Chapter 1
Carson my husband told me he had a business trip out of town, some urgent summit with investors in Seoul. He kissed my forehead, rubbed my four-month belly, and promised he'd make it up to me.
“Three days, babe. I’ll be back before you miss me.”
I didn’t plan to go to the Dusk Republic concert. But the baby loved music. So I went. Alone and didn’t tell him.
I was even smiling when the camera panned across the crowd. Big screen. Full HD. Then I saw him.
Carson Langford… And he wasn't alone.
His arms were wrapped around someone. A woman with sleek hair and a crimson dress that clung to her like second skin.
Madison Lightewood. His HR Director. The same Madison who once laughed and said, "Relax, I'm not into married men."
The screen caught them mid-laugh, her head thrown back, his lips grazing her neck.
My lungs forgot how to breathe.
Then Madison spotted the camera. Her smile faltered. Carson turned. The moment he recognized the lens, he grabbed her by the wrist and ducked. Out of frame. Like a criminal. Like a guilty man who knew he’d just been caught.
My hands were shaking.
No, no, no.
It’s not what it looked like. It couldn’t be. Maybe, it's his look alike?
I stepped out of the crowd, fumbling for my phone. Dialed him. Once. No answer. Twice. Straight to voicemail. Third time, he picked up.
"Can't talk, babe. In a meeting. Important clients," he said, “I'll call you later.”
Click.
Meeting? I stared at the screen. The call log. The timestamp. The lie.
Tears blurred everything. Lights, faces, the stupid neon sign blinking FOREVER LOVE behind the stage.
I left. I don’t even remember walking. Just the sound of my flat shoes clicking against wet pavement, the rain soaking through my dress, down to my bones. I didn’t use an umbrella. I didn’t care.
The betrayal kept playing in my mind.
On loop.
Carson’s arms around her. The way he held her like he once held me.
By the time I reached our mansion gate, I was trembling. Drenched. Ruined.
My hand reached for the intercom when someone grabbed me from behind.
I gasped but it's too late. A black SUV screeched beside me. A door swung open. Hands, rough and gloved, pulled me inside. I kicked, I fought, but the door slammed shut and everything went black.
***
When I woke up... My head was pounding. My mouth tasted like rusted metal and anesthesia then I reached for my stomach.
Flat. Hollow.
No baby bump. No heartbeat.
Just aching emptiness.
My wrists were strapped to the cold bed rails. My thighs were sticky with blood. Dried. Crusted. Like the violence had happened hours ago.
I blinked through the blur. The room was dim, filthy. Concrete walls. No windows. Just shadows and the stench from the far corner.
Then I saw it.
A garbage bin. Black. Lid half open and inside… something pale. Small.
A curled limb.
A tiny hand.
No.
No, no, no.
My throat cracked from the scream. I thrashed, yanked at the restraints, sobbing until my ribs splintered. That’s when the door opened.
The doctor walked in like nothing was wrong. His gloves was still on and his gown stained.
“We had to take it out,” he said calmly. “Too risky to let a girl Langford grow.”
I couldn’t even form words. My chest caved inward. My soul felt like it was trying to claw its way out of my body.
Then, another door swung open.
Carson.
“FUCK!” he breathed when he saw me. “I’ve been trying to reach you for hours, your phone was off. I just landed from Singapore.”
He rushed to me, eyes wide with practiced concern after he shot the Doctor. He then cupped my face. Kissed my bloodstained forehead like we were lovers, like this was some tragedy the world had done to us.
“It's okay,” he whispered. “You're safe now. I'm here. We’ll get through this.”
I stared at him. Then past him. At the bin.
At the child I carried for four months. The daughter who had a name. A heartbeat. A future.
And I saw it clearly.
He wasn’t my rescue.
He was my executioner.
---
I don’t know how long I was under. Days? Weeks? But when I finally stirred, groggy from morphine and grief, I heard voices outside my room.
Two men. Carson and his right-hand man, Oliver.
Their backs were turned. They didn’t know I was awake. They didn’t know I heard everything.
“You’re fucking insane, Carson,” Oliver muttered. “You were laughing at a concert with Madison while your wife was bleeding out in a rotting room. You even paid a doctor to kill her daughter."
I froze.
My ears rang.
Carson’s voice came cold. Unshaken. “It had to be done. Madison’s pregnant now with my son. I never wanted a daughter with her in the first place. Weak. Can’t be my heir.”
My vision swam. My heart cracked.
“I needed a boy,” he went on. “Langford bloodline deserves a firstborn strong enough to catch my grandfather’s eye. The old man made it clear: no boys, no legacy. He built a billion-dollar empire from nothing. Said any girl born first should be put down.”
“You’re out of your mind,” Oliver whispered. “You didn’t have to sterilize her, Carson. You didn’t have to gut her future.”
“I didn’t need more complications,” Carson said, like he was talking about business deals, not my womb. “Madison and I... what we had was real, long before she ran. I’m building my future with her, not some orphan I pitied enough to screw.”
Orphan. That’s what I was to him. Just another charity case. A woman he used to clean up his mess, patch his wounds, and be the ‘wife’ on paper.
Oliver’s voice turned low. Careful. “What if Abigail sees the video? You and Madison. Live concert. Cozy as hell."
Carson laughed. “She’s madly in love with me. She won’t believe it. I’ll tell her it’s a deepfake. She’s desperate to belong. Always was.” Then softer, with venom: “Besides, I don’t care if she saw it. She’s only my wife because Grandpa likes her. Old man never forgot she saved him when he collapsed that night in the hotel lobby. He wanted her in the family. That’s the only reason I married her.”
My body went cold.
So that was it.
He chose Madison. Choose a son. Choose a legacy. And I was just the necessary placeholder, good enough to wear the ring, never enough to be loved.
He killed our daughter because she didn’t fit his plans.
---
When the door shut, I sat up like a woman possessed.
I ripped the IV out. My hands were shaking. Blood soaked through the sheets. I didn’t care.
I held my stomach and cried until I couldn’t cry anymore. My baby, my daughter, was gone. Erased like she never mattered.
I picked up my burner phone and dialed a number I hadn’t touched in two years.
Chapter 2
It rang once.
Then a voice I hadn’t heard in too long answered, velvet and lethal. “Well, well. Look who finally crawled back. To what do I owe the pleasure, bella mia?”
“I’ll marry you,” I whispered, swallowing the last of my pride, “but only if you help me burn Carson Langford and his entire empire to the fucking ground.”
There was a pause. Then a low chuckle. “Ah, revenge and a wedding. My two favorite things. When should I pick you up?”
“Six days,” I said. “I’ve got some ghosts to bury first.”
I hung up, tossed the phone on the bed, and looked in the mirror. The woman staring back at me wasn’t broken. She was just getting started.
And Carson? He taught me everything I needed to know to end him.
***
Carson didn’t come home that night.
I didn’t sleep. I couldn’t.
The pain from the surgery throbbed like a slow, cruel heartbeat. My womb was gone. My baby was gone. And I couldn’t stop crying, no matter how hard I bit my tongue or screamed into the sheets.
But by sunrise, the tears had dried. So had my heart. I lay there like stone while the doctor came in for vitals, clipboard in hand like he wasn’t part of the crime.
“How are you feeling, Mrs. Langford?”
I stared at the ceiling, “Can I leave now?”
He blinked, surprised. “I, uh, I’ll sort out the discharge.”
I didn’t need rest. I didn’t need sympathy. I needed revenge. Then I called a lawyer I found through a burner number.
“I’d like to file for a divorce,” I said, no emotion.
“Understood. I’ll send the digital forms. You’ll get the official papers in three days.”
I hung up.
A few minutes later, the doctor came back, this time with Carson’s driver.
“Mr. Langford asked me to bring you home, ma’am,” the driver said, awkwardly avoiding my gaze. “He’s cooking your favorite meal.”
I almost laughed. That bastard didn’t even know what I liked.
Still, I nodded. “Sure. Let’s go.”
***
The mansion was just as I left it was cold, spotless, soulless. Not a single frame out of place, not a speck of dust to suggest anything had ever truly lived here. But it was the scene in the living room that stopped me dead.
Madison.
Reclined like a queen on my couch, in a blood-red designer dress that clung to her baby bump. Her manicured fingers curled around a glass of wine, legs crossed like she owned the place.
And beside her, preening and fussing over her shoulder like a proud mother hen, was my mother-in-law: the same woman who once told me I should be grateful her son "lowered himself" to marry an orphan with “no breeding.”
My throat clenched. My body froze.
Madison looked up with a sugar-sweet smile.
“Oh, you're finally here, Abigail...”
My mother-in-law’s voice cracked through the air like a whip. “Why she even here? She has no place in this family. She’s a nobody. I never understood why my son didn’t throw her barren ass out years ago.”
I clenched my fists until my nails broke skin. But I didn’t answer. I had heard worse. From worse.
I turned for the stairs.
I was halfway up when the sharp pain shot through my scalp.
“AH—!”
My head snapped back as she yanked my hair viciously. I stumbled, nearly falling. Then came the slap. Sharp, ringing, the ring on her hand slicing across my cheek like a blade.
“Ungrateful bitch,” she snarled. “Can’t even say hello? You forget your manners while you aborted your bastard child?”
My vision blurred but not with tears. With rage.
I slowly turned, blood dripping from my cheek, and looked her dead in the eye.
“Why don’t you ask your son?” I said, my voice low, shaking. “Ask Carson why my daughter died!”
The room froze. Madison’s smile faltered. My mother-in-law’s eyes narrowed, uncertain.
“Ask him,” I said, louder now, “while he was busy watching a concert with his mistress. While he was kissing her in public. While he was ordering men to kill my baby girl, for her.”
Madison went pale. My mother-in-law blinked, lips parting ever so slightly. The silence stretched.
Then the hand came again. This one cracked across my face like thunder.
“Stop accusing my son for your incompetence,” she spat. “You couldn’t even protect your own child. You were never fit to be a mother.”
I staggered back.
And then—
“Enough, Ma.”
Carson’s voice cut through the venom.
He stepped into the room wearing an apron, wiping his hands like a man who’d been prepping dinner instead of orchestrating bloodshed. A wooden spoon dangled casually from his fingers.
“Leave my wife alone,” he said.
He turned to me, reaching for my face like nothing had happened in the last twenty-four hours. Like I hadn’t learned what he’d done.
“How are you feeling, babe?”
I jerked back like his touch burned. The man who used to feel like home now smelled like poison.
“Abigail,” he said sternly. “Apologize. To my mother. And to Madison. What kind of manners are those?”
I let out a laugh, dry and bitter as smoke.
“What are they doing here?”
“She always talks to you like that?” his mother snapped.
Madison gave a sigh, ever the martyr.
“I should go. I don’t want to be the reason you two fight.”
That’s when I heard the little voice.
“Daddy? Why is that lady yelling?”
I turned slowly toward the hallway and saw her.
A girl. Maybe four. Curly dark hair. Carson’s eyes. Carson’s dimples. My lungs collapsed inward. My legs nearly buckled.
“Who is she?” I whispered.
Carson didn’t miss a beat. "Madison’s daughter is from her late husband. She’s a widow now. She’s also my HR director, and they’re moving in since the mansion is too big for just the two of us. She’s pregnant and she can’t stay alone."
“And call you Daddy? Wow.”
He shrugged. “She’s just confused. She likes it. I don’t want to upset her.”
I just laughed. Now I see it clearly. That child was his daughter with Madison. But when I was pregnant with a girl, he killed her without mercy and still had the audacity to act like a saint.
He walked toward the dining table, uncovering a steaming bowl of seafood.
“I made your favorite.”
The scent hit me like a wave of poison. Shellfish. I was allergic. Deathly. Five years of marriage, and he didn’t remember.
Or maybe he did.
My stomach twisted. I doubled over and vomited right there on the marble floor.
Madison recoiled. “Oh my God, Abigail,” she gasped. “You could’ve just said you wanted me gone. Did you really have to vomit on me and my daughter?”
Chapter 3
I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, glaring up at her. “You’re ten feet away. Don’t flatter yourself.”
Carson’s hand clamped around my arm like iron. He yanked me down, dragging me to my knees.
“You want to act like trash?” he hissed, eyes flat and soulless. “Then get on the fucking floor where trash belongs.” His face was inches from mine. “Apologize,” he said, voice trembling with rage. “Right fucking now. Or I’ll make you lick that vomit off the tile like the dog you’re acting like.”
“You should’ve killed me too, Carson. Because now? I have nothing left to lose.”
But Madison whimpered behind him, clutching her stomach. “Carson, I feel dizzy… I think it’s the smell. I can’t… I think I’m gonna faint.”
Without another word, he ran to her and swooped her into his arms like I didn’t exist.
“Clean that up!” he barked over his shoulder as he disappeared into the hallway with his real family.
His mother hissed at me as she followed.
I wiped my face, cleaned up the mess like a good little wife, then went upstairs.
---
Our bedroom looked like a crime scene.
Five years I’d slept beside that man. Trusted him. Loved him.
I sat on the bed and pulled open a drawer. Inside was a sealed envelope, the resignation form I’d written weeks ago, back when I still believed in the future. When I thought giving birth meant stepping away from the family business and building something peaceful.
Now I had nothing but fire left.
I packed the form with the upcoming divorce papers and began tearing down the photos on the wall. Our wedding, trips to Italy, our first home. All lies. All poisoned. I threw every necklace, every bracelet, every ring he ever gave me into a box.
That’s when the door opened.
Carson stepped inside and froze.
“What the hell’s going on?” he asked, eyes narrowing.
I didn’t even flinch. “I don’t want any of it. I’m giving them away.”
“Is this about what happened downstairs?” he asked, stepping closer. “I didn’t mean to lose it. I’ll get you better gifts. I just… I need you to try with Madison. She’s my friend and trusted HR.”
I looked up at him. “Okay.”
“She’s staying, Abigail. Like it or not. I’ll tell her to come up and smooth things over.”
He kissed my cheek, because I wouldn’t give him my lips, and walked out like everything was solved.
---
Ten minutes later, Madison strutted into my room.
She looked around like she already owned the place.
“Good. Get all your crap out. I’ll be moving in soon.”
I didn’t look up. “Take it all. I won’t be here long.”
She laughed, smug and triumphant. “Carson told me everything. Want to hear a little secret I’ve kept for four years? My daughter is his. I was the other woman… but not anymore. I’m done playing mistress. I’m carrying his son now, so guess what? He doesn’t need you. He gave you a chance, but you blew it and got pregnant with a girl. So, yeah… sorry your baby girl died. But she was never part of the plan.”
I sat down on the bed, quiet. “I see you're proud. Enjoy it. If my pain makes you happy, soak it in.”
Her smile faltered. She stared at me. “Why aren’t you mad? You should be breaking things! Screaming!” she hissed. “Carson did this to you because I asked him to!”
I met her gaze, steady. “Then congrats. You win. He’s all yours.”
She snapped. “You pathetic bitch!” she screamed and lunged for me, grabbing my wrist.
“Get your hands off me,” I warned.
But she yanked harder and dragged me toward the hallway. Then she screamed.
“Abigail, no—!”
And threw herself down the stairs. I heard the thud, the scream, the crash. Then came running footsteps.
Carson. His mother. His daughter.
They froze at the bottom of the staircase, Madison sprawled in a pool of blood, unmoving.
Carson’s eyes lifted to mine, red and wild. “What the fuck did you do?!”
I stood frozen at the top of the stairs, my hand still gripping the rail, heart pounding like a war drum. Madison’s body was crumpled at the bottom, silent, unmoving. It wasn’t the fall that broke me. It was Kira’s scream.
“Mommy!”
Her tiny hands were shaking her, sobbing so hard her body trembled.
Then Carson turned to me. Those cold black eyes, the ones that used to promise protection, were now a loaded gun aimed at my throat.
“If she dies or the baby, you better pray hell takes you in fast,” he said, voice like ice cracking. Then he picked her up like some hero in a fucked-up story, David clutching his side, sobbing.
His mother didn’t spare a second before spitting at me. “Rot in hell, you cursed whore!!!”
No one asked me what happened. No one even looked me in the eye. That’s the power Madison had. She snapped her fingers and they all saw me as the villain.
I stayed there. On the stairs. Frozen.
Until two of Carson’s guards barged in like I was a damn prisoner of war. They didn’t say a word. Just grabbed me, yanked my arms behind my back and dragged me out like trash.
“What the hell are you doing?! Let me go!” I screamed.
But screaming means nothing when you’re married to the devil.
They shoved me into one of Carson’s black SUVs, the kind used to dump bodies in rivers. And when we pulled up, I realized we were at his private clinic, the one where they cover up his crimes with cash and bullets.
The second I was hauled inside, Carson was there.
“Carson! What is this? I didn’t touch her. I swear—”
The slap came so fast my head snapped sideways. Metallic warmth filled my mouth. Blood.
He leaned in, eyes blazing with hatred. “I’m done playing games with you. You’ll donate your blood to Madison. You pushed her, now you’ll save her.”
I coughed, wiped my lip, and glared up at him with every last piece of pride I had left. “I didn’t push her. And she’s not getting a drop from me.”
That was the last straw.
His hand was around my throat in a flash, squeezing the breath from my lungs. I clawed at him, wheezing, desperate.
“Breathe… I—Carson—please—” I gasped, legs kicking.
“Enough, Mr. Langford!” the doctor shouted. “She’ll die!”