Chapter 5
By the time I stepped back into the house, night had already swallowed the sky. Only a few weak lights glowed along the hallway. I had just crossed the middle of the foyer when I saw him standing there.
I didn’t even get the chance to speak.
His hand came out of nowhere. The impact was sharp and violent, snapping my head sideways before I could flinch. My shoulder slammed into the edge of the doorway, and a flash of white exploded behind my eyes. A heavy ringing filled my ears.
But my arms didn’t loosen.
I don’t know how they didn’t. Maybe muscle memory. Maybe instinct. All I knew was that I couldn’t let go. That fragile ceramic urn carried the last pieces of what I still was.
“Have you completely lost your mind?” Adrian shouted. His voice was so loud it made the glass by the staircase tremble. “How dare you disgrace my parents like that?”
I looked at him, stunned and silent.
“They told me every ugly detail,” he went on. “Said you spat in their tea. Said you threatened their lives under this roof. What kind of twisted woman does something like that?”
I didn’t even manage to shake my head before his palm struck me again. This time it landed harder. My neck jerked sharply to the side, and warm iron flooded my mouth. Blood. Still, I didn’t cry.
My skin burned.
My heart barely reacted.
“Adrian…” Elise called softly, her tone coated in false concern. “Please stop. She’s not worth hurting yourself over. Let her cool off. She’s probably just exhausted or emotional.”
He turned to her instantly, his expression shifting as if someone had flipped a switch. “Baby, don’t bother. She’s always been like this. Playing the victim. Twisting every situation so she looks innocent.”
Then, with a nod like he’d proven a point, he added, “You’ve always been too gentle with her. That’s why she thinks she can keep crossing lines.”
Elise shrank back like a delicate porcelain doll, pressing against the wall. But her eyes kept darting toward me with quiet satisfaction, like I was something stuck to the sole of her shoe.
Noah sat sprawled on the couch, his headphones hanging loosely around his neck, one side slipping off. His music still played faintly in the background. He didn’t mute it. He didn’t ask a single question. He just grinned, like this scene was free entertainment.
None of the servants moved.
They lingered near the dining room entrance, whispering behind their hands.
“She’s still clutching the urn…”
“She didn’t even fight back…”
“Look at her… she’s barely alive anymore.”
“I heard she went to the ocean today. Alone. With the boy’s ashes.”
I didn’t respond.
I didn’t have the strength left.
Then Adrian’s gaze dropped to my arms. To the pale urn cradled like a newborn.
“What is that?” he asked flatly, as if it were nothing more than a grocery bag. Before I could step away, he yanked it from my grasp.
“No,” I said, too slow to matter.
He examined it with open disgust. “You seriously carried this around in public?” he scoffed. “What is wrong with you? Another one of your pathetic little stunts for attention?”
He gave it a small shake.
My stomach twisted violently. My fingers curled tight at my sides.
“An urn?” he mocked. “Who died this time? Your pride?”
Behind him, Elise let out a soft, hidden laugh, turning her face as if she were trying to conceal it. Noah snorted quietly, still watching like a bored spectator.
My lip throbbed. Blood had dried there. My face burned. But my voice came out steady.
“Give it back to me.”
He lifted it higher. “Why?” he taunted. “Who is it supposed to be? You collecting ashes now?”
I met his stare without blinking.
“It’s Milo,” I said.
The air vanished.
The room fell dead silent.
Adrian’s cruel grin vanished.
Elise froze.
Noah blinked once and turned his eyes away.
Nobody spoke.
Adrian stared down at the urn in his hands again. His grip loosened slightly—but no apology followed. No word came out.
I just stood there.
Hollow.
Shattered.
Waiting to see whether he would return my son to me…
or destroy the last thing I had left.
Then the urn hit the floor.
I didn’t even get time to move.
I heard the crack first—that sick, sharp snap of breaking ceramic. Then came the burst. Ash exploded outward like dust caught in sudden wind. But it wasn’t dust.
It was Milo.
My child.
What was left of him scattered across the marble as if he had never been loved, never been cradled, never been mine.
I screamed.
The sound tore out of someplace deep inside me, from a part I thought had already died. My knees buckled. I collapsed to the floor. My hands moved on their own, desperately gathering what they could—ashes, fragments of bone, broken pieces of the urn—all mixed beyond separation.
My fingers shook so violently they didn’t feel like mine anymore. My nails scraped against the tile, cut into the sharp shards. I didn’t feel the pain yet.
Only the void.
I heard him behind me—Adrian—breathing calmly. Watching me like I was something broken he regretted stepping near.
“Stop screaming like someone just murdered you,” he said coldly. “You’re not the victim here.”
I couldn’t lift my head. My hands kept scooping blindly. Tears drowned my vision. Something inside me fractured again.
He kept talking, loud and merciless.
“The hospital sent an update this morning,” he said. “Milo’s fine. Awake. Sitting up. Smiling in his bed. The doctor even sent pictures.”
I stared down at my palms. Ash clung beneath my nails, smeared across my skin, packed into the cracks of the floor.
“You lied,” Adrian accused as he stepped closer. “You actually pretended he was dead just to get sympathy? You’re more twisted than I ever imagined.”
“H-he’s gone,” I whispered. “I was holding him… I felt him stop breathing.”
It was like speaking into stone.
Elise drifted around from behind him, soft and gentle like a dying flower that had learned how to poison. She crouched beside Adrian and rested her hand on his arm, her voice low and trembling with fake sorrow.
“Maybe she hates me, Adrian,” she said quietly. “Maybe she wanted me to hurt. Maybe that’s why she said he died—just to frighten me.” Her eyes slid toward the ashes. Her lips tightened in a practiced shiver. “Maybe someday that’ll be me,” she whispered. “Dust on the floor. Forgotten. Thrown away.”
Then she began to cry.
Loud, dramatic sobs that felt more like a performance than grief. She clutched her chest and leaned against the couch as if her heart were breaking. Noah watched in silence—until she reached for him.
Chapter 6
“Come on, sweetheart,” Elise whimpered between uneven breaths. “Let’s go. Mommy can’t breathe right now. I don’t want you seeing something so ugly.”
Noah looked puzzled, but he wasn’t distressed. He simply stood up and followed without question. Adrian pulled Elise into his arms as if she were made of glass, something precious that could shatter at any second.
“Don’t cry, baby,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to her temple. “You’re the only one that matters here. Come on, let’s go upstairs. Just… forget her.”
I was still kneeling on the floor, my hands trembling as I tried to gather the scattered ashes into one small, trembling pile. Then Noah suddenly broke free and rushed toward me.
His shoe came down hard.
Right onto the ashes.
“Witch!” he screamed. “You made my mommy cry!”
He stomped again.
The ashes flew apart.
“No—!”
Then he kicked the shattered remains of the urn across the room. It hit the wall with a dull thud before breaking into even smaller pieces.
My body went completely still.
I couldn’t move. I couldn’t breathe properly. But my chest shook violently, and broken sounds tore out of my throat without permission.
Adrian strode toward me and seized my face with one hand, his fingers digging painfully into my cheeks as if he meant to crush my skull.
“That’s enough,” he said coldly. “Enough of this performance.”
I blinked at him. His face looked carved from stone—blank, unfeeling.
“I almost believed you,” he said slowly. “I almost did. For just one stupid second, I nearly felt sorry. Nearly cried. For your pathetic little boy.”
He leaned closer. I felt his breath against my skin.
“But then the hospital sent proof. Videos. Milo laughing in his bed. The doctor said you used him—told me you made him pretend to be sicker than he was. Said you were in on it. That you let it happen. All for attention.”
Behind him, I saw her.
Elise.
She stood halfway up the stairs, one hand resting lightly on the railing, her head tilted just enough. Her expression was soft—too soft.
A smile barely touched her lips.
Just the corner of it.
Like a confession slipping through a crack.
She did it.
She paid someone. Manipulated the story. Twisted Milo’s condition. Sent fake proof. Built the lie. And Adrian—he swallowed it whole. Again. And again.
They began walking upstairs. Elise slipped her fingers into Noah’s hand and leaned her head against Adrian’s shoulder. He wrapped his arm around her as if she were his entire universe.
“Let’s just go to bed,” she said gently. “I can’t deal with her anymore tonight.”
Noah glanced back once—but only for a heartbeat. Then he looked up at Elise again and followed her.
The house fell silent.
I stayed on the floor.
With what remained of my child.
With hands scraped raw.
With a mouth too dry to sob anymore.
I don’t know how long I lay there.
Hours, maybe.
Until even my heart seemed to give up trying.
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That night, sleep never came.
Every part of my body throbbed. My knees were shredded, raw and burning. Dried blood crusted behind them—I hadn’t even noticed when it happened. I was still in the same clothes, still smelling of dust, grief, and bone. I curled against the wall just outside my room, hugging my knees to my chest like a shield.
Sometime after midnight, I heard coughing.
At first, I ignored it, thinking it was one of the maids. Then Adrian’s voice cut through the dark—frantic, sharp.
“Elise. Elise, what’s wrong? Where does it hurt?”
I stayed perfectly still.
Elise sobbed loudly. Her voice was hoarse, exaggerated.
“I—can’t—breathe. Oh God, my stomach hurts! My chest, Adrian—I feel cursed. Ever since she brought that urn into this house, it’s like something’s been choking me.”
I heard the bed creak.
Footsteps.
Adrian pacing.
He swore under his breath.
“That bitch.”
Elise sniffled weakly, the sound trembling with fake fear.
“I overheard the maids talking… they said she bought something. Some kind of toxin. Maybe she hid it in the urn. Maybe she wanted to kill me. She hates me so much, Adrian. I’m scared. I don’t want to die. Not me. Not our baby.”
I didn’t move.
Didn’t blink.
And yet, I already knew—he would come for me.
The door burst open so hard it rattled the walls. Adrian stormed in, his face twisted into something monstrous in the dark.
He grabbed my wrist and hauled me up like I weighed nothing.
“You did this.”
I stumbled. My ankle buckled. My arm screamed in pain.
“You poisoned this house,” he snarled. “You cursed Elise. You sick freak. You knew she was pregnant and you still brought death into this place.”
“I didn’t—” I tried to speak.
“She could’ve died tonight!” he roared. “Is that what you wanted? You really want her dead?”
He dragged me down the hallway into her room like a criminal being paraded for punishment.
“Kneel,” he barked.
I didn’t move. I looked at him.
“Kneel and apologize to Elise.”
“No.”
The slap came so fast my vision exploded in sparks.
“On your knees.”
I refused again. It was the only thing I had left—my backbone.
He kicked the backs of my knees. I crashed to the floor. The same wounds tore open again. Blood soaked through my clothes. I felt it warm against my calves.
Elise sat on the couch like a queen. Hair flawless. Belly displayed proudly. A small blanket draped over her lap as if she were fragile. She cried into her hands—but her face held no sorrow. Only satisfaction.
“I don’t believe her,” Elise said softly. “She doesn’t even sound sorry. I can’t hear her pain. Make her louder, Adrian. I want to hear her beg.”
He stood behind me like a wall of shadow.
“Apologize,” he hissed. “Say it until she forgives you.”
I lowered my head. My lips trembled.
“I’m sorry.”
My voice was shredded. It barely sounded human.
“I’m sorry.”
Again.
And again.
And again.
Until my throat felt torn open. Until my voice broke completely.
Finally, Elise began to stand, pressing both hands to her stomach as if it were too heavy to carry. She swayed unsteadily, gasping for breath, her body trembling.
“T-Adrian… something’s wrong,” she whispered. “My stomach… I think I’m bleeding.”
Chapter 7
She folded into his arms like it was rehearsed. Like she’d practiced the fall. Adrian caught her instantly, clutching her as if she were made of fragile crystal.
“Elise—Elise, look at me!” he shouted, panic tearing through his voice as his hands flew to her face, her wrist. “Someone get the car! Now!”
I stayed exactly where I was.
Still on my knees.
Blood continued soaking through my trousers, warm and sticky against my skin. I didn’t even attempt to rise.
He lifted her carefully, reverently, like she was sacred. Like royalty. As he turned to leave, he glanced back at me, his stare sharp enough to cut.
“Don’t move,” he said coldly. “Not an inch. Don’t even breathe too hard. Sit there and think about what you’ve done.”
I said nothing.
“You don’t get a bed tonight,” he added.
Then the door slammed.
Quiet swallowed everything.
I remained where I was. Time slipped through my fingers. Ten minutes? Maybe more. My legs had gone completely numb. My head felt light, distant. When the door opened again, I didn’t look up right away.
Soft footsteps padded closer.
Then a child’s voice.
“Why are you sitting like that?” Noah asked.
I lifted my gaze. He held a small blue toy car—the kind with little doors that open. He looked freshly washed, tucked into neat pajamas, hair soft, face calm. Nothing in him showed fear. Nothing showed anger.
He crouched beside me, resting an elbow on his knee, as if observing something on the floor.
“My mommy’s really good at pretending, huh, bitch?” he said with a grin.
My mouth opened, but no sound came.
He chuckled, clearly pleased with himself.
“Dad always believes it. Every time.”
He nudged the toy car across the tiles, stood up, and began humming a tune I didn’t recognize. No guilt. No hesitation. Just humming like this was any ordinary day.
I watched him walk off without a single glance behind.
All I could do was sit there and whisper to myself.
Soon.
Soon this would be over. The divorce papers were already with my lawyer. Nothing left but waiting for the final stamp.
Then I would be free.
Then I would make them answer for everything.
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He returned just before sunrise.
I heard the door before I saw him. His steps were slower now. No shouting. No slamming. Just the quiet footsteps of something finished destroying everything in its path.
Adrian didn’t look at me. He tossed a small bottle at my feet.
Painkillers. No label.
“Try not to murder anyone next time,” he muttered flatly.
He grabbed his keys again, hesitated at the doorway.
“My parents’ anniversary is this weekend. You’re still legally my wife. People will ask where you are. Bring Milo.”
I didn’t move.
“You heard me,” he added. “Wash him up. Pretend you’re normal. Smile when told.”
Then he left.
Back to the hospital.
Back to Elise.
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Anniversary Day.
Adrian made me sit in the front passenger seat. I didn’t protest. I didn’t speak. He never once looked my way.
Behind us, Elise and Noah were curled together like something out of a picture book. She laughed softly, dragging her fingers through his hair. He rested against her shoulder like a cherished little prince.
I sat stiff in my cheap black dress. The cloth scratched my skin. The others had dressed since dawn—sequins, embroidery, jewelry that probably cost more than my life. Elise wore white.
Of course she did.
White, with pearls cascading down her back—pure and radiant, like a bride pretending to be a saint.
No one looked at me before we left.
Not even Noah.
We arrived just as the sun dipped low. Cameras were already flashing at the gates. The lights pierced my eyes before the doors even opened.
Adrian exited first. Straightened his jacket. Fixed his cuffs.
Then he opened Elise’s door himself.
She stepped out slowly, smiling for the lenses. Noah followed, hand in hers. The picture-perfect family.
I exited on the opposite side.
No one offered a hand.
My heels sank slightly into the gravel.
“Don’t speak unless someone addresses you,” Adrian said without turning.
I nodded.
He didn’t notice. He was already escorting Elise toward the entrance.
The ballroom glowed with gold. Crystal chandeliers. Champagne towers. A string quartet playing something expensive and forgettable.
Adrian lifted his glass before we even reached the steps.
“Everyone,” he announced, “this is Elise. The woman who will soon be everything to me.”
Applause thundered.
She dipped her head graciously.
“And this,” he added, ushering Noah forward, “is the future of our name.”
The grandparents praised Noah endlessly—clever, perfect, obedient. They kissed his forehead like he was royalty.
I stood near the coat racks at the very edge of the room. My dress didn’t even brush my ankles properly. I looked like part of the staff.
Someone asked Adrian’s mother who I was.
She answered without blinking.
“Oh, that’s just the former wife,” she said smoothly. “She couldn’t even raise a healthy child. Where’s that sick little boy she kept hidden all those years? Too ashamed to show him now?”
Elise lifted a hand to her chest in false concern.
“Milo is… improving,” she said gently. “Traveling would be too much for him.” Then she glanced at me with painted pity. “Poor thing.”
She kissed Adrian’s cheek as if I didn’t exist.
My hands tightened into fists.
I said nothing.
Then a silver tray crashed near the dessert table.
The sound rang through the hall. Everyone turned.
Adrian’s father laughed loudly.
“We are here to celebrate,” he boomed. “Not to feel sorry for accidents. If she wants to be useful”—he pointed directly at me—“then she can clean it.”
A few guests laughed.
Elise stepped forward again, sweetness dripping from her voice.
“She used to host so beautifully,” she said. “Maybe she can help pass the drinks, just until the staff catches up.”
Adrian stayed silent.
So I picked up the tray.
I moved through the room beside the servers, handing out champagne and napkins. One of the girls gave me a sympathetic look. No one else met my eyes.
Near the bar, someone whispered, “Is that the original wife? I thought she was locked away somewhere.”
Another murmured, “Didn’t she poison the place once? With a child’s ashes?”
I kept moving.
My hands didn’t shake.
They had already taken everything that mattered from me.
Let them think I was nothing.
Soon, they would all understand.