Chapter 2
The moment she entered, Serafina set the basket of eggs on the kitchen counter without ceremony and went straight to Liliana, who was seated at the long dining table with a textbook open before her and a glass of sparkling water catching the chandelier light.
"Liliana, your birthday is tomorrow! What do you want as a present? Your godmother will make sure to get it for you!"
We had been through thick and thin together, always as close as sisters. That closeness had been sealed years ago in front of a baptismal font, holy water still drying on an infant's forehead, a vow spoken before God and the Family that Serafina would guard and guide this child. She now ran her fingers through Liliana's dark hair with a tenderness that spoke volumes, the careful, reverent touch of a woman who knew exactly whose blood ran beneath that skin.
Liliana returned the gesture with a sweet, polite smile, her fingers drifting briefly to the St. Christopher medal at her throat before settling back on the table. "Whatever it is, if it's from my godmother, I'll love it!"
Serafina's smile widened, her expression turning even more pleased, though beneath the warmth something sharper lived, a possessiveness that curdled the air if you knew where to look.
"Liliana is so clever and sweet, unlike that useless child of mine, who's nothing but a burden!"
She shot a venomous glare at her daughter, who still stood by the door, shoulders drawn in as though she could fold herself small enough to vanish. Then Serafina crossed the room in three quick strides and grabbed Arianna roughly by the ear, yanking her inside. The girl stumbled over the threshold, her worn shoes scuffing the polished stone floor.
"Get in here, you worthless fool! What are you standing there for, like some kind of useless guard dog?"
"Just looking at you makes me furious!"
Without warning, she slapped her daughter hard across the face, the sound sharp and flat in the high-ceilinged room, sending Arianna crashing to the floor. The girl's head slammed into the corner of the marble coffee table with a sickening thud, and blood began to pour from the gash on her forehead, bright against the white stone.
Liliana flinched, startled by the violence, her hand rising instinctively to the medal at her throat and pressing it flat against her skin.
But my daughter didn't cry or protest; she swiftly rose to her feet, the pain familiar to her, and wiped the blood from her forehead with the heel of her palm. I watched her right hand curl at her side, her thumbnail driving into the flesh of her opposite palm until a pale crescent mark appeared there, a silent ritual I had witnessed more times than I could count.
With quiet endurance, she met my sworn family-sister's gaze, her eyes timid, and murmured, "I'm sorry, Mom. I know I was wrong."
Apologizing after the beatings had become second nature to her.
It had happened time and again in this very house, under chandeliers that cost more than most families earned in a year, on floors polished by staff who knew better than to speak of what they saw. The compound's walls kept many secrets; this was simply one more stain absorbed into the silence.
Seeing her composure, Salvatore immediately reached for the first-aid kit kept in the sideboard drawer. His hand, which had been turning the signet ring slowly while he listened from the far end of the room, went completely still the instant Arianna's head struck the table. He crossed the floor without a word, the weight of his presence enough to make Serafina take a single step back, though her expression betrayed no remorse.
As he tended to the wound with careful, practiced hands, pressing gauze to the gash, his eyes narrowed in fury and he spoke in a voice held low and level, the kind of quiet that preceded consequences. "How can a mother hit her own child like this, Serafina?"
She dismissed him with a wave, a cold smile settling on her lips. "She's nothing but a worthless brat."
"Look at her; she can't hold a candle to Liliana. She's lucky I haven't put her out of her misery."
The words hung in the room the way gunsmoke hangs after a shot, refusing to dissipate. I stood at the kitchen counter, my hands resting on a linen napkin. Slowly, deliberately, I began folding it into a perfect square, each corner pressed flat with exact, unhurried precision, because the alternative was to speak, and if I spoke now, eighteen years of silence would unravel in a single breath.
Without a second glance at her daughter, Serafina turned back to Liliana, her smile wide and bright, as though violence were merely a parenthetical she had already closed. "Liliana, I've already ordered your favorite cake from Ferrara's. Tomorrow, your godmother will bring it to celebrate your birthday!"
Her voice carried the lilt of celebration, but across the room, Arianna stood motionless with blood drying on her brow and her thumbnail still buried in her palm, and I folded the last corner of the napkin and set it down without a sound.
Chapter 3
"Thank you, Godmother," Liliana said politely, as she always did, accepting Serafina's favoritism with the practiced grace of a girl who had learned early that gifts in this world came wrapped in obligation.
Watching the exchange from where I stood near the credenza, my daughter hesitated. I could see the way she steadied herself, the way her small body drew up as though she were about to address someone far above her station rather than the woman the world believed was her mother. Then she gathered the courage to speak. "Mom, tomorrow's my birthday too… could I maybe get a new pair of shoes?"
I looked down and noticed her worn-out sandals, their soles practically falling apart. The leather had cracked along both sides, and the left strap had been re-stitched with thread that didn't match. A detail no one in this house had ever cared to fix properly.
The shoes had once belonged to Liliana, cast-offs from the previous year, and Serafina had gleefully declared that Arianna should wear them, as though handing down scraps to a stray was an act of generosity.
For an entire year, they had been her only shoes. Even in the cruel bite of winter, with her feet numb from frostbite, she continued to wear those tattered sandals through the compound's marble corridors, where the cold rose through the stone like something alive.
"You worthless wretch! You're only fit to wear these rags! Do you want a birthday celebration? Do you even deserve it?!"
Without another word, Serafina began to lash out at my daughter again. Her open hand connected first, then her voice, each blow underscored by words designed to strip the child of whatever fragment of self she had managed to keep. I watched the right corner of Serafina's mouth lift, just slightly, a heartbeat before the worst of it landed, the way it always did when she was about to turn cruelty into a lesson no one had asked for.
Her harsh words and my daughter's cries filled the house, reverberating off the walls. The sound carried through the sitting room's high ceilings and into the foyer, where two of Salvatore's soldiers stood at the front entrance. Neither moved. Neither would. What happened inside the Don's household was the Don's business, and beneath that, it was the women's business, and beneath that, it was nothing at all.
I stood there, numb, watching the scene unfold in silence. My hands found a linen napkin on the credenza's edge. I folded it once, then again, pressing each corner into a perfect square with slow, exact movements while the sound of my daughter's crying thinned into something barely human.
Salvatore tried to intervene, his frustration mounting. He set down his glass of amaro with a deliberate sound and stepped forward, the signet ring on his right hand catching the lamplight as his thumb worked it in a slow rotation. Even Liliana moved toward them, her fingers rising instinctively to the small St. Christopher medal at her throat, pressing it flat against her collarbone as though its silver could ward off what she was witnessing.
Finally, perhaps to avoid further scaring Liliana, Serafina yanked her daughter away and dragged her out of the house. The front door closed behind them with a sound that was too quiet for what had just happened. One of the soldiers outside shifted his weight but said nothing.
The following day, it was Liliana's birthday.
Serafina arrived, her arms laden with gifts and a cake from the bakery on Mulberry Street that the Family kept on retainer for occasions like this, knocking on the compound door with an eager smile. The boxes were wrapped in cream and gold. The cake was three tiers, obscene in its elegance for a girl turning eighteen. She carried it all as though she were delivering a sacrament.
When she stepped inside, Salvatore noticed she was alone and frowned. His thumb paused on his signet ring.
"Where's Arianna? Today's her birthday too. Why didn't she come?"
With a dismissive shrug, Serafina replied, as though it were no big deal, "Oh, her? I broke her leg yesterday. She's unconscious now."
Her words were laced with an unsettling lightness, her smile almost smug, as if the cruelty of breaking my daughter's leg was a badge of honor. She said it the way someone might mention leaving a coat at the cleaner's. The room absorbed the information in silence. Salvatore's hand went completely still at his side, the ring frozen mid-turn, and for a moment the only sound was the ticking of the grandfather clock against the far wall.
Chapter 4
Ignoring Salvatore's horrified gaze, Serafina barged inside, placing the cake and gifts before Liliana as though it were an offering to a queen, arranging each box with the meticulous care of someone curating a display of devotion.
"Liliana, my darling, today is all about you and your godmother won't let anything ruin your special day!"
As Liliana reached for the gifts, a small cut on her hand became visible. A thin line across her palm, still pink with healing, the kind of wound that comes from broken glass.
Serafina's smile faltered. Her eyes narrowed in irritation, and something territorial hardened behind them. She spun toward me, her tone sharp with annoyance. "Bianca, what's going on here? How could you let Liliana get hurt?"
With an emotionless expression, I responded, "Kids are bound to get a few bumps and scrapes. Isn't your daughter covered in bruises every day, too?"
The napkin was still in my hands. I had not stopped folding it. I set it down now, a perfect square, and met Serafina's gaze with the flatness that eighteen years of silence had taught me to wear like armor.
Serafina's face contorted with rage. "How dare you compare that worthless brat to Liliana? Liliana is…"
She faltered, realizing her words had crossed a line. The pause sat between us like a held breath. Even the air in the room seemed to tighten, as though the compound itself understood what she had nearly said, what truth she had nearly let slip in a house where blood and belonging were the only currencies that mattered.
Taking a deep breath, she softened her tone, continuing, "What I meant to say is that Liliana has been cherished since she was little, much more precious than my useless daughter. You need to take better care of her."
Salvatore let out a scornful laugh and shot back, "You really have some nerve. If you hadn't beaten your daughter to a pulp yesterday, leaving blood all over the house, Liliana wouldn't have felt the need to clean it up and hurt herself!"
At his words, Serafina's gaze flickered to Liliana. The right corner of her mouth twitched, but she held it. "Is that true, Liliana?"
Liliana nodded solemnly, her fingers resting against the medal at her throat. "Yes, I just wanted to help Mom and Dad a little."
Serafina's face softened with mock sympathy, the kind that looked almost genuine if you didn't know where to look. "Sometimes, you shouldn't try so hard to be helpful. Leave the hard work to your parents."
"Your only job here is to enjoy life. Understand?"
Without missing a beat, Serafina sprang into action, setting up for Liliana's birthday celebration and managing everything from the cooking to the decorations. She moved through the compound's kitchen as though it were her own, directing the household staff with a familiarity that bordered on ownership. She knew where the silver was kept. She knew which platters Salvatore preferred. She arranged candles on the dining table with the ease of a woman who had memorized this house from the inside out, and I watched her do it from the doorway, the linen napkin folded in my pocket like a small, useless weapon.
Once the food was gone and the laughter had faded, the dining room settling into the particular quiet that follows forced celebration, Serafina eagerly leaned in across the table, eyes sparkling with anticipation. "So, tell me, sweetheart, do you have any wishes? Your godmother will make them come true."
Liliana didn't hesitate for a moment, her gaze steady and determined. "I want to get into a top university."
The words hung in the candlelit room, clean and simple and entirely beyond the reach of what any godmother's indulgence could guarantee. Serafina's smile widened, but something behind it recalculated, the way it always did when a situation required more than money and violence to control. Salvatore turned his ring once, slowly, and said nothing. And I stood at the edge of the table with my hands perfectly still, thinking of my real daughter lying unconscious somewhere with a broken leg, and how tomorrow the world would continue to call Liliana mine.