her grades were mediocre at best. Why should I give up my spot at a top university for her?"

My dad's voice was icy. "After all the trouble you've caused Jen, you think this is unfair? Be grateful we're not making you drop out to wait on her hand and foot. Your mother and I are being more than generous!

"You've always been this way, as unpleasant to look at as you are on the inside. You're nothing like Jen with her beauty and kindness. Maybe this will set you straight."

"If I'm so hideous and Jennifer is so gorgeous, how could she possibly take my place at school?

"People would spot the difference in an instant, wouldn't they?"

My parents were momentarily at a loss for words.

Jennifer and I were identical twins, mirror images of each other since we were little. We had been mixed up more times than I could count.

However, for some reason, our parents always called me the plain one and praised Jennifer's beauty.

In a moment of tension, their faces flushed with anger, they then went pale with worry.

"We can see you're not as pretty because we're your parents, Ella. Strangers can't tell you two apart! Enough of this, you're going to switch schools with Jen!"

Out of the blue, Jennifer said, "Mom, Dad, Ella's got a point. What if the university uses fingerprint scans for ID checks?"

Our parents exchanged anxious glances. "What's the matter, Jen? You're not thinking of backing out, are you?"

Jennifer grinned. "No way. However, we've got to figure something out.

"Hey, Mom, I heard sulfuric acid can wipe out fingerprints. Maybe we should test it on Ella?"

Sulfuric acid?

My heart raced with terror as I looked at them, shaking my head desperately, trying to bolt.

However, it was no use.

My dad pinned me down, and my mom fetched a small bottle of toilet cleaner: sulfuric acid. She soaked a cotton swab in it and ruthlessly dabbed it onto my fingertips.

The acid hissed against my skin, and the agony was so intense I convulsed and screamed until my voice was raw.

My mom watched my charred fingertips and nodded, pleased with her work.

Then she turned to Jennifer, her face lined with worry.

"It hurts a lot to burn off fingerprints with acid, honey. I'm scared it'll be too much for you. Should we try something else?"

They kept me locked up at home and took Jennifer for a skin regeneration at the hospital.

"Look, Ella." Jennifer flaunted her perfect fingers. "Not a mark, and it didn't hurt at all."

"Yikes, but your fingers, they're a mess. Gross!"

The moment Jennifer walked through the door, she could not wait to flaunt her victory in my face.

I ignored her taunts, lost in thought about something far more important.

University marked a fresh chapter in life, and I was determined not to settle for a junior college…

I pleaded with my parents. "Mom, Dad, if you're set on sending Jennifer to school instead of me, can I at least take a gap year to retake the SAT?

"I'm willing to work hard, I can try again next year..."

However, my plea was swiftly shot down.

"Do you have any idea how much we just spent to clean up Jen's mess? And you think a gap year to retake the SAT is free? You don't get it, do you?

"It's simple. Either get yourself a job or go to Jen's junior college. It's your choice."

Despair washed over me. In the dead of night, while they slept, I snuck back to school.

The following day, my parents, with Jennifer in tow, appeared at the classroom door.

Ignoring the ongoing class meeting, they stormed in and yanked me up.

"Jennifer, you've got some nerve, impersonating your sister!

"You lack the talent to make it on your own, yet you'll try to steal your sister's spot? Aren't you ashamed? Get back to the junior college. Now!"

Chapter 3

Their words were supposed to sting, but I found them amusing. Jennifer stood by, listening. Did she feel even a twinge of guilt since the barbs were meant for her?

Sadly, she did not.

Her face was a mask of smug satisfaction.

The tutor and my classmates stood frozen, utterly bewildered.

My parents jabbed their fingers at me, their voices rising in accusation as they said, "This girl is not Ella. She's our other daughter, Jennifer! She's green with envy over Ella's acceptance into a prestigious school, and now she's trying to steal her identity!"

All eyes in the classroom turned to me.

Tears streamed down my face as I shook my head. "No, it's not true. You guys have to believe me. I'm Ella! My parents wanted me to switch places with my twin sister, but I refused. They wouldn't take no for an answer!"

My dad marched up to me and delivered a stinging slap across my face.

"Spouting lies in front of everyone? Enough with your lies. You're my daughter. Do you think I can't tell you apart?"

The lecturer, having grasped the whole story, spoke with a steady voice.

"On the first day, we had the students' fingerprints recorded, which had to match the exam records for enrollment. Back then, Ella was the real deal.

"Let's just recheck your fingerprints now, and we'll see the truth."

Jennifer's eyes brimmed with sudden tears.

"It's no use. Jennifer destroyed our fingerprints to take my spot at the school. Now, both of us are without fingerprints!"

The lecturer's brow creased as he looked from me to Jennifer and back again.

My parents reached out, pleading with the tutor, saying, "As parents, how could we not recognize our own child?

"The one sitting over there is an imposter. That's Jennifer. The real Ella is right here with us."

The lecturer's expression shifted subtly.

My classmates started nodding.

"If even her parents say so, then the girl who's in class with us has to be the fake."

"I can't believe how confidently she lies. She's got nerves of steel."

"Nerves of steel? More like shameless. If we had skin that thick, we'd be unstoppable."

Jennifer strutted over to me, a triumphant grin on her face. "Time to slink back to your junior college, don't you think?"

My parents barged in, yanked me up without so much as a word, and dragged me out of my seat.

I could feel the contempt from my classmates burning into me; not one of them stood up for me or lent a hand.

The lecturer called the security, and before I knew it, I was out on the street, school gates clanging shut behind me.

With no place to turn, I found myself at Jennifer's junior college.

Stepping onto campus, I caught the weird glances thrown my way.

Some private snaps of Jennifer cozying up to Nelson Brown had hit the school's online forum.

In those shots, Jennifer and Nelson were up to no good, playing games that made them look less like students and more like the main characters in explicit films.

The debacle at my school? Already viral, thanks to a classmate's video.

Jennifer's good name? Trashed.

Unfortunately, I was Jennifer then.

All that disgust, all that scorn, all the rage: it was all coming down on me.

"Jennifer's got no shame, taking pictures like that at her age."

"She's gotta be crawling with something nasty, with all the dirt she's rolling in."

"I knew it, I caught a whiff of something foul off her."

"Seen the latest gossip? She tried to pull a fast one at her sister's school, acting like she could swap her junior college spot for her sister's well-known university seat."

"Man, some people just make your skin crawl."

My dorm mates were knocking on the lecturer's door, begging for a room switch.

Classmates would see me and steer clear, treating me like I was contagious.

The lecturer? They were not exactly rolling out the welcome mat after the mess that I had supposedly caused.

"You were supposed to be a project, you know? Average grades, but the school had big plans for you.

"And what did you do? Get caught up in some photo scandal. Then you went and made a fool of yourself at a well-known university.

"Now, there's not a soul here who'd bunk with you. What's your brilliant plan now? You've got a real talent for stirring up trouble!"

In Her Shadow

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