Chapter 5
In my previous life, by the end of that life, I felt utterly empty and drained in every way possible—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I didn't even have the strength to want anything anymore. Not even to live.
But this time around? It was my sister walking that same path. The same one that broke me.
At first, everything seemed picture-perfect for her. The media crowned her the 'Internet's Little Angel,' and she soaked up the spotlight like it was made just for her.
Meanwhile, I lived like royalty in the Gardner household. A proper little princess, doted on and spoiled absolutely rotten.
Whenever my hopelessly in love parents got too caught up in their dramatic, PDA-heavy love sessions, I'd quietly slip away to spend time with my true favorite: my obsessive, emotionally reformed foster brother.
Lance never minded. If anything, he seemed to look forward to it. He genuinely enjoyed how clingy I was, how I followed him like a shadow.
Back in our old life, he was invisible in this house and treated like a ghost. A polite, cold, unwanted ghost. But now? Now he had someone. He had me.
And I had him.
Unlike my sister, I never tried to isolate him. I didn't treat him like some lurking threat. No, I made sure everyone knew I adored him.
I followed him around nonstop, chirping things like, "My brother is so smart," and "My brother's the best!" like a broken record.
Honestly, I embarrassed him sometimes, but he never stopped me.
On stormy nights, I would sneak into his room, hugging a pillow to my chest and looking up at him with big, pleading eyes.
"Can I sleep with you tonight? Please?"
At first, he tried to keep a straight face and play the role of responsible big brother.
But the combo of baby talk and crocodile tears was always too much.
"Fine," he'd mutter with a sigh. "Just stay on your side and behave, got it?"
And just like that, I was curled up in his bed.
He'd gently pat my back until I drifted off, and each time, something warm and solid would settle in my heart. Safe. Steady.
In the old timeline, he had a tough life. He was raised in someone else's home, never truly accepted, and always had to tread carefully.
My sister treated him poorly.
She bullied him constantly, made him an outcast at school, and even plotted to have him kidnapped—maybe even killed—once she saw him as competition.
So yeah, no wonder Lance cracked. No wonder he became cold, twisted, and dangerous.
But this time, I did things differently. I softened him instead of hardening him. I reached for him, not to control, but to care.
And somewhere along the way, I stopped pretending. I really did get attached.
We were a team now.
[My big bro is the best. I'll grow up and protect him.]
That thought came from the deepest part of me.
Lance paused, then let out a soft, rare laugh. "Silly girl. I'm the big brother. I'm supposed to protect you."
Time flew after that.
By the time I was fifteen, I was surpassing grown adults in almost everything. Music, chess, calligraphy, and painting—you name it. I was mastering it. And of course, I kept my Heart-Voice Skill polished and ready, using it behind the scenes to quietly help the family.
I gave my billionaire dad a few nudges at just the right moments.
Thanks to those "little coincidences," he made some killer investments.
The Gardner fortune multiplied.
As for my sweet, clueless mom? I steered her away from a disaster that nearly shattered us in the last life.
She had a so-called best friend who once tried to drug Dad and seduce him. It almost worked. Their marriage nearly imploded.
And who was watching it all unfold, as if it were a soap opera?
My sister. She didn't lift a finger to stop it. She just let everything crash and burn.
Not this time.
Not with me in the picture.
This version of our family only grew stronger, tighter, happier.
One night, Dad looked at Lance and me and smiled so wide it softened every line on his face.
"With you two in the Gardner family, I can finally relax."
I clung to Lance's arm, pouting dramatically. "I just want my big brother to spoil me forever. I'll always be his little princess!"
The look in his eyes when I said that? It was fiercely tender all at once. That moment ignited a fire in him. From then on, he pushed himself harder, took on more responsibility, and quietly built up his strength as if preparing for war, because he had a promise to keep.
He swore he'd protect me for life.
Then came the headlines.
I started noticing Freya appearing in entertainment news, receiving praise and admiration. The media called her the rising goddess of the screen. Vivian named her Freya Lennox, which was nothing surprising, and the press couldn't stop praising her looks and potential.
And then, finally, I saw her again in person.
It was at my eighteenth birthday party.
She walked in with Vivian at her side, wearing a designer gown, with her hair and makeup flawless. She had all the right moves—the grace, the poise, the smile—but her eyes were empty and devoid of life.
Still, when Freya spotted me stepping out in a simple, elegant dress, her whole demeanor changed. Her spine straightened, her chin lifted, and she strutted over like she'd just claimed victory on a battlefield.
"Pearl," she sneered, her voice full of fake sweetness, "looks like you've been living a pretty pathetic life these last few years, huh? I heard the Gardners don't even care about you anymore. Everyone says all their attention is on that freak, Lance. And you? You're just some worthless reject they keep around out of pity."
I was about to respond, but before I could open my mouth, a cold voice cut through the air like a blade.
"Who are you calling a freak?"
Freya's smug expression vanished.
She turned and froze, face draining of color.
And I knew exactly why.
Because Lance was standing behind me, tall, terrifying, and completely unamused.
The same Lance who, in our past life, had dismantled her piece by piece. The one who broke her body, crushed her spirit, and left her in a wheelchair.
She never recovered from that.
And clearly, she hadn't forgotten a single second of it.
Chapter 6
Lance fixed his icy gaze on Freya, and the confidence instantly left her voice.
"I... I'm sorry," she stammered. "I was just joking!"
He didn't even bother to reply. Without giving my sister another glance, he reached into the inner pocket of his tailored suit and pulled out a diamond brooch. His movements were a little stiff, almost shy, as he leaned in and pinned it to my dress.
"This is something I made myself," he said in a low voice. "Happy birthday, Lil Sis."
It seemed like he wanted to hug me. His hands twitched slightly before dropping back down as he hesitated.
I smiled and closed the gap myself, throwing my arms around him in a quick, tight hug.
"Thank you, Lance. You're the best."
His ears turned bright red on the spot. A rare smile softened his usual icy expression.
"Good girl," he murmured. "I'm going to greet the guests. Mom and Dad said they've got a surprise planned for you later."
As he walked off, Freya snapped.
She grabbed my arm, her tone sharp and edgy. "That's impossible! Why is he so nice to you?!"
I frowned and yanked my arm free.
My laugh came out light, almost lazy. "He's my brother. Of course, he treats me well. Doesn't your actress mom spoil you the same way?"
I barely finished the sentence before a sharp voice pierced the air behind her.
"You useless brat! What are you standing around for? Get over here and toast Director Martin and the others—now!"
Freya froze. All the color drained from her face.
She turned her head slightly, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Mom, can I just talk to Pearl a little longer? Just a few more words, okay?"
Vivian offered her a sugary-sweet smile, clearly performing for me. After all, I was the Gardner family's golden girl.
"Fine. Make it quick."
Then she pinched Freya hard at the waist, out of everyone's view.
Freya flinched. I saw the pain flash across her face before she forced herself to nod and smile.
I sneered inwardly.
[So much for your dream life, huh? You really managed to pick the wrong path in both lifetimes, my dear sister? That takes a special kind of talent.]
Her face turned bright red, shaking with fury.
[You're the loser, not me! I'm already making my own money. I've got fans. People love me. I have a real future!]
I clicked my tongue and gave her a look that was anything but sympathetic.
[Aw, that's rough, dear sissy. Meanwhile, I was born a shareholder of Gardner Industries. I could lie on the couch all day and still burn through more money than I'd know what to do with for the next ten lifetimes.]
That one hit hard. I saw it in her eyes.
In her past life, the billionaire never gave her a single share of anything. The entire family avoided her as if she were cursed. She never found a moment of peace.
[Don't get too full of yourself! Once I win Best Actress, I'll have my fans drag you through the dirt online. I'll crush you under my heel!]
Watching her twist herself into knots, I couldn't help but sigh inside.
[Why is it that every time you oppose me, you never see me as your sister?]
Then, Freya leaned close to my ear, her voice dripping with venom as she loudly voiced out. "It's your big day, Pearl. That freak adopted brother of yours is only putting on a front for everyone. Just wait and see. He'll shatter you, just as he did to me. He'll tear you to pieces and discard you from the Gardner family."
She leaned in and hissed the words in my ear, then stormed off as if she had just revealed some grand truth.
The thing is... she wasn't entirely wrong.
Lance was acting, and he was frighteningly good at it.
From across the room, I watched him mingle with guests, sip wine, and smile politely. But his eyes? They never left me.
Not even once.
Later that night, after the last guest had finally gone, Lance casually made his way over to me, still holding that same unreadable half-smile.
Without a word, he took my wrist and pulled me into a quiet, dimly lit private room nearby.
"My sweet little sister," he said, his voice low and teasing, "you've been very naughty. Don't you think that deserves a little punishment?"