I realized that we can never go back to the past.

Lucas glanced at the check on the bedside table, frowned and said,

"You think it's too little?"

He added another zero to the end of the bill and then, like he had done to his former lovers, stuffed the check into my bra.

"Is that enough for now? Can you please stop making trouble?"

After doing such an insulting gesture, Lucas ignored me and said to himself,

"Tomorrow I will hold a confession ceremony for Ivy. I gave you everything when I was pursuing you, and now Ivy wants it too."

I paused, feeling a surge of pain in my heart.

I said before that I like twinkling stars.

So Lucas bought a whole nebula for me and inlaid star-shaped diamonds on the top of the tower.

At that time, there was a bustling crowd under my feet and the world was shrouded in fog.

And in front of me is a young man whose heart is filled with only me.

"Sophie, you are like my moon. Meeting you is like winter thawing, like stars forever bright."

At that moment, my heart beat suddenly accelerated and I thought I was his whole world.

But I didn't understand it until now.

This confession that had me deeply involved was nothing more than a challenging game played by Lucas.

And now, pursuing Ivy would make him feel more exciting.

He would kick me, the stumbling block, away without hesitation and repeat the past all over again!

"Just do it if you want to, why tell me..."

I spoke in a hoarse voice.

"Because, of course, you have to participate."

Lucas said calmly, then turned and left.

I didn't understand what he meant until the next day at the Wentworth Gala.

The entire building was decorated as the Medieval Castle Ballroom, and all the waiters and guests were dressed up as fairy tale characters.

Lucas, who used to wear the most serious and dull clothes, was now wearing a prince's suit and holding the hand of Ivy, who was wearing a princess dress, with great love.

"Ivy, you will always be my little princess. Since you like fairy tales, I will create a fairy tale world just for you."

Lucas gently kissed the back of Ivy's hand, then drew the sword from his waist and pointed it in my direction.

"Next, let me teach this wicked hag who always bullies you a lesson!"

I was stunned, and the next second, the servant behind me suddenly and forcefully put a gray cloth garment on me.

Then he pulled my hair into a mess, scribbled a lot of black moles on my face, and pushed me out!

I fell right at Ivy's feet.

Suddenly, there were mocking voices coming from my ears.

"Hahaha, isn't that Sophie? Our Lucas dotes on Miss Young too much. He actually makes her a princess and his wife the wicked hag!"

"Yeah, yeah, everyone says Lucas dotes on his wife, but now it seems that Sophie can't even compare to Miss Young by a hair!"

"Tsk, didn't you notice that Miss Young and Sophie look 70% alike? It turns out that Lucas doesn't like Sophie as a person, but just her face!"

I fell to the ground, my face as pale as paper.

In order to please Ivy, Lucas humiliated me like this!

Tears welled up in my eyes as I remembered someone once said that I relied on men to get to the top. When Lucas found out, he immediately banned that person from the entire industry.

He said that seeing me suffer injustice was more painful than killing him.

But now, he has personally inflicted the greatest injustice on me!

I almost subconsciously wanted to escape from here.

But suddenly, Ivy exclaimed,

"Ouch! Brother Lucas, the wicked hag escaped! Will she come back to take revenge on me?"

As soon as the words fell, Lucas immediately raised his voice and said,

"Don't worry, I haven't taught her a lesson for you yet, I will never let her go!"

After saying that, he winked at the security guard at the door.

Suddenly, I was stopped by several security guards. While I was struggling, the clothes on my shoulders were suddenly torn, revealing a large area of my body!

"ah--!"

I screamed and couldn't hold it in any longer, so I squatted on the ground and broke down crying.

Lucas' pupils shrank and he subconsciously took off his coat and put it on me.

But he suddenly stopped, walked over to me and whispered,

"I'm sorry, Sophie."

"Ivy is the most important person to me. I promised to give her a perfect confession and I will never let her down."

"You are so old, just give in to her, a little girl. I will give you a private island as compensation, okay?"

After saying that, he ignored my reaction and kicked me directly in the knee, making me kneel on the ground suddenly!

"Dear little princess, you are not angry now, are you?"

"She has now paid for all the humiliation you suffered because of her."

Lucas ruffled Ivy's hair lovingly, and the two looked at each other sweetly, causing everyone to envy.

And I was kneeling on the ground in dishevel, looking extremely embarrassed.

It's so humiliating!

I raised my head blankly, and looked through my tears at the two people kissing sweetly in front of me.

It turned out that it was to vent Ivy's anger.

So, Lucas didn't hesitate to humiliate me in public.

I suddenly remembered that when Lucas proposed to me on the top of the tower, I cried so hard.

He said that I was his most precious treasure, and that without me, he would die or go crazy...

If I ever leave him, he will kneel down and beg me not to leave...

Do promises really only count when there is love?

I just felt a sweetness in my throat and blood gushed out.

Then, he fainted.

Before I completely lost consciousness, I seemed to hear Lucas's anxious and worried voice...

When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital.

The nurse next to me suddenly said to me happily,

"Congratulations, ma'am, you're pregnant! You must be careful in the future and not have such extreme mood swings!"

Hearing this, I was stunned, and then a trace of bitterness emerged in my heart.

Why did I get pregnant at this time?

Once upon a time, Lucas and I really looked forward to having children.

We even had the baby's room ready and a name ready for the baby.

Can……

As Lucas cheated on me time and time again, I had long given up on getting pregnant.

This child came at a really bad time.

Just as I was lost in thought, the door of the ward was pushed open and Lucas walked in with a piece of cake.

"Sophie, you're awake. Ivy just told me that she was in a bad mood and wanted to go racing, so I went to play with her for a while."

"But I haven't forgotten that you love sweets, so I brought you a cake."

Lucas gently handed the cake to me.

My eyes gradually turned red.

He forgot.

He actually forgot!

I'm allergic to cream!

The one who really loves sweets is Ivy!

Seeing that I was silent, Lucas asked the nurse beside me softly,

"What are the results of the examination? Is Sophie okay?"

The nurse was about to tell him that I was pregnant, but I suddenly interrupted her -

"Nothing, just a little tired lately."

Lucas breathed a sigh of relief.

Without even glancing at me, he said with a sense of relief,

"That's good. I still have to pick out a thousand princess dresses for the little princess. I can't let her wait impatiently."

"You should take a good rest."

After saying that, he left without looking back.

I suppressed my heartache and spoke in a trembling voice.

"I want to schedule an abortion."

"What?!"

"Ma'am, you are born with a thin uterine wall. If you have an abortion, you may never get pregnant again in this life! Are you really not going to consider it again?"

The nurse asked in surprise.

I curled my knuckles tightly, but couldn't help but ease the force a bit as they landed on my lower abdomen.

"never mind……"

I still can't bear to...abandon such an innocent little life.

Even my dead heart couldn't help but rekindle a glimmer of hope.

I wonder if Lucas would be willing to return to his family for the sake of the child...

I paid the fee and returned home feeling uneasy.

Just as he was about to push the door open to tell Lucas the news, he suddenly froze in place after seeing the scene inside the house!

Lucas was seen hugging Ivy from behind, his usually cool and clear face was now filled with impatience.

"Brother Lucas, you pester me so many times every day, and you don't take any measures..."

"But when you were with Sister Sophie, you always gave her contraception afterwards!"

My breath hitched.

Contraception, how is it possible?

Isn’t Lucas…the one who is looking forward to having children the most?

I widened my eyes, but saw Lucas speak helplessly and lovingly,

"How can they be the same? Sophie is just an ordinary person from a low-income family. How can such a person be qualified to be the mother of a wealthy heir?"

"Even when I was most interested in her, I kept this in mind and kept giving her contraception. But you are different, Ivy. You are well-educated, poised, and intelligent. I am looking forward to you giving birth to a child for me, and making you the heir of The Wentworth Estate!"

As if struck by lightning, all the color drained from my face.

It turns out that in Lucas' heart, he has always disliked me and even felt that I was not worthy of bearing his child!

After crying silently for a long time, I took a deep breath and there was no hesitation in my eyes anymore.

Lucas, I'll do as you wish and abort the baby!

Three hours later, I was lying on the cold operating table, feeling the life in my belly being peeled off...

This feeling is so painful that you wish you were dying.

But I also know that after the pain, what awaits me will be rebirth!

From now on, nothing can hurt me anymore!

……

Three days and three nights passed, I stayed in the hospital and didn't go home, but Lucas didn't even call me.

The first thing I did when I got home was to burn all the items related to the children.

Lucas happened to come back, and seeing the billowing smoke, he frowned and asked,

"Why burn such good things? Aren't they for our future children?"

We won't have children.

I had no expression on my face.

Speak softly,

"There is no future."

Lucas paused.

A trace of panic flashed across his eyes.

He subconsciously grabbed my wrist and pushed me against the wall.

"Sophie, stop talking nonsense!"

"I know you've been wronged recently, but in my heart, you will always be the only Sophie, and that won't change."

"Even if I don't love you, I still have a responsibility to you. I will never give up on you so easily..."