Chapter 3

I woke before dawn to the sound of boots in the corridor.

Not hurried. Not secretive. Just the steady rhythm of people who believed they had every right to move through the east wing as if it already belonged to them.

When I opened my door, two maids were passing with folded linens, their eyes fixed carefully on the floor. A third followed behind with a basket of herbs and a jar of salve—wolfbane-free, the kind reserved for pups and Lunas.

None of it was for me.

I watched them disappear into the next corridor, the one that led to the rooms that had always been locked, always “under renovation,” always waiting for a future Corvin insisted we didn’t need to rush.

The future had arrived overnight.

By the time I dressed, the estate was already awake. The pack moved with a restless energy, the way wolves did when the hierarchy had shifted and their instincts were trying to catch up.

I went to the council chamber out of habit. Out of stubbornness. The chamber doors were carved with the Blackthorn crest—a wolf’s head crowned with thorns—and I had passed through them at Corvin’s side more times than I could count. Meetings, disputes, allocations, border negotiations. I had sat in the Luna’s chair and spoken with the authority of a woman who believed she belonged there.

Today, the guards at the door hesitated.

“Luna,” one began.

His voice trailed off as if the title had burned his tongue.

I lifted my chin. “Open it.”

They did, but not with the crisp obedience I was used to. Their hands were slower, their eyes cautious. Fearful of being seen deferring to the wrong woman.

Inside, the elders were already seated in a half-circle, their silver hair braided with charms and bone beads. Corvin stood at the head, one hand resting on the back of the Alpha’s chair, posture composed. Seraphyne sat to his right—an unspoken claim—while Elion perched beside her on a cushioned bench, swinging his legs as if council sessions were bedtime stories.

The chair I’d always taken was still there.

Empty.

I stepped forward, my footsteps echoing in the hush. For a heartbeat, no one moved. Then Elder Marius cleared his throat.

“Elowen,” he said, carefully, as if my name was the only safe thing left. “We weren’t expecting you.”

I forced a small, controlled smile. “That’s interesting. I’ve attended every council meeting for five years.”

Elder Nessa looked away. “Circumstances have changed.”

Seraphyne’s gaze found mine, calm and sharp. “It’s not personal,” she said softly. “It’s simply order.”

Order.

As if I were a chair being moved to make space for its rightful owner.

Corvin didn’t look at me. “Sit,” he said, gesturing vaguely—toward the lower benches along the wall.

Not the Luna’s chair.

A hot pulse of humiliation rose in my throat, but I swallowed it down. Wolves didn’t survive by giving their enemies the satisfaction of visible pain.

“I’ll stand,” I said.

Corvin’s eyes flicked to mine at last. A warning. I held it.

Elder Marius began anyway, voice formal. “We are here to discuss the renewal of the eastern border treaty, the redistribution of the riverlands, and the confirmation of succession.”

My spine tightened. Succession. Of course.

He continued, “With the return of Luna Seraphyne and the presence of the Alpha’s blood heir, it is time we restore the line as the Moon intended.”

Seraphyne laid a hand on Elion’s shoulder, her fingers gentle. The boy leaned into her touch instinctively, eyes bright.

Elder Nessa smiled at him. “He’s strong.”

“I can feel it,” another elder murmured. “The land responds to him.”

“The Blackthorn blood,” someone else agreed. “It’s been too long since we had a true heir.”

My nails dug into my palm. “So all of this,” I said quietly, “is about an heir.”

The chamber went still.

Corvin’s jaw flexed. Seraphyne’s expression didn’t shift.

Elder Marius sighed. “Elowen, you knew the burden of a Luna.”

“I knew the expectations placed on a Luna,” I corrected. “I didn’t know I was never one.”

The words fell heavy.

A few elders exchanged glances, uncomfortable.

Seraphyne tilted her head. “You went to the Scriptorium,” she said. It wasn’t a question.

“Yes.”

“And the Keeper told you.”

“She told me the truth,” I replied, refusing to look away. “The Moon never recognized me. My bond was forged.”

A sharp inhale came from somewhere to my left.

Corvin stepped forward. “That’s enough.”

“No,” I said, my voice steady but edged. “It’s not.”

His eyes darkened, wolf-shadow rising behind them. “You’re going to make this harder than it needs to be.”

“Harder?” I repeated, almost laughing. “You stole my place and called it order. You lied to my face for five years and called it stability. And now you want me to be quiet because the pack is watching?”

Seraphyne’s lips curved faintly. “They are watching,” she agreed.

It was a warning dressed as calm.

Elder Marius raised a hand. “Enough. This meeting is not for grievances.”

“It is for the pack,” Elder Nessa added quickly. “And the pack needs peace.”

Peace.

They always said peace when they meant submission.

Corvin leaned toward me, voice low enough that only I could hear. “Leave,” he said. “Before you embarrass yourself.”

My breath came shallow. “Embarrass myself?” I whispered back. “I built your alliances. I negotiated with rival packs. I bled for your territory when the rogues invaded. And you think the embarrassment is mine?”

His gaze hardened. “You did what you were allowed to do.”

Allowed.

As if my work had been a privilege.

Seraphyne rose then, smoothing her dress. The movement drew every eye in the chamber. She took a slow step forward, stopping just short of me, close enough that her scent wrapped around my senses—winter pine and moonlight, sharp and pure.

True mate.

True Luna.

Her voice was soft. “Elowen, I don’t hate you.”

That surprised me more than cruelty would have.

She continued, “I understand why you held on. Anyone would. But you’re standing in a place that was never yours, and the longer you cling to it, the more painful this becomes for everyone.”

“For everyone,” I echoed.

She nodded. “For the pack. For Corvin. For the child.”

And there it was, the subtle blade.

For the child.

My throat tightened. “You mean for me.”

Seraphyne’s eyes didn’t flinch. “You can leave with dignity,” she said. “Or you can be dragged out without it.”

The elders pretended not to hear. They stared at the table, at their hands, at anything except my face.

Corvin said nothing.

That was the moment I understood the full truth: this wasn’t Seraphyne returning to reclaim what she’d lost. This was Corvin and the council restoring a story they’d always intended to tell.

I had just been a placeholder in the chapters they wanted to skip.

I turned sharply and walked out of the chamber, my steps fast, my vision narrowing. I didn’t stop until I reached the quiet corridor leading toward the greenhouse—my one refuge in this estate. The place I’d poured my restless energy into, the only corner of Blackthorn land that felt like mine.

But when I pushed open the glass door, I froze.

The greenhouse was full of men.

Pack enforcers. Broad-shouldered, silent, their wolves pressed close beneath their skin. They were pulling up planters, tipping over pots, ripping flowering vines from their trellises. The air was thick with torn greenery and crushed blossoms.

One of them held a pot in his hands—an orchid I had nurtured for months—before smashing it against the stone walkway like it meant nothing.

“What are you doing?” My voice came out too sharp.

The men paused.

Then one stepped forward, head lowered slightly in respect, but not enough.

“Orders,” he said.

“From whom?”

He hesitated, glancing past me as if checking for permission to speak.

Then he said, “From the Luna.”

The words struck with sick clarity.

Not from Corvin.

Not from the council.

From her.

My chest tightened. I stepped forward, my gaze darting across the wreckage. A tag lay cracked on the floor, my handwriting smeared with soil. Another pot was overturned, roots exposed like ribs.

“Stop,” I said again, quieter. Deadlier.

The man’s jaw flexed. “We can’t.”

I looked at his face—one I recognized. A guard I had once convinced Corvin not to banish after a mistake. A man whose mother I had sent herbs to during winter sickness.

His eyes held a flicker of regret.

But his hands didn’t stop moving.

I turned slowly, breath steadying with effort, and saw her in the doorway.

Seraphyne stood there as if she belonged in this space more than I ever had. The moonlight behind her framed her silhouette, making her look carved from silver and shadow.

She surveyed the destruction with calm approval.

“Elion has allergies,” she said casually. “Certain blooms irritate him.”

I stared at her. “So you destroy everything?”

She shrugged slightly. “It’s only a greenhouse.”

Only.

My throat tightened, rage hot and pure. “You waited five years to come back,” I said, voice low. “And your first act is to erase me.”

Seraphyne’s gaze held mine, steady and cold now. “I’m not erasing you, Elowen,” she said. “You were never written into this pack’s true story.”

Behind her, footsteps echoed.

Corvin.

He stopped beside her, eyes scanning the wreckage. Something flickered in his expression—brief, unreadable—then hardened again.

“Let it go,” he said flatly.

I looked at him, really looked, searching for the man I’d believed in, the partner I’d protected, the Alpha who had promised me we were building something real.

All I saw was a stranger in my home.

And then his voice came soft, almost bored, like he was issuing an administrative order.

“Tonight, you’re leaving the estate.”

My breath caught. “Where am I supposed to go?”

His eyes stayed cold. “Anywhere but here.”

Seraphyne’s hand slid to Elion’s shoulder as the boy peeked around her legs, curious.

Corvin didn’t even glance at him when he said the words that made my blood turn to ice.

“If you refuse,” he added, “the pack will escort you.”

And I knew what that meant.

Not escort.

Removal.

The kind you didn’t return from.

Chapter 4

I didn’t pack.

There was no point pretending this was a departure I’d chosen. Anything I took would only be proof I still believed I was allowed to leave like a person instead of being erased like a mistake.

By nightfall, the estate felt hostile in a way it never had before. Doors that once opened at my approach remained shut. Servants avoided my eyes. Wolves I’d dined with, fought beside, negotiated for—every one of them suddenly remembered something important on the opposite side of the corridor when they saw me coming.

Isolation wasn’t loud. It didn’t announce itself.

It settled.

I went to the armory first. The door was locked.

That alone told me everything I needed to know.

The Alpha’s private wing was sealed as well, guarded by two enforcers whose hands never strayed far from their weapons. They didn’t challenge me. They didn’t need to. The message was clear: whatever I did next, I would be doing it without protection.

Without witnesses.

I turned away and headed toward the old training grounds, the part of the estate closest to the northern forest. The air grew colder with every step, the moon already high enough to cast silver veins through the trees beyond the boundary stones.

The forest loomed like a living thing—ancient, dense, unforgiving. Wolves respected it for a reason. Too many had gone in chasing prey or pride and never come back.

That was where Corvin had said they would take me.

I heard footsteps behind me before I reached the edge of the clearing.

Three sets.

Measured. Deliberate.

I didn’t turn immediately. “You don’t need to pretend this is protocol,” I said quietly. “I know what this is.”

The footsteps stopped.

Then one of them spoke. “Alpha’s orders.”

I faced them at last.

Three enforcers stood in a loose line, their expressions unreadable. I recognized all of them. One had trained under my supervision. Another had been present when I’d negotiated peace with the Stoneclaw Pack. The third—young, tense—couldn’t meet my eyes.

“Escort,” I said flatly.

The first man nodded once. “Beyond the boundary.”

“And then?”

Silence.

The youngest swallowed. “We… wait.”

I let out a slow breath. The night air tasted sharp, metallic, like rain before a storm.

“Does Seraphyne know?” I asked.

The oldest answered. “She didn’t need to.”

That hurt more than if she had ordered it herself.

I stepped forward without resistance.

They led me along the narrow path that cut toward the forest’s mouth, the moonlight thinning as branches swallowed the sky. The deeper we went, the quieter the world became. No birds. No insects. Just the soft crunch of boots and the distant, restless shifting of unseen animals.

At the boundary stone, they stopped.

Ancient runes marked the slab, warnings carved deep into its surface. Beyond this point, the pack’s protection ended. Whatever happened past the stone was considered the will of the land.

One of the men cleared his throat. “You should remove your shoes.”

I stared at him. “Why?”

“Less noise,” he said. “And… better chance, if you run.”

Run.

So there it was.

I bent down slowly and slipped off my boots, setting them neatly beside the stone. The earth beneath my feet was cold and damp, needles biting into my skin.

I straightened. “You can tell Corvin something for me.”

The oldest enforcer met my gaze, jaw tight. “What?”

I smiled faintly. “That the Moon remembers who was honest.”

His expression flickered—confusion, maybe fear.

Then they stepped back.

No shove. No dramatic farewell.

Just three men retreating into the shadows, leaving me standing alone at the edge of the forest.

I waited until their footsteps faded completely before moving.

I didn’t run.

Running made noise. Panic. Easy mistakes.

Instead, I walked into the trees, placing each step carefully, listening to the forest breathe around me. The moonlight fractured through the canopy, painting the ground in shifting patterns that made distance hard to judge.

Minutes passed. Or hours.

Time dissolved into sensation—the scrape of bark against my arm, the ache creeping into my bare feet, the slow, steady thud of my heart.

Then I heard it.

A low growl, close enough that the sound vibrated through my bones.

I froze.

Another answered from deeper in the forest.

Rogues.

Drawn by unfamiliar scent. By weakness. By blood.

I backed away slowly, breath shallow, but a snapped branch betrayed me. The growl deepened, closer now, hunger unmistakable.

Movement flickered between the trees.

I turned and ran.

Branches tore at my skin as I bolted through the undergrowth, lungs burning, feet slipping on damp earth. I didn’t look back. I didn’t need to. I could hear them—heavy bodies crashing through brush, their snarls sharp with anticipation.

A root caught my ankle.

I went down hard, the impact knocking the breath from my lungs. Pain flared up my leg, hot and blinding. I scrambled, dragging myself upright just as a dark shape lunged from the shadows.

Claws raked my shoulder. Fire exploded across my back.

I screamed, the sound tearing out of me raw and broken, and stumbled forward again, vision blurring. Another blow sent me sprawling, my cheek hitting the ground, the taste of blood filling my mouth.

They circled.

I pushed myself up on shaking arms, every breath agony, my body already betraying me. My wolf—silent, distant—refused to rise. Whatever dormant thing lived inside me had never learned to fight.

So this was how it ended.

Alone. Unmarked. Forgotten.

A figure stepped from the trees.

For a heartbeat, I thought I was hallucinating.

He moved with predatory calm, tall and broad-shouldered, his presence cutting through the chaos like a blade. His eyes caught the moonlight, storm-gray and sharp, locking onto the rogues with lethal focus.

They hesitated.

That alone told me who he was.

An Alpha.

The first rogue lunged.

The man shifted mid-stride, bones snapping, fur rippling across his skin in a blur of motion. A massive wolf burst forward, larger than the others, his snarl echoing through the forest as he slammed into the attacker with brutal force.

The fight was over almost as soon as it began.

When it ended, the forest was silent again.

I sagged against a tree, my strength gone, blood soaking into the earth beneath me. The Alpha shifted back, human once more, his movements efficient, controlled.

He approached slowly, carefully, like I might disappear if he moved too fast.

“You shouldn’t be here,” he said, voice low and rough.

I laughed weakly. “Funny. I was told the same thing.”

He knelt beside me, eyes scanning my injuries, his expression darkening. “Who did this?”

I swallowed, my vision dimming. “My pack.”

Something dangerous flickered across his face.

“Blackthorn,” he said, not asking.

I nodded.

He exhaled through his teeth. “They don’t throw away what’s still breathing unless they’re afraid of it.”

“I’m not worth being afraid of,” I murmured.

His gaze snapped to mine. “You survived the boundary. That alone makes you interesting.”

My strength gave out then. The world tilted, darkness creeping in from the edges.

The last thing I felt was his arms lifting me with surprising gentleness, his voice cutting through the fog as he spoke to someone I couldn’t see.

“Get her to the safe house,” he ordered. “Now.”

As consciousness slipped away, one thought anchored itself in my mind, sharp and unyielding.

They thought the forest would erase me.

They were wrong.

Chapter 5

I drifted in and out of consciousness for days.

At least, I thought it was days. Time lost its edges when pain became the only reliable measure of reality. Sometimes I woke to the crackle of fire. Sometimes to the murmur of voices I couldn’t quite grasp. Sometimes to nothing at all—just darkness pressing in, heavy and warm, like the forest still had me in its grip.

When I finally stayed awake long enough to understand where I was, the first thing I noticed was the ceiling.

Wooden beams. Rough-hewn, old. Not pack architecture. No sigils. No polished stone floors or ceremonial carvings. Just a low roof, a faint smell of pine smoke, and the soft glow of moonlight filtering through a narrow window.

I turned my head and regretted it immediately.

Pain flared along my shoulder and ribs, sharp enough to steal my breath. I bit down on a cry and stared at my arm, wrapped in clean linen, faintly stained with blood.

“You’re awake,” a voice said calmly.

I looked toward the sound.

The Alpha from the forest leaned against the far wall, arms crossed, posture relaxed in a way that only truly dangerous men ever mastered. He had changed clothes since the fight—dark fabric, simple cut, nothing ornamental—but his presence filled the room regardless.

“You don’t look surprised,” I managed, my voice hoarse.

He tilted his head slightly. “You don’t look like someone who scares easily.”

I almost laughed. It came out more like a breath. “You saved me.”

“I intervened,” he corrected. “Saving implies intention.”

I studied him more closely then. Storm-gray eyes. Scar along his jaw, half-hidden in shadow. The faint hum of power beneath his skin, steady and restrained.

“What’s your name?” I asked.

“Aleth,” he said after a moment. “Alpha of the Ashen Ridge.”

Ashen Ridge.

A rival pack. Exiled by the Council generations ago for refusing to bend to lunar law. Wolves whispered their name with equal parts fear and respect.

“And you?” he asked.

“Elowen,” I said. “Former Luna of Blackthorn.”

His eyes sharpened. “Former.”

“They never bonded me,” I added quietly. “I was never recognized.”

Something in his expression shifted—interest, maybe. Or calculation.

He pushed off the wall and crossed the room, stopping beside the bed. “You crossed the northern boundary unmarked,” he said. “Survived a rogue attack without a wolf. And Blackthorn chose to discard you.”

“That about sums it up.”

He studied me in silence for a long moment. “You know what that looks like from the outside.”

I swallowed. “Enlighten me.”

“It looks like fear,” he said simply.

I closed my eyes, exhaustion pulling at me again. “They had no reason to be afraid.”

Aleth snorted softly. “They always do.”

When I slept again, the dreams were different.

No screaming. No claws.

Just the Moon.

She hung low and impossibly close, silver light pouring down over a forest that felt alive in a way it never had before. I stood barefoot in the clearing, unbroken, unbleeding, my skin humming with something I didn’t recognize.

You are late, the Moon seemed to whisper.

“I wasn’t invited,” I replied in the dream.

A pause. Then—

You were hidden.

I woke with my heart racing, my skin warm, my blood humming faintly beneath it.

Days passed.

My wounds closed faster than they should have. The gashes along my shoulder knit cleanly, leaving thin, pale scars. The ache in my ribs dulled to something manageable. Aleth’s healers said little, but their glances lingered on me longer each time they changed my bandages.

“You’re not fragile,” one of them muttered once, half to herself.

On the seventh night, Aleth returned with news.

He didn’t sit this time. He stood at the foot of the bed, his expression unreadable.

“Blackthorn announced your death,” he said.

The words didn’t land all at once. They scattered, sharp and cold.

“Death?” I echoed.

“Rogue attack beyond the northern forest,” he continued. “Your body was never recovered.”

I closed my eyes, a strange, hollow laugh bubbling up in my chest. “Efficient.”

“They held a Moon Burial Rite,” Aleth added. “An empty grave. Your name carved into stone.”

Something twisted inside me—not pain, not quite grief. More like… disbelief.

“They didn’t even pretend to look for me.”

Aleth’s gaze held mine. “They mourned convincingly.”

I laughed then. Really laughed. It cracked out of me, ugly and raw, startling even myself. Tears slid down my temples, but I didn’t wipe them away.

“So that’s it,” I said softly. “I’m dead.”

“As far as the packs are concerned,” he agreed. “Yes.”

Silence stretched between us.

Finally, he asked, “Do you want them to know you’re alive?”

I thought of the council chamber. Of Seraphyne’s calm smile. Of Corvin’s voice ordering my removal as if he were discarding an inconvenience.

“No,” I said slowly. “Not yet.”

Aleth nodded, as if he’d expected that answer. “Good.”

He turned to leave, then paused. “The Moon doesn’t erase what it hasn’t claimed,” he said over his shoulder. “If she wanted you gone, you’d be gone.”

After he left, I sat up carefully and swung my legs over the side of the bed. The floor was cold beneath my feet, grounding.

Dead.

They thought I was dead.

I moved to the small mirror on the far wall and studied my reflection. I looked thinner. Paler. The woman staring back at me seemed sharper somehow, as if the softness had been burned away, leaving something lean and dangerous underneath.

“I died once,” I whispered to her.

She didn’t look afraid.

That night, Aleth took me outside.

The sky was clear, the Moon full and luminous, bathing the mountains in silver. We stood at the edge of a cliff overlooking the valley, the world stretching vast and indifferent below us.

“Blackthorn will move on quickly,” Aleth said. “They always do. Corvin will formalize his bond. His heir will be presented to the Council.”

I said nothing.

“They’ll tell your story however it suits them,” he continued. “A weak Luna. An unfortunate loss. A necessary correction.”

I inhaled slowly, the cold air filling my lungs. “Let them.”

Aleth studied me from the corner of his eye. “And what will you do?”

I looked up at the Moon, her light washing over my skin, warm and electric. Something stirred deep inside me—not a wolf, not yet, but a presence that felt old and patient.

“I’ll learn,” I said. “I’ll heal. And when I walk back into their world…”

I turned to him, my voice steady, my resolve iron-hard.

“…it won’t be as a Luna.”

Aleth’s lips curved, slow and dangerous. “Good.”

Below us, the wind howled through the mountains like a warning—or a promise.

The Moon shone brighter, as if she were listening.

I Was His Luna—Until He Buried Me Alive

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