Chapter 1

The bedroom in the Hamptons estate smelled like expensive lilies and sea salt.

I stood in front of the full-length mirror. My wedding gown was heavy ivory satin with layers of soft tulle. It looked perfect, just like the catalog promised. But my hands were not touching the lace.

I held a faded red dog collar. The nylon was frayed at the edges. The little silver tag read *Biscuit*. Ten years ago, Leland and I picked Biscuit out from a shelter in Brooklyn. Biscuit was old and slow now, resting downstairs for his job as ring bearer later. Leland had been gone for three years, lost to a terrible illness across the sea.

I looped the worn collar twice around my wrist, feeling the cool metal buckle against my skin. Then I slid it deep into the hidden pocket of my gown.

My best friend, Elena, watched me from the doorway. She didn’t scold me for bringing an old dog collar to an expensive wedding. She just walked over and squeezed my hand tight.

I gave her a small smile, but my thumb immediately began tracing slow circles over the inside of my left wrist. It was an old habit. I only did it when the air felt too thin to breathe.

"You ready, Kailani?" Elena asked softly.

"I'm ready," I said.

I walked downstairs twenty minutes before the music was set to play. The ocean breeze blew across the terrace, fluttering the linen ribbons on the chairs. And then I stopped.

Destiny Perez was standing by the double doors.

She was Tyson’s best friend. She called him her "brother," but she lived to put herself between us. Today, she wore a floor-length white gown. It had the exact same sweetheart neckline as mine. It had the same flared skirt.

The wedding coordinator, Clara, physically blocked her from stepping onto the lawn. Clara’s face was bright red. "Miss Perez, you cannot wear that. You look like the bride."

Destiny widened her big, innocent brown eyes. She put a hand over her chest. "It’s ivory, not white. Does it really matter? I bought it on sale. I didn’t think Kailani would be so insecure about a color."

Tyson walked over. He looked striking in his custom black tuxedo. He had the same sharp jawline as Leland. The same crooked dip in his upper lip. Every time I looked at Tyson, I saw the ghost of the boy I lost. That was why I stayed. That was the secret I kept buried in my chest.

"What's the holdup?" Tyson asked.

Clara pointed at Destiny’s dress. "Mr. Morrison, she is wearing bridal white."

Tyson glanced at Destiny. Then he laughed. It was a light, careless sound. "Leave her alone, Clara. She looks great. Don't make a scene over a piece of cloth."

He didn't look at me once. He just patted Destiny’s bare shoulder and walked out toward the altar. Destiny shot me a tiny, venomous smile before slipping past Clara.

I stood there in the hall. My knuckles went white against the satin of my skirt.

A few minutes later, the violin music swelled.

The processional started. Two hundred guests sat on white wooden chairs facing the gray Atlantic ocean. Tyson walked down the grassy aisle first, carrying the bridal bouquet of white gardenias. He was supposed to bring it to the front and wait for me.

I watched from the archway.

Tyson walked with steady, confident steps. But when he reached the front, he didn't stop. He turned toward the guest rows. He walked straight up to Destiny, leaned down with a tender smile, and placed the bridal bouquet into her lap.

Destiny blushed, burying her nose in my flowers.

A loud gasp rippled through the crowd. The guests began to whisper. Heads turned. People stared at Tyson, then back at me.

Clara rushed out onto the grass, waving her clipboard in panic. "Mr. Morrison! What are you doing? The bouquet belongs to the bride!"

Tyson blinked. He looked down at Destiny, then looked across the lawn at me. There was no shame on his face. No horror. He just rolled his eyes and gave a dry shrug.

"Whoops," Tyson said loudly into the microphone on his lapel. "Grabbed the wrong seat. My bad, folks. Let's just do a quick do-over."

A do-over. As if he had simply dropped a fork at dinner.

I stood frozen under the wooden arch. My jaw ached from clenching my teeth. My fingernails bit deep into my palms. He had just handed my bridal flowers to another woman in front of two hundred people, and he didn't even care enough to apologize.

Tyson snatched the bouquet back from Destiny, laughing as if it were all a joke.

The coordinator scurried around, shouting instructions to reset the music. The wedding party scrambled back into position for the second take.

I forced myself to breathe. *Just get through it,* I told myself. *Just look at his face. Remember Leland's face.*

To calm my racing pulse, I glanced across the lawn toward the row of groomsmen. There were five of them standing in matching tuxedos. My eyes drifted to the very end of the line.

A man was standing there.

He was looking down, adjusting his silver cufflinks with his left hand. Then he tilted his head slightly to the side—a quiet, familiar gesture that made the blood freeze in my veins.

I grabbed the paper program tucked into Clara's basket by the door. My eyes scanned the fresh ink of the last-minute additions.

*Groomsman: Leland Hoffman.*

My breath stopped completely. The ocean air seemed to vanish.

*No,* I thought, my vision blurring at the edges. *Leland died three years ago. His mother got the ashes from Europe. It's just a name. It’s just a cruel coincidence.*

I looked up again, but the man had already turned his face toward the ocean, his profile hidden by the shadow of the canopy.

"All right!" Clara hissed, pushing me forward. "Music is rolling! Smile, Kailani!"

I didn't smile. I locked my eyes straight ahead, feeling Biscuit's old collar pressing against my hip, and took my first step down the aisle.

Chapter 2

We moved inside the grand estate for formal photos. The sunroom had polished white marble and floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the water.

The photographer clapped his hands. "All right, let's get the bride and groom centered! Family and bridal party on the sides, please."

I stepped up to Tyson's right side. Before I could smooth my dress, a sharp elbow hit my ribs.

I stumbled back a step.

Destiny slipped into the space where I had just stood. She pressed her shoulder against Tyson’s chest. Her matching white gown brushed against his black pants. She let out a bright, airy giggle.

"Sorry, Kailani!" she chirped. "I'm just so used to standing next to Ty. We're practically joined at the hip anyway. You don't mind, do you?"

Tyson didn't push her away. He just chuckled, resting his hand lightly against Destiny's hip. "Relax, Kai. Let her get one picture with us. Don't be petty."

The heat crept up my neck. My thumb dug hard into the skin of my left wrist. My knuckles were bone white.

Right then, I heard the faint click of claws on marble.

Biscuit came trotting into the sunroom. He was ten years old, slow and arthritic, but he looked so proud. He wore the little ring-bearer harness I had hand-sewn for him out of soft blue velvet. He saw me and gave a tiny wag of his tail, heading straight toward my skirt.

Destiny looked down. Her face twisted into immediate disgust.

"Ugh, get it away!" she snapped.

She pulled her pointed white heel back and kicked him.

The crack of her shoe against Biscuit's old ribs sounded like snapping wood.

Biscuit let out a high, terrified yelp. His small body skidded across the slick marble floor, spinning into the base of a heavy stone planter. He landed on his side, whining, his back legs twitching.

"Biscuit!" The scream tore from my throat.

The entire room went dead silent.

I lunged forward, but someone was faster.

A man stepped out from the end of the groomsmen line. He moved without rushing, but he crossed the floor in three long strides. He dropped to both knees beside Biscuit.

His hands were completely steady. He didn't hesitate. He cradled Biscuit's gray muzzle, checking his breathing with gentle, sure fingers.

Biscuit gave a soft whimper. Then, amazingly, the old dog leaned his head against the man’s chest and went quiet.

The man scooped Biscuit up against his tuxedo. He stood up and walked straight toward me. He didn't look at Tyson. He didn't look at Destiny. He walked right past them and positioned himself at my side.

I turned my head. My breath caught in my throat.

I looked up at him.

It was the same strong, square jawline. The same slight crooked dip in the upper lip. The same way he tilted his head to the left as he checked on me.

Tyson had those features. But Tyson’s face had always felt like an empty shell. This man’s eyes were deep and familiar. They held an ache that went down to the marrow.

"He's okay," the man said softly. His voice hit me like a physical wave. "Just bruised."

*Click. Flash.*

The photographer took the picture before anyone could speak.

The bright white light blinded me. My lungs clamped shut. I could not breathe. I could not move.

"All right, let's take a break!" Clara's panicked voice broke through the silence. "Just a five-minute break, everyone!"

Tyson reached for Destiny's arm, checking her shoe as if her foot were the thing that was hurt. "Are you crazy, letting that mangy thing run loose?" he muttered at me.

I didn't hear him. I didn't care about Tyson at all.

I reached out and grabbed the groomsman’s black sleeve.

"Come with me," I whispered.

I pulled him through the side doors, dragging him into the shadowed hallway behind the heavy velvet curtains. The noise of the guests faded into a dull hum. Biscuit was still nestled safely in his arms, resting his gray chin over the man's shoulder.

My hands shook violently. I stared up at his face.

"Who are you?" My voice cracked. It came out ragged and thin. "Is this some kind of sick joke? Did someone hire you?"

He looked down at me. His eyes were dark, steady, and completely calm. There was no mockery in his expression. Only a heavy, quiet sadness.

"It's not a joke, Kailani," he said.

"Leland died three years ago," I said, my teeth chattering even though the hallway was warm. "His mother got his ashes. I saw the papers. He died in Switzerland!"

He tilted his head again. That same leftward tilt. The exact habit I had spent three years chasing in Tyson’s hollow smile.

"It's not a coincidence, Kailani," Leland said softly. "I need you to let me explain. Not here. Not right now. But I came back. I'm real."

The world tilted around me. The air rushed out of my chest.

*He's real.*

I stared at him for three agonizing seconds. I couldn't take it. The walls felt like they were caving in.

I pulled my hand back from his arm. I pressed my palm flat against the center of my sternum, trying to keep my heart from beating straight through my ribs.

Without saying a single word, I turned on my heel. I lifted my heavy ivory train and walked straight back toward the reception hall, leaving him standing in the dark.

Chapter 3

The ballroom smelled like roasted garlic, butter, and gardenias. Crystal chandeliers hung from the high ceiling, throwing bright sparks across the tables. Two hundred guests chatted, drank wine, and clinked their glasses.

I sat at the center of the elevated head table.

Underneath the white tablecloth, Biscuit lay curled over my feet. His small body trembled every time he shifted his weight. I could feel the heat radiating from his bruised ribs against my satin shoes. Every time he let out a tiny, shallow sigh, something inside my chest twisted tight.

The waiters brought out the first course: chilled jumbo shrimp on beds of crushed ice.

I picked up my silver fork. Before I could touch my plate, Tyson pushed his chair back. The wood scraped loudly against the polished floor.

He didn’t say a word to me. He didn’t even glance down.

Tyson walked straight past our bridal party and strolled across the room to the VIP table. He pulled up an empty chair right beside Destiny.

Destiny smiled up at him, glowing in her matching white dress. She touched his forearm with her manicured nails.

Tyson picked up a shrimp from her plate. He carefully tore off the shell, pinched the tail, and dipped the pink meat into the cocktail sauce. Then he placed it gently onto Destiny’s plate.

He didn’t do it once. He did it again and again. He leaned in close, laughing at something she whispered, wiping his sauce-stained fingers on a linen napkin. He looked like an attentive husband taking care of his bride.

A quiet murmur spread through the ballroom. People stopped cutting their meat. Guests exchanged uneasy looks.

Across the room, my mother sat at table four. Her back was as stiff as an iron rod. Her fork hovered an inch above her salad, completely still. Her jaw was clamped so tight that the muscles in her cheek jumped. For three years, she had stayed silent about Tyson to keep the peace. Now, she looked like a woman holding back an avalanche with her bare hands.

I sat alone at the head table. The ivory train of my dress pooled around Tyson's empty chair. My cheeks burned with a cold, hollow shame.

Then, the empty chair beside me pulled out.

Someone sat down.

I didn't turn my head. I thought it was the best man. Or maybe Clara, the coordinator, coming to tell me how to fix the optics.

Under the table, a warm, broad hand slid over mine.

I flinched. My fingers jerked back, but his palm stayed steady, gently pressing my cold knuckles against the linen. His skin was warm. Completely steady.

I looked down. On his left wrist, I saw a thin silver watch with a scratch across the glass. Leland’s watch.

My breath trapped in my throat.

Leland leaned in close. His shoulder brushed against mine. He smelled of rain and cedar—the exact scent from four years ago, before the hospital, before the fake funeral, before my whole world went dark.

"I came back for you," he whispered. His voice was rough, quiet, and right against my ear. "I never stopped."

I didn't turn to face him. I stared straight ahead at Tyson, who was currently feeding Destiny another piece of shrimp.

"You're dead," I whispered back. My lips barely moved.

"I was wrong about that," Leland said.

His thumb stroked the inside of my wrist. It landed right on the spot I had been rubbing raw all morning. He knew. He remembered every nervous habit I had ever tried to hide.

A wave of heat surged through my blood, sharp and dizzying. It terrified me. I yanked my hand away from his grip and shoved it into the fold of my dress.

I didn't pull away because I hated his touch. I pulled away because my heart wanted to lean into him, and that scared me more than anything Tyson had ever done.

Leland didn't chase my hand. He just sat beside me, upright and solid, an unmovable wall between me and the rest of the room.

Elena leaned across the table from her seat as maid of honor. Her dark eyes burned with pure fury. She slid her phone across the table, tapping the screen with a manicured nail.

"Look," she murmured, keeping her voice low.

I glanced down at the screen.

Elena had taken photos of everything. There was Tyson leaning over Destiny at the VIP table. There was Destiny wearing my exact shade of white. And there was a clear, sharp picture of Biscuit's flank from twenty minutes ago, showing the purple welt forming under his gray fur where Destiny's heel had connected.

"I have every single second on burst mode," Elena whispered. Her jaw was set. "I don't know what you're going to do, Kai. But I'll be right next to you when you do it."

I looked down at the photos. Then I looked across the room at Tyson, who had just dabbed a drop of cocktail sauce from the corner of Destiny’s mouth.

Something inside me stopped hurting. The tightness in my chest vanished, replaced by an ice-cold silence.

I nodded once, tight and sharp.

"Good," I said softly.

I reached down under the heavy linen cloth. My fingers found Biscuit’s head. I gently stroked his soft, velvet ear, feeling the steady beat of his heart against my palm.

I Married My Fiancé for My Dead Lover’s Face

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