Chapter 1
The day I lay in the hospital bed, mourning the suffocating silence in my womb where my five-month-old son used to be, was the same day I learned my husband was sleeping with his secretary, who also happened to be his best friend's sister.
I thought I was dreaming back then. But now it was all clear to me when I heard them in the study.
"You said you love me," Catalina hissed, her voice low but carrying sharply in the silence. "You said it a thousand times, Sebastiano. So why not just dissolve the union? Why are we still sneaking around like teenagers? What is taking you so long?"
My hand froze on the doorknob. My breath hitched, lodging painfully in my throat.
Sebastiano sighed, running a hand through his hair. A gesture I used to find endearing. Now, it looked calculated.
"Don't tell me you love her?" Catalina pressed, stepping closer to him. "Do you?"
"Of course I love my wife," Sebastiano replied.
The words should have been a balm. Instead, they felt like a slap. How could he say that? How could he claim to love me while standing inches away from his mistress?
"But I love you more, Catalina. You know that. You're the one who sets me on fire. She… she is my duty. My Family."
"Then leave her!"
"It's complicated, baby. Especially now. She just lost the baby, Catalina. She's grieving. She's fragile. If I hand her dissolution papers now, the Feds are already circling. The press would eat me alive. And you know my Family. They want a legitimate heir." Sebastiano's tone turned hard. "If we got pregnant now, out of wedlock, while I'm still blood-bound to a Castellano? They wouldn't accept it. My grandfather would strip me of everything. Cut me off from the name, the territory, all of it. And what about your brother? If Nico finds out I'm sleeping with his little sister while my wife is recovering from a miscarriage, he'll kill me. Not a figure of speech. He will actually kill me. And the arrangement between our crews would be finished."
"So I'm supposed to be like this forever?" Catalina's voice cracked, turning into a whine. "Just the secret? The other woman?"
"Of course not," Sebastiano cooed. He reached out, cupping her face. "Just wait a little longer. You know my grandfather is sick. He's on his last legs. Soon, he'll anoint his successor before the Commission. Once I am the Don, once the power is in my hands, I can do whatever I want. I can defy them. I can dissolve the union, pay her off, and bring you out into the light. I promise."
"Fine," Catalina huffed, melting into his touch. "Fine. But you owe me."
"I'll make it up to you."
"Kiss me now," she demanded.
And he did.
I watched through the crack in the door as my husband lowered his head and captured her lips. It wasn't a hesitant kiss. It was hungry. Possessive. It was the kiss of a man who had done this a thousand times before.
I didn't storm out. I didn't scream. The shock was a physical weight, pinning me to the floor. I backed away, step by silent step, until I hit the edge of the bed. I climbed back under the covers, pulling the duvet over my head, and let the hot, silent tears flow.
My baby was dead. My marriage was a lie. And the two people I trusted most were downstairs, plotting my disposal.
The next morning, the sun shone cruelly bright, mocking the darkness in my world.
I hadn't slept. I had spent the night staring at the wall, my grief hardening into something cold and sharp. I needed to see if it was real. I needed to see if the monster I saw last night was the same man I had married.
I washed my face, hiding the red puffiness of my eyes with cold water, and walked downstairs.
The smell of bacon and coffee wafted from the kitchen. I walked through the archway and stopped.
They were there. Sebastiano was leaning against the granite island, and Catalina was standing between his legs. His hands were on her waist. Her hands were on his shoulders. Their faces were inches apart, their lips brushing in a whisper of intimacy that made my stomach turn.
I cleared my throat.
They sprang apart as if burned. Catalina stumbled back, nearly knocking over a bowl of fruit. Sebastiano spun around, his eyes wide. His thumb moved to his ring finger, turning the wedding band once before his hand dropped to his side.
"Bianca!" Sebastiano exclaimed. He adjusted his tie. "You're… you're awake."
"What is happening here?" I asked. My voice was raspy, dry.
For a second, there was silence. The kind of silence I had grown up knowing. The silence of my father's house before someone was asked to leave the room and didn't come back. Then Catalina let out a high, nervous laugh. She touched her neck, her fingers fluttering over a thin gold chain.
"Oh! Good morning, Bianca," she stammered, her cheeks flushed. "I… I was just asking Sebastiano for help. With my necklace. The clasp… it got stuck. You know how tricky these things are."
I looked at the necklace. It was a simple thing. The clasp was clearly in the back, yet she had been facing him.
"Right," Sebastiano jumped in, his composure returning. He put on that mask, the concerned, loving husband. It was terrifying how easily it slipped into place. "The clasp was jammed. But never mind that. How are you, cara? Should you be out of bed? You need to rest."
He walked over to me, reaching out to touch my arm. I flinched, stepping back.
He paused, a flicker of annoyance crossing his eyes before he hid it. "Bianca? What's wrong?"
"I'm just… tired," I lied.
"Of course you are," he soothed. "Here, sit down. I made breakfast. You need to eat to get your strength back. For the future."
He pulled out a stool for me. Catalina was busy pretending to organize papers on the counter, refusing to meet my eyes.
"I'm not hungry," I said.
"You have to eat," Sebastiano insisted, picking up a plate of eggs and toast. He held a forkful up, like I was a child. "Come on. Just a bite. For me? I know you're sad about the baby, but we can try again. Once you're healed. We have plenty of time."
We can try again. The audacity of it made my blood boil.
I looked at the fork. I looked at Catalina, who was watching us with a smug, possessive glint in her eyes.
"I said I'm full," I said coldly. "Just eat it yourself, Sebastiano."
I turned on my heel and walked out of the kitchen.
"Bianca!" he called after me, his voice tinged with warning.
I didn't stop. I walked straight to the study, the one room in this house that Sebastiano's soldiers never swept for bugs because it was already clean. I locked the door behind me.
My hands were trembling as I pulled my phone from my pocket. My right hand drifted to my bare collarbone, fingers pressing against the hollow where my mother's gold crucifix used to rest. I had taken it off the night of our wedding, tucked it into a velvet pouch, and told myself I wouldn't need its protection anymore. I dialed a number I hadn't called since that same night.
It rang twice.
"Bianca?" A deep, gravelly voice answered. "To what do I owe this pleasure? It's been years."
"Uncle Lorenzo," I said. My voice was steady now. The tears were gone. "Do you remember that offer? The one about the European territory? The operations you wanted me to run out of London? Process my papers. I need a new identity. I need a flight. I'm leaving as soon as possible."
Chapter 2
I decided to go to the front office. Aside from being Sebastiano's wife, I was also an architect. I told myself it was to drop off the revised schematics for the coastal development project, but deep down, a darker instinct was driving me. I needed to see him in his element. I needed to see if the rot I had discovered in my home had spread to the operation I helped build.
I walked through the heavy oak doors of the Dalessio real estate firm, clutching the roll of blueprints like a shield.
Usually, my arrival was met with warm smiles and respectful nods. Today, the atmosphere shifted the moment my heels clicked against the marble floor.
The front-desk associate, a young girl named Rosa who usually gushed over my outfits, froze mid-typing. Her eyes widened, darting from me to the private elevator and back. Her hand moved instinctively toward the phone, then stopped. She straightened the stapler, then the pen cup, as if the small act of ordering her desk could impose order on the situation unfolding around her.
"Mrs. Dalessio," she stammered, half-rising from her chair. "We… we weren't expecting you today."
"I'm here to see Sebastiano," I said, forcing a pleasant smile that felt like it might crack my face. "Is he in?"
"He's… he's in a sit-down," she lied. I could tell. She was terrible at it. Her gaze kept flickering to the phone, as if she wanted to warn him.
"That's fine," I said, breezing past her before she could stop me. "I have a key. I'll wait."
I walked toward the private elevator reserved for Family. I reached the top floor. The executive suite was quiet, the plush carpet swallowing the sound of my footsteps. Old photographs of Don Dalessio with senators and cardinals lined the hallway walls, watching me pass. I approached Sebastiano's office, the heavy mahogany double doors looming at the end of the hall.
I was about to knock when I heard it.
It was faint at first, muffled by the wood, but unmistakable. A low, guttural groan. Then, a giggle.
My hand hovered inches from the wood.
"Sssh, quiet down," Sebastiano's voice came through, strained and breathless. "Someone might hear us."
"Let them hear," Catalina's voice purred, followed by the sound of something heavy hitting the desk. "I'm tired of being quiet, Sebastiano. You're the Boss's heir. You can do what you want."
"Not yet, baby. Not yet. Just… turn around."
The sounds that followed, the wet, rhythmic friction of skin on skin, the stifled moans, tore through me sharper than any scalpel.
I couldn't breathe. The hallway seemed to spin. I wanted to kick the door down. I wanted to scream until my throat bled. But the humiliation was a heavy, suffocating blanket. If I went in there now, I wouldn't just be the betrayed wife; I would be the hysterical, crazy woman. The Castellano name would become a joke whispered from one crew to the next across five boroughs.
I backed away. My legs felt like jelly, but I forced them to move. I retreated, not to the elevator, but to the ladies' room down the hall.
I pushed into the handicap stall and locked the door, leaning my forehead against the cool metal partition. I gasped for air, trying to steady the violent shaking of my hands.
A moment later, the bathroom door opened. The click-clack of heels echoed on the tiles.
"Did you see her?" a voice whispered.
"I know," another voice replied. "Mrs. Dalessio. She walked right past my desk. She looked… oblivious."
"It's so embarrassing," Gianna said, her voice dropping conspiratorially low even though she clearly thought no one else was there. I heard the sound of water running, the pump of soap. "Do you think she knows? About Catalina?"
"How could she not? Catalina is practically sitting in his lap during meetings. She walks around here like she owns the place. Wearing those tight skirts, giggling at everything he says."
"God, poor wife," Gianna sighed. The pity in her voice was worse than the malice. "She just lost a baby, right? And now her husband is banging his courier in the middle of the workday."
"Men are trash," the second woman said. "But honestly? Bianca is kind of… weak, isn't she? I mean, everyone in the office knows. The associates know. The soldiers on the door know. If I were her, I would have burned this place down by now. But she just smiles and brings him lunch."
"She's probably in denial. Or maybe she just wants to keep the money."
"Should we tell him?" Gianna asked. "That she's here? She might walk in on them."
"No way!" the other girl hissed. "Are you crazy? We'd be cut loose by morning. Sebastiano would blame us for letting her up. Let's just wait. After all, Mrs. Dalessio seems weak. She didn't even confront them when she walked past the office earlier. She probably heard them and ran away."
They laughed. A cruel, sharp sound that echoed off the tiled walls.
The door swung shut. Silence returned.
I sat there, staring at the floor.
Weak.
Oblivious.
Everyone knows.
The shame burned through my veins, hotter than the grief. I wasn't just a victim; I was a spectacle. My entire life, my tragedy, was water-cooler gossip for the associates I worked alongside. They were laughing at me. They were betting on how long it would take for me to break.
I stood up. I wiped the tears from my cheeks with a rough paper towel. I looked at myself in the mirror.
My eyes were red, but they were dry. The woman staring back at me didn't look weak anymore. She looked dangerous.
My right hand drifted to my bare collarbone, fingers pressing the hollow where my mother's gold crucifix used to rest. I had taken it off the night I discovered the truth, and I had never put it back on. The skin there was smooth, empty, final. I let my hand drop.
I didn't go back to Sebastiano's office. I didn't throw a tantrum. I walked out of the bathroom, my spine steel-straight. I walked past the reception desk, ignoring Rosa's panicked look.
"Tell Sebastiano I stopped by," I said, my voice calm, devoid of emotion. "Tell him I left the blueprints. And tell him to enjoy his… sit-down."
I walked out of the building, into the blinding afternoon sun. I hailed a taxi, giving the driver an address I had looked up weeks ago, back when I thought I was just being paranoid.
The consigliere-for-hire kept his office in a glass tower on the other side of the city, far from any territory the Five Families claimed openly. I was ushered into the office of Vincent Palladino, a counselor known for tearing blood-bound alliances apart and making the dissolution stick even when both Families wanted blood.
He looked up from his desk, surprised to see me without an appointment. He reached for the pen beside his legal pad, aligned it perfectly parallel to the edge, and left it there.
"Mrs. Dalessio," he said, standing up. "This is unexpected. Is everything alright?"
I sat down in the leather chair opposite him. I placed my hands on his desk. They weren't shaking anymore.
"I want to divorce my husband," I said, the words tasting like freedom. "I don't care about his assets or anything. File the papers now. I just want it done in three days."
Chapter 3
The taxi ride home was a blur of city lights and vibrating anxiety. My phone, resting on the seat beside me, had been buzzing incessantly for the last twenty minutes.
Sebastiano: Where are you?
Sebastiano: Rosa said you came by. Why didn't you come in?
Sebastiano: Bianca, answer me. I'm worried.
Sebastiano: Are you okay? Call me.
I watched the notifications stack up on the lock screen, each one a measure of his guilt. He wasn't worried about my safety; he was worried about his exposure. He was terrified that I had stood outside that door and heard the sounds of his betrayal. He was calculating the damage, wondering if his carefully constructed house of cards was about to collapse.
I didn't reply. I simply reached over, held the power button, and watched the screen go black.
I leaned my head back against the seat, closing my eyes. I needed to think. I needed to calibrate my performance. I had set the wheels in motion with the consigliere-for-hire, but I still had to play the part of the oblivious, doting wife for just a little longer. I needed to lull him into a false sense of security before I pulled the rug out from under him.
When the taxi pulled up to the driveway, I saw Sebastiano's car parked haphazardly near the entrance, as if he had arrived in a rush. Catalina's car was there too, tucked discreetly to the side.
Of course she was here. She was like a parasite I couldn't shake.
I paid the driver and walked up the steps. The front door was unlocked. As I stepped into the foyer, voices drifted from the living room. They were arguing, their tones hushed but frantic.
"So what?" Catalina's voice was sharp, dismissive. "If she heard us, she would have stormed in! She would have screamed! You know her, Sebastiano. She's emotional. She wouldn't just walk away."
"You don't know that," Sebastiano hissed back. "She's been acting strange since the miscarriage. Quiet. Detached. What if she's planning something?"
"You're being paranoid," Catalina scoffed. "Maybe she just dropped off the papers and left. Maybe she didn't hear anything. So maybe not? Why are you freaking out?"
"And what if she did?" Sebastiano's voice rose, cracking with stress. "What if she dissolves the union? Huh? Do you know what happens then? The arrangement with the European partners, the Castellano alliance, it's contingent on this marriage holding. My grandfather will strip me of everything if I cause a breach now. I lose everything, Catalina. Everything!"
"So you care more about the Family than us?"
"I care about our future! Which requires the Family!"
I took a deep breath, plastered a confused smile on my face, and walked into the room.
"What is all the commotion?" I asked, my voice light and airy.
Both of them jumped. Sebastiano spun around, his face pale, sweat beading on his forehead. Catalina looked like she had swallowed a lemon, her arms crossed defensively over her chest.
"Bianca!" Sebastiano breathed out, rushing toward me. He looked like he wanted to grab me, shake me, and hug me all at once. "Oh god, Bianca. I thought something happened to you."
He reached for my hands, his grip clammy. "I've been calling and texting you for an hour! Why is your phone off? Where have you been?"
I looked at him, widening my eyes in innocent surprise. "My phone? Oh, it must have died. I forgot to charge it last night. I'm sorry, did I worry you?"
"Worry me? I was out of my mind!" He searched my face, looking for any sign of anger, any hint that I knew. "Rosa told me you came to the office. Why didn't you come inside? I was… I was in a sit-down, but I would have stepped out for you."
"I didn't want to disturb you," I said, shrugging. "Rosa looked so stressed, and I heard you were busy. I just wanted to drop off the blueprints for the development project."
"But where did you go after?" he pressed, his eyes narrowing slightly. "You've been gone for hours."
I paused. I let the silence stretch for just a second too long, watching his pulse jump in his neck.
"Oh, something came up," I said casually. "I needed to go to the counselor for the dissolution papers," I said simply.
The room went deathly silent. You could hear a pin drop. Sebastiano looked like he had been punched in the gut. Somewhere deeper in the house, the grandfather clock ticked once, twice, into nothing.
"What… what do you mean dissolution?" he whispered, his voice trembling. "Bianca? What? Are you… are you breaking the union?"
I watched him squirm. I watched the terror in his eyes, not of losing me, but of losing his standing, his name, his grandfather's protection. It was pathetic.
Then, I threw my head back and laughed.
"Oh my god, look at your face!" I giggled, slapping his arm playfully. "Do you want a dissolution, Sebastiano? Is that it?"
He blinked, confused, his brain struggling to catch up. "What? No! No, of course not! Baby, you're… you're kidding?"
"Of course I am!" I said, stepping into his space and wrapping my arms around his neck. I felt his body sag with relief. "Why on earth would I dissolve a blood-bound union with my loving husband? You're the best thing that ever happened to me."
I kissed him. It was a performance worthy of an Oscar. I pressed my lips to his, humming contentedly, while staring directly at Catalina over his shoulder.
Her face was a mask of pure, unadulterated rage. Her hands were clenched into fists at her sides, her knuckles white.
I pulled back, smiling up at Sebastiano. "I went to the counselor to update my will, silly. After the accident… it just made me think about things. About protecting us. Making sure the assets are clean, the trusts are in order."
"Oh," Sebastiano exhaled, a nervous laugh bubbling up from his chest. "Right. A will. That makes sense. God, Bianca, don't joke like that. You nearly gave me a heart attack."
"I would only dissolve the union if you violated it," I said, my voice turning serious for a split second. "Just like the Ferrara family. Did you hear? The husband was sleeping with one of his associates. Can you imagine? Throwing away an alliance, a bloodline, for a cheap fling? His father-in-law sent two men to his office. It's disgusting."
Sebastiano stiffened against me. His thumb moved, barely perceptible, rolling the wedding band around his ring finger. "Yeah," he choked out. "Disgusting. I would never do that to you, Bianca. I promise."
"I know," I cooed. "You're a good man."
I turned my head slightly, locking eyes with Catalina again.
"Well," I said, running a hand down Sebastiano's chest. "If you love me so much, how about you show me? Kiss me again."
"Bianca, we have company," Sebastiano murmured, though he didn't pull away. He was too relieved, too desperate to keep up the charade.
"Catalina doesn't mind," I said, my voice dripping with sweetness. "She's practically family. Right, Catalina?"
Catalina didn't answer. She looked like she was about to explode.
I pulled Sebastiano down and kissed him again, harder this time, making a show of it. I let my hands wander, staking my claim on the property she thought she had stolen.
"Let's go upstairs," I whispered loudly enough for her to hear. "Let's make love. I want to feel you."
Sebastiano hesitated, glancing at Catalina, but he was trapped. "Okay," he said. "Okay, baby."
I pulled away, patting his cheek. "I'll just go take a shower first. I feel gross from the city. You stay here. Go finish whatever business you have with her."
I gestured vaguely at Catalina.
"And Catalina," I added, flashing her a bright, venomous smile. "Thanks for keeping him company while I was gone. You can see yourself out, right?"
I didn't wait for an answer. I turned and walked toward the stairs, swaying my hips.
As I climbed, I glanced back once. Catalina was staring at Sebastiano, her eyes burning with betrayal and humiliation. Sebastiano was rubbing his temples, looking like a man who was drowning.
I made it to the bedroom and closed the door. The smile vanished instantly. I rushed to the bathroom and scrubbed my lips with the back of my hand until they burned.
I turned on the shower to drown out any noise. I sat on the edge of the tub, my heart pounding. My right hand drifted to my bare collarbone, fingers pressing against the hollow where my mother's gold crucifix used to rest. I held them there until the trembling stopped.
My phone, which I had turned back on, buzzed on the counter.
I picked it up. A message from Uncle Lorenzo.
Uncle Lorenzo: Everything is ready now. The jet is fueled. The transfer is approved. You can leave whenever you want.
I stared at the screen.
"Soon," I whispered to the empty room. "Just one more act."