Chapter 3
But in the end, I walked into the study.
...
"Is she mad at you?"
"Yeah."
"I'm sorry. It's all because of me that you're in so much pain. But I can't walk away. I've loved you for five years. Besides, she has no self-respect—she was barely legal when she—"
"Don't be silly. Nobody's asking you to walk away. I'm the one who's sorry. I can't love you out in the open. Martha... she's been with me for eleven years. I only got the general manager position because she resigned and recommended me. If I broke things off..."
"I know. All I need is for you to love me. And besides, you already made me a promise."
Belinda sent a photo. A proposal ring.
I sank into the chair.
That ring. I'd had it custom-designed three years ago.
When I showed Logan the sketches, beaming with excitement, he'd looked away.
Work's been crazy. We don't have enough saved. I want to give you something better.
He hid behind tenderness, deflecting again and again.
The ring I never stopped waiting for.
It was on someone else's hand.
The last message in the thread was from Logan.
"Missing you. This place is suffocating. I'm coming over now."
The home we'd dreamed of building together had become his prison.
The way we'd clung to each other through our teenage years was now proof of my recklessness.
Eleven years. All of it reduced to a joke.
"Ngh—"
A sudden stab of pain in my stomach forced me to double over.
My stomach had been ruined for years. To put Logan through college and then grad school, I'd clawed my way from grocery store promotions clerk to general manager of the sales department in a single year. The damage I'd done to my body during those years—three years of rest since quitting hadn't been enough to undo it.
From last night until now, three in the afternoon, I hadn't eaten or drunk a thing. A flare-up was inevitable.
Every ingredient in the apartment had gone into last night's birthday dinner. I rode out the worst of the cramping, then dragged myself to the grocery store.
Walking the familiar route, I felt untethered from my own body.
In eleven years, my favorite thing had been grocery shopping with Logan. Bowls, chopsticks, a secondhand bookshelf, a proper couch—piece by piece, we'd filled a hundred-square-foot rental, then a tiny studio, and finally the twelve-hundred-square-foot condo we'd bought outright.
We'd scraped and survived our way into adulthood, and we'd finally built the life we used to whisper about in the dark.
Then it just—stopped.
But that was fine.
From now on, I'd take care of myself.
No matter what.
"Martha? What are you doing here? You look awful, honey."
The woman who stocked the produce section—she'd known me for years—looked almost panicked when she saw me.
"Didn't sleep well."
I forced a thin smile and started to move past her, but she stepped into my path.
"You're heading to the meat section? Today's selection isn't great. Come back tomorrow! Tomorrow will be much better."
Her smile was strained, and her fingers locked around my arm like a vise.
I frowned, confused—and then I heard a voice I knew all too well drifting over from the meat counter.
"I'll make you pepper steak tonight. Once you're full..." His voice dropped. "Then it's my turn."
I turned toward the sound.
Logan's eyes were soft, his head tilted down toward Belinda, who swatted his arm with a coy little laugh.
Their happiness looked rehearsed. Perfected over a thousand repetitions.
So the "urgent work matter" was grocery shopping with Belinda.
I opened my mouth to say something, but it was as if a hand had closed around my throat. My lips parted, then pressed shut. No sound came out.
A moment later, someone in the aisle recognized them.
"Hey, isn't that the gorgeous couple from that proposal yesterday?"
"Wow, grocery shopping with his fiancée—now that's a good man!"
"This is literally my dream life! Your person right beside you, picking out dinner together. Oh my God, I can't—they're perfect!"
"Total power couple!"
"Huh. Funny... I could've sworn the woman who used to shop with him wasn't her."
Chapter 4
The murmurs of doubt were swallowed by the roar of the crowd in an instant.
Through the shifting bodies, Belinda's gaze found me.
She paused for a beat, then broke into an even more radiant smile.
Slowly, deliberately, she placed a hand on her stomach.
"Actually, there's one more piece of good news I'd like to share with everyone."
"No way—is she pregnant?!"
"Oh my God! They're so blessed!"
In the middle of the cheering crowd, Belinda threw her arms around Logan, her face glowing with happiness. He stood frozen, stiff as a board.
A high-pitched ringing flooded my ears.
A baby.
Belinda was having a baby.
My hand drifted to my own stomach without thinking.
I had a baby once, too.
"Hey—it's her! I told you the woman shopping with him earlier wasn't the same one."
The person who'd raised doubts before suddenly jabbed a finger in my direction, announcing it to the entire crowd.
"She's the other woman?!"
A beat of silence. Then someone blurted it out.
"What are you doing here?"
Logan's eyes snapped to me. He stiffened, then immediately stepped sideways to shield Belinda behind him.
As if he were protecting her from danger.
Or protecting her from me.
A memory slammed into me unbidden—Logan on his knees beside my hospital bed, eyes red-rimmed, voice cracking with a promise.
"It's my fault. I didn't protect you or the baby. Give me more time. I'll give you a real home."
Back then, he'd just graduated.
For his ambitions. For our future.
I'd resigned from my position as general manager and recommended him for the role instead. I handled his workload, managed his schedule, took care of every detail of his life.
And the baby—our baby—had come quietly during that time. And left just as quietly.
I never even found out if it was a boy or a girl.
But now.
Now he was shielding another woman. Another child.
And looking at me like I was a threat.
A sharp breath escaped my nose. Almost a laugh.
How pathetic.
"So this is your choice?"
My voice came out steady as I looked at Logan.
But beneath my calm, my nails had already dug so deep into my palms that I couldn't tell skin from blood anymore.
A flicker of panic crossed Logan's face. His mouth opened, but before he could get a word out, Belinda dropped to her knees with a theatrical thud.
Tears streamed down her face, picture-perfect in their misery.
"Martha, I know you two were childhood sweethearts. Please—I'm begging you—don't drive me and my baby away!"
That single sentence detonated the crowd.
"Don't tell me this woman's been stringing the poor guy along, not letting him move on?"
"Childhood sweetheart my ass—she's a homewrecker!"
"Girl, get up! Why are you kneeling for someone like her?"
The naked hostility closed in from every direction, pressing against my skin like something physical. My knees threatened to buckle.
Logan's expression hardened into something vicious. He ground his teeth and turned on me.
"Martha! Are you trying to push Belinda to her death? She's pregnant! Just because you had a miscarriage, you can't stand seeing anyone else happy?!"
"Holy shit—is she that trashy ex-girlfriend?"
The bystanders acted like they'd just cracked the case wide open, and another wave of outrage erupted.
I stared at Logan in disbelief.
He knew. He knew how many sleepless nights that loss had cost me. How many times I'd broken down, shattered into pieces no one else ever saw.
And he'd just ripped open my deepest wound in front of a crowd of strangers—for her.
I stood there, numb, staring at him.
"You'd smear my name for Belinda's sake—"
Smack!
A fistful of wilted lettuce hit me square in the face.
I staggered. The world tilted.
"Shut your mouth! I hate homewreckers more than anything! I'm posting your face everywhere!"
"Yeah, expose her! Shameless tramp!"
Fingers jabbed toward my face, close enough to touch.
Logan took an involuntary step forward.
Something twisted across his features—conflict, guilt, something almost like instinct. But in the end, he pulled his foot back.
Behind him, Belinda peered out from his shadow, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't quite hide the smirk curling at the corners of her lips.
"Stop it! What do you think you're doing, ganging up on this girl? She is NOT the other woman!"
The store clerk shoved her way in front of me, voice raw and shaking as she fought the crowd on my behalf.
Forget it.
She'd already made up her mind to leave. What was the point of saying anything more?
That single step Logan took backward had said everything.
"Ma'am, it's fine. Let it go."
Martha forced a bitter smile and tugged at the clerk's arm, turning to leave.
But the instant she turned, an apple slammed into her stomach.
"Homewrecker! Drop the act! Take a good look at yourself—you think you're good enough for him?!"
Pain.
It seized her entire body, folding her inward. The taste of iron flooded the back of her throat.
Her legs gave out. She crumpled to the floor.
The crowd flinched and scattered like startled birds.
"Martha!"
She heard Logan's voice—sharp, involuntary—and the sound of his footsteps rushing toward her.
Then, a split second later, Belinda cried out.
"Logan, my stomach—it hurts so bad! What if something's wrong with the baby?!"
Martha lifted her head with effort.
Logan had stopped. One step away.
His gaze shifted between her and Belinda, something unreadable churning behind his eyes.
In the end, he pulled back the foot he'd been about to set down.
"Belinda's pregnant. I can't take any chances with that. Go home and wait for me—I'll take you to the hospital when I get back."
He turned without hesitation, scooped Belinda into his arms, and disappeared behind the shelves.
The last image Martha's eyes held: his retreating back, resolute and final. And over his shoulder, Belinda's smile—again.
The supermarket went quiet. The crowd melted away in silence.
"Sweetheart, let me take you home."
The clerk helped Martha to her feet. Martha shook her head.
"I'm okay. Thank you for protecting me."
Some roads could only be walked alone.
She straightened through the pain, and with every step toward home, her stride grew steadier than the last.
At the door, she paused and looked back one final time at the apartment they'd shared.
It was a good home.
What a shame.