Before my wedding, my future sister-in-law diagnoses me with cervical erosion. She insists it's because of my promiscuity.

My boyfriend arranges for my sister-in-law to operate on me without my permission. After the surgery, I find that my womb is missing.

I'm furious, and I want to know what's happened. However, my boyfriend berates me. "It's perfectly normal for Kate to make a mistake since it was her first surgery. You're her sister-in-law—stop making a big deal out of a small thing!"

I refuse to settle the matter privately and call the cops. That's when my boyfriend secretly murders me via poisoning for the sake of his sister's future.

When I open my eyes again, I find that I've been taken back to before the surgery.

"Natasha, your surgery is scheduled for tomorrow. Make sure you don't eat or drink anything tonight, or it'll have to be postponed."

Why was I in a hospital? Didn't I die?

"Wait. What surgery am I having tomorrow?"

The nurse looked at me strangely but patiently replied, "A minimally invasive cervical procedure. Don't worry. It's just a small surgery. Nothing would go wrong."

Having experienced the surgery, I let out a bitter laugh at her words. This nurse was good at jinxing things. I almost suspected she'd been reborn too.

I closed my eyes and thought, who could've imagined that such a supposedly simple, foolproof surgery would destroy my entire life?

No, it wasn't the surgery that ruined me but the surgeon who performed it—my future sister-in-law, Kate Diller.

I still couldn't figure out how, in a country with such strict regulations for medical interns, she'd managed to become the lead surgeon for my procedure or how she'd managed to botch a minor surgery so badly that I ended up losing my womb.

…

In my previous life, it all started when my boyfriend, Jack Diller, and I were discussing marriage. Kate had suggested I get a premarital health check.

As I had nothing to hide, I'd agreed to get checked at the hospital where she worked without hesitation.

Yet, I hadn't expected that I would be diagnosed with cervical ectropion, especially since I'd never even been in a serious relationship before.

Kate had insisted it was because I slept around.

Jack had been torn, and eventually, he'd told me that surgery was a prerequisite for marriage. Naively, I'd gone along with it and got on the operating table. And just like that, I had lost my womb.

I hadn't even realized it at first. Months passed without a period, and when I finally went for a checkup, I thought I might be pregnant. Instead, I learned the truth.

Jack had turned on me the moment he found out.

"You should be grateful anyone's willing to take you, considering how filthy you are. Now that you don't have a womb, it's perfect. At least you won't be carrying some other man's child."

At that time, I wasn't about to let the culprit get away with it, so I decided to report Kate to the hospital. That was when Jack started plotting his revenge. He'd eventually found an opportunity to kill me.

After my death, I'd lingered as a ghost, unable to move on. I had followed Jack and Kate, watching them live their twisted, off-and-on lives.

In the end, they were happy together.

It wasn't until Kate botched another surgery and an enraged patient stabbed her in the heart that I saw darkness again. And when I opened my eyes, I was back here, the day before that ill-fated surgery.

…

Staring at the sterile white ceiling, I could still feel the ache in my abdomen from the pre-op injections.

Kate Diller and Jack Diller.

Who would've guessed that those two weren't related by blood despite having the same surname?

What a pair of psychos.

If they wanted to indulge in their sick "forbidden love", they were welcome to it. But why did they have to drag innocent people like me into their mess?

Building their love on my ruined life—didn't it taste bitter?

I clenched my fists tightly to stop myself from storming over and beating them senseless right now.

Sure, I could break up with Jack immediately and cut my losses. But I wasn't satisfied with just that. If I left now, the rumors about me sleeping around would stick with me forever.

Why on earth should I allow that to happen?

Kate and Jack were committing unspeakable acts while pretending to be mere siblings. Why should I be the one to take the blame and endure their filth in silence?

I wouldn't let Kate and Jack get away with it this time.

…

The door to the hospital room swung open, and in walked my future mother-in-law, Heidi Ford.

She carried an enormous thermal flask as she entered.

The moment she saw me, she rolled her eyes without even trying to hide it, then forced a smile to play the role of the benevolent mother figure.

"Natasha, your surgery is tomorrow. I made some chicken soup specially for you. Drink it first thing in the morning to build up your strength for the procedure."

I stared at the chicken soup, lost in thought.

In my previous life, she'd also brought chicken soup for me. At the time, I'd been genuinely touched, but because of the pre-surgery fasting rule, I hadn't touched it.

I'd naively thought she didn't understand hospital regulations and had even patiently explained it to her.

However, when I declined her soup, she flipped out and called Jack to complain that I was disrespectful.

Wait a second—didn't she mention back then that Kate would be the surgeon?

Technically, at this point, I shouldn't know that yet. Nonetheless, if I could steer the conversation to make her reveal it herself, I'd have the perfect excuse to refuse the surgery altogether.

I repeated the same refusal I'd made in my previous life, and predictably, Heidi reacted the same way.

"Mrs. Diller, I can't eat or drink anything before the surgery. Otherwise, I won't be able to proceed with the surgery. How about I drink it after the surgery?"

"So you're looking down on the soup I worked so hard to make, huh? Fine, you're a spoiled princess. You've got plenty of people pampering you. Who needs me?"

Heidi slammed the thermal flask on the table, grabbed her phone, and stormed out of the room to call Jack.

I calculated the time and prepared to "accidentally" stumble upon her secret. However, before I could leave, a young nurse walked in.

…

The nurse was small in stature but big in attitude. As soon as she spotted the flask of steaming chicken soup beside me, her expression soured.

"Didn't anyone tell you you're having surgery tomorrow? You're supposed to be fasting!"

Then, she marched over, took the thermal flask, and stashed it in a cabinet on the balcony.

"Just hold out for one night. I've hidden it for now. You can drink it after the surgery."

I started to panic.

Heidi was probably halfway through her phone call by now, and I needed to hurry. If I didn't catch her in the act, I'd lose my excuse to make a scene.

But when the nurse saw me climbing out of bed with a grim look on my face, she assumed I was trying to retrieve the soup.

"Are you really that desperate? It's just one night! You're an adult; you—"

"I just need to use the bathroom," I said flatly.

Her face turned bright red, and she quickly stepped aside.

"Oh… well, I'll keep an eye on you just in case."

Unfortunately, Heidi had already finished her call and returned.

My frustration deflated me entirely as I sat back on the bed, brooding.

Now that the opportunity was lost, how was I supposed to stir things up?

The nurse watched me with concern. After hesitating for a while, she couldn't help but ask, "Did you… not manage to hold it in?"

I blinked at her in confusion.

She looked guilty as she said, "Don't be embarrassed. Things like this happen all the time in hospitals. It's partly my fault, too. How about I help you change into fresh clothes?"

When I noticed her glancing repeatedly at my lower half, I finally understood what she meant and quickly waved my hands to refuse her help.

"No! I didn't wet myself. It's just… I, uh, passed some gas earlier, and it really helped."

"Oh…"

The nurse's face turned even redder as she nodded hurriedly, flustered. Then, seeing Heidi approaching, she darted out of the room.

…

Heidi scanned the room and raised an eyebrow upon noticing the soup was gone.

She began to chastise me, "Natasha, where's the chicken soup? Even if you didn't want to drink it, you shouldn't have thrown it out!"

Before she could spread my so-called "misdeeds" throughout the entire hospital, I hastily cut her off.

"The nurse took it away earlier. It's on the balcony. She said I'm not allowed to drink it."

Heidi gave me a sidelong glance, her skepticism written all over her face.

"Sure. I bet you and the nurse planned this little act together. If you say it's on the balcony, go get it. If it's not there, you'll have to dig it out by hand for all I care."

I sighed and headed toward the spot where the nurse had hidden it, hoping it wasn't stashed too deeply.

Opening the cabinet, I couldn't help but laugh when I saw the neatly placed thermal flask on the third shelf.

Did the nurse think that just because she was four feet eleven inches, I wouldn't be able to reach it when I stood five feet seven inches tall?

I brought the chicken soup back and opened the lid to show Heidi, cutting off her complaints.

"Not throwing it out doesn't make you right. You shouldn't even have thought about it. Anyway, you've got surgery tomorrow. Get some sleep now," she said.

But Heidi had no intention of letting me rest. She ignored the fact that I had surgery the next day and watched loud, tacky videos on her phone with the volume cranked up.

The repetitive, brainwashing music almost drove me insane.

In the end, the family member of another patient turned off the lights, forcing Heidi to finally call it a night.

By then, it was nearly 1:00 am.

…

Heidi fell asleep quickly, but I couldn't.

I had two choices—leave now and avoid the surgery or use the surgery as an opportunity to expose Kate.

But the thought of Kate, an intern, being allowed to perform surgery was highly suspicious.

I couldn't be sure that the people in the operating room wouldn't be working with her. And if they were, I wouldn't be able to escape with just one dose of anesthesia from the anesthesiologist.

Yet, I couldn't stomach the thought of letting this go.

I couldn't bear to pretend I didn't know who the culprit was and continue to deal with these vipers.

Most importantly, I certainly couldn't accept a butcher like her walking around in a white coat meant to symbolize peace and healing.

If I left now, they'd claim I was making a scene to avoid the surgery. Worse, they might spread rumors about my private life being in shambles.

That I could handle. But what I couldn't stand was the idea that if I ran, Kate might turn her sights on other innocent patients.

At least I had some idea of what might happen to me.

Losing my womb wouldn't stop me from living my life, and as long as I stayed quiet and got a second opinion at another hospital, it would be solid evidence to take Kate down.

But what about someone else?

Kate's influential father would likely ensure her next target was someone vulnerable who didn't know their rights or how to file a complaint. Even if the surgery failed, they might not even realize it.

And by then, it wouldn't just be hard to gather evidence—it would be impossible to undo the damage done to the innocent victims, even if the Diller family was brought to ruin.

I thought back to everything that had happened earlier.

Being reborn didn't guarantee me a safety net. There were too many variables in this world, and I couldn't rely on everything playing out exactly as it had before.

What if something went wrong? I didn't have the margin for error.

I didn't want to let Kate off the hook, but I also didn't want to risk my safety.

Forget it. I would leave now.

I found some warm clothes and planned to change out of the hospital gown. I made sure to book a car so I could leave as soon as it arrived.

"Nat, why aren't you asleep yet?"

My heart skipped a beat, and I turned around to see Jack eyeing me warily.

…

My muscles tensed, but I kept a calm front and answered, "I'm going to the bathroom. The doctor said it might be hard to go after surgery, so I need to empty my stomach first."

"Oh, I see. My mom called earlier, and she's not familiar with all that. Don't mind her. You don't have to worry either. I'll make sure everything goes smoothly tomorrow."

Why was Jack here? Did he come in the past life too, or was he also reborn to keep an eye on me?

I casually put on my clothes and went to the bathroom.

What should I do? Should I just make a scene and avoid the surgery?

I couldn't let myself be sent to the operating room no matter what.

I lingered in the bathroom for a long time. When I came out, Jack was still in the room.

Heidi had given him the caregiver's bed while she slept in mine.