Chapter 2
Chapter 2
Kloe POV
I walked back to my small apartment, each step heavy. The weight of betrayal pressed down on me. My future plans, once so clear, evaporated. My two years with Holden, my trust in Jana, all gone. I needed a new path. I needed to leave this city.
I pulled out my laptop, my fingers hovering over the keyboard. An internship opportunity in San Francisco. It was a long shot, but I had nothing left to lose. I emailed the program director, a senior contact from a university seminar.
The phone rang an hour later. It was Professor Davies, the program director.
"Kloe? I got your email. An internship in San Francisco? I thought you were set on staying in LA, building a life here." His voice held a note of surprise. "You were so passionate about your plans here."
I took a deep breath. "Things changed, Professor. I need a fresh start. A complete change of environment." I kept my voice steady, betraying none of the turmoil inside me.
Professor Davies was perceptive. "I understand. Sometimes a change of scenery is exactly what we need. You're a bright student, Kloe. I'll see what I can do to fast-track your application. The San Francisco firm is a top-tier tech company, very competitive. But you have excellent grades and a strong work ethic. I'll put in a good word for you with Mr. House."
Hope, fragile but persistent, flickered within me. "Thank you, Professor. It means a lot."
Just as I hung up, my phone buzzed again. An unknown number. My heart leaped. It could be Holden. I felt a surge of adrenaline, anticipating an apology, an explanation.
I answered, my voice tight. "Hello?"
"Kloe? It's Holden." His voice was cold, accusing. "What the hell was that text about? 'It's over'? What kind of joke is this?"
His words were not an apology. They were an attack. My disappointment was swift and bitter. "You know exactly what it was about, Holden." My voice was flat.
"I don't! You suddenly decide to break up with me? After two years? What did I do wrong?" He sounded genuinely angry, as if I was the one who had wronged him.
I remembered his words from the fraternity house: "Kloe was starting to get clingy anyway." "Gold-digger who didn't find the gold." His anger now was not about losing me. It was about losing control. It was about his ego.
"You really expect me to believe you don't know?" I asked, a bitter laugh escaping me. "You're with my best friend, Holden. And you've been lying to me for two years. For a fraternity bet."
A beat of silence. Then, he sputtered. "What? No! Jana? That's ridiculous! Who told you that? She's just... a friend. And the bet? That's ancient history!" His denials were weak, transparent.
"It's not ridiculous, and it's not ancient history," I said, my voice hardening. "I saw you. I heard you. It's over. Don't contact me again."
"You manipulative bitch!" he screamed. "You think you can just walk away? You think you can dump me? You'll regret this, Kloe. You'll regret this so much." His voice was laced with venom.
I closed my eyes, a sharp pain piercing my chest. I recalled the way he had pursued me, the feigned shared dreams, the promises of a future together. All of it, a lie designed to win a bet. Now, his anger was pure narcissism, wounded pride. He hadn't wanted me to leave him. He wanted to be the one to discard me.
"I already regret a lot of things, Holden," I said, my voice barely a whisper. "But ending this isn't one of them." I hung up the phone. I blocked his number immediately.
The decision to leave LA was final. I started packing my meager belongings into my worn suitcase. This was not just a new city; it was a new life, a new me.
My phone buzzed again. A message from Jana. My heart ached. Kloe? Are you okay? Holden just called me. He said you broke up with him.
I stared at the message. She was asking me if I was okay. Did she truly not know? Or was she pretending? Either way, I was too exhausted to untangle it. I felt a surge of indignation, quickly replaced by a familiar pang of protectiveness. Jana was naive. She fell for charming smiles and expensive gifts. Her family's constant demands for money made her desperate for a way out. She just wanted security. Holden could offer that, even if his intentions were rotten.
I remembered Jana's dreamy explanation of her new love, the helicopter ride, the promise to help her family. She truly believed Holden was her savior. I didn't want to destroy that for her right now. She deserved happiness, even if it came from a lie. I had already made my choice to walk away. It was not my place to ruin her chance at a better life.
I typed a reply: I'm fine, Jana. It's complicated. We just weren't meant to be. I'm leaving LA soon for an internship.
Jana texted back almost immediately: Oh. I'm sorry to hear that. Want to meet up later? Holden's friends are having a get-together, and he wants me to come. I could use a familiar face there.
My heart twisted. She wanted me to meet Holden's friends, her new friends. The same friends who had laughed at me. The idea was repulsive.
I forced myself to type: Can't, Jana. Too busy packing. You go and have fun. I'm sure you'll be fine.
The next morning, I officially resigned from my work-study job and two other part-time jobs. I needed to move fast. I had a few days before my internship started. I walked across campus one last time, heading to the bus stop. I had to stretch my savings.
As I walked past a bustling outdoor cafe near the university, a flash of familiar dark hair caught my eye. My steps faltered. Holden. He sat at a large table, laughing loudly. His arm was casually draped around Jana's shoulders. She leaned into him, smiling up at him adoringly. His fraternity brothers were there too, all of them laughing, clinking glasses.
My stomach dropped. They looked so happy. So perfect. Holden's friends congratulated him, one even patting Jana's hand. "He's all yours now, Jana. Holden's a one-woman man when he finds the right one."
The words were a dagger. I had been nothing more than a temporary distraction, a challenge. Jana was the 'right one' now. I was just a pawn in his game. I felt a wave of shame wash over me. I turned quickly, desperate to escape before they saw me.
I moved too fast. My foot caught on a loose paving stone. I stumbled forward, colliding with a passing skateboarder. We both went down. A sharp pain shot through my left leg. I cried out.
"Oh my god, are you okay?" the skateboarder asked, scrambling to his feet. He reached out a hand.
I shook my head, tears of pain and humiliation stinging my eyes. "I'm fine. Just leave me alone." I tried to push myself up, but my leg buckled. A trickle of blood seeped through my jeans.
"Kloe? Is that you?"
Jana's voice. My blood ran cold. I risked a glance. Jana stood over me, Holden a few steps behind her, his face a mask of concern.
"Kloe, you're bleeding!" Jana knelt beside me, her eyes wide with worry. "What happened?"
I closed my eyes, wishing the ground would swallow me whole. "It's nothing, Jana. Just leave me. Go back to your friends. Holden!" I urged, pushing her gently away.
Jana looked at Holden, then back at me. "Holden, this is my best friend, Kloe! We go way back, even went to the same high school. Can you help her up?"
My heart pounded. No. Please, no.
Holden's expression was unreadable. He came closer, his eyes on my face. "Kloe?" he asked, his voice flat. He reached out a hand.
I stared at that hand—the same hand that had held mine through two years of lies—and in that moment, I felt the last ember of love for him sputter and die. What remained was colder. Sharper. Something he would come to fear.
Chapter 3
Kloe POV:
I had wanted to disappear, to avoid any further embarrassment. But fate had other plans. Now, here I was, bleeding on the pavement, my ex-boyfriend and my best friend standing over me. Shame burned through me, but then a different feeling took over: defiance. I was not the one who should feel ashamed.
I looked up, my gaze locking with Holden's. His hand, which had been reaching for my face in a strange, hesitant gesture, froze mid-air. He flinched, taking a quick step back. A rare flicker of panic crossed his face.
"You... you're Jana's friend?" he stammered, his eyes wide.
Jana, oblivious, nodded brightly. "Yes! Kloe, I told you about Holden. He's also at our university, remember?"
Holden turned to Jana, his voice stiff. "I don't know her."
The words hit me. They were worse than any slap. My chest tightened, a burning ache spreading through me. He was denying me, erasing our two years. The casual cruelty stunned me into silence.
"Holden!" Jana exclaimed, noticing my leg. "Her leg is bleeding. We should take her to get it bandaged, not just stand here." She looked genuinely distressed. "Forget lunch, let's just get Kloe to the clinic."
I knew Holden wouldn't care. He had made it clear. He would never show me kindness again, not truly. I pushed myself up, gritting my teeth against the pain. "No, Jana, it's fine. I can manage." I didn't want his help. I didn't want his fake concern.
Holden's friends, who had gathered around, quickly stepped in. "Jana, Holden, you two go on ahead. We'll take care of Kloe. Don't worry, she's in good hands." They shot me cold, warning glances.
Jana still looked hesitant, but Holden took her arm. "They're right, Jana. They'll take care of her. We don't want to keep your parents waiting to meet my family." He pulled her away, his arm wrapped around her waist. He gave me one last dismissive look. "Your friend will be fine."
As soon as Holden and Jana were out of sight, their friends' faces hardened. One of them stepped forward. "Look, you broke up with Holden. It's done. You need to be a big girl and move on. Don't cause trouble for Jana."
"Holden and Jana are happy," another one said, his voice low and menacing. "Don't you dare try to mess things up for them. Don't be that petty ex-girlfriend."
I bit back a retort. These people were just as rotten as Holden. They were all part of the same cruel game. "I won't," I said, my voice hoarse. "I want nothing to do with any of you." I turned and limped away, leaving them behind. My leg throbbed, but I would rather crawl than stay with them.
I spent the rest of the day in my dorm room, nursing my injured leg. The pain was a dull ache that matched the ache in my heart. My phone buzzed. It was Holden. I rejected the call. He called again, and again. I let it ring.
Then the texts started. Kloe, what the hell is wrong with you? Why are you ignoring me? You think you can just break up with me and disappear?
He continued to bombard me with messages, each one twisting the knife deeper. You dumped me, Kloe. You broke up with me. Don't blame me for moving on. He blamed me for his cheating. He blamed me for his betrayal.
I didn't know you and Jana were best friends, Kloe. If I had, I never would have dated her. You know that. His words were a sickening lie. He knew exactly who Jana was. He had been with both of us, playing a game.
I stared at the screen, tears blurring my vision. He still couldn't admit he cheated. He still couldn't take responsibility. He still twisted everything to make himself look innocent, to blame me. Did he think so little of me that he believed I would just accept this pathetic excuse? That my feelings meant so little to him?
The idealized image of Holden, the struggling student, the ambitious partner, shattered into a million pieces. He was a manipulative, cruel man who cared only for himself.
I wiped my last tear. I opened his contact info and blocked him. All of him. Every avenue of communication. He no longer existed in my world.
Later that evening, I decided to get some ice from the communal kitchen for my swollen leg. As I stepped out of my room, someone grabbed my arm, yanking me roughly into a secluded hallway. I cried out, my injured leg screaming in protest. I almost fell.
"What the hell, Kloe?" Holden's face was inches from mine, his eyes blazing with fury. His grip on my arm was painful.
"Let go of me, Holden!" I twisted, trying to pull away. The pain in my leg intensified.
"What are you doing? Are you going to tell Jana? Are you going to ruin everything for me?" His voice was a harsh whisper, full of accusation.
I took a deep breath, forcing myself to meet his furious gaze. My voice was cold, steady. "I told you, Holden. It's over. I'm leaving. I don't care about you or Jana or your messed-up relationship. I want nothing to do with any of you."
He laughed, a chilling sound. "You think you can just say that and walk away? You think I'll believe you? You're just trying to play hard to get. You want me to come crawling back." His eyes narrowed.
He pushed me against the wall, his body pressing close. His breath was hot on my face. A wave of revulsion washed over me.
"Stop it, Holden!" I struggled, pushing against his chest. "What about Jana? You're with Jana!"
His eyes darkened, a predatory gleam in them. "Oh, you're jealous, aren't you? See? I knew you still wanted me." He brought his face closer, his lips brushing my ear. "Don't worry, Kloe. I'll come back to you. I always do."
He tried to kiss me. I recoiled, disgust rising in my throat. I swung my arm, my palm connecting sharply with his cheek. The sound echoed in the quiet hallway.
Holden stumbled back, his hand flying to his reddened cheek. His eyes, initially wide with shock, hardened. He pressed his tongue against the inside of his cheek, a dangerous smirk forming on his lips. "You think that changes anything? You're still mine, Kloe Levy. You just like to fight for it." He looked at me, his gaze possessive and chilling.
I hugged myself, feeling exposed and violated. He was like a venomous snake, coiling around me. This wasn't the Holden I knew. This was the real Holden. And he was terrifying.