Chapter 1

My blood-bonded vampire mate left me while I was pregnant to be with his "first love" in the human world.

When danger struck, he abandoned our son to protect her human child, who was not in any danger.

While our son was struggling with lethal UV burns and calling for his father through a high fever, he was celebrating under citywide fireworks with that human boy, who only had a common cold.

He even took the life-saving serum I had prepared for our son, just to use it for the boy’s "pre-transformation conditioning."

He coldly stated, "Vampires are resilient; he’ll endure it. Human children are too fragile."

After four years of raising our son alone, I finally decided to leave.

I officially cut our blood ties and moved away with our son. Only then did he find out that his "first love" had been lying to him all along.

After learning the truth, the arrogant vampire prince wept and begged for us to come back.

The night hunters raided the training compound, my blood-bonded mate ran into the UV zone — not to save our son, but to save his human sweetheart's kid.

That kid was human.

Sunlight couldn't touch him.

But,our son Luka had completed his awakening less than a month ago.

The blood thrall housekeeper burst into my healing chamber, her face drained of color.

"Something's wrong at the young bloods' training compound."

My heart stopped. Luka had his first blood-control session there today.

He'd been too excited to sleep the night before.

When I got there, I found him curled in a corner.

The UV burns had split open the skin along both his arms, the veins underneath gone dark — not the deep red of healthy vampire blood, but the ashen black of something dying.

A newly awakened fledgling takes UV damage three times worse than a turned adult. He was still in the most vulnerable window of his awakening.

"Mom..."

He fell into my arms. Tears cut through the ash on his face.

"Does Father really not want me?"

My chest clenched like something had reached in and closed its fist.

He kept going, his voice breaking apart.

"Father was the first one to reach the compound when the raid started. I saw him. I thought — I thought he came for me."

Luka's small body trembled against mine.

"I called out to him. I called his name."

"But he just ran right past me."

"He grabbed Damian and walked out."

"He saw me, Mom. He looked right at me. And he didn't stop."

I held him tighter, eyes burning, unable to say a single word.

Damian was human.

The hunters' UV bombs couldn't touch him. He'd been standing in the light zone completely unharmed — just a boy in the sun, nothing more.

But Luka had just awakened. His blood instincts were still unstable. UV exposure at this stage could scar him permanently.

Kaelan knew this. He'd ruled this city for three centuries. No one understood how fragile a fledgling's awakening window was better than him.

And he still stepped over our son to carry out a human child the light couldn't even touch.

Every word I'd prepared to comfort Luka turned to ash in my throat.

Kaelan left the moment he found out I was pregnant. He didn't come back for the birth. Didn't come back for the first feeding, for the moment Luka's eyes shifted from human brown to vampire gold, for the first time his fangs came in. I raised Luka alone for four years — every milestone, every hard night, every time Luka asked where his father was. All of it, mine to carry alone.

Kaelan only came back last month.

I thought four years had changed something.

I thought we still had a chance.

I was wrong.

He came back because Vivienne said she wanted to return to the city.

Vivienne and her son Damian were both human — they lived in daylight, ate normal food, existed in a world that had nothing to do with ours.

But Kaelan arranged everything for them without hesitation.

He even enrolled Damian in the elite young bloods training program — a fully human child placed among vampire-born fledglings, simply because Kaelan decided he deserved the best.

I looked down at the burns on Luka's arms, my hands trembling.

The wounds would heal.

But I already knew the damage underneath wouldn't.

"Mom," Luka said quietly, his voice wrecked. "Damian's human. The light can't even hurt him. Why did Father still go for him?"

I bit down on my lip until I tasted blood.

When Luka found out Kaelan was coming back, he was excited for a whole month straight.

The day he first felt his blood instincts stir, he came running to me with his face flushed. "Mom, can all vampires feel their bloodline like this? I felt it — does that mean I'm close to awakening? I want to tell Father when he gets back."

He put on his best training clothes. Spent a month carving a blood-seal stone by hand. Then looked up at me, nervous, and asked:

"Do you think Father will like it?"

"Of course he will," I said. "You're his only son."

But when we went to meet Kaelan at the territory border, he walked out holding Vivienne's hand, Damian at his side.

A human woman. A human boy.

Luka and I stood there and didn't move.

Damian ran over and knocked the blood-seal stone out of Luka's hands.

It hit the ground and split into three pieces.

Kaelan glanced at it and kept walking. "I have no use for that. Head back — I need to get Vivienne and Damian settled in."

He never once looked at Luka.

Every look he gave Damian was full.

I stared at the broken pieces on the ground and closed my eyes.

"I'm sorry, baby. That's on me. From now on — whatever happens — you call for me. I will always come."

After I treated Luka's burns and got him to sleep, his brows were still drawn tight.

"Father... save me..."

He whimpered in his sleep.

Something in my chest twisted and wouldn't let go.

Chapter 2

Kaelan and I were fated mates.

His bloodline had been reaching for mine long before either of us made a choice. That kind of pull doesn't lie — it's written into the blood itself, older than anything either of us could claim.

But someone got there first.

A political enemy slipped a compulsion elixir into his drink at a gathering. The kind that strips away every wall and leaves nothing but instinct. He couldn't fight what his bloodline already wanted.

He came to my chamber that night without warning. He didn't knock.

He was already gone. Eyes bled full red, pupils blown wide, blood instincts running completely unchecked. He didn't speak. He didn't ask.

I was barely a year into my own turning. I didn't have the strength to push back a Prince running on pure instinct.

I recognized the signs immediately. I knew exactly what had been done to him, and by whom.

I also knew that if I called for help, whoever had dosed him would use the chaos to finish what they started. They wanted him dead or disgraced — either would do.

So I stayed. I let the bond complete. I kept him alive through the night.

By morning, the red had drained from his eyes.

He looked at me for a long moment without speaking.

Then his voice came out like something carved from stone.

"I'll take responsibility. We'll formalize the blood bond next week."

I thought that was just how he showed it. I thought our life together was finally starting.

But at the bonding ceremony, I overheard him talking to his most trusted men.

"You think this was an accident?" His voice was low and completely controlled. "A newly turned vampire, alone in a locked chamber with a Prince who'd just been dosed. She knew exactly what she was doing."

I heard one of them shift uncomfortably. "My lord, the fated bond—"

"The bond is real." He cut him off. "That's exactly what makes it worse. She knew it was there. She knew all she had to do was wait for the right night."

Then I heard him set his glass down.

"I'll honor the bond because I have to. But I will never love her. She is my responsibility. Nothing more."

Before I could say a single word in my own defense, Kaelan left for the old European territories.

And didn't come back.

I found out I was pregnant two months later.

I gave birth to Luka alone. Raised him alone for four years. Watched him take his first steps alone, heard his first words alone, held him through every fever and every nightmare alone. Every night Luka asked where his father was, I was the one who had to answer.

I kept waiting anyway.

Last month, Kaelan finally came back. But he came back with Vivienne at his side and Damian in his arms.

That evening, I reached through our blood bond trying to find him.

He had it blocked.

Then he walked into the residence.

I kept my voice steady. "Luka needs to go back to the healing chamber tomorrow morning to have his burns redressed. Can you take him?"

Kaelan barely looked up. "Can't. I'm taking Vivienne and Damian for their physicals tomorrow morning."

He was preparing to turn them. Before a human could survive the transition, their body had to be assessed — heart, blood pressure, organ function. You didn't bring someone across without knowing exactly what you were working with.

He was planning to make them permanent.

Then he added, "If you have to bring Luka, come in the afternoon. Damian lost his father. He doesn't need to hear another kid calling me that."

The rage I'd been holding down for four years finally broke loose.

"Are you serious right now? You left your own son in a UV zone today. He could have died."

Kaelan's eyes went hard. "Vivienne is human. She couldn't go in alone. Damian had no one else. What was I supposed to do?"

"You were supposed to get your own son out first." My voice cracked.

Kaelan looked at me then. Really looked at me, for the first time in a long time.

"Vivienne saved my life before I ever knew you existed," he said. "If things had gone differently, she would've been my mate. Not you." His voice didn't waver. "What happened between us was manufactured. You are my obligation. Not my choice."

He said it like he was stating a fact.

"Don't pretend those are the same thing."

Each word landed like a blow.

The blood bond in my chest felt like ice running through my veins.

Four years ago, I carried Luka alone while Kaelan was gone.

Four years of raising our son by myself, holding onto the idea that he would come back and it would mean something.

Only to find out he'd spent those years playing father to someone else's child.

And now Luka was in the next room, covered in UV burns, whimpering in his sleep for a father who had walked right past him to pull out a human boy the light couldn't even touch.

The blood bond dissolution request was sitting on my desk, half-written, waiting.

If it were just me, I would've filed it already and never looked back.

But every time I got close, I thought about Luka.

The way he'd spent a month carving that blood-seal stone.

The way he'd asked, "Do you think Father will like it?"

So I kept waiting.

One more time. Maybe just one more time.

Chapter 3

The next morning, Luka's fever spiked.

UV burns could turn septic fast at this stage. His body was still learning how to heal itself — the awakening window didn't just make fledglings more vulnerable to damage, it made recovery slower too.

I rushed him to the compound's healing chamber, his small body burning up in my arms.

That's when we ran into Kaelan.

He was standing in the corridor with Vivienne beside him, one hand on Damian's shoulder. Damian had a runny nose and was wiping it on his sleeve. Kaelan was watching him like he was made of glass.

Luka saw him first.

Despite the fever, his eyes lit up.

He pulled free from my arms and stumbled toward Kaelan, legs unsteady, both hands reaching out.

"Father." His voice came out small and wrecked. "You came. I forgive you for yesterday — did you come to stay with me while I see the healer?"

Kaelan looked down at him.

Then stepped back and pulled Damian closer.

"Didn't I tell you to come in the afternoon? Why is he here now?"

Damian shoved Luka hard.

"Stop calling him Father. He's MY dad!"

Luka was already unsteady from the fever. He went down hard, UV burns hitting the stone floor.

His cry echoed through the entire corridor.

Damian moved to kick him.

"Hey." I stepped between them, pulled Damian back, and scooped Luka off the floor. His skin was still burning. "Damian, apologize to Luka. Right now."

Kaelan's eyes flashed. "How dare you put your hands on him."

He pulled Damian behind him. "I told you to come in the afternoon. You did this on purpose."

"My fault?" My voice was shaking. "Your son is covered in burns because you left him in the UV zone yesterday. He has a fever of a hundred and four. Where exactly was I supposed to take him?"

Kaelan had already turned away. He crouched down and checked Damian — nose, forehead, color. Careful, quiet, thorough.

His son was on the floor behind him.

He didn't look once.

Vivienne stepped forward. Her voice was soft, her eyes softer — the kind of soft that always came with an agenda.

"I'm so sorry, this is such a mess." She glanced at Luka, then lowered her voice like she was sharing something difficult. "Damian caught a cold two days ago and he still hasn't slept properly. Kaelan's barely left his side."

A cold.

Damian had a cold.

Luka had UV burns splitting open across both arms and a fever pushing a hundred and four, and Kaelan had barely left Damian's side because the boy had a cold.

The healer stepped out of the chamber and pulled me aside.

"I need to speak with you about Luka's condition." Her voice was low. "The UV exposure has slowed his awakening progression. Having his sire present during treatment would significantly help stabilize him. Even an hour would make a difference."

I looked at Kaelan.

He was straightening Damian's collar.

"Kaelan." I kept my voice even. "The healer says Luka needs you with him during treatment. Just an hour. His awakening is being affected."

Kaelan looked up.

For a moment I thought he was going to say yes.

Then Vivienne touched his arm. Barely a brush. Light enough to look accidental.

"I don't want to make this harder than it already is." Her voice dropped to almost nothing. "But Damian asked for you this morning, and I—" She stopped. Pressed her lips together. "We're still human, Kaelan. Damian and I. We don't have centuries ahead of us the way you do. All we have is right now."

She looked up at him.

"You and Luka have all the time in the world. We don't."

The corridor went quiet.

Kaelan looked at Vivienne for a long moment.

Then he looked at Luka — really looked at him, for the first time since we'd run into them in the corridor.

Luka was still in my arms, burning up, watching his father with the kind of hope that had no business still being there after everything that had already happened.

Kaelan looked away.

"I'll come by later," he said. To me, not to Luka.

"Come on," he said to Damian. "Let's get you back to bed."

"Can you stay until I fall asleep?"

"Of course. I'm not going anywhere."

Their voices faded around the corner.

I stood in the middle of the corridor holding my son, who had stopped watching the place where his father had been and gone very still in my arms.

"Mom," Luka said quietly.

I tightened my arms around him.

"Damian just has a cold," he said. "Colds go away on their own."

He didn't say anything else.

He didn't have to.

I carried him into the healing chamber, sat down with him in my lap, and waited for the healer to begin.

The blood bond dissolution request was still sitting on my desk.

Half-written. Waiting.

I looked down at Luka's face — fever-bright eyes, burns across his arms, brows drawn even now — and I thought about what the healer had said.

His sire would help stabilize him.

His sire had just walked away to sit with a human child who had a cold.

I thought about the bonding ceremony. The way Kaelan had wiped his hands clean after.

I thought about four years of waiting for him to come back and mean it.

I thought about Luka spending a month carving that blood-seal stone.

Then I stopped thinking about it.

"File the dissolution," I said quietly.

Not to anyone in the room.

Just to myself.

For the first time, it didn't feel like giving up.

It felt like the only thing left to do.

I Left With Son After Vampire Mate Chose Human Lover

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