Chapter 1

After I learned that his former lover, Maria Lee, had returned from Paris—polished, ruthless, and newly refined in the arts of negotiation, strategy, and power—my partner, Don Zaldy Corell, began to distance himself from me.

At first, it was almost imperceptible. A casual mention of Maria’s successes abroad. The faint pride in his voice whenever her name surfaced during discussions about expanding influence and territory. He spoke of her sharp instincts, her talent for maneuvering high society and underground circles alike. But soon, the pattern became too obvious to dismiss.

Zaldy was spellbound. He followed her movements obsessively, assigning men to watch over her, clearing schedules for her convenience, orbiting her presence like a loyal underboss desperate for approval.

When Maria established her new headquarters in Providence—a sleek, well-guarded front masking her growing criminal network—Zaldy didn’t simply show up to offer support. He made her empire his priority. He poured money into her operations, rerouted connections, and devoted time and attention to her affairs in ways he had never once done for me.

I had been by Zaldy’s side for four long years—through negotiations, bloodshed, alliances, and quiet nights behind the iron gates of Corell Manor. Yet none of that could rival the magnetic pull of his resurrected past. Whenever Maria entered a room, his gaze followed her. Every decision he made seemed to revolve around her presence, and I felt myself fading into the background of his world.

The day of my graduation arrived—a milestone I had dreamed of sharing with him for years. He had promised he would attend. Instead, I stood alone as the ceremony began, while Zaldy traveled with Maria to New York for an elite international fashion and business summit designed to launder influence through art and luxury.

I was left fielding questions, swallowing humiliation, offering excuses on his behalf to people who already knew the truth.

When I confronted him later, he brushed off my pain as if it were a minor inconvenience.

“Don’t exaggerate,” he said coldly. “Look around you. You live in a fortified estate. You’re guarded, funded, protected. Maria doesn’t have that. She’s rebuilding her power base alone in Providence. She needs my backing.”

And what about me?

What about the years I stood quietly beside him? The achievements I longed to celebrate with the man who claimed I was his partner?

The final fracture came when Zaldy accompanied Maria back to Paris—this time to meet her remaining benefactors, old-money crime families, and influential elders who still held sway in Europe’s underground. Watching him embed himself deeper into her world made the truth impossible to deny.

I had already lost him.

Every instinct in my body screamed that it was time to walk away. When I finally made the decision, it didn’t come with relief—only a dull, aching sadness that had been growing for years.

I signed the separation agreement, relinquished my claim to Corell Manor, and booked a flight to Italy to pursue my master’s degree in Art—choosing a future free from Zaldy’s divided loyalties and looming shadow.

Before I left, I sent him one final message.

[Sami: There’s nothing left for me here. I’m stepping away. You’re free to live the life you want.]

His reply came quickly. Cold. Revealing.

[Zaldy: And how exactly do you plan to survive without me? Without my protection?]

Tears burned my eyes as the truth finally settled in. To him, I had never been a partner—only an ornament. A possession. A symbol of status, not a woman he loved.

I blocked his number, cut off every channel, and severed the last remaining thread binding me to him.

Days later, whispers reached me through mutual associates. Zaldy was searching relentlessly—sending messages I never saw, demanding updates, growing increasingly volatile.

[Sami, I made a mistake. Come back.]

Tomorrow was supposed to be my graduation—four years of relentless study at the Rhode Island School of Art finally coming to an end. When I mentioned it over dinner the night before, his reaction was colder than any threat he’d ever made.

“I have commitments tomorrow,” he said curtly. “I’ll have something sent to you.”

He stood, already absorbed in his phone, barking orders to his men, leaving me staring at the empty chair across from me—feeling erased from his life.

In recent months, just when I dared to believe he might be returning to me, he withdrew once more. The reason was obvious.

Maria Lee had come back—ready to claim her territory in Providence.

From the moment she returned, Zaldy devoted himself to her as though she were his chosen queen. For an entire year, I watched him attend to her every request, fund her ventures, and rearrange his empire to suit her needs. I, meanwhile, was offered nothing but distant words and hollow gestures.

A year ago, I opened my own art gallery—something I had built from nothing with my own vision and effort. Zaldy never showed. Not even briefly. Instead, he sent flowers with a generic card that felt more like an obligation than a celebration.

Yet when Maria needed him at the airport, he arrived immediately. When she required security, financing, or connections, he handled every detail personally—treating her life as if it outweighed mine entirely.

I became a ghost within my own home, invisible to the man I had once believed was my future.

The resentment finally erupted as I followed him upstairs, my voice shaking but resolute.

“Why are you so heartless, Zaldy?” I demanded. “You skipped my gallery opening. You rushed to Maria’s side without hesitation. You invested everything into her operations. And now you can’t even spare a few hours for my graduation? Is it always going to be her?”

He turned slowly, sliding his phone into his belt, irritation flashing across his face.

“What’s your problem now?” he scoffed. “Do you want more money? A better gift? Just say it instead of acting pathetic.”

The words sliced through me, reducing everything I had given him to something transactional.

“I don’t want your money,” I whispered, tears spilling freely. “I want you. I want my partner to show up. That’s all I ever asked for.”

He laughed softly, cruel amusement flickering in his eyes as he grabbed my chin.

“Your tears won’t change anything, Sami,” he said coldly. “You’ll never have what you want. And don’t expect to see me at your graduation.”

He shoved me away and slammed the door, the echo reverberating through the halls of the manor.

Our relationship had always been empty. From the beginning, it was an arrangement orchestrated by his mother—two strangers forced into proximity for convenience and image. Despite the army of staff surrounding us, he demanded I tend to his needs personally, confusing control with intimacy.

The man I once loved was gone—if he had ever truly existed at all.

And as I stood there alone, surrounded by memories of effort, sacrifice, and hope, I finally understood that to survive, I had to let all of it go.

Chapter 2

I grew up inside an orphanage owned and funded by the Family, a quiet institution hidden behind iron gates and thick stone walls meant to keep the world—and its dangers—out. I spent most of my childhood sitting in the courtyard with borrowed paints, working beneath the open sky, imagining a future far beyond the reach of the Corell syndicate. I dreamed that one day someone powerful would notice my talent, take me under their wing, and allow me to pursue art without fear or obligation.

More than anything, I wanted to be a painter of consequence—to make a name for myself, to build a gallery that belonged solely to me, a place where my work could exist freely without bearing another person’s shadow.

After I completed the orphanage’s formal education program, fate intervened in the form of a formidable woman: the matriarch of the Corell crime family. She summoned me personally and offered what felt like an impossible gift. She would finance my education at the Accademia di Belle Arti di Firenze—one of the most elite art institutions in the country.

There was, of course, a price.

In exchange, I would be bound to her son, Zaldy Corell—the future Don. He was five years older than me, hardened by loss, and still openly haunted by the woman who had left him years earlier. Maria Lee had gone to Paris, where she refined her influence, sharpened her ambitions, and elevated her status among Europe’s elite criminal circles.

I hesitated. I was barely eighteen. Zaldy was twenty-three and already feared within the organization.

“Does he know about this arrangement?” I asked quietly, my fingers clenched in my lap.

“Yes,” the matriarch replied after a pause. Her gaze softened just enough to disarm me. “He has agreed.”

Out of gratitude—and obligation—I accepted. She had been the only source of kindness I’d ever known, the only person who saw something worthwhile in me. Refusing her felt impossible.

Zaldy and I entered the arrangement as strangers, not lovers. Still, I clung to the naïve belief that time might soften him, that proximity could become affection. While studying, I worked relentlessly to build independence—applying for grants, selling paintings to private collectors, and doing everything in my power not to rely on Corell money.

None of it mattered.

To Zaldy, I was an inconvenience. He remained distant, emotionally sealed off, acknowledging my existence only when required. I wasn’t his partner—I was a tolerated fixture in his household.

At our formal union ceremony, he offered no tenderness. The moment the vows were completed, he turned away. On the rare nights he came to my room, alcohol clung to him. His touch was mechanical, empty—never affectionate, always a reminder that my presence in his life was an obligation, not a choice.

One night, he staggered in late, leaning heavily against the doorframe, his eyes dull and unfocused.

“Sami,” he slurred, smirking faintly, “why do you never come see me?”

“You’ve never asked,” I answered carefully. “And let’s not pretend this arrangement was ever something either of us wanted.”

He laughed sharply and crossed the room, grabbing my arm with careless force. “You’re here because of my mother,” he said coldly. “Without her, you’d be nothing.”

“Yes, Zaldy,” I whispered, swallowing the sting in my throat. “I know.”

The years passed like that. I endured everything out of loyalty to his mother—the woman who had saved me from obscurity. I even declined an offer to study abroad, afraid it would disappoint her.

No matter what I accomplished, I could never displace the ghost of Maria Lee. I was a stand-in. A shadow occupying a space meant for someone else.

After one particularly brutal argument, something inside me finally settled. My mentor’s words resurfaced in my mind.

The fellowship is yours if you want it. Italy is waiting.

It wasn’t just an opportunity—it was a way out. A door opening after years spent trapped in a life that was never truly mine. That night, I made my decision.

The next morning, Zaldy barely acknowledged me at breakfast. His attention was fixed on his phone, messages scrolling endlessly across the screen. Whatever tension lingered from the night before had already vanished from his mind.

I cleared my throat. “Zaldy,” I said quietly, “what would you think if I pursued my master’s degree in Italy?”

He waved a dismissive hand without looking up. “Do whatever you want.”

I steadied myself. “And if I’ll be gone long-term…should we dissolve this arrangement?”

For the briefest moment, I hoped he would react—question me, object, feel something.

He didn’t.

“That’s fine,” he muttered, still scrolling.

Relief and heartbreak collided in my chest. The truth was undeniable now. I had never mattered.

He hadn’t noticed when I stopped managing his schedule, preparing his suits, or handling his personal affairs. I’d quietly passed those responsibilities to the household staff, and he never questioned it.

“Very well,” I said, standing. My plate remained untouched. Hunger had abandoned me entirely.

My gaze fell on his phone just as a notification lit up the screen. The contact name glowed unmistakably.

The name burned into me. Every ounce of his loyalty, his attention, his devotion—it all belonged to her.

The phone rang. He answered instantly.

“I’ll be there shortly,” he said, his tone obedient, gentle, unwavering.

I smiled bitterly.

At last, I understood the role I had always played in his life—unseen, replaceable, and never truly claimed by the man I once loved.

Chapter 3

After breakfast, I made my way to the academy for the graduation ceremony, my emotions tangled between pride and a sharp, gnawing ache.

This day marked the culmination of years spent at the Accademia di Belle Arti di Firenze—a path I had devoted my every thought, every brushstroke, and every late-night hour to. Soon, I would leave for Italy, to carve out a life that belonged entirely to me, away from the influence of the Corell family.

But as I stood there, diploma in hand, surrounded by a throng of students and their families, the familiar sting of solitude crept in.

Around me, families celebrated their protégés, snapping photos, laughter spilling over the square. It was a day designed for shared joy—but I moved through it like a ghost, a lone figure among tightly knit factions.

I shook my head and forced a smile. “This is how it always is, Sami,” I murmured to myself, drawing a steadying breath. “No need to mourn that Zaldy isn’t here.”

It was just another day alone, after all.

Fortune intervened in the form of my mentor, the one who had first given me a shot at recognition beyond the orphanage walls. His eyes lit up when he saw me, pride radiating as he congratulated me for earning the scholarship. He insisted on a celebratory lunch afterward, a gesture that felt like sunlight breaking through a storm.

“Italy will change you, Sami,” he said, voice bright and certain. “I want to see the artist you’re destined to become.”

“Thank you, Professor,” I replied, a genuine smile lifting my features.

His words soothed me, a spark of hope in a world that had often felt unkind. But as I left the academy and drove home, a shadow of doubt crept back in.

I watched the courthouse pass by from the car window, a looming reminder of the pending divorce I had yet to finalize. For a fleeting second, I considered ordering the driver to stop, to take action immediately. But the thought of Zaldy’s mother—the formidable matriarch—stopped me. How would she react if I acted rashly?

I exhaled, letting the hesitation pass.

Then my phone buzzed. Her name appeared on the screen.

“Sami, darling!” she chimed, her voice warm and melodic. “Congratulations! You’ve worked so hard. Let’s celebrate—just you and me, a proper day of shopping.”

“That sounds wonderful,” I said, directing the driver back to the manor to pick her up.

When I saw her waiting, anger toward Zaldy softened, replaced by a quiet warmth. Despite everything, his mother had always treated me with kindness. Being with her reminded me that I still had a place in a family somewhere in this fractured world.

We spent hours wandering the shops, chatting like companions from a simpler time, and she ensured I didn’t leave empty-handed.

While she examined a designer bag, I scrolled through my phone—and froze.

A post from Maria appeared: New York Fashion Week. Zaldy stood beside her, arm linked with hers, both smiling as if nothing in the world existed beyond the frame.

The caption read: [So glad to be here again this year, especially with someone you love.]

My chest tightened. So that was why he had skipped my graduation.

My fingers clenched the phone as Zaldy’s mother noticed my tension.

“Sami, dear, are you alright?” she asked, concern etched in her features.

I forced a calm smile. “Yes, I’m fine. Did you find something you liked?”

“I did. And I picked one for you, too. I hope you’ll enjoy it,” she said, handing me a bag.

“Thank you, truly,” I replied, letting the warmth of her gesture cut through my bitterness.

Back at the manor, the emptiness pressed heavier than ever. Zaldy did not return that night, nor the next. I tried to distract myself, but a persistent unease left me restless.

Days later, another post: Maria in Paris for Fashion Week. And there he was, by her side again—his posture protective, his gaze devoted, his smile reserved entirely for her.

Each image twisted something inside me. Photos of him attending her events, celebrating milestones in her circle, laughing and leaning close—the sting of jealousy flared hotter with each snapshot.

“Why don’t they just move in together already?” I muttered, anger and frustration coiling in my stomach.

I could no longer hold back. My pulse racing, I threw the phone aside, gathered my papers, and ordered the driver to take me to the courthouse.

This time, hesitation had no place. I signed the divorce papers with precision, my signature firm and unwavering. No more doubt. No more waiting. I reclaimed my life.

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A few days later, Zaldy returned from Paris.

That evening, I set a quiet dinner, the first time in weeks we would sit across from each other. Calm and deliberate, the divorce documents were laid neatly beside my plate.

As he took his seat, I slid the folder across the table.

Zaldy glanced at it, expression unreadable, then pushed it back toward me.

“Put it in my office. I’ll review it later,” he said casually.

I froze. “You’re not even going to read them?” My voice trembled with disbelief.

He sighed, picking up his communicator. “Sami, can we not do this now? I just got back. I’m exhausted.”

“Do you even care?” I pressed, voice shaking. “Have you noticed? I stopped managing your schedules, stopped tending to your needs—and you barely reacted.”

“Look,” he said, waving a hand dismissively, “throwing a fit doesn’t make me drop everything. Now, if you’re done, let me eat in peace.”

I stared at him, every ounce of indifference in his eyes answering all the questions I hadn’t dared to ask aloud.

Finally, I rose, clutching the papers to my chest, feeling a surge of strength bloom.

“Very well, Zaldy,” I whispered, not meeting his gaze. “I’ll leave them in your office. But this time, I am done waiting for you.”

I walked away, placing the divorce papers on his desk. My eyes fell on a chaotic pile of receipts, statements, and purchase orders.

My heart sank. Since Maria’s return, his expenses had soared—a penthouse in Paris, lavish gifts—evidently all for her.

On impulse, I grabbed a sticky note and scrawled: “Make sure you sign it!”

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