Chapter 2
Brock cut into his medium-rare steak with the theatrical confidence of a man who believed he owned the room. Across the dining table, my parents hung on his every word, their plates barely touched.
"The Northern perimeter guard doesn't take just anyone," Brock said, pausing to let the weight of his statement settle over the dining room. "Over four thousand applicants from every major pack in the region. Only twenty made the final cut."
"Four thousand," my father repeated, letting out an appreciative whistle. He refilled Brock’s wine glass before touching his own. "Silver Pine hasn't sent a warrior to the Northern borders in three decades. You're putting our name back on the map, son."
"It's about standards," Brock said with a humble shrug that fooled no one. "Alpha Kieran Vale doesn't tolerate weakness. He personally reviewed the final dossier. His signature was right at the top of my clearance sheet. Kieran Vale approved my name himself."
My mother beamed, placing a hand over her heart. "A personal sign-off from the Alpha King. Talia, darling, you found a true leader."
Talia leaned into Brock’s shoulder, a smug little smile curving her lips. "I told you, Mom. Brock isn't like the boys around here. He has real ambition."
I kept my eyes on my plate, cutting a piece of roasted potato. Hearing Kieran’s name thrown around so casually in my parents' dining room felt surreal. Brock spoke of him like a myth, a distant god who had bestowed a blessing from an ivory tower. To Brock, Kieran was a terrifying signature on a piece of paper.
To me, Kieran was the man who made sure my side of the bed was warm before I crawled into it and who left handwritten notes on my nightstand whenever he had dawn briefings.
"And what about your mate, Maeve?" my mother asked suddenly, her voice dropping the warm, glowing tone she used for Brock.
The table went quiet.
My father set his fork down, leaning back in his chair with narrowed eyes. "Yes, Maeve. You've been married for six months, and we haven't seen the man once. What kind of wolf doesn't introduce himself to his mate’s family?"
"He’s busy," I said evenly.
"Doing what, exactly?" Talia asked, swirling her wine. "You were always so secretive about him. Every time Mom asked, you changed the subject. Is he ashamed to show his face?"
I took a slow sip of water, feeling the cool liquid soothe the dryness in my throat. "He manages territory."
For a second, nobody spoke. Then Talia let out a sharp, amused bark of laughter.
"He manages territory?" she repeated, covering her mouth with her manicured fingers. "Oh, Maeve. You mean he's a groundskeeper? Or does he watch over some desolate dirt farm for a broke backwater pack?"
My father shook his head, looking down at his plate in disgust. "A land manager. So basically an unranked guard with a fancy title."
"I knew it," Talia said, shaking her head with exaggerated pity. "You always had terrible taste. Remember that stray dog you dragged home in middle school? The one that bit Dad's boot? You never grew out of taking in strays. Now you've tied yourself to a nobody who watches fences in the middle of nowhere."
I opened my mouth to speak. The words formed on my tongue—that Kieran didn't watch fences, that he commanded twelve sovereign territories and every garrison from the northern ridges to the coast.
Then I looked at my mother.
She wasn't curious. She wasn't concerned about whether I was treated well, whether I was safe, or whether I loved him. Her eyes held that familiar, cold satisfaction—the quiet relief that my life remained smaller, dimmer, and less impressive than Talia's.
They hadn't asked about my husband to get to know him. They asked so they could place him on their mental scale and make sure Talia was still winning.
I closed my mouth and said nothing. Explaining the truth would only sound like a desperate lie to people who had already decided what I was worth.
"Well," my mother sighed, waving a hand dismissively. "At least he works. Some people just don't have the drive to reach high ranks, and that's fine. We can't all have a Brock."
Brock puffed his chest out slightly, grinning down at his plate. "Hey, every pack needs workers at the bottom. Someone has to fix the perimeter posts."
I reached across the table for the salt shaker. As my arm moved, the cuff of my cream sweater slid back an inch, revealing the dark band resting against my wrist.
The dining room chandelier caught the surface of the metal. It didn't shine bright silver like common steel; it had an oily, dark luster, threaded with faint, iridescent veins that seemed to absorb the light.
Brock’s laughter cut off instantly.
His fork hovered an inch above his plate. His gaze locked onto my wrist, his pupils dilating in shock. The easy, arrogant posture he had held all evening vanished in a second, replaced by stiff, rigid stillness.
His reaction told me he recognized it. Anyone who had gone through the Northern garrison’s intake orientation had to study the royal insignia and lineage crests.
Black Moonsteel.
It was an ancient, nearly indestructible alloy forged exclusively in the royal foundry. It was never traded, never sold, and only gifted to one person in each generation: the direct mate of the Northern ruler.
"Where..." Brock’s voice cracked slightly. He cleared his throat, pointing a shaking finger toward my wrist. "Where did you get that bracelet?"
I glanced down at the band. "My husband gave it to me."
"Is that... Moonsteel?" Brock asked, his voice barely above a whisper. The color was draining from his cheeks. "The black runic alloy from the central vault?"
Before I could answer, Talia rolled her eyes and reached across the table, flicking my wrist with a manicured fingernail.
"Oh, give me a break, Brock," Talia scoffed. "You can buy those cheap alloy knockoffs online for twenty dollars. The internet is flooded with fake Northern designs. Every wannabe luna wears them to look important."
Brock blinked, looking between Talia and the dark band. "A knockoff? But the etching..."
"Of course it's a knockoff," my father snapped, scowling at my arm. "Maeve, take that ridiculous thing off. Walking around Silver Pine wearing fake royal jewelry is embarrassing. If someone from the council sees that, they'll think we raised a fraud who’s desperate for attention."
"It’s just tacky," my mother added, shaking her head. "Trying to pretend you have ties to the North when your husband is an unranked farm hand. Take it off before the welcome dinner tomorrow."
Brock’s shoulders slowly dropped from his ears. The panic in his eyes dissolved into an easy, relieved chuckle. "Right. Yeah. Makes sense. For a second, I thought... anyway, good replica, Maeve. Almost looked real in this lighting."
"It's pathetic is what it is," Talia muttered under her breath.
I pulled my sleeve down, covering the dark band. I didn't take it off. I didn't argue. I just let them wrap themselves in their own comfortable blindness.
Dinner ended in an uncomfortable silence. My mother began gathering the empty plates, stacking them with sharp, clattering motions.
"Maeve," she said without turning around from the sink. "Before you go dragging your bags upstairs, you should know. Your old bedroom isn't available."
I paused at the edge of the dining room. "What do you mean?"
"Talia needed more room for her seasonal wardrobe and winter coats before she moves to the Northern post," my mother replied smoothly. "We knocked down the partition last month and expanded her closet into your old room."
I looked at the hallway staircase, then back at my mother. "So where am I supposed to sleep?"
"The attic," my mother said. She wiped her hands on a dish towel, picked up a small brass key from the counter, and tossed it onto the dining table. It landed with a dull clink against the wood. "There are some extra wool blankets in the trunk up there. It’s clean enough."
She turned back to the sink, scrubbing a dish. "Besides, you're only staying for three days. It doesn't make sense to shuffle things around just for a weekend."
I turned my eyes to Talia.
My sister was sitting on the sofa, scrolling through her phone. She didn't look up. She didn't offer a half-hearted apology, nor did she suggest sharing her room. She took it as her absolute right to erase my space the moment I walked out the door.
In the past, my stomach would have twisted into knots. I would have swallowed the humiliation, offered a small, obedient smile, and said, *It's fine, Mom. Don't worry about it.* I would have spent the night freezing in the attic just to keep the peace.
Not tonight.
I walked over to the table and picked up the cold brass key. I didn't say it was fine. I didn't smile. I just closed my fingers around the metal, turned on my heel, and headed toward the dark stairs leading to the top floor.
Chapter 3
The attic smelled of old cedar, damp insulation, and dust that had settled over years of neglect.
A single naked lightbulb hung from the exposed rafters, illuminating a patch of dark mold creeping along the slanted ceiling. In the far corner sat the narrow twin mattress I had slept on when I was sixteen, stripped down to its faded gray ticking.
The floorboards creaked beneath my boots. As I set my duffel bag down, a soft shuffling came from the doorway behind me.
My grandmother stood leaning heavily on her carved wooden cane, clutching her knit shawl around her frail frame. She looked past me into the drafty room, her faded blue eyes widening in disbelief.
"What is this?" Grandma Evelyn demanded, her voice shaking with outrage. "Why are your bags up here?"
"Mom gave me the key," I said quietly.
"In the storage loft?" Her knuckles turned white against her cane. "With the damp and the draft? You are the eldest daughter of this house. I am going down there right now. Your father will tell Talia to move her coat racks back."
The old impulse rose in my chest. For years, my role had been keeping the peace, smoothing over every slight, and minimizing my own presence so no one else felt uncomfortable.
"Grandma, don't," I began, reaching out to gently touch her arm. "It's fine. It's only three days—"
My voice caught as my mother’s voice carried up through the uninsulated heating vent below us.
"Stop worrying about it, Talia," my mother was saying to my sister in the kitchen. "Maeve never complains. She’s always been easygoing like that. She doesn't keep score. She'll sleep anywhere and be fine in the morning."
I stood frozen in the drafty attic.
Grandma Evelyn turned her head toward the vent, her jaw tight with anger, but I gently guided her back toward the hall. "Go back to bed, Grandma. Please. You need your rest."
"Maeve, child, this isn't right," she whispered.
"I know," I said softly. "Go on to bed. I'll get some water."
Once Grandma made it safely down to her room on the second floor, I continued down the back staircase toward the kitchen.
I stopped on the lower landing as my father’s rough voice echoed from the living room.
"She should be grateful she has a roof over her head whenever she visits," my father said, the sound of his lighter snapping open. "An Omega who can't even shift? In most packs along the border, a wolf-less girl would have been cast out at eighteen. She found some rogue with a patch of dirt willing to take her in, and now she acts like we owe her a guest suite."
The words were harsh, but they weren't new. I had spent my entire adolescence carrying the weight of being the daughter who never shifted.
What drove the cold air into my lungs was the complete silence from the sofa.
Talia sat with her feet curled under her, idly scrolling through her phone while Brock rubbed her shoulders. She didn't say a word. She didn't remind our father who had spent five nights awake with cold towels when Talia caught the marsh fever at fourteen. She didn't mention who had taken the blame when Talia broke pack curfew and totaled the truck, earning the scar on my ribs so Talia wouldn't lose her standing.
Talia knew every sacrifice I had made to keep her golden. And she sat there, soaking up our father's praise, letting him tear me down to make her pedestal an inch higher.
I didn't step into the room. I turned around and walked back up the stairs.
The rain started around midnight, tapping against the warped skylight above the cot. A tiny leak in the corner dripped rhythmically into an old metal pail.
My phone screen lit up on the bedside crate.
*Incoming Secure Video Call: Kieran.*
I slid the green icon across the glass. Kieran’s face filled the screen. He was still in his command uniform, his dark collar unbuttoned, sitting at the wide slate desk in his private study back home.
He looked at me, and within two seconds, his dark eyes narrowed.
"Where are you?" Kieran's voice dropped, flat and dangerous.
The camera caught the peeling wallpaper behind my head and the rough wooden ceiling beams three feet above me.
"At my parents' house," I answered.
"Maeve," he said, leaning closer to his monitor. "You're in an attic. Why are you in an attic?"
In the past, I would have made an excuse. I would have told him the rooms were full, that it wasn't a big deal, that I didn't want him using his authority to intimidate my family. I had spent six months keeping my marriage separate from my past because I wanted to believe my parents could love me without a royal title attached to my name.
I looked at the water dripping into the bucket, then back at the man on the screen who gave me an entire wing of a mountain palace and still asked if the room was warm enough.
"Kieran," I said quietly.
"I'm listening."
"Silver Pine submits their regional hunting permits next month, right?"
Kieran paused. A cold, sharp understanding flickered in his gaze. "The winter hunting permits, the medicinal transport clearances through the northern pass, and the seasonal grain quota. All three require my direct seal."
"Don't approve them," I said.
Silence hung between us for three seconds. A slow, lethal satisfaction smoothed over his severe features.
"Consider it done," he said.
***
The next morning, the breakfast table was laid out with fresh rolls, bacon, and silver pots of coffee.
My mother bustled around the dining table, setting a heaping plate of eggs in front of Brock. "Eat up, Brock. A warrior for the Northern Command needs his strength."
"Thank you, Carol," Brock smiled, taking a forkful. "Once my official station transfer clears next week, Talia and I will be looking at apartments in the capital district."
My father beamed from the head of the table. "Our family will finally have direct ties to the High Council. We might even negotiate a lower tariff on the winter trade goods."
I sat at the far end of the table, nursing a glass of ice water. Nobody had offered me coffee, and I hadn't asked.
Suddenly, a sharp, piercing chime cut through the room.
It came from the encrypted communicator clipped to Brock’s belt—the official device issued only to Northern security personnel.
Brock grinned self-importantly. "Duty calls. Probably the logistics team confirming my security clearance."
He pulled the device from his holster, tapping the screen to unlock the official dispatch.
As he read the first few lines, the smug smile vanished from his face. The color drained from his skin, turning an ashen, sickly gray.
"What is it, son?" my father asked, leaning forward with a proud grin. "Did they assign you to the central garrison already?"
"No," Brock whispered. His hands began to shake, the metal unit trembling between his fingers. "No, this... this makes no sense."
"What does it say?" Talia demanded, leaning over his shoulder.
"Directive 409 from the Sovereign Office," Brock read, his voice cracking with sheer panic. "Effective immediately... all Silver Pine winter hunting permits are suspended. The northern medical supply corridor is closed for indefinite review. All regional trade quotas are frozen."
"What?!" My father slammed his hands onto the table, rattling the china. "Frozen? That's our entire winter reserve! Why would they freeze our permits?"
"It says 'Administrative Review by Order of the High Alpha,'" Brock stammered, looking up in sheer terror. "Dad... if the High Command cuts off our pass, this pack won't survive the winter."
The dining room descended into absolute chaos. My mother dropped a serving platter, my father began barking panicked orders to call the pack elders, and Talia gripped Brock’s arm, screaming questions.
I picked up my water glass and took a slow, calm sip.
On the table next to my plate, my personal phone buzzed with a new text message.
Kieran: *You said stop protecting them. I listened.*
Chapter 4
"It’s just an administrative glitch," Brock said, his voice rising an octave as he tapped violently on the screen of his communicator. "The Northern quarter resets its supply logs at the end of every season. The system probably flagged Silver Pine by mistake during a server sync."
My father let out a long, ragged exhale, gripping the edge of the dining table until his knuckles went white. "A system error. Of course. That makes sense. The High Command wouldn't freeze our permits without an official tribunal hearing first." He looked up at Brock, his expression shifting from terror to desperate expectation. "Brock, you have direct clearance with the intake office. Call them. Use your connection to Alpha King Kieran Vale and clear this up before the pack elders catch wind of it."
"I will," Brock lied smoothly, straightening his collar though a bead of sweat tracked down his temple. "I’ll reach out to the High Alpha’s personal adjutant after breakfast. One word from my division head and this whole suspension will vanish."
Talia let out an exaggerated sigh of relief, sinking back into her chair. She turned her head toward me, her eyes narrowing as she took in my silent posture at the end of the table.
"Look at her," Talia sneered, crossing her arms. "Not a single word. Our entire pack’s winter supply line is on the line, and you sit there sipping water like none of this matters."
I set my glass down without making a sound. "What do you want me to say, Talia?"
"I bet your rogue mate told you some sob story about how unfair the Northern high ranks are, didn't he?" She tossed her hair over her shoulder, a spiteful smirk curling her lips. "Is that what this is? Is he jealous that Brock actually works for the King while he’s stuck watching empty dirt? You probably went running to him last night to whine about how successful my mate is."
My mother clicked her tongue in agreement. "Don't bother with her, Talia. People who settle for less always resent those who aim high. Brock, finish your eggs, dear. Then make that call to the capital."
I picked up a piece of toast and didn't utter a word of correction.
They wanted so badly to believe their golden future was secured by a low-level guard's imaginary influence. I wasn't going to spoil their illusion—not when the cold reality was going to crush them soon enough.
***
By nine that evening, the main house had finally grown quiet.
My lower back throbbed with a dull ache, and my feet felt heavy, swollen from carrying five months of pregnancy up and down the steep attic stairs. Knowing my mother wouldn't allow me into the main medicine cabinet without an interrogation, I slipped out the back door and crossed the shadowed gravel path to Grandma Evelyn’s detached apothecary shed.
The wooden door gave a familiar, low creak as I pushed it open. The small room smelled of dried chamomile, crushed lavender, and peppermint hanging from the low rafters.
I reached for the light switch beside the doorframe.
Before my fingers could touch the toggle, a hand reached out of the darkness and closed firmly around my wrist.
A gasp caught in my throat. I pulled back instinctively, but the grip didn't hurt; it was warm, calloused, and entirely unyielding. The scent of crushed pine, winter frost, and rich cedar filled the small space, instantly overriding the herbs.
"You're late," a deep, familiar voice murmured.
The door clicked shut behind me, the lock snapping into place.
My eyes adjusted to the faint moonlight filtering through the dusty windowpanes. Kieran was sitting on the edge of Grandma's heavy wooden workbench, his long legs stretched out in front of him. He wore a plain black tactical sweater, devoid of any royal crests or golden rank pins, but the raw authority rolling off him made the small shed feel suffocatingly narrow.
"Kieran?" I whispered, my heart thumping against my ribs. "What are you doing here? You promised me three days. You said you'd stay in the capital until the weekend."
"I lied," he said simply.
He stood up, towering over me in the shadows. He reached out, his thumb lightly tracing the line of my jaw before tucking a stray lock of hair behind my ear.
"I brought one scout," Kieran continued, his voice dropping into that low, quiet register he used only when we were alone. "No royal convoy. No armored transports. Silver Pine's border patrols are so sloppy we walked right through the eastern tree line without triggering a single tripwire."
"You risked coming into another pack's territory unannounced?" I stared at him in disbelief. "If the regional council sees you sneaking around a minor territory, the rumors—"
"I don't give a damn about the council," he cut in, stepping closer until my back lightly brushed against the wooden door. His dark eyes scanned my face, searching every inch of me with relentless intensity. "I spent twelve hours in that empty bedroom. Your side of the mattress was cold. I couldn't smell you, and I couldn't focus on a single piece of paperwork on my desk. So I got in a truck and drove."
A sharp warmth bloomed in my chest, threatening to melt the guarded walls I had built up since returning home.
His gaze dropped downward, moving past my sweater to the hem of my skirt and my bare ankles resting inside thin cotton slippers. His brow furrowed instantly.
"Your ankles are swollen," he noted, his tone suddenly clipped and protective.
"It's just the walk up the attic stairs," I said quickly, trying to step backward. "Grandma didn't have room in the main—"
Before I could finish the sentence, Kieran bent down, hooked his arm behind my knees, and lifted me effortlessly into the air.
"Kieran, put me down!" I hissed.
He ignored me completely. Turning around, he set me down on the smooth wooden surface of the workbench. Before I could pull my legs back, he stepped between my knees and dropped onto one knee on the dusty floorboards.
The High Alpha of the entire Northern realm was kneeling in the dirt of an old apothecary shed.
"Kieran, stop, the floor is filthy—"
"Be quiet, Maeve."
He took my left foot in his large hands, sliding off the cheap slipper and tossing it aside. His thumbs pressed into the arch of my foot, applying firm, even pressure before sliding upward to knead the tight muscles of my calf.
A quiet sigh escaped my lips despite myself. The tension that had been building in my legs all day began to uncoil under his touch. He pushed the hem of my long skirt up past my knees to reach the tight cords of my lower leg, his touch steady, warm, and thorough.
"You're sleeping in an attic," Kieran said, not looking up as his fingers worked over my skin. "And you didn't tell me you were having swelling."
"It only started this morning," I murmured, resting my hands on his broad shoulders. "It's normal for this stage. You didn't need to drive halfway across the continent for a cramp."
"I decide what I need to do for my mate," he answered roughly.
Suddenly, the crunch of gravel sounded outside the shed.
Footsteps approached the wooden porch.
"Maeve?" Talia's sharp, impatient voice called out from just beyond the thin door. "Are you in there? Why is the shed door locked?"
My blood ran cold.
If Talia saw the Alpha King kneeling on the floor of our grandmother's shed, the entire facade would blow apart before I was ready to leave.
Without thinking, I leaned forward and clamped my hand directly over Kieran’s mouth, using my other hand to shove his shoulder back into the deep shadow cast by the drying racks.
The ruler who held the power of life and death over twelve territories looked up at me with dark, amused eyes, trapped beneath my palm in the dark.
The brass doorknob rattled aggressively.
"Maeve!" Talia snapped, pounding her fist against the wood. "Did you take the keys to the pantry? Dad wants the good whiskey to celebrate Brock's promotion, and we can't find the spare set!"
Kieran didn't pull away. Instead, he kept his eyes locked on mine, parted his lips slightly, and pressed a slow, warm kiss right into the center of my palm.
The sudden sensation sent a jolt straight down my spine. I had to bite my lower lip hard to keep a gasp from slipping out into the quiet shed.
"Maeve? Are you deaf?" Talia demanded through the wood.
I cleared my throat, forcing my voice to sound completely calm and annoyed. "I'm looking for peppermint tea for Grandma. I don't have the whiskey keys. Check Dad's desk."
A heavy silence lingered on the porch. For two seconds, I thought she was going to peer through the grime on the window.
"Ugh, useless," Talia muttered. Her heavy footsteps turned and crunched back across the gravel toward the house until the screen door slammed shut in the distance.
I let out a long breath and pulled my hand back from Kieran's mouth.
"You're impossible," I whispered, my heart still racing against my ribs. "You need to leave. Right now. If my father sees your truck near the perimeter, they'll call the town guard."
Kieran rose smoothly to his feet, closing the distance between us until his chest pressed against my knees. He leaned in, his lips brushing against the sensitive shell of my ear, his deep voice vibrating straight into my bones.
"I crossed three territories to get to you," he whispered darkly. "I'm not leaving before sunrise."