Chapter 4
Damien went still for a second, his brows knitting together like he was trying to make sense of what I had just thrown at him. Then, out of nowhere, he let out a low laugh—sharp, almost insulting, like he couldn’t decide whether to be amused or annoyed.
“What exactly are you talking about, Clara?” he asked, tilting his head slightly, that familiar cruel smirk creeping back into his expression.
My heart was pounding so loudly it felt like it was inside my head. My fingers shook, but I still forced myself to speak. “I already know the truth… about Ethan.”
The smirk on his face wavered.
“It was Camille,” I continued, my voice breaking a little. “She’s the one who told me everything. Why did you lie to me, Damien? Why hide the fact that your so-called brother is actually your son?”
He folded his arms, trying to look unfazed, but I caught it—just for a second. Something flickered in his eyes. Not quite guilt… but something close. It disappeared fast, replaced by cold arrogance.
“And then what?” he said flatly. “Let’s say it’s true. So what if I kept it hidden and made him my brother instead? What are you planning to do about it, Clara? Ruin me?”
“Yes,” I shot back, my voice cracking under the pressure. “Do you really think you can keep something like this buried forever? Ethan deserves the truth. He has the right to know—he needs to—”
I didn’t get to finish.
His hand struck my face again.
The sound cracked through the room. My head snapped to the side, vision blurring instantly, pain blooming across my cheek like fire.
Before I could even steady myself, he grabbed my arm and pulled me toward him. His grip was brutal, digging into my skin. I could feel his breath near my face—too close, too hot, too angry.
“You really think I’ll let you do that?” he hissed. “Try exposing me and I swear, I’ll tell everyone who you really are. Your precious background? Fake. Your family? Paid actors. You’re nothing like the woman you pretend to be.”
“Damien—” I started, but my voice broke.
His words hurt worse than the slap.
And the worst part? He wasn’t bluffing. I could tell. He would destroy me without hesitation.
For a moment, I thought maybe I should just let it all fall apart. I was exhausted—of lying, of pretending, of carrying secrets that kept getting heavier every day. Maybe if everything came crashing down, I’d finally be free.
But then my grandmother came to mind.
Weak. Frail. Her heart already fragile.
If she ever found out what I did—if she learned I built my entire life on lies just to marry into this world—she wouldn’t survive it. I could almost picture her collapsing, the way she used to when she got too stressed. The thought froze me in place.
I couldn’t let that happen.
I was about to speak again, to push back despite everything, when the door suddenly opened.
“Enough.”
Regina’s voice cut through the tension like a blade.
She walked in slowly, composed as ever, her expression cold but controlled, eyes sharp with authority.
Damien immediately let go of me, jaw tightening as he stepped back.
Regina’s gaze moved between us before landing on him. “You wouldn’t dare,” she said quietly, each word heavy with warning. “Because if you destroy her, you destroy this family along with her—and I will make sure you don’t walk away from it either.”
She stepped further inside. “We kept that child hidden for a reason. For his safety. For this company. If our enemies ever discover Ethan is an illegitimate heir, they’ll tear him apart and use it to destroy everything you’ve built.”
Her eyes shifted to me. “You love him, Clara. You should understand that sometimes sacrifices are necessary.”
I stared at her, my chest tightening. “So everything you did… everything you showed me…” My voice dropped. “Was any of it real?”
Regina didn’t even hesitate. She looked at me like I was being naïve.
“You were the one who started the lies,” she said coldly. “Be grateful I even allowed this marriage. You came from nothing. I made you somebody.”
My breath caught.
“You wouldn’t be standing here if not for us,” she added. “So don’t you dare ruin what we built.”
Then she turned, heels clicking sharply against the floor, each step echoing like a final warning before she disappeared out the door.
Silence swallowed the room.
Then Damien spoke again.
“You can file for divorce if you want,” he said, voice suddenly low and controlled, “but remember this—I know where your grandmother is. And she still needs her medicine, doesn’t she?”
He didn’t wait for a response. He just left.
The door shut behind him.
And I stood there, frozen.
My cheek burned. My hands trembled. My entire body felt like it was collapsing inward as everything I had built—every lie, every sacrifice, every illusion—cracked at once.
No.
I couldn’t stay like this. I couldn’t keep drowning in this life.
I forced myself to move, grabbing my things, heading toward the door—ready to leave it all behind—
But then a voice stopped me.
“Not leaving yet?”
Camille was there, leaning casually against the doorway like she had been waiting for that exact moment. Her lips curled into a smug smile, eyes shining with quiet amusement.
“Are you really that easy to break?” she asked lightly.
I clenched my fists. “Camille, not now.”
She ignored me.
“You should leave,” she said simply, almost casually. “My sister’s back. She’s Ethan’s real mother—and Damien’s real love. She’s the one who belongs here, not you.”
For a split second, something inside me wavered.
Leaving suddenly sounded so simple. Walk away. Expose everything. Disappear from this mess of lies and control.
But that feeling didn’t last.
Because I had fought too hard to get here.
I wasn’t going to be erased so easily.
I straightened slowly, my voice turning sharp. “Go tell your sister something for me,” I said, stepping forward. “If she thinks she can just walk in and take everything, she’s going to regret it. I’m not letting go of Damien. If we’re all going to live in lies, then fine—we’ll all suffer together.”
I didn’t wait for her reaction.
I walked past her, heels striking hard against the marble floor, each step loud with defiance—even though my chest felt like it was breaking in silence.
That night, I packed my bags.
I needed air. Space. Anything far from the city, from the chaos, from all of them.
I went back to the province—to the small house where my grandmother lived. The woman who raised me when my own parents chose my sister over me.
When I arrived, she was by the window, knitting quietly, her hands thin and fragile. The moment she saw me, her face softened instantly.
“Clara,” she said gently. “You look exhausted. Did something happen?”
I forced a smile and shook my head. “Nothing, Mom,” I whispered, kneeling beside her. “I just wanted to come home for a while.”
She patted my head softly. “Then stay. Rest here.”
For a few days, I tried.
I cooked. I walked outside. I pretended the quiet could heal me. But it didn’t. The silence only made everything louder—Damien’s voice, Camille’s smirk, Regina’s threats echoing in my mind without end.
And when I finally decided to return to the city, I checked my phone.
Dozens of missed calls.
All from Damien.
My stomach twisted.
At the airport, I barely made it a few steps before cameras and microphones surrounded me. Reporters shouted my name from every direction, flashes exploding in my face.
“Mrs. Caldwell, is it true Ethan is your husband’s illegitimate son?”
“Did you know before marrying him?”
The questions blurred into noise, pressing in from all sides. My bag slipped from my hand. My heartbeat roared in my ears.
Everything spun.
And then—
Nothing.
Chapter 5
The door slammed shut behind us with a heavy, shaking bang that echoed through the entire room.
Damien stood there frozen for a second, then turned to me with a face drained of color but burning with rage. His jaw was clenched so tightly it looked like it might break.
“Was that you?” he snapped, voice rising. “Did you leak Ethan’s identity to the press?”
My stomach dropped. “What are you even saying?”
He stepped closer, hands visibly shaking now. “Stop pretending, Clara! It’s everywhere—everyone knows! Ethan’s been locked in his room crying for hours, too scared to even show his face at school. He’s humiliated! Who else could’ve done this if not you? We had a deal—if you crossed the line, I’d destroy your career!”
Tears rushed to my eyes. “Damien, I swear I didn’t do it!” I cried out. “Why would I drag a child into something like revenge? I was just as shocked as you were! I would never—never do that!”
“Then explain it!” he shouted back. “You’re the only one who benefits from this mess getting out! You wanted to get back at me!”
He didn’t give me another second. He grabbed my wrist hard and pulled me down the hallway, dragging me into our bedroom before I could even react. The door shut behind me with a sharp click.
“Stay in there,” he said coldly through the door. “I can’t even look at you right now. You’ve destroyed everything.”
His footsteps faded down the hall.
And I slid to the floor.
My whole body was shaking. My chest hurt with every breath I tried to take. From somewhere in the house, I could still hear Ethan crying—soft, broken sobs that made my stomach twist painfully.
Yes, I hated what Damien had done. I hated the lie he built around Ethan. But I never hated the child. I cared for him—like family. Like a brother.
I thought I could let it go eventually… for peace, for survival. I even planned to have someone look into it quietly—someone I trusted—to find out who exposed everything.
But now this…
I placed a trembling hand over my stomach. There was a faint, fragile life there.
“It’s okay,” I whispered through tears. “You’re going to be okay… I promise.”
But even as I said it, it didn’t feel real.
My breathing got heavier. A strange warmth spread through me. I looked down slowly.
Red.
It was spreading through my clothes like ink.
“No… please no,” I gasped, clutching my stomach as panic hit me all at once.
A sharp pain tore through me, so intense I couldn’t even scream properly. My vision blurred. I tried to stand, but my legs gave out immediately, and everything tilted sideways before going completely dark.
When I opened my eyes again, the smell of disinfectant filled my senses.
Cold hospital air. White ceiling. Numb hands.
A doctor stood beside me, his expression heavy, almost reluctant to speak.
“Mrs. Caldwell,” he said quietly, “I’m very sorry… but due to severe stress and complications, the baby couldn’t be saved.”
The words didn’t fully register at first.
My mind went blank.
My baby.
Gone.
And everything else… still falling apart around me. Soon, the truth about everything would explode anyway. What was I even supposed to do after this?
Then the tears came—but slowly, silently, like I had no strength left even to cry properly.
The door suddenly burst open.
Regina stormed in, her heels sharp against the floor, her face tight with anger instead of concern.
“Do you understand what you’ve done?” she hissed. “Do you realize the damage this is causing? The headlines, the scandal—and now this? Another crisis on top of everything!”
I looked at her blankly. “I just lost my child,” I whispered weakly.
Not even Damien came.
Not even once.
Regina scoffed, folding her arms. “And who’s responsible for that? If you weren’t so emotional, so desperate to act like the victim all the time—”
“Stop!” I screamed, my voice breaking as I pushed myself up slightly. “Just stop already! I’m done with all of you!”
Before she could respond, another voice cut through the room.
Camille.
She leaned casually by the doorway, lips curved in a cold smile.
“This is all your fault,” she said flatly. “My sister is losing her mind because of you. You destroyed her family, you ruined Ethan’s life, and yet you still stand there pretending to be the victim? It’s disgusting.”
Their voices overlapped after that—Regina and Camille, both attacking me from different sides, words sharp enough to suffocate me. I could barely think through the noise.
Then—
Damien walked in.
His face was unreadable. Not soft. Not angry in the usual way. Just tired… and empty.
“Enough,” he said sharply, silencing both of them instantly.
His eyes landed on me.
“You’re going to fix this,” he said coldly. “Go back to work. Do the broadcast tonight. Deny everything. Lie if you have to—that’s what you’re good at, right? Or better yet, say Ethan is our son. Do whatever it takes. If you don’t, your career is finished.”
I stared at him.
Something inside me cracked all over again.
He waited for a reply.
I had none.
After a long silence, I simply gave a small, broken nod.
That evening, I sat under the harsh studio lights. The red recording dot stared back at me like an unblinking eye. My script sat untouched beside me. My hands wouldn’t stop shaking.
“In five… four…” the producer’s voice came through my earpiece.
I inhaled slowly.
“Good evening,” I said, forcing my voice steady. “I’m Clara Caldwell.”
I paused. My throat tightened.
“Before I begin tonight’s report… I need to say something. Not as an anchor—but as a woman who has lived too long inside lies.”
The studio froze. Even the control room went silent.
“I did not know Ethan was my husband’s son,” I continued. “I was deceived—just like everyone else. And yes… I also lied. I built a false identity just to be accepted in a world that never truly wanted me. But I can’t do it anymore.”
My voice shook as I reached up and removed my microphone.
“I’m resigning… from this job… and from this life.”
Then I stood up and walked away from the set.
That night, my phone didn’t stop ringing.
Damien. Regina. Unknown numbers. Messages flooding in one after another.
I didn’t open any of them.
I blocked Damien’s number.
Then I called my lawyer.
“Prepare the divorce papers,” I said quietly. “And make sure I never have to hear from him again.”
Within the hour, I packed everything I could carry. No more pretending. No more holding on.
At dawn, I was on the first flight out.
The sky outside the window slowly turned gold, soft and quiet.
For the first time in a long while, I felt something close to peace.
I closed my eyes and whispered to the life I lost… and the version of myself I had buried for too long.
“It’s over now,” I said softly. “No more lies.”