"Look at yourself, are you worthy of grandma's love for you? If she was still alive, seeing that you couldn't even raise a child in five years, she would have asked you to divorce Nicole a long time ago! But you are thick-skinned and you still have the nerve to stay in the Steinfelds and occupy a position as Nicole's husband!"

All the humiliating, abusive and scolding words were reminding me to have some self-awareness and get out of the Steinfeld Family as soon as possible.

I looked up to see the culprit who caused me to lose my children repeatedly.

Nicole got pregnant for the first time, one month after getting married. She had her bodyguards beat me for a whole month, causing serious internal injuries to my body and forcing me to stay in the hospital for observation.

When she found out she was pregnant, I was very happy, thinking that the arrival of this child would ease the relationship between me and her to a certain extent.

But I thought wrong, Nicole just laughed at me and her laughter was creepy.

She spoke up,

"You want me to give birth to your seed? Sure, as long as you can serve your new partner well, I will give birth to him."

Nicole forced the bitter aphrodisiac into my mouth. It took effect quickly and I lost consciousness in less than half an hour. Although it did not reach that stage, I also suffered inhuman torture.

Nicole was pregnant for the second time when she had just hooked up with Derrick. Derrick said he wanted to see me drink, so Nicole ordered ten bottles of Spade A Platinum in the private room.

I refused to drink, then Nicole asked the bodyguard to hold me down and force me to drink herself.

I drank two bottles of wine and blood appeared.

Fortunately, she gave birth to our second child, twin sons.

The third time she got pregnant, it was her and Derrick's child.

Rosie punished me and the twins, kneeling at the door for a day and a night, because I failed to deliver the aphrodisiac items to Nicole and Derrick in time.

That night, in order to seek excitement, Nicole asked Derrick to hold her and have sex with her in front of me and our children.

I knelt for a whole day, feeling deeply traumatized and heartbroken. My elder and younger brothers also left me out of fear and great trauma.

In just half a year, the twin sons passed away and they did not even have the chance to feel their mother's love and care.

My heart stopped beating because I was too sad. I was sent to the emergency room and survived.

Until in the equestrian field, Ezra was the longest child I had raised and also the oldest child of Nicole and me.

I thought I could raise Ezra well, after all, he was already five years old.

It was a pity, he was also ....

Nicole just sat there, acting as if she had nothing to do with our three children.

The young man next to her looked down at me, his eyes full of pride and mockery.

Rosie got tired of scolding, so she threw away the ruler, leaned back on the sofa with a headache and sighed.

"I shouldn't have agreed to your marriage under grandma's pressure! Now what should I do if my daughter marry a debt collector and jinx?"

I gave a bitter smile and prayed in front of Harrieth's memorial photo.

The five years of my life in the Steinfeld family, I had been heartbroken too many times; Harrieth's death, Nicole's infidelity, my parents' death and I lost three children ....

"If that's the case, then it's up to you, Ms. Steinfeld. I will divorce Nicole, so that your family can completely get rid of me."

Nicole froze and unconsciously looked at me.

After a while, a sound of laughter was heard.

"Haha ...."

"Are you worth to file for divorce?"

I froze and found myself being pressed by the bodyguard in front of the Harrieth's memorial photo, holding my neck.

He met Nicole's gaze with immense strength, as if he was determined to kill me.

"You haven't even redeemed yourself for your sins yet and you want to leave? You killed someone and you just want to ran away? Ethan, there is no such easy thing in this world!

The bodyguard threw me away and caused me to crash into the flower bed behind me.

I just felt a pain at the back of my head and then some warm liquid flowed into my clothes.

I fainted.

As soon as I woke up, I found myself lying in the villa where I was newlyweds.

Not long after, Nicole brought me a cup of hot water with a cold face.

I drank it and laid down again in a daze.

Half asleep and half awake, I smelled alcohol and felt a restless hand tugging at my pants.

I stopped Nicole, who was drunk and she got angry.

"What? You don't want to? Don't you really enjoy raising children? Don't you really want to raise our children? I'm satisfying you now, but you're not happy about it? Why are you pretending?"

I was so angry that I trembled all over and slapped her.

"Nicole! I just recovered from the shock! Our son is dead, we have no children!"

She finally stopped, her dark eyes fixed on me, as if trying to see through my disguise.

I sighed.

"The doctor told me to rest more and not to have sexual intercourse or do strenuous exercise until I am fully recovered. I am tired, so I am going to sleep first."

"Okay, you are really good at pretending! That's right, otherwise how could you have tricked me into falling in love with you five years ago! It's all because of you that grandma died!"

My heart sank and ached.

She moved her body away and regained her nonchalant demeanor.

"Rest? You haven't been in shock before, so why should you rest? Mom hasn't been feeling well these past two days, so you should move over and take care of her starting tomorrow."

Rosie liked to torture and humiliate me with trivial matters and Nicole knew it.

The next day, before the bodyguards took me to meet Rosie, Derrick came to me.

He stroked the child beside him with a gentle look on his face, which reminded me of myself before I lost my children.

He was very satisfied to see my disappointment.

"I hope what you said about divorce yesterday is true. I warn you not to play hard to get! Ms. Steinfeld won't fall for it! You can't hold on to the position of Steinfelds' son-in-law! You'd better give up as soon as possible. Now, I am the most suitable candidate for the Steinfelds' son-in-law! After all, my child with Nicole will be two years old next year."

I had a pale face, nodded indifferently and followed the bodyguard away.

I was surprised to see Rosie.

In the past, when I wanted to see her for something, I had to wait for two or three hours in the scorching sun or in the wind and rain.

Now it was surprisingly unobstructed.

She was drinking tea with two copies of the divorce agreement in front of her.

But it was clear from her expression that she did not believe I would leave. She was waiting for me to kneel down and beg for forgiveness.

"You won’t regret it, will you?"

I carefully read the divorce agreement she prepared. Perhaps, she did not believe that I would get divorced, so she prepared the agreement very sloppily.

I took out the divorce agreement my friend, Brian Portman, had prepared for me in advance from my pocket and handed it over.

"I won't regret it."

She looked at the divorce agreement in disbelief.

"Have you been ready to divorce Nicole?"

I did not respond.

Rosie took a sip of tea and calmed down.

"Does she know about this?"

I shook my head after thinking about it.

"She doesn't need to know, I just need her signature on this divorce agreement."

Since I wanted to get a divorce as soon as possible, I chose to leave the house with nothing.

Rosie was surprised, but she had never liked me. Seeing me so straightforward and not asking any more questions, she nodded and promised to let her daughter sign the divorce agreement.

From now on, I, Nicole and the Steinfeld Family would have nothing to do with each other.

I nodded and turned to leave.

Rosie stopped me from leaving.

"Wait, there's still an account that we haven't settled yet."

She looked at me with shrewdness in her eyes.

"Grandma's death."