Chapter 5
The moment my hand met Leon’s cheek, the room shattered.
He let out a high-pitched cry, stumbled back, then turned and ran, screaming for Kate. “Auntie! She hit me!”
I stood frozen in the mess of paint, canvas, and shame, my hands trembling, my stomach turning in on itself. But before I could follow after him—before I could explain—footsteps pounded up the stairs.
“What the hell did you do?!” Samuel’s voice thundered as he pushed open the door. His face twisted with rage. “You hit my son?”
“He ruined my painting,” I managed to say, my voice shaking. “It was for a client. I—I just snapped.”
Samuel scoffed. “Client? What client, Mom? You don’t have clients. You’re a nobody in the art world. You think someone wants your scribbles?”
“I—”
“She’s making excuses,” Johann spat as he entered behind Samuel, eyes ablaze. “You dare raise your hand to my grandson?! He was just playing!”
“She slapped him,” Kate added, her voice quivering with fake concern. “But… maybe it was just an accident, she didn’t mean it, right?”
But her eyes sparkled as she said it. She was enjoying this.
“I didn’t mean to hurt him,” I whispered.
But no one was listening. Johann crossed the room in two strides and slapped me.
Once. Twice. Three times.
Then it kept coming. Over and over. Like he was hitting every year I had spent by his side. Every birthday forgotten. Every insult I swallowed. Every dream I let rot.
Ten. Fifteen. Twenty.
My face burned. My ears rang. My knees buckled. The world spun.
“Stop!” Kate finally cried out, still pretending, still smiling inside. “Please, she’s had enough! It was just a painting—”
But Johann didn’t stop.
Thirty. Thirty-five. Forty.
And then… I collapsed.
I don’t remember how long I was unconscious. When I opened my eyes, I was lying on the kitchen floor. Alone. My cheek pressed to cold tile, dried blood on my lip. The faint sound of laughter echoed from the living room.
I reached for my phone with shaking fingers, hands bruised and barely working.
A message from my father lit up the screen.
Dad: “Everything’s ready. Your flight to Japan is booked. Sunday morning. Cherry blossoms, just like you wanted. The lawyer said that divorce documents are in your email just print and have him sign. Then come home.
Tears blurred my vision. I stood slowly, holding onto the wall for balance. My ribs ached with every breath. My lip was split. My cheekbone throbbed.
But I smiled.
I printed the divorce papers from my email in silence, tucked them into a folder, and took one long look in the mirror. The woman staring back at me was broken… but not defeated.
Not anymore.
Downstairs, they were all gathered like nothing happened.
Kate was pouring wine, laughing softly. Samuel was scrolling on his phone while Leon played with toy trains. My mother and Johann were going over hotel bookings and tourist spots since she would also be coming with them.
“…And I think we should go to Kyoto on the third day, Kate,” Johann said. “It’ll be the peak of cherry blossom season.”
Kate smiled. “You’re spoiling me.”
I walked into the room and stood by the door. No one noticed.
“Johann,” I said quietly. “Can you sign these papers? They’re for the bills and estate forms. Needs your signature.”
He barely looked up. “Yeah, yeah. Just leave it here.”
“No,” I said, stepping closer. “Please sign it now. It’s urgent.”
He sighed, irritated, and grabbed the pen. Without even glancing at the documents, he scribbled his name across every line I pointed at.
“There,” he muttered. “Happy now?”
“Very,” I said softly.
I gathered the papers and turned toward the stairs.
“Hey, where are you going?” Samuel called out.
“Just upstairs,” I said. “To pack your things for your trip. I’m not yet done.”
They didn’t even question it. Their laughter resumed. Their plans continued without pause.
And that was when I realized: I could disappear from their lives entirely and they wouldn’t notice until the next day… or week… or year.
But it didn’t matter anymore.
Because I wasn’t asking to be seen.
I was finally setting myself free.
Chapter 6
The morning of their trip, the house was alive with chaos. Suitcases thumped down the stairs, coat zippers zipped and unzipped, Leon’s squeals echoed through the hallway as he darted around, sugar-hyped and unstoppable.
I moved from room to room like a ghost — folding clothes, picking up stray socks, finding a lost shoe for Samuel, packing snacks for Leon. Invisible. Always invisible.
In the living room, Leon flopped on the couch with his arms crossed. He glared at me, tiny eyes brimming with venom, his young mind didn’t even understand.
“I hate you!” he yelled, flinging one of my scarves onto the floor. “You’re bad! I want Aunt Kate to be my grandma, not you!”
I flinched but said nothing. Kate, ever the saint, patted his head and cooed, “Don’t say that, Leon. She’s not all bad. Grandma tries too, right?”
Johann snorted from where he was stuffing papers into a travel folder. “Don’t defend her, Kate. She’s useless. Always has been. God, if I could do it all over again—” he turned, meeting Kate’s soft smile with an almost wistful look — “it would have been you beside me, not her.”
The words sliced deeper than any slap. But they didn’t draw blood this time. Not anymore.
Samuel piped up too, laughing like it was a joke, “Honestly, Mom, you should be grateful Aunt Kate’s so kind to you. I’d pick her as my mother any day over you.”
My heart wanted to splinter — but instead, it hardened. I pressed my lips together, focused on tying the last suitcase shut.
“Don’t just stand there,” Johann snapped. “The renovation team’s coming today. Make sure you clean up this mess before they start knocking down walls. And wait here while we’re gone, got it? Don’t mess anything up.”
“Yes,” I said softly.
He didn’t hear me. He was too busy kissing Kate’s cheek. Leon tugged at Kate’s sleeve, ignoring me entirely as they all stepped out the door, laughing, comparing flight seats, arguing about which day to see the cherry blossoms in Kyoto.
I stood in the hallway until their voices disappeared. And then… the silence felt different.
When they left, I didn’t clean. I didn’t pick up a single sock. Instead, I walked up the stairs to my tiny room — the one they were so eager to move into the storage closet — and sat on my bed for a moment. Just breathing.
Then I pulled out my small, battered suitcase and started folding the few clothes I owned. My hands moved steadily, no rush, no panic. I carefully placed the paintings I’d managed to salvage — the ones Leon hadn’t destroyed — into a tube and taped it shut. One final piece of myself that no one could ruin.
When I zipped the suitcase shut, I glanced around the room one last time. The cracked mirror. The threadbare blanket. The chipped mug on the nightstand.
All of it would stay behind. Downstairs, the front door creaked open. My father’s driver stepped inside, a kind-faced man in a crisp suit, eyes soft when he saw me.
“Ma’am,” he said with a small bow. “Everything’s ready. The car is waiting.”
I nodded, grabbed my bag, and walked out of the house without looking back.
At the airport, I sat near the large windows, watching the planes roll in and out like giant silver birds taking people far away from everything they knew.
My phone vibrated in my bag. I ignored it at first — but it buzzed again, and again.
Finally, I pulled it out.
Johann: Where the hell are you? The renovation crew is in the house, and no one’s answering the door. The place is a mess. Where are you, you useless maid?
A minute later: If I come home and this house isn’t spotless, you’re going to regret it. Do you hear me? You better be scrubbing that floor right now and welcoming them!
I read his messages, calm as a cloud.
I typed back, my fingers steady.
I think you’re the one who’s going to regret, Johann. I’m done being your maid. And your wife. Goodbye. Have fun with your little family, without me.
Then I blocked his number, watched it vanish from my phone — the last chain snapped clean.
When the gate attendant called my flight, I stood and pulled my small suitcase behind me.
As I stepped onto the jet bridge, a single tear slipped down my cheek. But this time, it wasn’t for them. It was for me, for the girl who stayed too long, and the woman who was finally choosing her happiness.