Chapter 4
The rain hit my face like a thousand needles as I stepped out the back door, expecting silence. Instead, chaos swallowed me whole.
A dozen reporters surged forward, umbrellas snapping open, camera flashes blinding me like lightning strikes. The sound—shouting, clicking, snapping—was deafening.
“Mrs. Anders! We heard you push Cara to the ground, is it true?”
“What caused the fight?”
“Is it true you tried to take your own life after the accident?”
“Did your husband refuse to save your children? Was it because of your affair?”
Each question sliced through me like shards of glass. Their words blurred, voices overlapping, forming a cruel symphony of accusation. I couldn’t breathe. My palms trembled as I tried to push through them, but they closed in tighter like predators circling a prey.
I could still feel Eleanor’s hand on my cheek; the sting of the slap burning hotter than the rain. My vision blurred from humiliation. I must’ve looked exactly like what they wanted: the frantic, unstable wife.
Then the main doors burst open. Leon strode out, his face taut with fury, his tie askew, and his hand gripping the door like it might break. Behind him, Cara followed, fragile and perfect, her eyes glistening with artful tears as she leaned into Eleanor’s arm.
“Leon!” she cried, voice trembling. “She’s doing it again!”
The cameras pivoted instantly.
Leon’s gaze locked on me, cold and hard. There was no confusion. No sympathy. Just the kind of disgust that could kill a person faster than a bullet.
Without hesitation, he wrapped an arm around Cara, shielding her from me as if I were the danger.
“My wife is under extreme duress,” he said to the cameras, his tone rehearsed and righteous. “These rumors are vile and not true. Please respect our privacy.”
He didn’t even look at me. Not once.
He ushered Cara into the waiting car, his coat draped over her shoulders. And then they were gone. The crowd followed them like moths to light, leaving me stranded under the rain, mascara bleeding down my cheeks.
I leaned against the cold brick wall, trembling. The alley smelled of garbage and gasoline, but I couldn’t seem to mind. When I finally ordered a ride, the app indicated a 30-minute wait.
Thirty minutes of standing in the downpour. Thirty minutes of being no one.
It was nearly one in the morning when I reached home. And as I stepped inside, laughter greeted me.
The living room glowed warmly, with a golden, intimate ambiance. Cara was curled on the couch, her hair damp, her bare feet tucked beneath her. Leon stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders, rubbing gently.
For a moment, the sound in my head stopped. The dripping of my coat, the ache in my bones; it all went quiet.
“What is she doing here?” I whispered.
Leon turned slowly, his face unreadable, though irritation flickered in his eyes.
“She was shaken up. Did you not see the reporters? She’s staying here for now.”
I blinked at him. “For now?”
Cara looked up, slightly smirking, but her tone was careful, almost apologetic.
“Leon insisted. I didn’t want to intrude, Camilla. You’ve already had such a hard night.”
Such a hard night. I nearly laughed.
“This is my house,” I said, voice low, shaking.
“Our house,” Leon corrected sharply. “And as long as I live here, I decide who stays under this roof. Cara needs protection from the media circus you caused.”
“I caused?” My laugh cracked. “Your mother slapped me. The reporters nearly tore me apart. And you...you left me.”
Leon’s eyes darkened. “Don’t twist this. You embarrassed me tonight. You humiliated my family. Cara has shown more grace than you ever have.”
Cara looked down, a perfect image of guilt and gentleness.
“Leon, please… don’t be harsh. I can stay at a nearby hotel if that’s what Camilla prefers...”
“No,” he said firmly, his arm tightening around her. “You stay here. If anyone needs to leave, it’s her.”
The words landed harder than Eleanor’s slap. I turned away before either of them could see me break. Upstairs, the walls of our bedroom felt smaller than ever. Every photo, every memory mocked me. But I hurriedly changed, went to bed, and ignored the joyous laughter I hear downstairs.
By morning, my reflection in the mirror was unrecognizable. My face was swollen from crying, my eyes bruised from sleeplessness. The coffee on the counter had gone cold hours ago.
Leon entered, freshly showered and crisp in his suit.
“I canceled your plans today,” he said.
I looked up slowly. “What plans?”
“You’re not going anywhere. The press is outside again. Stay quiet. Don’t make things worse.”
“With her?” I asked, eyeing Cara, who was waiting outside the door.
He didn’t even hesitate. “Cara’s leaving for a spa appointment. I’m driving her. She needs peace after what you’ve done.”
“What I’ve done?” My throat tightened. “You’re locking me like a prisoner while she’s treated like...”
“Enough, Camilla.” He cut me off, eyes like steel. “Then next time, learn to behave.”
He turned and left.
The silence afterward was unbearable. Then, my phone rang. Dante.
“Change of plans,” he said, his voice rough, impatient. “I’m done waiting.”
“Dante, I can’t. My divorce, my passport...I can’t just leave.”
“Then I’ll make it happen tomorrow,” he said, and the line went dead.
I didn’t feel confused; I felt a violent, shattering hope. Leon wanted me gone. Cara had taken my place. Then, I would do it earlier than planned.
Chapter 5
The next day, when I stepped into the kitchen, Cara was already there. She perched at the marble counter, sipping my favorite green tea. She wore one of my sundresses, her hair perfectly styled, makeup done as if she’d just stepped off a runway. She looked up, smiling like she hadn’t spent the night in the guest room banging my husband.
“Morning, Camilla,” she chirped. “Leon’s just finishing packing. He said he tried to be quiet so you could rest, but you know how early he must leave for the airport.”
The smell of her perfume, Leon’s favorite, filled the room, and I almost gagged.
Just then, Leon entered. He didn’t look at me. His eyes found her instantly, softening the way they never did for me anymore. For a moment, I thought he might actually kiss her in front of me. Then his gaze went to me, cold, distant, businesslike.
“We have a meeting in Hawaii,” he said. “Don’t wait up for us. We’ll be gone for a few days.”
“Both of you?” I asked, my voice light, almost curious.
Inside, I felt the burn. I’d heard the thud of the headboard last night, the soft laughter, the muffled sounds through the wall, and him saying he planned a trip for them to Hawaii. My ears couldn’t stop hearing them even until now.
“Yes,” he replied sharply. “It’s business. You’ll stay here. No visitors, no reporters, no unnecessary noise. I don’t want another scandal. The Carver merger is almost finished. I don’t want it to fail on the last minute.”
Scandal. Of course, it was always me who caused the problem.
I smiled faintly. “Of course.”
Cara’s lips curled. “It’ll give you time to rest, Camilla. Space can help.”
Space. That was all they’d ever left me: empty space, cold sheets, unanswered calls.
Leon checked his watch, irritation flashing across his face. “We’re late. Make sure everything stays in order while I’m gone.”
“Have a productive trip, Leon,” I said quietly. “And you too, Cara. I hope you both truly enjoy your time away.”
He gave a curt nod, tucking his phone into his pocket. “I’ve left instructions with the security team. Do not leave the premises, Camilla. I’ll call you.”
Then, as always, he guided Cara by the small of her back, the same way he used to guide me, out the door. She turned, her smile practiced and pitying.
“Be well, Camilla. We’ll bring you back something nice.”
When the door clicked shut, the house fell silent. And then my phone vibrated. Dante.
“Is your husband, there?”
“No. Why?”
“Then we move now. My people would be there in two hours. Your documents are with them. So, pack and go.”
For a moment, I froze. My heart pounded against my ribs. Originally, I thought I would wait for all my documents and fly to Russia to meet Dante. It seemed, lucky enough, Dante hadn’t change. He knew me and knew the ways I needed his help. And so, everything inside me ignited and I got up moving.
In the bedroom, I opened the drawers full of jewelry and watches, gifts from Leon that had once felt like a declaration of love. I put them into boxes labelled Donation.
The wedding ring, three carats, flawless, I left on the dresser, beside the perfume bottle Cara had been secretly using.
In the closet, I ran my fingers along the dresses Leon had chosen for me.
“You look best when you don’t stand out,” he used to say.
Anger surged through me that I stripped the hangers bare until the rails gleamed. My fingers trembled, but I kept going. And threw them to another boxes for donation including shoes, sandals, designer purses and bags.
In the living room, I gathered every framed photo of us where we smiled for the camera. I fed them into the fireplace one by one. As I watched, Leon’s voice echoed in my head.
“Fix your face, Camilla. You look miserable. People are watching.”
“You humiliated me, Camilla.”
“Don’t make me remind you who built this life for you.”
By the time I finished, my reflection in the mirror was a stranger, bare-faced, hair tangled, eyes hollow but alive. For the first time in years, I looked like myself.
I called a rehabilitation center for women victims of domestic abuse to come and collect my donations. The representatives came with their truck thirty minutes later to collect. They wanted to publish the donation in their blogs and websites, but I told them do it after five days.
Ten minutes later, a horn blared outside. When I opened the back door, a black car waited by the gate. A woman in a dark coat stood beside it, umbrella in hand as rain had started to fall.
“My name is Andrea. Mr. Petrov sent me,” she said when I was already near her. “We need to go.”
For a heartbeat, I looked back at huge house. Its windows glowed like eyes, watching me. It was a beautiful house that used to be filled with loving memories, now all that were left were painful ones. I turned away and didn’t look back.
Inside the car, Andrea handed me an envelope.
“From him.”
My hands shook as I opened it. Inside were my finalized divorce papers, my passport, and national ID.
Casteel Kavannagh.
My new name. I went back to my maiden’s name and used my grandfather’s favorite name. I traced the letters like they were holy. This was my new life now.
I wanted to ask her how come Dante had this but realized Dante was also rich and powerful. He was even more than Leon, but he was more private.
Andrea turned a tablet toward me. “He also said to show you this.”
A video played. Leon and Cara standing happily showing the sonogram. They were having a baby shower with Leon’s parents present, as well as his and Cara’s friends. All were aware of their affair but had clearly supported it. My heart breaks remembering my twins, but I tried not to cry.
“They’ll regret this,” the woman murmured sensing my pain while she gently squeezes my hand. “He made sure of it.”
“Dante?” I asked.
She nodded. “Everything goes to The Daily Chronicle in five days. Anonymous of course. Soon, everything would turn.”
I closed my eyes and whispered, “Good.”
As we drove, the city seemed to blur. I asked for an envelope and sealed a package in my lap containing copies of the divorce papers, the evidence of Leon and Cara’s betrayal, and a letter with just: Congratulations on your baby girl.
One of Dante’s staff would mail it and I asked them to ensure for it to arrive five days after they returned.
The road to the airport felt endless, every mile a memory peeling away. When the private jet finally closed behind me, I exhaled and felt free.
Dante was waiting inside, calm, steady, eyes warm like he’d been holding the world still for me.
“Finally,” he whispered, reaching for my hand. “You’re here.”
I smiled. He hadn’t change, just more handsome and muscular that before. Then, we began chatting about our childhood days, like I had forgotten what I left behind. I only felt at peace, the kind that comes when you’ve survived the fire and walked out whole. Because when Leon and Cara came back, they would find nothing, and all their secrets would soon be out in the open.