Chapter 3
“I want to file for divorce. Immediately.”
The words hung in the silence between me and my lawyer, a silence that felt heavier than the past twenty-five years of my life.
“Mrs. Villaruel…” he said, his voice cautious, gentle like he was speaking to a fragile child. “Are you absolutely sure? Twenty-five years of marriage isn’t something you walk away from overnight.”
I closed my eyes and saw it all. Johann’s hand ripping that necklace from my throat, the blood trickling down my neck, Kate’s syrupy lies, Samuel’s hateful eyes. The picture of my family at the amusement park without me. And that envelope, mocking me with its promise of cherry blossoms I’d never see.
“Yes,” I said, my voice steady this time. “Draft the papers. Send them to me. I’ll make sure he signs.”
“Of course,” he said softly. “I’ll get everything ready for you.”
When the call ended, the quiet in the house felt alive — pressing against my ears, filling every corner with old echoes. I stood in the living room, the walls closing in, then went to the dusty cabinet where I’d hidden every photo album, every faded wedding picture, every birthday card and anniversary note I’d clung to like a fool.
I brought them all outside to the backyard.
The wind was cold against my face as I knelt in front of the metal bin. One by one, I fed the memories to the flames — a picture of our wedding day, my veil tucked under Johann’s chin while he grinned at Kate standing off to the side. A photo of Samuel as a baby in my arms, before his father and Kate’s poison turned him against me. Our first Christmas tree. The letter where Johann promised we’d see the cherry blossoms in Japan someday — someday.
My hands shook, but I didn’t stop. The fire crackled, devouring every lie I’d been told to believe.
Twenty-five years ago, I’d thought I was marrying my chance at happiness. Kate had gone abroad back then — off to pursue her dreams, leaving Johann heartbroken, abandoned. I was there to pick up the pieces. He turned to me, the shy half-sister always trailing behind Kate’s shine.
When he asked me to marry him, I thought I was his comfort, his peace. Maybe even his love.
And for ten years, I almost believed it. Until Kate returned — and with her, the slow rot I refused to see. Their secret looks, their private jokes. The business trips she just had to go on with him. The whispers that always stopped when I entered the room.
I was so desperate to keep what I had that I turned my head the other way even when Samuel started looking at me like I was the problem. Like I was the reason his father didn’t love us the way he used to.
A tear slipped down my cheek, hissing as it hit the flames. “No more,” I whispered.
I was still watching the last photos curl and blacken when I heard the front door open, the voices cutting through the calm.
Laughter. The clatter of shopping bags. Kate’s bright, false giggle. Samuel’s low grumble about traffic. And Johann’s voice, smug as ever.
When I stepped inside, I could still feel the heat of the fire on my skin.
Johann frowned the moment he saw the faint trail of smoke through the back door. “What the hell are you burning?”
I met his eyes without blinking. “Old memories.”
Kate raised an eyebrow, setting down her shopping bag. “Memories? Oh, Samantha, are you okay? You look pale. You should eat something.” She pulled a plastic container from her bag and held it out like an offering. “I brought you food.”
I peeked inside — stale rice, leftover bones, scraps that looked more fit for a stray dog than a wife.
I forced a smile. “It’s fine. No need.”
Samuel sneered. “Why are you so rude, Mom? Aunt Kate brought you that food because she cares. You can’t even say thank you?”
My fingers curled around the edge of the container. “Thank you,” I murmured.
Johann snorted. “Good girl. That’s the only thing you’re good for anyway, taking our scraps.”
Then he noticed the empty package on the side table. His eyes narrowed. “Did you open this?”
I swallowed. “I thought… it was for me. It had my name.”
He ripped the paper from my hands. “You thought? I didn’t tell you to touch this. This was for our trip. Our trip to Japan.”
“Can I come?” The question slipped out before I could stop it, the last flicker of that foolish girl who still believed cherry blossoms might save her.
Kate’s laugh was sharp and sweet. “Oh, that was actually from me. I forgot to change the name. I guess you could come… but you’d have to pay for your ticket and hotel, of course. This is mostly a business trip.”
Johann barked out a laugh. “As if she can afford that. She doesn’t have her own money. She’s been rotting here for years, living off us.”
Samuel rolled his eyes. “Just stay here, Mom. Guard the house. You don’t know anything about business, you’d just get in the way.”
Kate tilted her head, eyes sparkling. “Sorry, Samantha. They’re right. I’ll buy you a souvenir, okay?”
I didn’t argue. I didn’t cry. I just clutched the plastic container tighter, the cold rice digging into my palm.
“Never mind,” I said softly. “I’ll… go pack your things.”
I turned away before they could see my face crack.
In my room, I picked up my phone and scrolled to the name I’d never let fade. The only person left who would never forget me, who never replaced me, even when I replaced myself.
When he answered, I didn’t hide the way my voice trembled.
“Dad… it’s me.”
“Samantha? Is everything okay?”
“No,” I whispered. “I’m going to divorce Johann. I don’t want to be here anymore. I want to come home. Will you… will you take me home?”
A pause — the soft inhale of a father who still saw his daughter, even after all these years.
“Of course I will,” he said. “Come home, darling. We’ll go wherever you want.”
A tear rolled down my cheek but this time, it didn’t feel like grief. “I want to see the cherry blossoms, Dad. I still do. Please… pick me up.”
Chapter 4
Just three more days.
Three more days until my father comes to pick me up.
Three more days of pretending that everything is okay.
Three more days of smiling through a storm I’ve weathered for half a lifetime.
It was strange, really. Even after everything, it was still my father who came through for me. Despite his age, despite the years that passed, he remembered me, the daughter ripped away from him the day my mother remarried.
I used to hate him. As a little girl, I believed the lies my mother fed me — that he destroyed our family, that he was the reason I didn’t have the life I deserved. That he was weak, careless, selfish. But years later, I learned the truth.
He didn’t leave us. She did. She cheated on him. Abandoned him. And took me with her into a new life that never truly welcomed me.
And when she had Kate — her golden child, her second chance — I became the shadow they shoved into corners.
Kate always knew how to twist a knife with a smile. When our mother would get angry over something she believed I did, it was usually because Kate had whispered poison behind my back. I was the mistake, the leftover. Kate made sure I knew it.
And now? Nothing had changed. I was still the afterthought. The one who was always in the way.
My thoughts shattered when I heard a voice downstairs sharp, familiar.
My mother.
I blinked. She hadn’t been home in weeks. I walked slowly into the living room and saw her surrounded by gift bags, boxes, and ribbons. Johann sat beside her, sipping wine. Samuel was on his phone. And Kate was helping unpack the gifts like a glowing daughter who’d earned them all.
There was nothing for me.
Again.
Kate, ever the performer, glanced at me and cooed, “Mom, what about Samantha?”
Our mother didn’t even look up. “Oh, I forgot about her. It’s not like she goes anywhere. She just stays in the house. What would I even buy her?”
Then, looking at me with that same look she’s worn for years, she added, “Since you’re standing there, go make us something to eat. We haven’t had lunch.”
I nodded and turned away, biting my tongue so hard I could taste blood.
In the kitchen, I kept my hands busy — chopping, boiling, pretending I wasn’t breaking apart inside.
Kate waltzed in and stood beside me, smiling like we were two sisters who had grown up baking cookies.
“I’ll help,” she said, too chipper. “Wouldn’t want you to get all the attention, after all.”
“I’ve got it,” I muttered, barely looking at her.
She leaned in, close enough for her breath to tickle my cheek.
“When will you finally leave our lives?” she whispered, sweetly venomous.
I didn’t hesitate. “Don’t worry. I’ll be gone soon.”
“Great,” she chirped. “Because we really don’t have room for you anymore. Oh, by the way, we’ll be moving your things to the storage room. You’ll stay there for a bit, renovations, you understand?”
I froze. “What did you just say?”
“I said,” she raised her voice now, loud enough for the others to hear, “we’ll need to move your things to the storage room temporarily. For renovations.”
“What’s going on?” Johann called from the other room.
Kate pouted. “Samantha raised her voice at me. I told her we needed to move her things but I guess she didn’t want to move.”
Johann’s response was instant, brutal. “So what? This isn’t your house, Samantha. You don’t get a say here.”
Samuel chimed in from the couch, not even glancing up. “You don’t even pay bills. We’re nice enough to let you stay in the storage room. Don’t act like you’re owed something.”
Kate sighed theatrically. “Sorry, but they’re right. I’ll get you a mattress or something. You’ll be fine.”
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. I simply walked out of the kitchen.
“Now she’s ignoring us?” Johann barked. “Where’s your tongue, Samantha? Cat got it?”
I stopped at the stairs, turned to face him, and smiled.
“You truly disappoint me, Johann.”
His face twisted. “What the hell is that supposed to mean?”
“Enough!” Kate said, stepping between us with fake concern. “Let’s not fight. Please.”
They were all defending her. Always her. I didn’t speak again. I climbed the stairs, each step heavier than the last.
When I opened the door to my room, I nearly screamed.
Leon was there. Sitting on the floor. His little hands smeared in red and blue and green.
My paintings.
The ones I’d been working on in secret. I stopped painting when I married Johann, but lately, I decided to continue to earn my own money, so I could buy what I want. This is a piece I planned to sell to a client who finally saw value in me.
But everything is ruined now.
“Leon!” I shouted. “What the hell are you doing?!”
He looked up, eyes wide, hands covered in paint. “I was coloring! Like Aunt Kate told me!”
“That’s not coloring!” I cried, grabbing the ruined canvas. “This is my work! My painting!”
He started to cry, loud and shrill. “You’re mean! You’re a bad grandma!”
He threw a cup of paint at me. The lid flew off, splattering yellow down my dress, into my hair, across my face.
And something inside me cracked.
I slapped him.
Chapter 5
The moment my hand met Leon’s cheek, the room shattered.
He let out a high-pitched cry, stumbled back, then turned and ran, screaming for Kate. “Auntie! She hit me!”
I stood frozen in the mess of paint, canvas, and shame, my hands trembling, my stomach turning in on itself. But before I could follow after him—before I could explain—footsteps pounded up the stairs.
“What the hell did you do?!” Samuel’s voice thundered as he pushed open the door. His face twisted with rage. “You hit my son?”
“He ruined my painting,” I managed to say, my voice shaking. “It was for a client. I—I just snapped.”
Samuel scoffed. “Client? What client, Mom? You don’t have clients. You’re a nobody in the art world. You think someone wants your scribbles?”
“I—”
“She’s making excuses,” Johann spat as he entered behind Samuel, eyes ablaze. “You dare raise your hand to my grandson?! He was just playing!”
“She slapped him,” Kate added, her voice quivering with fake concern. “But… maybe it was just an accident, she didn’t mean it, right?”
But her eyes sparkled as she said it. She was enjoying this.
“I didn’t mean to hurt him,” I whispered.
But no one was listening. Johann crossed the room in two strides and slapped me.
Once. Twice. Three times.
Then it kept coming. Over and over. Like he was hitting every year I had spent by his side. Every birthday forgotten. Every insult I swallowed. Every dream I let rot.
Ten. Fifteen. Twenty.
My face burned. My ears rang. My knees buckled. The world spun.
“Stop!” Kate finally cried out, still pretending, still smiling inside. “Please, she’s had enough! It was just a painting—”
But Johann didn’t stop.
Thirty. Thirty-five. Forty.
And then… I collapsed.
I don’t remember how long I was unconscious. When I opened my eyes, I was lying on the kitchen floor. Alone. My cheek pressed to cold tile, dried blood on my lip. The faint sound of laughter echoed from the living room.
I reached for my phone with shaking fingers, hands bruised and barely working.
A message from my father lit up the screen.
Dad: “Everything’s ready. Your flight to Japan is booked. Sunday morning. Cherry blossoms, just like you wanted. The lawyer said that divorce documents are in your email just print and have him sign. Then come home.
Tears blurred my vision. I stood slowly, holding onto the wall for balance. My ribs ached with every breath. My lip was split. My cheekbone throbbed.
But I smiled.
I printed the divorce papers from my email in silence, tucked them into a folder, and took one long look in the mirror. The woman staring back at me was broken… but not defeated.
Not anymore.
Downstairs, they were all gathered like nothing happened.
Kate was pouring wine, laughing softly. Samuel was scrolling on his phone while Leon played with toy trains. My mother and Johann were going over hotel bookings and tourist spots since she would also be coming with them.
“…And I think we should go to Kyoto on the third day, Kate,” Johann said. “It’ll be the peak of cherry blossom season.”
Kate smiled. “You’re spoiling me.”
I walked into the room and stood by the door. No one noticed.
“Johann,” I said quietly. “Can you sign these papers? They’re for the bills and estate forms. Needs your signature.”
He barely looked up. “Yeah, yeah. Just leave it here.”
“No,” I said, stepping closer. “Please sign it now. It’s urgent.”
He sighed, irritated, and grabbed the pen. Without even glancing at the documents, he scribbled his name across every line I pointed at.
“There,” he muttered. “Happy now?”
“Very,” I said softly.
I gathered the papers and turned toward the stairs.
“Hey, where are you going?” Samuel called out.
“Just upstairs,” I said. “To pack your things for your trip. I’m not yet done.”
They didn’t even question it. Their laughter resumed. Their plans continued without pause.
And that was when I realized: I could disappear from their lives entirely and they wouldn’t notice until the next day… or week… or year.
But it didn’t matter anymore.
Because I wasn’t asking to be seen.
I was finally setting myself free.