Chapter 3
The fashion industry luncheon was held in one of those Midtown hotels that charged more for lunch than most people made in a day. I spotted Maci the moment I walked in, holding court near the entrance in a dress that probably had its own maintenance schedule. She saw me too—her eyes lit up with that particular gleam I'd learned to recognize over the years. The hunting gleam.
She whispered something to the event organizer, a woman with a clipboard and the kind of practiced smile that suggested she was used to managing drama. The organizer glanced at me, then at her seating chart, then back at me with the kind of pitying look reserved for people who didn't know their place.
I made my way toward the main room, and Maci intercepted me with the precision of a heat-seeking missile.
"Blair!" Her voice carried just enough to make nearby conversations pause. "I didn't realize they let plus-ones sit in the main room!"
She said it like it was a delightful surprise, but her eyes were already scanning the room to make sure everyone had heard. Around us, conversations quieted. I felt the weight of attention shift, curious and slightly predatory. The fashion industry loved nothing more than a good hierarchy.
"Maci," I said, my voice level. "Always good to see you."
She blinked, clearly waiting for the crack in my composure. When it didn't come, she recovered with practiced ease. "Oh, you look so tired, honey. Are you getting enough sleep? I know how hard it must be, juggling everything. But you're so strong, doing it all alone."
The words were poison wrapped in silk. I watched her deliver them with the same skill she'd used five years ago, manufacturing vulnerability out of thin air. Around us, people were openly staring now, waiting for the drama to unfold.
"I'm managing just fine," I said, and stepped past her toward my assigned table.
It was the furthest from the stage, tucked against a wall near the service entrance. The kind of table reserved for people who were expected to be grateful just for being invited. Maci's smile widened as she watched me take it in.
"Enjoy your lunch," she called after me, loud enough for everyone to hear. "I'll make sure they bring you extra bread. You look like you could use the calories."
Laughter rippled through the nearby tables. I sat down and opened my menu, feeling the weight of curious stares. The woman beside me—a buyer for one of the major department stores—leaned over.
"Don't mind her," she said quietly. "Maci's been trying to build herself up by tearing other women down since design school. It's her thing."
I smiled at her. "I'm used to it."
What Maci didn't know—what she couldn't possibly know—was that the two men seated across from me were senior partners at Hoffman Group subsidiaries. They'd both recognized me from internal memos, and I could see them exchanging glances as Maci's voice carried across the room. By the end of the day, Grey would know exactly what had happened here.
But that was tomorrow's battle. For now, I ordered the salmon and listened to the industry gossip flow around me like water finding its level.
Later that night, after the luncheon and a full afternoon of meetings, I kicked off my heels in our apartment and found Grey on the couch, his laptop open but forgotten. He looked up when I came in, and I saw the question in his eyes before he asked it.
"How was lunch?" he asked, setting the computer aside.
I sank onto the couch beside him. "About as expected. Maci made sure I was seated at the children's table."
His jaw tightened, but he didn't reach for his phone or make any sudden movements. He'd learned to trust my timing. "You're handling it?"
"I'm handling it," I said, and leaned into his shoulder. "She's building it higher every time."
He nodded, his hand finding mine. "Higher is good."
At six o'clock, his phone rang. He answered immediately, even though we both knew who it was. "Hoffman," he said, his voice shifting into the crisp, controlled tone he used for business. "Yes, I'm aware of the situation. No, don't take any action yet. Just... document everything."
He listened for a moment, then his eyes met mine. "Yes, that's correct. Blair Jensen. Make sure the seating arrangements are noted. And the comments. All of them."
He hung up and pulled me closer. "Dominic says hello," he said quietly.
I closed my eyes, feeling the steady rhythm of his breathing. "Tell him I owe him a drink."
The next morning, I woke to the sound of Noel's laughter echoing down the hallway. I found him in the living room, perched on Grey's lap at the chessboard, his small hands wrapped around a bishop like it was a precious treasure.
"Checkmate!" Noel shouted, moving the piece with theatrical flourish. "I win again!"
Grey threw his hands up in mock defeat. "You're getting too good for me, kid. Where did you learn to play like that?"
Noel giggled, his legs swinging. "From you! You're a bad teacher!"
Grey's outrage was perfectly performed. "I am not! I'm an excellent teacher! You're just a chess prodigy!"
I watched them from the doorway, my heart full. This was what Kameron had never understood—that love wasn't about grand gestures or public displays. It was about showing up, day after day, in all the small ways that mattered.
Noel spotted me and immediately abandoned the chessboard. "Mommy! I'm winning! Daddy's losing!"
He ran to me, and I caught him up in a hug, breathing in the scent of his shampoo and the faint hint of the maple syrup he'd had for breakfast. "I can see that," I said, ruffling his hair. "You're going to be a champion."
Over his head, Grey's eyes met mine, and I saw everything we'd built together in that look—the quiet strength, the unshakable partnership, the life we'd created away from the spotlight.
Kameron had thrown away something precious, but he'd never know what it was. And soon, very soon, he'd understand exactly what he'd lost.
Chapter 4
The Fall Festival at Noel's preschool smelled like cider and wet leaves. Strings of orange lights sagged between the maple trees, and somewhere near the face-painting table, a group of four-year-olds shrieked over a pumpkin that had rolled into the mud. I stood with a cup of cider going cold in my hands, watching Noel argue with another boy about whose pumpkin was bigger, and for a moment I forgot to watch anything else.
Then I felt it. That particular prickle at the back of my neck, the one that means someone's been looking too long.
Kameron stood near the entrance gate, half-turned toward a colleague's family, but his eyes weren't on them. They were on Noel. He wasn't smiling the way a stranger smiles at a cute kid running past. He was still. Studying. His gaze moved from Noel's face to his hands to the way he stood, like he was checking items off a list only he could see.
I told myself it was nothing. Then he started walking toward us.
"Blair." He said it easy, like we'd run into each other at a coffee shop. "Didn't expect to see you here. Small world."
"It's a preschool fundraiser, Kameron. Half of Manhattan's small world shows up."
His eyes dropped to Noel again, who'd abandoned the pumpkin fight and was now trying to climb the fence around the hay bales. "He's gotten big." A pause, just a beat too long. "How old is he now? Four?"
"Four," I said, and sipped my cider so I wouldn't have to say more.
"Four in March, right?" He said it lightly, like it was a guess, but it wasn't a guess. It was a fact he already had, and he was just watching my face to see if I'd flinch at the accuracy.
I didn't. "Something like that."
He crouched down before I could stop him, right at Noel's eye level, and Noel — who trusted everyone the way only a sheltered four-year-old could — stopped climbing and looked at him with open curiosity.
"Hey, buddy," Kameron said, voice gone soft and coaxing. "When's your birthday?"
Noel held up three fingers, then added a fourth like he'd caught his own mistake. "I'm four! I have a pawn!" He dug in his pocket and produced the little wooden chess piece, offering it up like proof of something far more important than his age.
Kameron's smile faltered, just slightly, at the word *pawn*. He didn't know what to do with it. "That's a good one," he said, and reached out like he might touch Noel's hair.
I stepped between them before his hand landed. "Noel, go find Mrs. Alvarez. She's got the good pumpkins."
Noel ran off without a second thought. Kameron straightened, and for a second neither of us said anything. The lights swayed overhead. Somewhere behind him, a kid was crying about a dropped candy apple.
"He's a great kid," Kameron said finally.
"He is," I said. "Have a good afternoon, Kameron."
I didn't look back to see if he watched us leave. I already knew he would.
That night, after Noel was asleep with the pawn still clutched in his fist, my phone lit up on the nightstand. A LinkedIn notification. *Kameron Stewart viewed your profile.* Then, eleven minutes later, again. Then once more, just after midnight. I stared at the timestamps until the screen dimmed on its own, and outside the window, rain had started, soft and steady against the glass, the kind of rain that doesn't announce itself, just arrives and stays.
I didn't mention it to Grey. Not yet.
Serena Voss ordered the branzino and didn't touch her wine until she'd said what she came to say.
"Maci's been busy," she said, cutting into the fish with the same precision she used on term sheets. "I heard it from three different people this week. Same story, every time. You're the nanny who got herself pregnant and never left the payroll. It's not just gossip anymore, Blair. It's a narrative. People repeat narratives."
"Let them."
Serena set her fork down. "You say that like it costs you nothing." Her phone buzzed on the table — her husband, probably, he texted her constantly, and she glanced at it with the easy, unguarded affection of a woman who'd never had to hide a single thing about her marriage. She looked back up at me. "When are you going to let Grey walk into a room with you? An actual room. In front of actual people."
I looked past her, out the window, at the gray wash of rain over Fifth Avenue, cabs bleeding yellow through the fog on the glass.
"Soon," I said. "Not yet."