Chapter 5
Caelia’s POV
I had grown up knowing, the same way every wolf did, that our core was sacred. From the time we were pups, it was drilled into us—protect it at all costs, guard it like your very soul, because in truth, that’s exactly what it was. A wolf without a core was incomplete. Stripped of it, we lost our strength, our fire, our very identity. And still… they decided mine was expendable.
Lucien claimed there was no other option. Saving Calista, he said, required my wolf core. When I told him no, his temper erupted, sharp and violent, his words crashing down like a storm.
“You only care about yourself,” he snarled. “So you’d really let her die instead?”
The pain in my chest was unbearable, my wolf raging and clawing inside me, screaming that this was wrong. But I refused to bend. “You don’t get to take this from me,” I said, my voice shaking but firm. “My core is my life. It’s who I am. You don’t have the right to demand it.”
I shouldn’t have said demand. Because he never intended to ask.
His command was swift. His warriors seized me, their grips unforgiving as they hauled me through the halls and into the hospital. I fought them, flailed until my muscles burned, but it was useless. Cold restraints bit into my wrists and ankles. The sharp, metallic scent of silver filled the air, making my stomach churn. Inside me, my wolf howled in terror—then pain tore through me, blinding and final, as they cut into my body and stole the very core of my existence.
When I woke, I knew something was terribly wrong.
I felt empty. Not just weak, but hollow, as though warmth had been drained from my veins. The strength that once thrummed beneath my skin was gone, replaced by a deep, bone-chilling cold. I stared at the ceiling, wondering if I would ever shift again… or if that part of me had died forever.
Then I sensed her.
Calista stood beside my bed, radiant and alive, holding a bouquet of lilies and sunflowers. She smiled at me gently, as if she hadn’t been the reason my world had collapsed.
“Caelia,” she said softly, placing the flowers across my legs. “I came to thank you. If it weren’t for what you gave up, I wouldn’t have survived.”
The scent hit me instantly. My lungs seized, my nose burned, and my throat began to close. I shoved the flowers away, coughing violently as tears streamed down my face.
She recoiled, stunned. “What’s wrong with you—?”
That was when Lucien entered.
His eyes flicked from the scattered flowers to my struggling form, and something icy settled into his expression. His voice was low and furious. “What is wrong with you?” he demanded. “She came here out of gratitude, and you treat her like this? I don’t know how you can be so heartless, Caelia.”
I tried to explain, but every breath felt like fire. “I can’t—pollen—I’m allergic—”
He cut me off before I could finish. He always did. Wrapping an arm around Calista, he pulled her close, shielding her as if she were the one injured.
“Stop making excuses,” he said coldly. “You should be ashamed of yourself.”
Then they walked away.
They left me alone in that bed—drained, broken, and discarded.
That night, I cried until my body ached, until even the tears hurt. I mourned more than my stolen wolf core. I grieved for my child, for my strength, for the bond I once believed I shared with the alpha who had sworn to protect me… and instead destroyed me.
The moon was high when my phone vibrated beside me.
Cassian’s name lit up the screen.
[Tomorrow, I’ll come get you. Tell me where you are. You don’t have to stay there any longer.]
My hands shook as I typed my reply. [I’m still at the hospital. I’ll leave with you tomorrow.]
For the first time in what felt like forever, my sobs eased. Something close to calm settled in my chest.
By morning, my decision was firm. They had taken everything that mattered—my wolf, my baby, my pride. There was nothing left for me in that place.
Then another message came.
Lucien.
[Let’s have dinner tonight. After all this, we should spend time together.] He even sent the restaurant name, as if a meal could erase the damage he’d done.
I almost ignored him. I should have. But some foolish, lingering part of me wanted closure—wanted to end it properly.
So I dressed in the pale blue silk gown I had worn the night we first met. The fabric had faded with time, but it still clung to memories I hadn’t fully buried. Maybe I wanted him to see what he had lost.
I arrived early. I waited. One hour passed. Then another. The food sat untouched, growing cold, just like the hope I hadn’t realized I was still holding.
When my phone buzzed, my heart sank.
It wasn’t him.
It was Calista.
Her post was public. A photo of her nestled against Lucien at a different restaurant, his hand laced with hers, his body turned toward her as if she were the center of his world. The caption read: I wanted Biscoff tiramisu, and he took me right away. My Alpha always chooses me.
My fingers went numb. The phone slipped from my grasp. But instead of shattering, something inside me solidified.
That was it.
I stood, smoothing my dress, and approached the manager. “If a man comes looking for me,” I said quietly, “tall, dark-haired… an alpha… please give him this.”
I handed her a small box.
Inside was the marriage certificate—fake, unfinished, just like the promises he’d made. Beside it was a sealed glass vial. Inside rested the preserved remains of the child I had lost. Our child.
The last truth he deserved to face.
Then I walked away.
The night air was crisp, biting, alive with the scent of freedom. My heart raced as I dialed the number I knew by heart.
“Cassian,” I said when he answered. “I’m ready now.”
Minutes later, a black car pulled up beside me. Cassian stepped out, tall and commanding, his presence steady and powerful. His sharp features softened when he saw me.
He held out his hand. “Are you sure?”
I drew in a breath and nodded. “I’ve never been more certain.”
As I climbed into the car, something inside me shifted—not my wolf, she was still weak and wounded—but my resolve. My will.
The hospital lights faded behind us. So did the pack. So did Lucien and Calista.
Before we disappeared into the night, I took out my phone, glanced once at Lucien’s unanswered messages, and dropped it into a trash bin on the sidewalk.
No ties. No way back.
When Lucien finally realized I was gone for good, he could tear apart the world searching for me. He would never find me.
Because Caelia—the woman he broke—had been left behind in that hospital.
And whoever I was becoming now… she was done looking back.
Chapter 6
Caelia’s POV
The moment Cassian’s car crossed into his territory, my chest grew tight. The trees here whispered with an energy different from the woods I knew in Nightborne. The air smelled richer, like pine needles after a storm, but beneath it lingered something sharper, something that reminded me of history written in blood.
I saw the large signage: Wind Shadow Pack.
The very name made my wolf stir uneasily. They were the pack that had defeated Nightborne years ago, leaving scars that had never truly healed. I had grown up hearing stories of their cruelty, their strength, their merciless way of fighting. And now—here I was, willingly stepping into their land, carried by the Alpha himself.
Cassian parked outside a wide stone hall, the heart of his pack. My throat dried as wolves came forward, strong, broad-shouldered, some with eyes flashing gold, others gray. I braced myself for hostility, but to my surprise… smiles greeted me. A woman with auburn hair approached, cradling a basket of herbs.
“Alpha Cassian,” she said warmly before her gaze settled on me. “And who is this?”
His hand lingered at the small of my back. “An old friend. She’s under my protection.”
Her smile deepened, and she dipped her head toward me. “Welcome to Wind Shadow, sister. You’re safe here.”
Safe. The word felt foreign, like something spoken in a language I no longer trusted. Yet there was warmth in their voices, a kind of pack spirit I hadn’t felt in Nightborne for years. In Nightborne, every day had been heavy with suspicion, hierarchy, and silence. Here, laughter spilled through the halls. I saw pups darting between the legs of warriors, women chatting in groups as they prepared meals, warriors sparring but grinning even as they fought.
It unsettled me. Could the enemy of Nightborne truly be this… human?
Cassian led me through the corridors until we reached an office at the far end. The door shut behind us, and suddenly the weight of everything crashed down.
I turned on him. “Why are you doing this?” My voice cracked more than I wanted it to. “What do you want from me?”
His brows furrowed, and for a long moment, he didn’t answer. He just stood there, his broad frame leaning against the desk, his eyes studying me the way one studies a puzzle.
“You never asked that before,” he said finally, voice deep and measured.
“Because I had so much in my plate.” I wrapped my arms around myself, holding in the ache of what Nightborne had stripped from me. “I was too busy drowning in my own misery. But now I need to know. Why me, Cassian? Why take me out of Nightborne? You didn’t just stumble across me—you sought me out.”
His jaw tightened, his nostrils flaring slightly. “You think I dragged you here for some scheme?”
“Didn’t you?”
Silence stretched. His eyes softened in a way I hadn’t expected.
“Caelia,” he said quietly, “you were my childhood friend. Did you forget? We used to race down the riverbanks, train under your Alpha father. I know you can remember me, even at the hospital.”
I knew. I had forgotten some of those days—buried them beneath wars and betrayals. But yes… I did remember a boy with dark hair and mischievous eyes who used to call me ‘Fox’ because I was quick on my feet.
“I never forgot you,” he continued, stepping closer. “When I saw you at the hospital, broken and used, it burned me alive. That was not the life I imagined for you. You should have been happy, strong, free. Not…” He stopped himself, eyes darkening. “Not that shadow of yourself.”
I swallowed hard, my defenses threatening to crack. “So why bring me here? Pity?”
“No.” His voice hardened. “Because I need you. And because I can’t stand watching you suffer.”
My heart stuttered. “Need me? For what?”
But before he could answer, the office door burst open. Small footsteps pitter-pattered against the wooden floor, followed by giggles.
Two pups ran in, tumbling over each other. A boy and a girl, maybe no older than four, their cheeks flushed from play.
“Papa!” the girl squealed, her dark curls bouncing as she launched herself into Cassian’s arms.
Papa.
The word froze me.
Cassian bent to scoop her up easily, his large hands gentle against her tiny frame. The boy clung to his leg, eyes sparkling with the same gray flecks Cassian’s eyes held. The scent hit me then—warm, earthy, threaded with his wolf’s distinct power.
They smelled like him.
My breath caught. “Alpha…” I whispered, the air suddenly heavy around me. “You… you have children?”
He turned toward me, his expression unreadable as the little girl clung to his neck.
“Yes,” he said simply.
The room spun. My heart thudded in my chest, too fast, too loud. Of all the things I had expected—demands, manipulation, even betrayal—this, I hadn’t seen coming.
Chapter 7
Caelia’s POV
I never expected my world to turn upside down twice in a matter of days. Leaving Nightborne Pack behind should have been the end of my suffering. But arriving here—at Wind Shadow Pack, the very pack that crushed ours in the war years ago—opened new wounds and raised more questions than I had the strength to answer.
Cassian had always been a shadow in the background of my memories. A childhood friend, a fleeting comfort from years ago, now standing before me as Alpha of the strongest pack in existence. His pack radiated warmth, strength, and unity. The air itself carried a different energy, pups laughed freely in the courtyard, warriors sparred without bitterness, and wolves greeted each other with affection I had never seen in Nightborne.
And yet, while everyone else treated me kindly, the thought gnawed at me: I was in enemy territory.
That night, Cassian asked me to meet him in his office.
I sat across from him, the fire crackling in the hearth casting his face in gold. His gaze lingered on me, quiet but piercing, as if he was waiting for me to say the words first.
Finally, I did. “Why?” My voice trembled despite how hard I tried to steady it. “Tell me what you want. I know you helped me not just because I was your childhood friend. You went to war against Nightborne. Against Lucien. Against everything I thought I belonged to. What do you want from me?”
The Alpha leaned back in his chair, his hands steepled. He didn’t say anything.
I narrowed my eyes, frustration rising. “I didn’t ask you to take me in. You appeared, like you always do, when everything was falling apart. And I was too tired to question it. But I’m asking now. Why?”
His eyes softened. “Because you’re not just anyone to me. As I have said, you were my childhood friend. I thought you’d be happy, Caelia. I wanted to believe you grew into the life you deserved. But what I found…” His jaw tightened, a flash of anger sharpening his features. “…What I found was you bleeding, broken, stripped of everything. And I couldn’t stand it. I told you already, right?”
The room fell silent except for the fire. I swallowed hard, my chest aching at the sincerity in his tone. I wasn’t used to anyone caring for me without a hidden agenda.
I tried to steady myself with logic. “What do you need my help for? You said that earlier. How could someone like me possibly help an Alpha like you? Does it has something to do with your children? The twins I saw?”
His gaze softened again, a shadow of grief crossing his expression. “Yes. My twins. Nathalia and Nathan. They’re my world. I need someone to stand as their mother figure.” He paused, his next words carrying a heavy weight. “…Their real mother, my fated mate, died the night they were born. That was years ago—the same time my pack claimed victory in the war.”
I felt the breath leave me. His fated mate. The bond every wolf dreamed of, severed so cruelly.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered. And I meant it. Losing Lucien had hurt me, but I could only imagine the agony of losing a mate, the other half of your soul, and being left to carry on.
But before I could say more, Cassian’s nose flared. His head tilted, and a frown creased his brow. “Wait.” His voice was sharp now, demanding. “Why can I barely smell you? Your scent—it’s faint, almost fading. Caelia, what happened?”
I stiffened. My hands clenched in my lap. I hadn’t wanted to speak of it, but his question cut straight through me.
Finally, I lifted my chin, my voice breaking. “Because… my wolf core was taken from me.”
The room went still.
Cassian’s eyes darkened, his Alpha aura flaring like a storm breaking loose. His voice was low, dangerous, filled with barely restrained fury. “Who. Did. This.”
Tears pricked my eyes, but I forced the words out. “Alpha Lucien ordered it. They said I was selfish for refusing. They took my wolf core by force… to save her. Calista. His mistress. I was nothing but a tool to him.”
The fury in Cassian’s expression was like nothing I’d ever seen. His wolf surged, shadows flickering in the corners of the room as his power radiated outward. His hands trembled with rage as he held his children close.
“I will avenge you,” he swore, voice raw. “By the Moon, Caelia, I swear Nightborne Pack will pay for what they did. They ripped the heart out of a wolf without consent, and they will bleed for it.”
My lips trembled. I should have felt afraid of his wrath, but instead… I felt safe. For the first time in years, someone was angry for me. Not at me. For me.
That night, I retreated to the guest room Cassian had given me. I thought I would cry myself to sleep again, but fate had other plans.
A soft knock sounded at my door, followed by giggles. Before I could respond, the door creaked open and two small figures slipped inside.
“Nathalia? Nathan?” I whispered.
The twins grinned, tiptoeing toward my bed. “Papa’s still in his office,” Nathalia whispered conspiratorially. “Can we stay here with you?”
I blinked, startled. “Why… why me?”
Nathan climbed onto the bed with all the boldness of a young wolf. “Because you’re pretty. And you smell nice. Even if it’s a little weak.”
Nathalia nodded eagerly. “And… will you be our mama?”
My heart clenched. The question pierced deeper than any wound Lucien had left. I froze, unsure how to answer, unsure what my place in their lives could ever be.
“I…” The words caught in my throat. “I can’t promise that.”
They pouted but didn’t push. Instead, they wriggled under the blankets on either side of me, small hands clutching at my dress. “Then just stay with us tonight,” Nathalia murmured, her eyes already drifting shut.
I lay there stiffly at first, overwhelmed by the warmth of their tiny bodies beside me. But slowly, slowly, I relaxed. Their breathing evened, their little hands never letting go of me, as if I was already theirs.
And before I knew it, exhaustion claimed me too. For the first time in years, I fell asleep not to the sound of my own sobbing, but to the steady heartbeat of hope.