Chapter 2
The hospital never slept. It was a deep, creaking, mechanical, unstoppable breath, and Noah felt it the moment he crossed the sliding glass door of Detroit Medical Center. The antiseptic odor struck him first, it was clean and suffocating at the same time, and then there was the low hum of the fluorescent lights, and the incessant and rhythmic beeping of some monitors somewhere deeper within. It was not a new sound to him, a sound which had been troubling his days and nights for months.
The soles of his sneakers skidded softly on the polished floor, and he ran as fast as he could towards the elevators, his chest tight, his exhaustion buried under pure adrenaline. He didn’t need to check the room number. He was familiar with it. Knew every twist, every passage, every vending machine which never functioned correctly. This place had become a second home and he detested it with all his heart.
The elevator seemed to be moving too slowly, and with every floor he had to pass it seemed to him that it was a test of his patience. His fingers were tapped his thigh with impatience, and his thoughts were flying wildly along the worst-case scenario that he could not put out of his mind. What if he was too late? What if “stabilized” didn’t mean safe? What if…
The doors opened with a soft chime, cutting off the course of his thoughts. He moved fast, his steps gaining momentum as he strode along the well-known hall, his head darting till he came to the door. The same door. The same room Eli had been in for months. His hand hesitated for just a fraction of a second before he pushed it open.
The room was dim, illumunated only by the soft glow of machines and the dull glow of the hallway peeking through behind him. Eli lay in the bed, small and too still, wires and tubes framing his fragile body like a cage. The silence was interrupted by the steady beep of the heart monitor, each sound a reminder that he was still alive. Still breathing. Noah sighed, his shoulders falling as relief washed through him so suddenly it almost hurt.
“You’re here.” The voice came from the corner of the room, and Noah turned to see a nurse standing by the monitor, her expression calm but tired. “He’s stable for now,” she continued gently. “The attack was severe, but we were able to get it under control.”
Noah nodded, and his throat tightened as he approached the bed. “Can I…?”
“Of course.” The nurse gave him a small, understanding smile before quietly stepping out of the room, leaving him alone.
Noah moved to Eli’s side, his movements slower now, more careful, like he was afraid even the air might break him. He reached out, his hand hovering for a moment before gently closing around Eli’s. It was warm, but too light, too fragile.
“Hey, kid,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. “You always gotta make things difficult, huh?”
Eli didn’t respond. He was asleep, his breathing shallow but steady, his face pale against the stark white of the pillow. Noah swallowed hard, blinking rapidly as emotion threatened to rise up and choke him. There was relief, all right, but it was tangled with something heavier. Something darker. Because this wasn’t over. It was never over.
After a couple of minutes, the door opened once more, but this time it was not a nurse. A man in a neatly pressed shirt stepped inside, holding a tablet, his expression was professional but not unkind. Noah knew that look too. He stiffened and his hand tightened nearly involuntarily on Eli’s.
“Mr. Hayes,” the man said. “I’m with the hospital’s financial services department. I was hoping we could talk.”
And just like that, the relief cracked. Noah nodded his head once, breathing out slowly. “Yeah. Okay.”
The man stepped further into the room, and in order to be considerate of Eli, he lowered his voice. “First, I want to assure you that your brother is under the best care he can possibly have, but, we do need to address the outstanding balance on his account.”
Noah gave a hesitating, humorless laugh, running a hand through his hair. “Yeah. I figured.”
The man glanced down at his tablet briefly before continuing. “As it stands, the total comes to just over one hundred thousand dollars.” The number hit like a physical blow. Even though Noah already knew it, hearing it out loud made it real in a way that made his chest tighten painfully.
“We understand that’s a significant amount,” the man added, his tone measured. “We can discuss payment plans, financial assistance programs…”
“I don’t have anything,” Noah cut in, his voice sharper than he intended. He exhaled, he had to get himself together, yet the panic was already creeping in. “No insurance. No savings. Nothing.”
The man nodded as though he had guessed it. “In that case, we might have to think of other possibilities. If payment cannot be arranged, we may have to consider discharge once he’s stable enough.”
Noah’s head snapped up. “Discharge?”
“Only as a last resort,” the man said quickly. “But continued care without payment isn’t sustainable.”
Noah stared at him, disbelief and anger twisting together in his chest. “He can’t just be discharged,” he said, his voice low but shaking. “He needs this. You know he needs this.”
“I understand your concern,” the man replied, calm but firm. “But we do have policies…”
“He’s not a policy,” Noah snapped, his composure finally cracking. He waved his hand toward the bed, toward Eli. “He’s a person. He’s my brother.”
Silence stretched between them, heavy and suffocating. The man didn’t argue. He just stood there, waiting for Noah to come up with something he didn’t have. Slowly, the anger drained out of him, leaving behind something worse. Helplessness.
Noah turned back to Eli, his grip on his hand tightening as his shoulders slumped. “What am I supposed to do?” he muttered, more to himself than anyone else. The man didn’t answer. There wasn’t an answer. After a moment, he quietly excused himself, leaving Noah alone again.
The room felt smaller now, the air heavier. Noah sat down in the chair beside the bed, leaning forward, his head dropping as he pressed his free hand against his forehead. One hundred thousand dollars. It might as well have been a million. There was no way out of this. No safe option. He looked at Eli again, at the rise and fall of his chest, at the fragile thread holding him here.
“I’ve got you,” he whispered, even though he had no idea how he was supposed to keep that promise. “I’m not letting anything happen to you. I swear.” But the words were empty. Because for the first time, Noah didn’t know if he could keep them.
Hours later, the city felt colder and darker and Noah stood in front of a door, his hand hovering just inches away from it, his exhaustion finally catching up to him now that the adrenaline had worn off. His mind was still racing, still trying to find a solution where none existed.
He knocked before he could second-guess himself and the door opened a few seconds later. Justin stood there, his expression shifting instantly from confusion to surprise.
“Noah?” he said, a smile breaking across his face. “Hey, I wasn’t expecting…”
Noah didn’t let him finish. The moment he saw him, something inside him snapped, the pressure, the fear, the helplessness all crashing together at once. He stepped forward, grabbing Justin and pulling him into a fierce kiss as he pushed inside, kicking the door shut behind him. Justin stumbled back slightly, caught off guard.
“Whoa… hey…” he tried, his hands coming up instinctively, but Noah didn’t stop.
“Shut up,” he breathed against his mouth, his voice rough and desperate. He kept moving, pushing Justin backward until his back hit the wall. His hands were already working, tugging at his shirt, his belt, like he needed something… anything… to ground him.
Justin stilled then, his surprise fading as he felt it, the tension, the way Noah’s hands trembled, the way his breathing was uneven.
“Noah,” he said more softly, his hands settling on his shoulders. “What’s wrong?”
Noah paused, just for a second, his forehead pressing against Justin’s shoulder as he tried to steady himself. “I just need you right now, Justin,” he whispered, the words raw and unfiltered.
There was a brief silence, then Justin’s expression softened, understanding flickering in his eyes. “Okay,” he said quietly.
He reached up, brushing his fingers lightly against Noah’s jaw before leaning in again, his touch gentler this time, grounding instead of urgent. Noah let himself fall into it, into the warmth, into the distraction, into anything that could pull him away from the crushing reality waiting for him outside this room and for a while, it worked, for a while, he could pretend.
But even as he held onto Justin, even as he tried to lose himself in something that felt real and immediate, the weight of everything else lingered in the back of his mind, impossible to escape. And somewhere deep down, Noah knew this moment, this fragile escape, wasn’t going to last. Because problems like his didn’t disappear. They waited. And they always came back worse.
Chapter 3
The ice rink was alive with violence, not the kind that drew blood. Not yet. But the kind that lived in the sharp crack of sticks,, in the fierce screech of blades carving into ice, and the crash of bodies slamming into the boards with enough force that the glass shivered at the impact. Cold air bit at exposed skin, carrying the scent of frost and sweat, and under the glare of the harsh white light above, everything felt sharper, faster, more brutal. And Chase Voss was at the heart of it all.
He skated as though he owned the rink, as though all the inches of ice were at his beck and call. His strides were powerful, controlled, with every thrust he glided forward with dangerous precision. The puck stayed under his command, dribbling between defenders like it belonged to him. But today, there was something off. Something darker.
“Pass it!” one of his teammates shouted, skating into position. But Chase didn’t.
Instead, he sliced off sharply to the left, slipping past one player before slamming his shoulder into another, hurling him against the boards with a crash that reverberated the rink. The impact drew a sharp grunt and a chorus of reactions from the rest of the team.
“Hey, what the hell…?”
Chase didn’t even look back. He took the shot, quick and cruel, and the puck flew past the goalie and slammed into the net with a violent snap. Silence followed for a split second, then…
“Jesus, Chase.” The player whom he had checked pushed himself off the boards, glaring. “You trying to kill someone today or what?”
Chase finally slowed, turning just enough to glance over his shoulder. His expression was calm, almost bored, but there was something cold sitting behind his eyes.
“Stay out of my way,” he said flatly and that was all. No apology, no acknowledgment. Just a warning.
The tension on the ice shifted, tightening like a wire strangled to its last fibre. The other players exchanged looks, subtle, quick, but loaded. Everyone felt it. Chase wasn’t just playing hard, he was playing angry. Again.
A whistle shrieked through the air. “Enough!” Coach Howard Jenkins’ voice cut through the rink, sharp and authoritative.
The players slowed, circling back toward the side of the rink where he stood, arms crossed, with a look of irritation and concern. One by one, they gathered around him, skates scraping softly against the ice. Chase was the last to approach.
He came to a stop at the front, towering slightly over the others, his stick loosely held in his gloved hands. His breathing was steady and controlled, but there was still that edge to him, something coiled and restless.
Coach Jenkins’ gaze locked onto him immediately. “What’s your problem today?” he asked bluntly.
A few of the players shifted uncomfortably. No one else got called out like that. Not Chase.
Chase shook his head slightly, like he was considering the question, then gave a small shrug. “No problem.”
“Don’t give me that,” the coach shot back. “You’re playing like you’ve got something to prove, and you’re taking it out on your own team.”
Chase’s jaw tightened just slightly, the only visible crack in his composure. For a moment, he said nothing, his gaze drifting past the coach like he was already bored of the conversation. Then, finally, he spoke.
“Just some asshole from earlier,” he said, his tone dismissive but edged. “Got on my nerves.”
A few of the teammates exchanged glances at that, faint smirks tugging at their lips. That sounded more like it. Petty. Personal. Very Chase. But coach Jenkins didn’t look amused.
“And that’s your excuse for this?” he gestured toward the ice, toward the tension still hanging in the air. “You don’t get to lose control out there, Voss. Not as captain.”
There it was. The word hung heavier than the rest. Captain. Responsibility. Expectation. Chase’s eyes flicked back to the coach, something sharper flashing in them now. He didn’t like being checked, he didn’t like being reminded that there were lines he wasn’t supposed to cross. But he wasn’t stupid.
He exhaled slowly, rolling his shoulders like he was shaking it off. “It’s handled,” he said, short and final. But it wasn’t, and they both knew that.
Coach Jenkins held his gaze for a moment longer, like he was debating whether to push further. Then, eventually, he let it go with a warning look that made it clear the conversation wasn’t really over.
“Get your head straight,” he said. “I don’t care what’s going on out there beyond this rink, but when you’re on the ice, you play like a team. You lead like a captain. Understood?”
Chase gave a small nod. “Yeah.” The answer came easy. Too easy. The coach didn’t look convinced, but he moved on.
“We’ve got a new player joining us starting tomorrow,” he said, his tone shifting slightly as he addressed the group. “Transfer student. Full scholarship. Name’s Noah Hayes.”
The name landed and meant absolutely nothing to Chase. He didn’t react, didn’t even blink. It was just another name, another player, another piece on the board. Around him, the team stirred with mild interest.
“Scholarship, huh?”
“He any good?”
Coach Jenkins nodded once. “He’s earned his right to be here. I expect you all to treat him like part of the team as early as the first day.” His gaze slid back to Chase. “And that includes you. Make sure he feels welcome.”
There was a beat of silence, then Chase smiled. Slow, deliberate and dangerous. “Yeah,” he said, his voice smooth, almost amused. “We’ll make him feel welcome.”
A few of the guys snorted quietly, exchanging looks that said more than words ever could. Someone muttered, “Fresh meat,” under their breath, which drew a low chuckle from another. Chase didn’t laugh, but he didn’t stop it either and that was all the permission they needed.
Coach Jenkins noticed and his expression hardened instantly, his eyes narrowing as he looked between them. “No,” he said sharply. “You’re not pulling any of your usual crap. I mean it. No hazing. No games. You treat him like a teammate.”
The laughter died down, but the energy didn’t. It only shifted, sliding under the surface. Chase held the coach’s gaze for a moment, his expression unreadable now. Then he gave a small, almost careless nod.
“Got it.” Another lie.
The coach studied him, clearly not buying it, but there was only so much he could do. After a second, he sighed and waved a hand toward the ice. “Get back out there. Finish the session.”
The team dispersed, pushing off one by one, the tension breaking just enough for movement to resume. The sound of skates cutting into ice filled the rink again, but it wasn’t the same as before. Something had shifted.
Chase skated back into position, his grip tightening a little around his stick. His focus should have been on the drill, on the puck, on the game, but it wasn’t. Instead, his mind drifted back to earlier. The collision, coffee staining his shirt, the voice, sharp and unapologetic.
I said I was sorry, man. What’s your deal, asshole?
And his jaw clenched. The audacity of it still burned. Not the apology, but the attitude. The way the guy had looked at him like he didn’t care. Like Chase Voss was just another person in his way. And then he’d walked off just like that.
Chase pushed off harder than necessary, catching the puck inbetween pasess. He moved fast, threading his way through them like a ruthless butcher, his frustration bleeding into every movement. He didn’t know the guy’s name, didn’t know anything about him, but the feeling stuck. Irritating and persistent.
He took the shot hard. The puck slammed into the net with a crack that echoed across the rink, the force of it rattling the frame, and for a second, everything stilled. Chase took a deep breath visible in the cold air. A faint smile tugged at his lips, not amused, not happy, but something sharper. Tomorrow, they would be welcoming a new player. Noah Hayes.
Chase tightened his hold on his stick, his eyes narrowing slightly as he turned back toward the ice. He didn’t know who Noah Hayes was, but for the first time that day, he found himself looking forward to tomorrow. Because one thing was certain; whoever walked onto that ice next wasn’t going to have an easy time.
Chapter 4
There were cracks in the ceiling. Noah had already counted them three times already. They stretched like thin veins across the pale surface, splitting, branching, disappearing into shadows where the weak bulb in the corner couldn’t reach. He looked at them with unfocused eyes, his body still, as if lying there long enough might make the weight in his chest ease. It didn’t.
The room was dim, washed in the faint blue of evening slipping through the curtains. It had to be around seven… maybe eight. Time blurred these days, just another thing he couldn’t seem to hold onto. The door creaked open. Noah didn’t look, he already knew who it was.
Justin stepped in like he owned the place, which technically, he did, and kicked the door shut behind him. There was a soft clink of glass, then the faint hiss of a bottle cap being twisted open.
“Thought you’d still be brooding,” Justin said casually as he pressed a cold bottle against Noah’s arms.
Noah took it without a word, his fingers curling around the neck. The condensation was already slick against his skin. He brought it to his lips and took a long drink, the bitterness setting him down in a way nothing else had been all day. The mattress dipped as Justin sat beside him and for a while, neither of them spoke. Then Noah felt it, Justin’s fingers, light and slow, tracing the raised lines along his forearm. Old scars. Some faded. Some not.
Justin’s voice softened. “Now,” he murmured, “are you going to tell me what the problem is?”
Noah exhaled through his nose, his grip tightening slightly around the bottle. “It’s my brother.”
That was all it took for Justin to still. When Noah finally turned his head, the look on Justin’s face said everything, recognition, understanding… and something heavier beneath it. Eli.
Justin took a slow sip of his beer before speaking again. “Is it about the medical bills?”
A hollow sound escaped Noah, something like a laugh, but not quite. “Well, that tops the list.”
He dragged a hand over his face, then turned fully, propping himself up on his elbow. The hesitation was there again, flickering behind his eyes. Like he was debating how much to say and how much he could afford to say.
“They want me to prepare for his discharge.”
Justin’s reaction was immediate, even if he tried to hide it. His posture stiffened, his jaw tightening before he looked away. Silence stretched between them, heavy and complicated.
“I wish there was some way I could help you, Noah,” Justin said finally, quieter now.
Noah just nodded. What was there to say to that? He lifted the bottle again, letting the burn settle in his throat, hoping it might dull the sharp edges of everything else, but it didn’t. Nothing did. But then, like a switch flipping, Justin straightened.
“Wait.” Noah barely reacted as Justin reached for the dresser, grabbing his phone and scrolling quickly, his thumb moving with purpose. “I did come across something,” he said. “A job.”
That got a reaction. Noah sighed and shook his head as he let himself fall back against the mattress again. “No, please, Justin,” he muttered, a tired smile pulling at his lips. “No menial job is going to give me one hundred thousand dollars in a short amount of time.”
“No,” Justin said, more firmly this time. “This is different.”
That made Noah pause. He turned his head slightly as Justin leaned over, holding the phone out to him and after a beat, Noah took it. His eyes scanned the screen, and slowly… his expression shifted. His brows drew together first, lifted, then settled into something sharper. More alert.
“Justin…” His voice dropped. “Two hundred and fifty thousand to retrieve an item?” He glanced up, suspicion written plainly across his face. “This sounds sketchy.”
Justin didn’t flinch. “Sketchy or not,” he said evenly, “that money takes care of your brother’s bills. And more.”
Noah looked back at the screen. The number didn’t change. Two hunderd and fifty thousand dollars. A quarter of a million for one job. His stomach tightened.
Justin leaned closer, his voice lowering, more deliberate now. “You have the skills, Noah.” he said and that made Noah’s jaw clench. “You’ve done something like this before.”
Noah sat up abruptly, handing the phone back like it had burned him. “What I’ve done before,” he said, sharper now, “was small. Quick jobs. Nothing that mattered. Nothing that would come back to bite me.”
He ran a hand through his hair, frustration bleeding through. “But this?” He let out a dry laugh. “This kind of money? For something this vague? That’s not normal, Justin. That’s trouble.”
Justin watched him carefully. “You’re overthinking it.”
“No,” Noah snapped. “I’m thinking just enough.”
The room fell quiet again with tension building between them. Then Justin sighed and shrugged as he pushed himself to his feet.
“I think you should consider it.” Noah didn’t respond. “You need the money now more than ever,” Justin continued, glancing back at him. “And this is a huge sum to pass up.” He hesitated, then added, “Besides… it’s not your first rodeo. You know how to do this without it coming back to you.”
That struck more than anything else and before Noah could respond, Justin was already moving toward the door.
“Just think about it,” he said, pulling it open. “That’s all I’m saying.” And then he was gone. The door clicked shut behind him and silence returned.
Noah sat there for a long time, unmoving, then slowly, he lay back down. The ceiling cracks were still there, still branching, still endless. But now… his focus wasn’t on them.
His gaze shifted down to the phone Justin had left behind on the bed. The screen had gone dark, but Noah could still see it. The number. The offer. The way out. Or the way down.
His chest tightened. He already knew the answer even if he didn’t want to admit it, even if every instinct told him to walk away. His hand moved before he could stop it and his fingers closing around the phone.
Because Eli needed the money. And that was the only thing that mattered, even if it cost him everything.