Chapter 3
The attic smelled of old cedar, damp insulation, and dust that had settled over years of neglect.
A single naked lightbulb hung from the exposed rafters, illuminating a patch of dark mold creeping along the slanted ceiling. In the far corner sat the narrow twin mattress I had slept on when I was sixteen, stripped down to its faded gray ticking.
The floorboards creaked beneath my boots. As I set my duffel bag down, a soft shuffling came from the doorway behind me.
My grandmother stood leaning heavily on her carved wooden cane, clutching her knit shawl around her frail frame. She looked past me into the drafty room, her faded blue eyes widening in disbelief.
"What is this?" Grandma Evelyn demanded, her voice shaking with outrage. "Why are your bags up here?"
"Mom gave me the key," I said quietly.
"In the storage loft?" Her knuckles turned white against her cane. "With the damp and the draft? You are the eldest daughter of this house. I am going down there right now. Your father will tell Talia to move her coat racks back."
The old impulse rose in my chest. For years, my role had been keeping the peace, smoothing over every slight, and minimizing my own presence so no one else felt uncomfortable.
"Grandma, don't," I began, reaching out to gently touch her arm. "It's fine. It's only three days—"
My voice caught as my mother’s voice carried up through the uninsulated heating vent below us.
"Stop worrying about it, Talia," my mother was saying to my sister in the kitchen. "Maeve never complains. She’s always been easygoing like that. She doesn't keep score. She'll sleep anywhere and be fine in the morning."
I stood frozen in the drafty attic.
Grandma Evelyn turned her head toward the vent, her jaw tight with anger, but I gently guided her back toward the hall. "Go back to bed, Grandma. Please. You need your rest."
"Maeve, child, this isn't right," she whispered.
"I know," I said softly. "Go on to bed. I'll get some water."
Once Grandma made it safely down to her room on the second floor, I continued down the back staircase toward the kitchen.
I stopped on the lower landing as my father’s rough voice echoed from the living room.
"She should be grateful she has a roof over her head whenever she visits," my father said, the sound of his lighter snapping open. "An Omega who can't even shift? In most packs along the border, a wolf-less girl would have been cast out at eighteen. She found some rogue with a patch of dirt willing to take her in, and now she acts like we owe her a guest suite."
The words were harsh, but they weren't new. I had spent my entire adolescence carrying the weight of being the daughter who never shifted.
What drove the cold air into my lungs was the complete silence from the sofa.
Talia sat with her feet curled under her, idly scrolling through her phone while Brock rubbed her shoulders. She didn't say a word. She didn't remind our father who had spent five nights awake with cold towels when Talia caught the marsh fever at fourteen. She didn't mention who had taken the blame when Talia broke pack curfew and totaled the truck, earning the scar on my ribs so Talia wouldn't lose her standing.
Talia knew every sacrifice I had made to keep her golden. And she sat there, soaking up our father's praise, letting him tear me down to make her pedestal an inch higher.
I didn't step into the room. I turned around and walked back up the stairs.
The rain started around midnight, tapping against the warped skylight above the cot. A tiny leak in the corner dripped rhythmically into an old metal pail.
My phone screen lit up on the bedside crate.
*Incoming Secure Video Call: Kieran.*
I slid the green icon across the glass. Kieran’s face filled the screen. He was still in his command uniform, his dark collar unbuttoned, sitting at the wide slate desk in his private study back home.
He looked at me, and within two seconds, his dark eyes narrowed.
"Where are you?" Kieran's voice dropped, flat and dangerous.
The camera caught the peeling wallpaper behind my head and the rough wooden ceiling beams three feet above me.
"At my parents' house," I answered.
"Maeve," he said, leaning closer to his monitor. "You're in an attic. Why are you in an attic?"
In the past, I would have made an excuse. I would have told him the rooms were full, that it wasn't a big deal, that I didn't want him using his authority to intimidate my family. I had spent six months keeping my marriage separate from my past because I wanted to believe my parents could love me without a royal title attached to my name.
I looked at the water dripping into the bucket, then back at the man on the screen who gave me an entire wing of a mountain palace and still asked if the room was warm enough.
"Kieran," I said quietly.
"I'm listening."
"Silver Pine submits their regional hunting permits next month, right?"
Kieran paused. A cold, sharp understanding flickered in his gaze. "The winter hunting permits, the medicinal transport clearances through the northern pass, and the seasonal grain quota. All three require my direct seal."
"Don't approve them," I said.
Silence hung between us for three seconds. A slow, lethal satisfaction smoothed over his severe features.
"Consider it done," he said.
***
The next morning, the breakfast table was laid out with fresh rolls, bacon, and silver pots of coffee.
My mother bustled around the dining table, setting a heaping plate of eggs in front of Brock. "Eat up, Brock. A warrior for the Northern Command needs his strength."
"Thank you, Carol," Brock smiled, taking a forkful. "Once my official station transfer clears next week, Talia and I will be looking at apartments in the capital district."
My father beamed from the head of the table. "Our family will finally have direct ties to the High Council. We might even negotiate a lower tariff on the winter trade goods."
I sat at the far end of the table, nursing a glass of ice water. Nobody had offered me coffee, and I hadn't asked.
Suddenly, a sharp, piercing chime cut through the room.
It came from the encrypted communicator clipped to Brock’s belt—the official device issued only to Northern security personnel.
Brock grinned self-importantly. "Duty calls. Probably the logistics team confirming my security clearance."
He pulled the device from his holster, tapping the screen to unlock the official dispatch.
As he read the first few lines, the smug smile vanished from his face. The color drained from his skin, turning an ashen, sickly gray.
"What is it, son?" my father asked, leaning forward with a proud grin. "Did they assign you to the central garrison already?"
"No," Brock whispered. His hands began to shake, the metal unit trembling between his fingers. "No, this... this makes no sense."
"What does it say?" Talia demanded, leaning over his shoulder.
"Directive 409 from the Sovereign Office," Brock read, his voice cracking with sheer panic. "Effective immediately... all Silver Pine winter hunting permits are suspended. The northern medical supply corridor is closed for indefinite review. All regional trade quotas are frozen."
"What?!" My father slammed his hands onto the table, rattling the china. "Frozen? That's our entire winter reserve! Why would they freeze our permits?"
"It says 'Administrative Review by Order of the High Alpha,'" Brock stammered, looking up in sheer terror. "Dad... if the High Command cuts off our pass, this pack won't survive the winter."
The dining room descended into absolute chaos. My mother dropped a serving platter, my father began barking panicked orders to call the pack elders, and Talia gripped Brock’s arm, screaming questions.
I picked up my water glass and took a slow, calm sip.
On the table next to my plate, my personal phone buzzed with a new text message.
Kieran: *You said stop protecting them. I listened.*
Chapter 4
"It’s just an administrative glitch," Brock said, his voice rising an octave as he tapped violently on the screen of his communicator. "The Northern quarter resets its supply logs at the end of every season. The system probably flagged Silver Pine by mistake during a server sync."
My father let out a long, ragged exhale, gripping the edge of the dining table until his knuckles went white. "A system error. Of course. That makes sense. The High Command wouldn't freeze our permits without an official tribunal hearing first." He looked up at Brock, his expression shifting from terror to desperate expectation. "Brock, you have direct clearance with the intake office. Call them. Use your connection to Alpha King Kieran Vale and clear this up before the pack elders catch wind of it."
"I will," Brock lied smoothly, straightening his collar though a bead of sweat tracked down his temple. "I’ll reach out to the High Alpha’s personal adjutant after breakfast. One word from my division head and this whole suspension will vanish."
Talia let out an exaggerated sigh of relief, sinking back into her chair. She turned her head toward me, her eyes narrowing as she took in my silent posture at the end of the table.
"Look at her," Talia sneered, crossing her arms. "Not a single word. Our entire pack’s winter supply line is on the line, and you sit there sipping water like none of this matters."
I set my glass down without making a sound. "What do you want me to say, Talia?"
"I bet your rogue mate told you some sob story about how unfair the Northern high ranks are, didn't he?" She tossed her hair over her shoulder, a spiteful smirk curling her lips. "Is that what this is? Is he jealous that Brock actually works for the King while he’s stuck watching empty dirt? You probably went running to him last night to whine about how successful my mate is."
My mother clicked her tongue in agreement. "Don't bother with her, Talia. People who settle for less always resent those who aim high. Brock, finish your eggs, dear. Then make that call to the capital."
I picked up a piece of toast and didn't utter a word of correction.
They wanted so badly to believe their golden future was secured by a low-level guard's imaginary influence. I wasn't going to spoil their illusion—not when the cold reality was going to crush them soon enough.
***
By nine that evening, the main house had finally grown quiet.
My lower back throbbed with a dull ache, and my feet felt heavy, swollen from carrying five months of pregnancy up and down the steep attic stairs. Knowing my mother wouldn't allow me into the main medicine cabinet without an interrogation, I slipped out the back door and crossed the shadowed gravel path to Grandma Evelyn’s detached apothecary shed.
The wooden door gave a familiar, low creak as I pushed it open. The small room smelled of dried chamomile, crushed lavender, and peppermint hanging from the low rafters.
I reached for the light switch beside the doorframe.
Before my fingers could touch the toggle, a hand reached out of the darkness and closed firmly around my wrist.
A gasp caught in my throat. I pulled back instinctively, but the grip didn't hurt; it was warm, calloused, and entirely unyielding. The scent of crushed pine, winter frost, and rich cedar filled the small space, instantly overriding the herbs.
"You're late," a deep, familiar voice murmured.
The door clicked shut behind me, the lock snapping into place.
My eyes adjusted to the faint moonlight filtering through the dusty windowpanes. Kieran was sitting on the edge of Grandma's heavy wooden workbench, his long legs stretched out in front of him. He wore a plain black tactical sweater, devoid of any royal crests or golden rank pins, but the raw authority rolling off him made the small shed feel suffocatingly narrow.
"Kieran?" I whispered, my heart thumping against my ribs. "What are you doing here? You promised me three days. You said you'd stay in the capital until the weekend."
"I lied," he said simply.
He stood up, towering over me in the shadows. He reached out, his thumb lightly tracing the line of my jaw before tucking a stray lock of hair behind my ear.
"I brought one scout," Kieran continued, his voice dropping into that low, quiet register he used only when we were alone. "No royal convoy. No armored transports. Silver Pine's border patrols are so sloppy we walked right through the eastern tree line without triggering a single tripwire."
"You risked coming into another pack's territory unannounced?" I stared at him in disbelief. "If the regional council sees you sneaking around a minor territory, the rumors—"
"I don't give a damn about the council," he cut in, stepping closer until my back lightly brushed against the wooden door. His dark eyes scanned my face, searching every inch of me with relentless intensity. "I spent twelve hours in that empty bedroom. Your side of the mattress was cold. I couldn't smell you, and I couldn't focus on a single piece of paperwork on my desk. So I got in a truck and drove."
A sharp warmth bloomed in my chest, threatening to melt the guarded walls I had built up since returning home.
His gaze dropped downward, moving past my sweater to the hem of my skirt and my bare ankles resting inside thin cotton slippers. His brow furrowed instantly.
"Your ankles are swollen," he noted, his tone suddenly clipped and protective.
"It's just the walk up the attic stairs," I said quickly, trying to step backward. "Grandma didn't have room in the main—"
Before I could finish the sentence, Kieran bent down, hooked his arm behind my knees, and lifted me effortlessly into the air.
"Kieran, put me down!" I hissed.
He ignored me completely. Turning around, he set me down on the smooth wooden surface of the workbench. Before I could pull my legs back, he stepped between my knees and dropped onto one knee on the dusty floorboards.
The High Alpha of the entire Northern realm was kneeling in the dirt of an old apothecary shed.
"Kieran, stop, the floor is filthy—"
"Be quiet, Maeve."
He took my left foot in his large hands, sliding off the cheap slipper and tossing it aside. His thumbs pressed into the arch of my foot, applying firm, even pressure before sliding upward to knead the tight muscles of my calf.
A quiet sigh escaped my lips despite myself. The tension that had been building in my legs all day began to uncoil under his touch. He pushed the hem of my long skirt up past my knees to reach the tight cords of my lower leg, his touch steady, warm, and thorough.
"You're sleeping in an attic," Kieran said, not looking up as his fingers worked over my skin. "And you didn't tell me you were having swelling."
"It only started this morning," I murmured, resting my hands on his broad shoulders. "It's normal for this stage. You didn't need to drive halfway across the continent for a cramp."
"I decide what I need to do for my mate," he answered roughly.
Suddenly, the crunch of gravel sounded outside the shed.
Footsteps approached the wooden porch.
"Maeve?" Talia's sharp, impatient voice called out from just beyond the thin door. "Are you in there? Why is the shed door locked?"
My blood ran cold.
If Talia saw the Alpha King kneeling on the floor of our grandmother's shed, the entire facade would blow apart before I was ready to leave.
Without thinking, I leaned forward and clamped my hand directly over Kieran’s mouth, using my other hand to shove his shoulder back into the deep shadow cast by the drying racks.
The ruler who held the power of life and death over twelve territories looked up at me with dark, amused eyes, trapped beneath my palm in the dark.
The brass doorknob rattled aggressively.
"Maeve!" Talia snapped, pounding her fist against the wood. "Did you take the keys to the pantry? Dad wants the good whiskey to celebrate Brock's promotion, and we can't find the spare set!"
Kieran didn't pull away. Instead, he kept his eyes locked on mine, parted his lips slightly, and pressed a slow, warm kiss right into the center of my palm.
The sudden sensation sent a jolt straight down my spine. I had to bite my lower lip hard to keep a gasp from slipping out into the quiet shed.
"Maeve? Are you deaf?" Talia demanded through the wood.
I cleared my throat, forcing my voice to sound completely calm and annoyed. "I'm looking for peppermint tea for Grandma. I don't have the whiskey keys. Check Dad's desk."
A heavy silence lingered on the porch. For two seconds, I thought she was going to peer through the grime on the window.
"Ugh, useless," Talia muttered. Her heavy footsteps turned and crunched back across the gravel toward the house until the screen door slammed shut in the distance.
I let out a long breath and pulled my hand back from Kieran's mouth.
"You're impossible," I whispered, my heart still racing against my ribs. "You need to leave. Right now. If my father sees your truck near the perimeter, they'll call the town guard."
Kieran rose smoothly to his feet, closing the distance between us until his chest pressed against my knees. He leaned in, his lips brushing against the sensitive shell of my ear, his deep voice vibrating straight into my bones.
"I crossed three territories to get to you," he whispered darkly. "I'm not leaving before sunrise."
Chapter 5
The rusted latch on the attic window gave way without a sound.
Kieran swung his long legs over the sill, landing on the creaking floorboards with the quiet grace of a predator. The cold night air poured in behind him, but he barely seemed to notice as he shut the warped frame.
His eyes swept over the room, taking in the peeling wallpaper, the puddle forming beneath the metal pail, and the threadbare cot shoved into the corner. His jaw tightened into a hard, rigid line, his expression turning downright murderous.
"This is where they put you," Kieran said, his voice dropping into a dangerous, low rumble. "In an unheated storage loft with water leaking through the ceiling."
"Kieran, stop," I whispered, stepping between him and the door before he could pull out his secure phone. "You promised. You are not going to interfere, and you are not revoking any more Silver Pine resources tonight."
"They have you sleeping on springs, Maeve."
"It's two more days," I insisted, reaching up to rest my hand flat against his chest. "If you start tearing this pack apart now, everything blows up before I'm ready to walk away. Just let it be."
He stared down at me for a long moment, a storm brewing behind his dark irises. Finally, he let out a harsh breath, reached down, and pulled his tactical sweater over his head, tossing it onto the wooden crate. He was left in low-slung black training pants, his bare shoulders wide and heavily corded with muscle in the dim moonlight.
He sat down on the edge of the cot. The old metal frame groaned in protest under his weight.
There was barely enough room for one person, let alone a six-foot-four Alpha King. I lay down on the far side, facing the wall, trying to give him space.
Exhaustion settled heavy in my bones within minutes. The moment my mind began to drift, my body betrayed every ounce of restraint I had attempted to maintain. The pregnancy amplified my wolf’s instincts, and my wolf craved the scent of her mate.
Without realizing it, I rolled over, tucked my face into the curve of his neck, and wrapped an arm around his torso. The scent of pine, crushed cedar, and winter frost immediately enveloped me, soothing the lingering ache in my lower back.
***
Kieran later told me he did not sleep.
Every time the floorboards downstairs creaked or a gust of wind rattled the loose roof shingles, the muscles beneath his skin locked tight.
I drifted in and out of consciousness throughout the night, vaguely aware of the steady, burning heat radiating from his chest. Once or twice, when a distant floorboard groaned below us, I felt his heartbeat spike. In the shadows above me, a faint, amber glow flickered behind his lashes—as if his wolf were pacing right beneath the surface, agitated by the cramped, hostile environment.
He could have leveled this entire house with a single command. He could have summoned an armored division to haul my father and Brock into the yard for putting me in this room.
He later admitted that he kept his raw power tightly leashed, afraid that a sudden spike in his aura would distress me or the baby. He simply drew me higher against his chest, locking his heavy arm around my waist to keep me anchored against him.
When the pale gray light of dawn finally crept through the skylight, I woke up completely tangled in his limbs.
My left knee was hooked over his hip, my face was buried against his bare collarbone, and both of my hands were clutching his waist like a lifeline. He was awake, staring down at me with heavy, hooded eyes.
"Morning," I mumbled sleepily, my voice thick.
"You spent the entire night crawling on top of me," he murmured, his voice rough and gravelly with disuse.
I looked down, suddenly realizing how thoroughly I was plastered against his heated skin. A flush crept up my neck, and I moved to scramble backward toward the edge of the mattress.
His arm tightened around my waist like an iron band, keeping me pinned firmly against him.
"Stay," Kieran said softly. A faint, wicked curve touched the corner of his lips. "Though you are making restraint unnecessarily difficult."
Before I could answer, heavy footsteps came pounding up the attic stairs.
The rhythmic thud was sharp, hurried, and unmistakable.
"Maeve!" Talia’s voice called out from the second-floor landing, growing louder by the second. "Wake up! Mom said you need to press the tablecloths for tonight!"
My eyes widened in sheer terror.
There was only one way into the attic, and the window dropped three stories down onto a jagged rock bed. There was nowhere to run.
"Get up!" I hissed, throwing the blanket off and shoving his chest with both hands. "Move!"
Kieran didn't look remotely panicked. He sat up with a calm, unimpressed expression, looking around the tiny room. "Where do you suggest I go, Maeve?"
"The wardrobe!" I pointed frantically to the narrow, weathered wooden closet shoved between two support beams.
The Sovereign of the Northern Realm looked at the dusty piece of furniture with utter disbelief. "You want me to hide in a closet?"
"Unless you want my sister to see you half-naked in my bed, get inside!"
The footsteps reached the top landing.
I grabbed Kieran’s arm, yanked him to his feet, and shoved him toward the wooden wardrobe. He barely managed to duck his head to fit inside before I slammed the thin doors shut, turning the rusty wooden latch just as the doorknob jiggled.
The attic door flew open.
Talia stepped inside, carrying a garment bag over her shoulder. She wrinkled her nose immediately, waving a hand in front of her face.
"God, it smells like mold up here," she complained, her gaze sweeping around the dusty room. "How can you stand this?"
I stood in front of the cot, smoothing down my sweater and trying to steady my breathing. "What do you want, Talia?"
"I brought my backup dress for the Moon Feast," she said, tossing the garment bag onto the cot. "It needs to be steamed. And you need to start getting ready early."
She crossed her arms, a smug, triumphant grin spreading across her face.
"Brock just got off a private call with his division commander," Talia said, tilting her chin up. "A high-ranking representative from the Northern capital is arriving in Silver Pine tonight. He's attending our pack feast."
I froze. "A Northern representative?"
"Yes," Talia beamed, stepping closer. "Brock says this official is here to assess the regional infrastructure and review the security clearance for the territory. The Alpha King’s personal circle is actually paying attention to us."
She paused, looking me up and down with a condescending sneer.
"You should really call that rogue of yours, Maeve," Talia added mockingly. "Tell him to put on his cleanest flannel and come down to the hall tonight. It’s a public feast. We wouldn't want him to feel left out while my mate receives a formal commendation."
"I don't think he’s interested in pack politics," I said flatly.
Talia laughed, a sharp, patronizing sound that grated on my nerves. She turned and took two steps toward the old wardrobe, intending to look at herself in the cracked oval mirror mounted on the right door.
"Oh, come on," Talia sneered, reaching a hand out toward the wooden handle. "Let him come. Let him see what a real Alpha looks like."
Panic surged through my veins.
Before her fingers could touch the wood, I stepped directly into her path, slamming my back flat against the wardrobe doors to block her.
Behind my shoulder blades, the air turned deadly cold.
A suffocating, heavy pressure began leaking through the cracks of the wooden panels, thick with pure Alpha dominance. The wooden frame trembled faintly against my spine as Kieran’s control slipped, his aura threatening to blow the hinges off the wardrobe.
Talia blinked, freezing mid-step. She frowned, looking around the room with sudden unease as the air grew thin and heavy. "What is that...?"
My heart hammered violently against my ribs. I kept my back pressed tight against the doors, fighting to contain the force threatening to erupt from behind me.
Suddenly, through the narrow gap between the warped wooden panels, five strong, burning fingers snaked out from the darkness and snapped tightly around my wrist.