Chapter 3
Jwala:
After getting ready, I accompanied Agni to his office. I was about to sit in his chamber, but he showed his hand asking me to stop.
"Don't sit! Let the delegates who visit us see your beauty and glamour. After all, you are here only for that" Agni said smirking and observing me from head to toe.
I tried to cover my thighs with hands to escape his lustful looks. His intense gaze was creating an unknown feeling in me. I was unsure whether it is aversion or like towards him. Can I like a person who ruined my life completely?
"Don't try to hide your body from me, Baby or every part you try to hide from me will bleed tonight making you scream the whole night," Agni said, and I took off my hands from the thighs.
"Go and call Vara Industries Chief Mr Rona," he ordered.
I called Mr Rona. He came inside, but from the moment he saw me, he kept staring at me. His eyes passed through my half revealed bosoms to thighs and so on. I felt as if I am dead. My Baby blue was about to shed tears but controlled noticing Agni's anger.
"Bring two cups of cold coffee for us," Agni ordered, and I brought coffee for them.
I served coffee and Rona touched my thigh lustfully. I thought to leave the room.
"Hey Jwala, come here," Agni called, and I stopped.
"Rona is ready to sign our deal. But, he kept a condition."
"Wha. .T?" I asked.
"He wants you for a night. I am sure he won't disappoint you" he said laughing.
Both laughed making me scared and broken.
"No Agni, please."
"Rona, don't worry. This beauty is your's tonight" he said, and Rona left. I sensed pain and anger on his face. If he didn't like to send me to Rona, then why is he doing this to me?
"Agni, please I can't do this," I begged him.
He signalled me to follow him and took me to his home. I stood in the room scared of him.
"It's a ten crore contract. I want it at any cost. I am not going to leave it for a sl*t like you. You are going to entertain Rona tonight," Agni declared.
"Agni, please I can't do this."
"Already your virginity was broken. Don't behave as if you are a virgin. There is no difference between me having you or Rona because even I am not your husband," Agni said lighting a cigar.
"I beg you Agni, don't do this to me," I said holding his legs.
Agni held my shoulder to make me stand.
"You bloody b*tch! How dare you to say no?" Agni said making me cry with fear.
He held my hairs and dragged me to the bed. He removed his belt and started hitting me.
"Aaaah, Agni please," I screamed, but he didn't stop.
He hit me many times with his belt without mercy. I don't know what I have done to deserve this harsh treatment. He dragged me and threw me into the storeroom.
"Unless you accept to go to Rona, you will not be given even a drop of water. Remember by evening, you should say yes, or you will see hell," Agni said and locked me in the storeroom.
I broke down finding no way to escape from this misfortune. I felt dehydrated but didn't get water in the room. In the evening, Agni opened the door.
"Tell me are you ready to go to Rona?"
"No," I said slowly.
"You b*tch, if my deal gets cancelled, I will send your naked photos with me in bed to your family. Just imagine what happens then," he said throwing those photographs at me.
I was in shock looking at those photos. Did Agni take my pictures while I was with him in bed? How can he do such a thing? I closed my eyes to control my feeling which prompts me to kill him.
"If you didn't want me to send those pictures to your parents, get ready and go to Rona. Let him do whatever he intends to do with you. If he signs the deal only then these photos will be safe with me" he said, and I got up from the floor.
"So are you ready?"
I nodded. I got ready, and Agni dropped me near the hotel.
I found no consistency between his words and expressions on his face. I sensed something is wrong as I recognised tension on Agni's face. Why is he in tension? Why is he behaving like this? I know Agni is heartless but not a person who has no ethics. He cannot play with the dignity of a woman for promoting his business. However, I can't ask him because he won't answer me.
"Room no. 5, Don't create any mess. I won't spare your family if you do anything wrong. Don't refuse to anything he does" he said.
I was about to go, but he held my wrist. His eyes were showing unknown pain. He suddenly placed a kiss on my forehead surprising me. I looked at him with confusion.
"Driver, start the car," he said leaving my hand and closing his eyes leaning back to the seat.
I took slow steps towards Rona's room with fear. Agni made me completely a sl*t from today by using me for his business but is he willing to do this to me? I knocked on the door, and Rona opened it. I went inside. He closed the door and came to me. He touched my face with his hand. I felt irritated.
"You look hot. I am happy to have you tonight. I signed a deal of ten crores for your boss to send you to me for one night. But, I have no regret for it. Because you are se*y and I want to get more of you in this one night. Come on, Baby!" he said and took me to the bed.
Suddenly his phone rang, and he received it.
"What the hell? I am coming" he shouted on the phone.
"I am sorry, Baby. I need to go, it's urgent. You leave now. I will inform to your boss the date again" Rona said, and I came out thanking God.
I called Agni.
"Hello, Baby! How was the experience with Rona? Is he better than me?" Agni asked, and I felt to hit him as hard as I can.
"He left the hotel."
"What do you mean? What did you do to make him go?"
"He got a call. So he's gone. He may inform the date to you later."
"Okay! Come fast to me. I am free to have you fully and teach you lessons to make you never say no to me anytime."
"Here I didn't find any transport facility. How can I come?"
"Show your body to anyone. They will drop you in the city" he said making me lose my patience completely.
"Okay sure, but I will be late to home as I need to pay him for his favour of dropping me in the city," I said with tears.
A car stopped in front of me.
"Madam, Agni sir told to pick you," the driver said.
I know Agni can't do business with the self-respect of a woman, but why did he act? Is he evil or good?
"What did you say? Repeat it," Agni shouted at me on the phone throwing my thoughts aside.
"I said what you are doing to me. You already made me a prostitute by sending me to Rona," I said trying to make him reveal the truth.
"Enough, shut your bloody mouth and come home," he said disconnecting the phone.
I reached home and went to his room.
"I am sorry Agni," I said sensing his anger.
He looked at the door, and I locked it. He came to me and pinned me to the door and held my throat.
"Agni, please... Leave... Me."
"Shut up. Just answer my questions," Agni said and left my throat.
"Answer me! Did I force you to give your virginity to me?"
"No!" I said
"When you agreed to the deal, didn't I tell you that you should do whatever I say?" Agni asked.
"Yes!"
"Did you agree to listen to my every word and to be in my control for a year? Did you give the right to me to use you as I wish?"
"Yes!"
"Then why are you trying to make me feel bad for my deeds when it's you who accepted everything?"
"I told you that except you no one should touch me. But you broke the rule."
"Jwala, if I rape you then I would feel that you are a good girl and it's me who ruined your life. I never forced you. It's you who offered your body to save Vigna who is unknown to you and slept with me. Do you think a man will respect a girl who offered her body without any force unless she is his wife."
"I did that to save Vigna from you," I said between my tears.
"Are you going to protect every girl who is going to get raped by offering your body?" Agni asked.
"Agni" I shouted at him.
"Look Jwala, even now you can leave and escape from this bullshit by just giving away your hope of getting that orphanage. I never come into your life again."
"But I can't go back now after sacrificing everything just for that orphanage. However, my life was spoiled the moment you touched me," I said.
"Jwala, if you want, I will marry you instead of giving that orphanage to you. Then you will have dignity in society. You no need to feel as if you lose your virginity as I will be your husband. What do you say? Do you want your dignity and respect in society or that bloody orphanage? If you say orphanage, then I need to make twenty-five crores using you. So, you will be sent to many people for several nights till I make that money through deals, using your mind, beauty, and body. Of course, twenty-five crores are not that easy to make and definitely before completing the target you will become the worst prostitute who was used by many people many times. Take your decision," Agni said to me.
"One more thing, marrying me is not mandatory. You can leave without marrying me," Agni added.
Chapter 4
Jwala:
What should I choose? I recalled the innocent faces of girls in the orphanage. If I opt to marry him, he will throw them out without any mercy. What if they meet the same fate as me? If he throws those innocent girls on the streets, anyone might do anything to them. This society is cruel enough to destroy their life. No, I can't make the life of those kids a living hell. Whatever it is I will take it. If he shares me with anyone, I will kill myself after completion of four months. But, I can't spoil their life.
"No, I can't leave the orphanage," I said.
"Okay, then come fast to the bed. I am going to teach you lessons for refusing my words in the afternoon."
I went to him and lied on the bed. He made me naked again. He started kissing me but stopped and took a wine bottle.
"Drink it."
"I don't drink."
"A sl*t don't have a right to say no for anything," saying this he forced me to drink.
He kissed, sucked and teased my breasts. I bit my lip to control a kind of sensation which is making me go with the flow. He kissed my hands. He placed few wet kisses all over my body giving me the pleasure. Is it possible to feel love even in this kind of relationship which is nothing but a contract? Why am I feeling his love in his every touch? No, he didn't know to love a person. He is a beast. I should hate him. He didn't deserve love.
"Wow, your body is beautifully decorated with the belt marks I gave you in the afternoon. You need it, isn't it? You need it from time to time to remember that you are under my control," he said hitting on the scars to which I screamed.
This is what he is. He never leaves any chance to hurt me and make me hate him. I don't know what destiny decided for us. It is my foolishness to imagine love in his harsh and lustful touch.
"Agni, please leave me," I asked him.
"Sure tell me that you will give up the orphanage."
"No!" I stated.
"Then shut your bloody mouth and tolerate whatever I do to you," he said continuing his torture which is sweet and bitter.
I dissolved in tears for one hour. I was prostrate with Agni's torture.
"Water," I groaned.
"No, you will not be given even a drop of water till morning, and I won't leave you. Bear it, Baby. Get habituated to this nonstop pleasure. Every night, you will face this. What did you say on the phone? Repeat it now," he stated in a venomous tone.
"Please, I need water."
"Tell me what did you say on the phone? Do you want to pay to the person who drops you in the city by sleeping with him for a night? Sure, if you are that interested, definitely I will ask my driver to have you for a night. What do you say?"
"Agni, please I am sorry. I am dying; please give me water. I am sorry."
"Will you keep your dirty mouth in control from now?"
"Yes!"
"Will you try to provoke me again?"
"No!"
"Good! I will give you water, but you should entertain me for the whole night, or I will leave you, but I won't give you water till the morning. Tell me your choice."
"Leave me," I said. Agni left me immediately and slept beside me.
I tried to sleep, but every part of my body was aching. I moved that side to this side to ease the pain of my sore body, and suddenly I felt his grip on my hairs.
"You dirty wh*re, sleep without moving. Don't disturb my sleep or I will give you no rest until morning even if you beg," Agni said seriously.
I nodded. I didn't sleep the whole night, and in the morning he called me.
"Agni, please give me water," I requested.
"Oh Baby, you didn't take water from last night, isn't it? It's sad, but you need to wait for more time. Stay still in the bed without moving till I return from my shower. Then I will give you water," he said kissing my lips harshly.
He came from the shower.
"Water, please."
"Good, you are in bed till I return from the shower. Not bad! You are learning to obey my words."
He went to the refrigerator and came back with a wine bottle in his hand.
"Drink it!"
"Please, I want water."
"No, either drink this or die of thirst," he said.
"Ok, give it," I said with tears.
"No Baby, I will pour it on you. You should open your mouth and try to drink it. If you didn't drink, you are not given food or water for the next twenty-four hours."
I opened my mouth. Agni poured wine moving bottle here and there making me jump and climb to drink it. He laughed loudly.
"Wow, I love this scene. You are trying to drink wine by jumping and moving here and there like a wh*re. Awesome!” Agni said pouring wine on my face and body.
He made my body wet with wine.
"You look se*y, while wine is dripping from your body. It is tempting me to have you again."
"Come on Baby, let me have you one more time now," he said pushing me to the bed and came top of me again.
He had two sessions with me before leaving me.
"Go and take a shower, you look like a dirty wh*re. Get ready and come downstairs within half an hour. You are not given breakfast today. I will decide whether to give lunch or not after seeing your behaviour at the office. Wear something hot and which reveals belt marks and love bites on your body. I want you to get insulted before everyone. My staff must know that you are not my girlfriend but a wh*re," he said and went downstairs.
My body was sore and bitter. Somehow I managed to reach the washroom and took a shower. I got ready and went to the car. I sat beside him.
"You are beautiful with love bites all over your body, Baby."
We reached the office and went to his cabin.
"So let's see who will own you today. Go and call the clients, Baby" he said, and I called a delegate who came to meet him.
He talked and finalised the deal.
"So as a gift for our agreement, I will give this beauty to you tonight," Agni said showing me.
"She is pretty. I am leaving to Malaysia tonight. If you don't mind, send her now itself with me."
"Sure, no problem,” Agni said to that delegate.
"Jwala, go with him," Agni said, and I went to him hiding my tears.
"What are these marks on your body, Baby," the client asked me.
"They are to teach her to obey me. You too can give her such marks if she refuses to your words" He said.
Both laughed at me.
"Of course, she needs it. I think she needs more" that delegate said pinching my waist.
I looked at him furiously.
“Jwala, down your eyes. Say sorry for your look."
"I am sorry," I said but he slapped me to which Agni laughed out loud, but I noticed Agni clenching his fist.
"Don't give her water or lunch, only then she will learn the manners," Agni said, and I looked into his eyes. He didn't meet my looks but escaped cleverly pretending as if he was talking to that client assuring me that he was hiding something.
"Sure, I will use my belt too if necessary."
"You can!" Agni said.
"Look Jwala, don't refuse anything he does. He is an important delegate to me. Behave properly. Remember you are nothing but my property which has no respect or feelings," Agni said.
I followed that man and sat in his car. I don't know who will save me today. Am I going to be his prey today? God, please show me a way to escape from him. Agni, can't you do anything to help me? Are you a person with no ethics and morals? Why is it hurting me to digest this fact?
Chapter 5
Jwala:
I went with that person to a hotel room. I felt uneasy in the stomach and went to the washroom. I realised that I was in Shark week.
"Sir... I... Can't... Do. This," I said scaring.
"What?" He said catching my hairs.
"I am in my menstrual cycle."
"I have no problem. I take my wife even if she is in her menstrual cycle. Come fast to the bed, or my belt will kiss you till you swoon and then I will take you," he said.
He is worse than Agni. Idiot! How can he be that impolite to a woman? How can I imagine this fellow to be polite when he views a girl just as an object of pleasure? I don't know how his wife is bearing him. I must find a way to get rid of this beast.
Agni! Yes, only Agni can help me now. I know he is not good, but I don't think he will force me to give myself during my shark week.
"Okay! I will just come cleaning myself," I said and went to the washroom.
I called Agni. He picked up my call within two rings.
"What, Baby? Do you miss me?" Agni asked.
Is he my love or husband to miss him? I will be happy if I get a chance to go away from this beast permanently.
"Agni, I am struck with girl flu. Please, save me," I said, and I am sure he got what I mean.
"Did you tell this to him?" Agni asked.
"Yes!"
“So, what did he say?"
"He said he had no problem and wants me right now."
"Give mobile to him."
I gave the mobile to him.
"But Agni," that man said.
"No, I will cancel our deal," that man said.
"No, I want her right now. Otherwise, you will face the consequences," this fellow warned Agni.
"Okay! I am leaving her and cancel the deal."
He returned mobile to me.
"Agni!"
"Come home by walk you bloody b*tch. Because of you, this deal got cancelled," he screeched on call.
I went home by walk. My legs ached very severely. I went to Agni's room anticipating his anger.
"I am sorry, Agni!" I said.
He stood up from the bed and moved towards me. I gulped and sweat beads formed on my forehead. I walked back as I know worst is waiting for me. He pinned me to the wall and pressed his hard body against my sore body which got hurt yesterday because of him. My mouth didn't open as I have no energy to fight against him. Water droplets blurred my vision.
He pressed himself more and more making me feel as if my every bone was crushed. I was about to shout, but he killed my voice by kissing me harshly and biting my lips until they bleed.
He left me and looked at me. I felt my lip bleeding. I thought to touch my lip, but he stopped me.
"No, don't touch," he said and held my lower lip at the place where he bit.
"Aaahhhhh" I shouted loud, and he gripped my lip more tight increasing blood flow.
Agni left my lip.
"Sit on your knees, Baby," Agni ordered.
"Wh... Wh.. At..?"
He slapped me, and I fell to the floor. He then held my hand and made me sit on my knees.
"I hate repeating the words. You should follow my words as soon as they come out from my mouth," Agni said holding my jaw.
"Kneel down for two hours. More is on the way for you today. Today, I will not give you food or water. Starve the entire day. Keeping food to you is a waste as you are a worthless sl*t. You will face the consequences for making the deal fail," he said and went off.
After two hours, Agni came to me.
"Good, these days you are learning to obey my orders."
"Get up, my dear useless wh*re."
I tried to get up, but my knees and legs didn't cooperate with me. Agni held my hairs and dragged me out from the home to garden.
"Stay here for five days. You are not useful to me for these five days. So you are not allowed inside. Take your garbage" Agni threw my bag on my face.
"Look you shouldn't go anywhere from here. Sleep on grass. Don't use the bench to sleep or sit. Just stand the whole day and at night when I permit you, then sleep on the lawn. You can use that washroom of servants. I will give food and water whenever I feel you require it. Remember you shouldn't ask for food or water. Otherwise, I will hit you with a belt before all the servants till you bleed. That's your punishment for cancelling the deal" he said and left me there.
I held my stomach and stood on the grass in the hot sun. I felt dehydrated. Menstrual cramps hit me hard because of this mess in my life. I hate myself for being this helpless. I wish death is better than this life. However, I should bear it for three more months so that, that orphanage will be mine. He came at night and looked at me.
"You can sleep now. But you must wake up by five in the morning. If you didn't get up by that time, I might not give breakfast to you. Tomorrow it's Sunday, and you will be doing all the household work. I want my breakfast and everything on time" he said and left.
I slept and woke up early in the morning. I took a shower and got ready fast. I went to the kitchen and cleaned everything. I cooked breakfast for Agni. He came down at 8 a.m.
"Is breakfast ready, Jwala?"
"Yes!"
"Good, serve me."
I served, and he ate it. After completing his meal, he looked at me.
"Did you take water?"
"No!" I said.
"Let me see," he said and switched on his TV to watch CCTV footage.
He saw me taking water.
"So you are brave enough to lie to me. No problem, hereafter you will never lie to me" Agni said.
"You won't be given food and water again for next twenty-four hours. But that's not enough for you. You need more. Tell me, what should I do to stop you from lying to me?"
"I am sorry."
"Shut up, Baby. Sorry is not enough."
"The punishment should bring a shiver to your spine whenever you get a thought to lie to me. You should become calm and living dead body after the punishment. It should be excruciating. You should beg me to stop the punishment. Tell me, Baby, what should I do?"
"Come to our room," Agni said, and I followed him silently.
"Sit on the chair."
I sat immediately. Agni tied me to the chair. He smacked me with his belt. Every stroke made me scream and cry more and more.
"Don't ask me to stop. I won't stop until every part of your body bleed. If you ask me to stop, I will beat you more."
He hit me again. I cried and shouted hard. My hands and legs started bleeding.
"Awesome, I love this red liquid flowing from your hands and legs," he said and gave more hitting.
He stopped before I die. I wish to die rather than tolerating his inhuman acts.
"Will you ever lie to me, Baby?" Agni asked.
I shook my head indicating no.
"Good, but now apologise to me for lying and tell that you will never lie to me."
"I am sorry for lying to you. I never lie to you" I said.
"Good!" he said untying me.
He took first aid box.
"Take it and treat yourself. No one helps you."
"I am going out. You shouldn't take water or food until I reach home and permit you. You shouldn't sleep too. Just sit in the chair."
Agni left the room. I cursed myself for accepting this fate and becoming his prey. I didn't have energy due to starvation and menses. He came after two hours.
"Jwala, have this food and water," he said giving me food and water bottle.
I took the water bottle and drank it at once.
"I didn't want to eat food," I said due to vertigo.
"Why?" he said and kept his hand on my forehead.
"God! You got fever just for few hitting, very funny," he said.
"Look Jwala, have food and take medicine. Even if you are ill, I won't give you rest. So, better take care of your health."
I was unable to eat food, and surprisingly he fed me. I took tablets.
"Sleep on the bed for today, only for today."
I looked at him suspiciously.
"Don't worry. I won't trouble you," Agni said.
He lifted me in his arms and dropped on the bed.
"I am putting water beside you. Food will be sent at night again" he said and left the room.
I remembered my childhood and my life before meeting Agni. I was a princess to my parents and grandparents. Everyone loves me a lot. Dad never hit me at least once even in my childhood. They pampered me a lot though I was a naughty child. Today Agni was hitting me for everything. I looked at my hands and legs which were poorly injured and my body full of belt marks. I know still this is not the end. I had food at night and slept.
Agni didn't come home for four days. He kept a message to me that I can stay in the room and no need to go to the garden. Food arrived on time, and I took complete rest for four days. However, the body was still sore due to his torture. He came at night after four days.
"Did you take enough rest for four days? Now come and relax me" he said kissing me on the neck.
I decided to do whatever he says than falling into trouble by going against him. I responded to him and allowed him to do whatever he wants. He pinched and played with my bruises making me cry. I bore all the pain till he left me.
"Very good, you learned your lesson. Until you were beaten to bleed, your little brain didn't understand, am I right? Behave like this every day and follow my every word calmly and you will get less pain," he said and slept beside me.