Chapter 4
There were cracks in the ceiling. Noah had already counted them three times already. They stretched like thin veins across the pale surface, splitting, branching, disappearing into shadows where the weak bulb in the corner couldn’t reach. He looked at them with unfocused eyes, his body still, as if lying there long enough might make the weight in his chest ease. It didn’t.
The room was dim, washed in the faint blue of evening slipping through the curtains. It had to be around seven… maybe eight. Time blurred these days, just another thing he couldn’t seem to hold onto. The door creaked open. Noah didn’t look, he already knew who it was.
Justin stepped in like he owned the place, which technically, he did, and kicked the door shut behind him. There was a soft clink of glass, then the faint hiss of a bottle cap being twisted open.
“Thought you’d still be brooding,” Justin said casually as he pressed a cold bottle against Noah’s arms.
Noah took it without a word, his fingers curling around the neck. The condensation was already slick against his skin. He brought it to his lips and took a long drink, the bitterness setting him down in a way nothing else had been all day. The mattress dipped as Justin sat beside him and for a while, neither of them spoke. Then Noah felt it, Justin’s fingers, light and slow, tracing the raised lines along his forearm. Old scars. Some faded. Some not.
Justin’s voice softened. “Now,” he murmured, “are you going to tell me what the problem is?”
Noah exhaled through his nose, his grip tightening slightly around the bottle. “It’s my brother.”
That was all it took for Justin to still. When Noah finally turned his head, the look on Justin’s face said everything, recognition, understanding… and something heavier beneath it. Eli.
Justin took a slow sip of his beer before speaking again. “Is it about the medical bills?”
A hollow sound escaped Noah, something like a laugh, but not quite. “Well, that tops the list.”
He dragged a hand over his face, then turned fully, propping himself up on his elbow. The hesitation was there again, flickering behind his eyes. Like he was debating how much to say and how much he could afford to say.
“They want me to prepare for his discharge.”
Justin’s reaction was immediate, even if he tried to hide it. His posture stiffened, his jaw tightening before he looked away. Silence stretched between them, heavy and complicated.
“I wish there was some way I could help you, Noah,” Justin said finally, quieter now.
Noah just nodded. What was there to say to that? He lifted the bottle again, letting the burn settle in his throat, hoping it might dull the sharp edges of everything else, but it didn’t. Nothing did. But then, like a switch flipping, Justin straightened.
“Wait.” Noah barely reacted as Justin reached for the dresser, grabbing his phone and scrolling quickly, his thumb moving with purpose. “I did come across something,” he said. “A job.”
That got a reaction. Noah sighed and shook his head as he let himself fall back against the mattress again. “No, please, Justin,” he muttered, a tired smile pulling at his lips. “No menial job is going to give me one hundred thousand dollars in a short amount of time.”
“No,” Justin said, more firmly this time. “This is different.”
That made Noah pause. He turned his head slightly as Justin leaned over, holding the phone out to him and after a beat, Noah took it. His eyes scanned the screen, and slowly… his expression shifted. His brows drew together first, lifted, then settled into something sharper. More alert.
“Justin…” His voice dropped. “Two hundred and fifty thousand to retrieve an item?” He glanced up, suspicion written plainly across his face. “This sounds sketchy.”
Justin didn’t flinch. “Sketchy or not,” he said evenly, “that money takes care of your brother’s bills. And more.”
Noah looked back at the screen. The number didn’t change. Two hunderd and fifty thousand dollars. A quarter of a million for one job. His stomach tightened.
Justin leaned closer, his voice lowering, more deliberate now. “You have the skills, Noah.” he said and that made Noah’s jaw clench. “You’ve done something like this before.”
Noah sat up abruptly, handing the phone back like it had burned him. “What I’ve done before,” he said, sharper now, “was small. Quick jobs. Nothing that mattered. Nothing that would come back to bite me.”
He ran a hand through his hair, frustration bleeding through. “But this?” He let out a dry laugh. “This kind of money? For something this vague? That’s not normal, Justin. That’s trouble.”
Justin watched him carefully. “You’re overthinking it.”
“No,” Noah snapped. “I’m thinking just enough.”
The room fell quiet again with tension building between them. Then Justin sighed and shrugged as he pushed himself to his feet.
“I think you should consider it.” Noah didn’t respond. “You need the money now more than ever,” Justin continued, glancing back at him. “And this is a huge sum to pass up.” He hesitated, then added, “Besides… it’s not your first rodeo. You know how to do this without it coming back to you.”
That struck more than anything else and before Noah could respond, Justin was already moving toward the door.
“Just think about it,” he said, pulling it open. “That’s all I’m saying.” And then he was gone. The door clicked shut behind him and silence returned.
Noah sat there for a long time, unmoving, then slowly, he lay back down. The ceiling cracks were still there, still branching, still endless. But now… his focus wasn’t on them.
His gaze shifted down to the phone Justin had left behind on the bed. The screen had gone dark, but Noah could still see it. The number. The offer. The way out. Or the way down.
His chest tightened. He already knew the answer even if he didn’t want to admit it, even if every instinct told him to walk away. His hand moved before he could stop it and his fingers closing around the phone.
Because Eli needed the money. And that was the only thing that mattered, even if it cost him everything.
Chapter 5
The icy night air struck Noah the moment he stepped outside the building, filling his lungs with a cold that felt almost deliberate, and it was not just the temperature. It was the kind of cold that seemed to carry intent, as if the night itself were watching him.
Behind him, the door closed with a soft click which was all too loud in his ears, like a warning he chose not to listen to. His breath came uneven, and his heart was pounding so hard it felt as though it might tear free from his ribs. He pressed a hand briefly against his chest, as if that might steady it, but the rhythm only grew louder in his ears. It wasn’t just fear, it was something more electric. Adrenaline. And the echo of what he had just done. And for a moment, he considered going back and undoing everything, but the thought died as quickly as it came and he just stood there on the deserted sidewalk.
The night had settled thickly over everything, pressing down like a weight. The street stretched out in both directions, silent and hollow, the quietness broken only by the faint hum of distant electricity. The drizzle which had fallen hours before had made little puddles, reflecting broken bits of pale yellow lights cast by the streetlights.
The black flash drive pressed even harder like a brand in his inside jacket pocket, heavier than its size should allow, like it carried not just data but consequence. A creeping unease settled over him and he swallowed, his throat was dry despite the damp air. He knew no one was there, that it was only his paranoia getting to him, because logically, everything had gone exactly as planned. Clean, precise, and perfect. Still, he could not get rid of the feeling.
His eyes flicked over his shoulder, scanning the dark street before he pulled his hoodie over his head.
“Get it together,” he muttered under his breath and shoved his hands into his pockets and started walking, forcing his legs into motion. “You’re done.”
But he did not believe it even as he said it because the job had been so clean. Too easy. And that was all that made it wrong. The distracted security guard had given him all the time he needed to slip in quietly. He could still picture it clearly, the hidden compartment, the slight resistance as he pried it open, the smooth weight of the flash drive in his hand. His fingers hadn’t even trembled then and he had walked out of the building with a composure years of experience had taught him. Yet, out here in the open, with the job behind him, he felt exposed and alive in a manner that made him want to run.
The drop-off point lay several blocks away in a distant corner of a little alleyway tucked behind a warehouse that most people wouldn’t notice unless they were looking for it. A single streetlamp flickered weakly overhead, its light cutting through the darkness. By the time he reached the alley, his pulse had climbed again. And someone was already there.
Noah hesitated at first, his heart beat rising again. The figure stood partially in shadow, as if he had been waiting for a long time. His dark coat had its hood turned down, and a mask covered everything but his eyes which followed Noah’s every move as he came closer. Noah stopped a couple of steps away and neither of them said anything at first, until Noah put his hand into the pocket of his jacket, and pulled out the flash-drive, holding it between them.
“Here,” he said, his voice steady despite the adrenaline coursing through him.
The man didn’t move right away. Instead, he tilted his head slightly, studying Noah before he slowly reached out and took the drive. He didn’t inspect it, didn’t even glance at it, and that, more than anything unsettled Noah. Without a single word, he lifted a briefcase from the ground and opened it just enough for Noah to see inside.
Stacks. Piles of money, perfectly arranged. And for a moment, Noah forgot how to breathe. Two hundred and fifty thousand dollars. It was the largest amount of money he had ever laid his eyes on. Every problem that had been weighing him down suddenly felt solvable. Debt, bills, Eli. But the weight of it also terrified him.
The case snapped shut with a sharp sound, jolting Noah back to reality. The man extended it toward him and Noah hesitated just for a fraction of a second before taking it. The weight settled into his hands, solid and undeniable. He slipped it under his arm, listening to all the sounds and all the echoes in the alley. Footsteps? A bang of a car door? Guns cocking? But he heard nothing, only dripping of the rain on the roofs, and his paranoia slightly subsided.
“Nice doing business with you,” Noah muttered, more out of habit than anything else. He didn’t quite know if he should extend a hand for a handshake or not. The size of the amount of money in his hands had him rattled.
The man just watched him without saying anything. Suddenly, a loud buzz sound came, shattering the silence and Noah flinched, nearly dropping the briefcase. His heart lurched as he fumbled for his phone, pulling it out and silencing it. Then his eyes darted to the screen. 6:00 AM. His stomach dropped.
“Shit.”
He had to be back in Michigan by 7:30 to meet with coach Jenkins. Less than two hours to get changed and get back to school to play the part of being just another scholarship kid. He glanced once more at the masked man, then turned and walked away. At first, his pace was controlled till he was out of the alley, then faster before he broke into a run. He didn’t want to be late.
—
By the time he reached Justin’s apartment, his body was screaming in protest. Exhaustion hit him all at once, the adrenaline wearing thin. He knocked harder than he intended and the door opened a couple of seconds later.
Justin stood there, eyes wide with worry that quickly shifted into relief. “You’re…you’re back,” he said, stepping forward. “How did it go?”
Noah didn’t answer immediately. He just moved past him and set the briefcase down on the table with a dull thud. He ran a hand through his hair, trying to steady his breathing.
“Alright, I guess,” he said finally, his eyes flickering from Justin to the briefcase. “No problems.”
Justin studied him carefully like he didn’t quite believe him. “You sure?” he asked quietly, noticing how fidgety Noah was.
Noah forced a faint smile, then flipped the case open just enough to reveal the money inside, and Justin’s breath caught.
“That’s… Jesus, Noah.” his eyes widened, “That is a whole lot of money.”
“It’s enough,” Noah said quickly, his tone sharper than he intended. He pushed the case toward Justin and softened his tone. “I have to rush now, but I need you to handle this. Pay Eli’s bills and keep the rest safe, yeah? I’ll come back later.”
“Wait, hold on,” Justin said, his eyes coming back to Noah’s. “Where are you going to?”
“Michigan,” Noah said simply. “I should be back in a couple of hours. Help me with this?”
Justin hesitated, then nodded slowly, closing the case again. “Yeah. Yeah, I’ll take care of it.”
The pause that followed was thick with things neither of them said. Then Noah stepped forward, closing the distance between them as he pulled Justin into a kiss. It wasn’t slow, and it wasn’t gentle. It was desperate with urgency. It was less about affection and more about grounding himself, anchoring himself to something real.
Justin responded, but there was a flicker of hesitation there, a quiet awareness that something wasn’t right. When they pulled apart, Justin rested his forehead briefly against Noah’s.
“Be careful,” he murmured.
Noah didn’t reply. He just nodded, turned, and walked out the door. He had to go back to being just a regular scholarship ice hockey player.
Chapter 6
By the time Noah reached the university, morning had already settled in fully, bright and indifferent to everything he had endured just hours before. the school felt like a different world entirely, much too normal and too untouched. He knew he was late and he didn’t need to check the time to confirm that it was already past eight.
His legs seemed to drag, and his mind was still clinging somewhere between the silent peril of the night and the freshness of the morning. He didn’t stop, he just walked faster until he reached the athletic building and went straight for Coach Jenkins’ office. He knocked once, then pushed the door open.
Coach Jenkins looked up immediately and for a split second, there was mild annoyance in his expression, but it shifted immediately into something closer to approval once his eyes landed on Noah.
“Nearly missed it, Hayes,” Coach Jenkins said. There was no real bite in his tone. It was more observation than reprimand.
“Sorry, coach,” Noah replied, his voice rough around the edges. He was still catching his breath, though he wasn’t sure if it was from the run or everything else. “Had something to take care of.”
Jenkins studied him for a moment before he nodded. “You’re here now. That’s what matters. Come on. I’ll introduce you.” He got on his feet, grabbed his whistle from the desk, and motioned for Noah to follow him.
The ice rink hit him like a shock. Cold, bright and alive. And in that moment, Noah could glimpse his future. The team was already on the rink, fast and brutal, sharp scrape of skates against ice cut through the air, the clash of sticks and the bang of bodies into the side boards. Every pass, every shift, every impact carried purpose.
“Black Ice,” Coach Jenkins said, a note of pride threading through his voice as they approached the rink. “Best damn team you’ll ever be on.”
Noah didn’t respond, but his eyes tracked the players carefully, absorbing everything.
Coach Jenkins blew his whistle. The sharp sound sliced through the noise instantly, and the players slowed, turned, and skated toward the edge where Jenkins and Noah stood. One by one, they gathered, their attention shifting to Noah with a curious, skeptical and amusing eyes.
“Listen up, Ladies,” Jenkins said. “This is Noah Hayes. Scholarship recruit. He will be joining the team.”
A ripple of murmurs and glances moved through them, then Jenkins frowned suddenly as he scanned the group. “Where the hell is Chase?”
“Here, coach.”
The voice came from behind. Even and familiar, hitting Noah like a punch to the chest and he turned sharply. Chase stepped into view from the direction of the locker rooms, pulling on his gloves with casual precision. He was relaxed and confident, but the moment his eyes landed on Noah, the recognition struck like a spark to gasoline.
“That’s him?” Chase said slowly, his tone sharp with mockery. “The scholarship kid?”
The words came as an insult to Noah and his jaw tightened. He turned to face Chase , something rebellious swelling up in spite of the exhaustion pressing him down. Then, almost deliberately, he tilted his head slightly.
“Coffee guy, right?”
The rink went quiet and Chase’s jaw twitched, something dark flickering across his expression as he took a step forward. “It’s captain to you, newbie,” he said, his voice low, controlled and possessive.
Tension snapped into place like a wire pulled too tight and it seemed like something was about to break before Coach Jenkins stepped in.
“Enough.” he said, his tone firm. “Chase, you’ll treat him like any other teammate. Understood?” He paused, then added, “His stats are better than any of you.”
Chase didn’t look away from Noah when he answered. “Sure, coach,” he said, the words were easy, but the look in his eyes was anything but. After a second, his expression shifted.
“What position do you play?” he asked, tone deceptively calm.
“Right wing,” Noah replied immediately, eyes fixed on Chase. “But I am good anywhere.”
Some of the players exchanged glances at his confidence, or arrogance and a slow, threatening smile spread across Chase’s face. Without breaking eye contactm he reached over, grabbed a helmet from a teammate, and shoved it into Noah’s chest. Noah seized it with a grunt, and his fingers closed around it.
“Then show me,” Chase said amused. “Let’s see those stats on the ice, newbie.” He turned, already slipping on his own helmet as he pushed off and skated back onto the rink.
“Someone get the scholarship kid geared up,” he called over his shoulder. “Let’s see how good he is anywhere.” he paused, then added as he turned around to face Noah. “He’s playing goalie.”
A ripple of reaction went through the team as they joined their captain on the ice, some amused, some wary. Noah’s eyes narrowed into silts. Goalie. That was not his position, not even anywhere near and almost instantly he could sense that this was no test, this was a set up. His gaze flicked briefly to Jenkins, who stood watching, arms crossed. He did not look like a man interested in intervening. Not just yet.
Chase circled on the ice, tapping his stick lightly as his eyes locked onto Noah. “Let’s see those stats on the ice,” he called out. “Or are they just numbers on paper?”
Noah took a slow breath, rolled his shoulders, and began to strap the gear on. His body ached, and his mind was ragged, but there was something stubborn and unyielding that burned beneath it. He strapped up and came out on the ice, the chill stung through his body and brought him to his senses. Good. He needed that. He took position in front of the goal, tightening his grip on the stick, and grounding himself.
Across from him, Chase waited about a second before he pushed off, the rest of the team spreading out behind him. Something in the way they moved told Noah this was no ordinary practice and he felt it before the first puck even moved. The shot came fast and direct, and it was not aimed to score, but to hit. He barely blocked it in time, the force rattling through his arms. Some laughed but Chase did not, he just watched.
“Again.” he said coldly.
The shots that followed flew in more quicker, harder and faster. His muscles twitched as he blocked and deflected. His breathing picked up, and his movements sharpening under the pressure. Then he noticed they were not holding back and they were not trying to score either. They were trying to break him. He looked over at coach Jenkins on the outside, hands still crossed and eyes focused on him.
Chase skated closer, slower this time, that smirk still playing on his lips. He stopped just a few feet away, tapping his stick lightly against the ice as he leaned in slightly, his voice low enough that only Noah could hear. “Let’s see how long you last, Hayes.”
Noah’s gaze narrowed on Chase, finally understanding something with chilling clarity. This wasn’t about hockey, this was about dominance, about control, about seeing how far he could be pushed before he snapped. And he smirked. If captain coffee guy here thinks he can shoot him down on his first day, he was about to be very wrong.