Chapter 1

Gwendolyn, my mother in-law, had taken my two-year-old to play poker with her friends. While no one was watching, the stroller rolled down a slope—straight into a large pond in the area.

I got the call and rushed to the scene. My heart nearly stopped when I saw my child unconscious. I rushed to her and was about to start CPR.

But right then, Gwendolyn dropped to her knees with a dramatic thud, clutching my hands and banging her forehead on the ground. Everyone looked straight at us.

“Carol,” she cried, “this is all my fault! I didn’t watch her properly—I’m begging you, please forgive me! If you don’t forgive me, I’m not going to get up!”

My daughter’s face was turning blue. Panic surged through me. I yanked my hands out of Gwendolyn’s grip so I could start resuscitation and she collapsed theatrically to the ground.

That’s when my husband slapped me without warning. “Carolyn! My mom’s already on her knees begging you! What more do you want?!”

——

The people gathered around were mostly Gwendolyn’s poker-card friends. They went quiet for a second… then the whispers started.

“She’s being unreasonable. The old lady’s already begging—what else does she want?”

“If you can’t bother to raise your own kid and dump her on the grandma, how’s that Gwen’s fault?”

I caught my husband’s furious glare but held back my tears, laying my daughter down and continuing CPR. Tears fell one by one onto her tiny face as I worked to bring her back.

Meanwhile, Gwendolyn was still crying and making a scene. “She’s just a playful kid—she fell into the pond! I’ve already begged my daughter-in-law, but she won’t forgive me! She even pushed me! What’s the point of living anymore? I might as well jump into the lake too!”

The crowd gasped. Some rushed to stop her. Not one of them cared if my daughter lived or died.

The crowd froze for a moment, startled by her outburst, then scrambled to stop her. Not a single person checked to see if Casey was still breathing.

Leon grabbed his mother by the arm. “Mom, it’s not your fault—it’s hers! She gave birth and then didn’t even bother to raise the kid. What did you do wrong? And it’s just a girl, anyway. If it really matters, I’ll give you a grandson next time.”

A few of the women who’d been playing cards with Gwendolyn smiled approvingly. “Old Gwen, you raised that boy right. He knows where his loyalties are. All that love you gave him wasn’t wasted.”

Finally... finally! After what felt like an eternity, Casey sputtered and coughed up a mouthful of water. Her little face, once ghostly blue, slowly began to regain color.

Leon didn’t even pause to check on her. He yanked me up off the ground and shoved me down in front of his mother.

“Get on your knees right now and apologize to my mom! Do you really have no respect for the elders? Is that why you think you have the right to hit her?!”

My heart went cold. From beginning to end, Leon hadn’t spared a single glance for our daughter. He didn’t care that Casey almost died—his only concern was whether his mother felt “disrespected.”

Gwendolyn had a habit of begging so desperately, on her knees like she was an actor in the telenovellas. The first time she did it, I was horrified—filled with guilt. I immediately knelt with her, apologizing again and again, practically begging her to get up.

But that time… she had been the one at fault, too.

Over time, it kept happening.

That was when I finally realized: Gwendolyn never actually felt guilty.

Her begging, kneeling, sobbing and over-the-top theatrics weren’t acts of remorse. They were performances—emotional manipulation at its finest. A way to shift the focus, play the victim and make everyone feel sorry for her… while turning all the blame on me.

Because of those little “shows,” Leon and I had fought more times than I could count.

Today, my child nearly died—all because Gwendolyn decided a round of mahjong was more important than watching her granddaughter.

Instead of owning up to it, she fell right back on her old routine. She cried. She begged. She made it all about her.

And it worked—again.

Everyone around us glared at me. My husband even slapped my face in public!

“I didn’t hit her!” I said, my voice shaking as I looked Leon in the eyes. “I was trying to save Casey. She was holding onto me—I couldn’t perform CPR!”

Leon pointed at our daughter, who was still weak and struggling to breathe.

“Save her from what? She’s fine now, isn’t she?” he shouted. “If you weren’t always off doing God-knows-what, this never would’ve happened. You had that child and then you dumped her on my mom—you don’t even raise her yourself. And now you have the nerve to blame her?”

He jabbed a finger at his mother. “Apologize to her. Make her feel better. Or don’t even bother coming home tonight.”

I stared at the man I had loved for seven years. The man I had married despite everyone’s warnings. The man who, now, stood there screaming at me—striking me—while our child fought to breathe just feet away.

The man who only saw a mother’s tears, not a daughter’s life.

Chapter 2

Tears streamed down my face, I couldn't stop it.

Did Leon really think I wanted to be out of the house every day? That I enjoyed working 15-hour shifts?

Since the day our daughter was born, he hadn’t held a single job. He spent his days chasing pipe dreams of getting rich through some mythical startup that never existed beyond his head.

Meanwhile, the mortgage, the bills, groceries, daycare—everything—fell on my shoulders.

If I stayed home all day, what exactly were we supposed to eat? How were we supposed to survive?

And yet, after all the sleepless nights, the constant hustle, the sacrifices… what I got in return was public humiliation. From my own husband.

I wiped the tears off my face and, for the first time, defied him. “I didn’t do anything wrong,” I said quietly but firmly. “I’m not apologizing.”

Right after, I turned and walked toward my daughter.

The crowd buzzed with whispers. Leon’s pride took a hit in front of everyone and he snapped. Out of nowhere, he kicked me—hard—from behind.

I wasn’t ready. I stumbled forward and crashed down, landing right on top of my daughter. She opened her mouth, her tiny lips gasping for air—but no sound came out.

My heart shattered. I didn’t even look back. I scooped her up and ran. I flagged down the first cab I could find and rushed her to the hospital.

Behind me, I could still hear Leon shouting with rage, “If you leave right now, don’t bother coming back!”

Casey spent the entire night in the emergency room. It was touch and go, but she pulled through.

The next morning, I found a tiny, run-down apartment near my office and signed the lease. I drained the four thousand dollars I’d been saving—money I had originally planned to give Gwendolyn*—and used it to hire a part-time nanny so Casey would be safe during the day.

Once she was settled, I rushed off to work, still exhausted, still shaken.

I had barely stepped into the office when my phone rang.

It was Leon.

“Carolyn, where the hell have you been?!” Leon barked the moment I picked up.

“You didn’t come home all night! My mom was so upset she can’t even get out of bed! You better come back right now and apologize! And pick up some crab and shrimp on the way—make her something nice for dinner!”

“I have to work. I’m not coming back,” I said coldly.

“The hell you say?! You’ve got some nerve now, huh?” he snapped. “Fine. Don’t come back. But transfer this month’s living expenses to my mom. I don’t care where you go after that!”

The thing is, Gwendolyn never watched our kid out of the kindness of her heart.

From the very beginning, Leon insisted that we “show her respect” by paying her—four thousand yuan a month. In our small town, that was a lot. For that price, we could’ve hired a trained nanny.

I agreed—because it was still the most I could afford.

Gwendolyn had smiled at me, saying, “Carol, come on. We’re family—do you think I’d spend that money on myself? Of course it’ll all go toward the household.”

Yeah. Right.

Whenever we needed anything decent for dinner—anything beyond eggs and rice—she expected me to buy it myself. The so-called “household money” barely covered a thing. I was still footing most of the bills.

Then, there was her schedule.

Every time I got home from work, she'd vanish—leaving the baby and the kitchen for me to deal with while she ran off to play mahjong. Her time and that four grand, mostly got spent at the card table.

The pressure crushed me. I ended up picking up a second job on weekends just to keep up.

I kept telling myself: If she’s watching the baby, then it’s worth it. I can tough it out.

But after what happened yesterday… after watching my daughter nearly die while Gwendolyn cried her way out of taking any responsibility…

I wasn’t going to keep swallowing this anymore.

“It’s only the first of the month,” I said calmly. “And your mom didn’t watch the baby at all. She won’t be watching her anymore either.”

Leon paused, stunned—then his voice turned sharp. “What the hell is that supposed to mean? You’re saying you’re not paying the living expenses anymore?”

I let out a bitter laugh. “She’s not taking care of me or our daughter and she’s not the one who gave birth to her. If you think your mom needs money, then you pay her.”

Leon practically growled through clenched teeth. “Fine. Fine. Great! You’re right—she didn’t give birth to you. But you’re my wife. And if my company goes under because of cash flow, that’s on you. Transfer fifty thousand yuan to me. Now. Or deal with the consequences.”

Fifty thousand?

Leon was really out of his mind.

I was juggling three jobs. Even with all of them combined, I barely pulled in a little over ten thousand a month.

After the mortgage, his mom’s four-thousand “respect fee,” and the chunks of my paycheck he regularly demanded in the name of “investing in the company,” I hadn’t been able to save a damn thing over the years.

He thought I was sitting on stacks of cash while he played entrepreneur with monopoly money?

What a joke.

Chapter 3

Besides, that so-called company of his. It only burns money and never makes profit. Truly, it’s better off going bankrupt sooner rather than later.

Before I could even get a word in, Leon hung up on me with a loud click.

That evening, back in the tiny rental apartment, I was putting my baby to sleep while trying to figure out if this marriage was even worth holding on to anymore.

Leon and I have had our fair share of fights over the years, plenty of yelling and arguing—but he never laid a hand on me. Until today. He hit me. In public.

Everyone says, if it happens once, it’ll happen again. Moreover, when someone like Gwendolynwas constantly whispering poison in his ear…

As I was lost in thought, Casey reached out her tiny hands, seemingly asking for his dad. Looking at her innocent little face, I just couldn’t bring myself to make any decisions. Not yet.

So the day changed. Soon as I got to work, something felt really, really, off.

I noticed coworkers whispering behind my back. The moment I got close, they scattered. The way they looked at me—like I was some kind of walking headline.

Just then, a familiar voice burst into tears in the manager’s office. "Please, you’ve got to help me! My daughter-in-law hasn’t come home in three days! She has all our money—we don’t have a cent left at home!"

"I know I was wrong. Let her yell at me, hit me, kill me even—just please, don’t punish my son like this..." and so the sobbing continued.

I could hear our manager in the office trying to calm my mother in-law down in between sobs.

Outside, my coworkers were murmuring among themselves. My mind went completely blank, a loud ringing in my ears as the whispers grew louder.

Then, Gwendolyn saw me. She rushed over—and with a loud thud, dropped to her knees right in front of me.

Without much pause, she started banging her head on the floor, over and over again. The sound alone made the crowd of onlookers shrink back in shock.

“Carol!” she cried out, “I’m begging you! I’ll get on my knees if that’s what it takes—just forgive me, please!”

“It’s my fault for not raising Leo right. Yell at me, hit me if you want, but please, don’t make my son suffer like this!”

“We don’t even have money for food anymore! Leo and I haven’t eaten all day. I’m begging you—have some mercy and give the money back to Leo!”

The crowd broke into a frenzy of whispers.

“Oh my god… I always thought Carolyn was so kind and quiet.”

“Yeah, can you believe it? Won’t even give her in-law money for food and she's helping her raise her kid? Wow, never thought she’d be that kind of person…”

I stood frozen, staring at Gwendolyn groveling at my feet, her forehead red from all the bowing, the office now filled with murmurs and side-eyes.

Fury welled up in my chest, but I couldn’t say a word to defend myself. For one, I’d never talked about my personal life at work. No one here had the faintest idea what really went on behind closed doors.

Second, never in my imagination Gwendolyn would show up at my working place, out of nowhere, flipping the truth on its head and turning me into the villain in front of everyone.

“Carol,” my manager walked over, frowning. “Is your in-law telling the truth? And, you really shouldn’t be so hard on your husband too, you know. Just give your mother the money, alright? This scene is making everyone uncomfortable.”

I bit down hard on my lip, trying to hold back the mix of anger and helplessness that was threatening to spill out as tears.

“I don’t have any money left,” I said through gritted teeth.

After paying the rent and the nanny’s wages, what did they think I had left?

Honestly, there’s food at home—rice, vegetables. There’s no way they’re actually going hungry.

Still, the whispering around me didn’t stop.

“Seriously? Carolyn makes more than I do. And didn’t her mother just say her son gave all his money to her?”

“Unbelievable… that old woman'’s literally bleeding from her forehead and Carolyn still won’t give her a dime. How cold-hearted.”

Gwendolyn didn’t say more, she continued knocking her forehead on the floor and cried like her whole world had fallen apart. She looked so pitiful, anyone passing by would've thought I was the villain in some family tragedy.

In the end, my manager sighed, pulled a thousand dollars from his own wallet and handed it to her. Then he turned to accounting and said, “Deduct it from Carolyn’s paycheck next month.”

After we finally got Gwendolyn out of the office, I was still seething inside. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t calm down.

I called Leon the second I stepped outside. “What the hell is wrong with you?” I snapped. “You let your mother show up at my job and cause a scene like that? Do you realize how badly that affected me at work? What were you thinking?”

Leon let out a cold laugh. “She’s got legs—how was I supposed to stop her?” he said casually. “Besides, you’re the one making money and not giving us any. Whether you lose that job or not—it doesn’t affect me at all.”

If She Loves to Beg So Much, I'll Let Her Beg

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