Chapter 4
Milo once told me that he wanted to go sailing too. He saw it in a cartoon and said he wanted to glide over the ocean like he was flying. He even picked out what he’d wear—his “pirate socks,” he called them, the ones with little skulls on the toes.
Adrian laughed at him back then and shook his head. He said it was dangerous. Said a weak child like Milo would get swept right off the rope. Said the wind would knock him away.
But now Noah gets to go parasailing.
And my son doesn’t even get a birthday.
I remained standing near the hallway until I heard the sharp electronic beep of the front gate. Moments later, the door opened. Voices entered. Footsteps echoed.
The staff ushered them inside as if welcoming royalty.
Adrian’s parents.
I stayed where I was as they came in. Not a single smile touched their faces.
His mother barely spared me a glance before curling her lip in distaste.
“So where is your sickly little boy?” she asked coolly. “Already dead—or barely clinging on?”
My lips parted in shock.
But before I could speak, his father waved the topic away.
“That’s irrelevant. How’s Noah doing? We heard Elise might be pregnant again. Is that true?”
I stood frozen. Silent. Bracing myself so I wouldn’t shatter.
“She’s a blessing to my son,” his mother continued. “Always graceful. Never dramatic. So gentle and well-mannered. Very different from some women.”
I dropped my eyes.
Then his father added casually, “Go check on the kitchen. But first, bring us tea. Also, inform Adrian that we expect him next week for our anniversary. You may come along if you wish. Bring that weak child of yours if he’s still alive.”
My fingers dug into the fabric of my skirt.
Still, I nodded. “Of course.”
I went to the kitchen. Told the chef they preferred jasmine. Prepared the tray myself and carried it out as though I had nothing left to protect.
My smile stayed smooth. Carefully set. Like porcelain.
Inside, though, I was falling apart.
As I leaned forward to place the cups down, my hand slipped. One teacup shattered loudly against the floor, breaking into cruel, scattered shards.
His mother gasped, then shot me a sharp glare.
“You’ve always been hopelessly clumsy,” she snapped. “Honestly, girl—after all these years, you still can’t even serve tea properly?”
I stared at the broken porcelain for a moment, then straightened slowly.
“I’m sorry,” I said quietly.
Not for the tea.
For the woman I used to be.
The girl who begged for their approval.
The girl who thought love had to be earned.
The girl who believed she belonged at their table.
That girl is gone now.
Just like my son.
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They didn’t stay for lunch.
Both of Adrian’s parents stood with thin expressions of irritation, as though my existence itself had offended them.
His mother set her cup down with a delicate clink, her mouth tightening.
“This is bitter,” she muttered. “Even the simplest things you ruin. Bitter tea… bitter life.”
She adjusted her gloves near the doorway—slow, precise motions. Then she turned back to me, her voice controlled and icy.
“I’ll make sure Adrian hears about your little accident. You’re unraveling, dear. Maybe this time he’ll finally realize his mistake and leave you for good. I’ve warned him for years—you were never meant to be part of our world. You’ve never been worth the trouble.”
I said nothing.
I didn’t bow.
I didn’t argue.
I only held onto the edge of the table, my fingers curled tight beneath it, as though gripping something solid might lessen the sting of her words.
She turned away without waiting for a response.
No farewell.
No courtesy.
The front door opened… then shut.
A few moments later, tires hissed softly against the driveway as their car disappeared. And then the silence returned—deep, hollow, familiar. The kind of quiet that lived in every corner of that glass mansion.
I exhaled slowly and turned toward the maid.
“There’s no need to prepare lunch,” I said in a low voice. “They’ve already left.”
She nodded without speaking.
I went upstairs one step at a time.
My body felt heavy. Detached. As though it no longer fully belonged to me.
Halfway up the staircase, voices drifted up from the kitchen below—whispers, hushed and quick.
“She didn’t even cry when they left,” one murmured.
“I think that little boy… Milo—he’s already gone. I saw the urn in her room.”
“Poor thing. Mr. Adrian only ever talks about Noah now.”
“He showers Elise with gifts. He hasn’t even visited Milo’s grave. I doubt he even knows where it is.”
“Even if he did… I don’t think he’d care. Milo was too gentle. Too soft. That kind of child never survives in their world.”
“She used to be the lady of the house,” another whispered. “Now she’s just… existing.”
I kept walking.
I didn’t stop.
I didn’t scold them.
I didn’t defend myself.
Maybe none of them were entirely wrong.
I reached my room and closed the door behind me.
Then my phone rang.
Adrian.
The screen lit up with his name as it rang once… then twice.
I stared at it until the sound stopped.
No voicemail followed.
No message.
I stood there for a long moment, letting the quiet settle over me again.
Then I changed my clothes.
I chose the soft blue dress Milo loved—the one with tiny white clouds scattered across it. He used to say it looked like the sky. Said it made me look like a storybook mother—the safe kind. The happy kind.
I lifted his urn.
Cradled it in both arms as if I were holding him again. The porcelain was warm from the sunlight slipping through the curtains.
I left the house without telling anyone.
And I went to Ocean Park.
The place Milo had begged me to take him every year for his birthday.
“Just once, Mama,” he used to plead. “I just wanna see the dolphins. I’ll behave, I promise.”
But Adrian always refused.
Said the sun was too harsh.
Said the crowd was dangerous.
Said it was too risky for a fragile child.
So we never went.
Until now.
I bought one ticket.
But I paid for two seats.
One for me.
One for him.
We watched the dolphin show together. I lit a small candle near the railing and shielded it from the wind as the flame trembled. I talked to him quietly—told him how proud I was, how much I missed him. I even laughed once.
The sound startled me.
People nearby probably thought I was insane—sitting alone, whispering to a tiny pink urn like it could answer me.
I didn’t care.
That day wasn’t for them.
It was for Milo.
I looked up at the sky and watched sunlight break through drifting clouds.
“Happy birthday, my love,” I whispered, my voice barely steady.
Tears slipped down my face, but I wiped them away.
Not today.
Today was his.
All his.
Chapter 5
By the time I stepped back into the house, night had already swallowed the sky. Only a few weak lights glowed along the hallway. I had just crossed the middle of the foyer when I saw him standing there.
I didn’t even get the chance to speak.
His hand came out of nowhere. The impact was sharp and violent, snapping my head sideways before I could flinch. My shoulder slammed into the edge of the doorway, and a flash of white exploded behind my eyes. A heavy ringing filled my ears.
But my arms didn’t loosen.
I don’t know how they didn’t. Maybe muscle memory. Maybe instinct. All I knew was that I couldn’t let go. That fragile ceramic urn carried the last pieces of what I still was.
“Have you completely lost your mind?” Adrian shouted. His voice was so loud it made the glass by the staircase tremble. “How dare you disgrace my parents like that?”
I looked at him, stunned and silent.
“They told me every ugly detail,” he went on. “Said you spat in their tea. Said you threatened their lives under this roof. What kind of twisted woman does something like that?”
I didn’t even manage to shake my head before his palm struck me again. This time it landed harder. My neck jerked sharply to the side, and warm iron flooded my mouth. Blood. Still, I didn’t cry.
My skin burned.
My heart barely reacted.
“Adrian…” Elise called softly, her tone coated in false concern. “Please stop. She’s not worth hurting yourself over. Let her cool off. She’s probably just exhausted or emotional.”
He turned to her instantly, his expression shifting as if someone had flipped a switch. “Baby, don’t bother. She’s always been like this. Playing the victim. Twisting every situation so she looks innocent.”
Then, with a nod like he’d proven a point, he added, “You’ve always been too gentle with her. That’s why she thinks she can keep crossing lines.”
Elise shrank back like a delicate porcelain doll, pressing against the wall. But her eyes kept darting toward me with quiet satisfaction, like I was something stuck to the sole of her shoe.
Noah sat sprawled on the couch, his headphones hanging loosely around his neck, one side slipping off. His music still played faintly in the background. He didn’t mute it. He didn’t ask a single question. He just grinned, like this scene was free entertainment.
None of the servants moved.
They lingered near the dining room entrance, whispering behind their hands.
“She’s still clutching the urn…”
“She didn’t even fight back…”
“Look at her… she’s barely alive anymore.”
“I heard she went to the ocean today. Alone. With the boy’s ashes.”
I didn’t respond.
I didn’t have the strength left.
Then Adrian’s gaze dropped to my arms. To the pale urn cradled like a newborn.
“What is that?” he asked flatly, as if it were nothing more than a grocery bag. Before I could step away, he yanked it from my grasp.
“No,” I said, too slow to matter.
He examined it with open disgust. “You seriously carried this around in public?” he scoffed. “What is wrong with you? Another one of your pathetic little stunts for attention?”
He gave it a small shake.
My stomach twisted violently. My fingers curled tight at my sides.
“An urn?” he mocked. “Who died this time? Your pride?”
Behind him, Elise let out a soft, hidden laugh, turning her face as if she were trying to conceal it. Noah snorted quietly, still watching like a bored spectator.
My lip throbbed. Blood had dried there. My face burned. But my voice came out steady.
“Give it back to me.”
He lifted it higher. “Why?” he taunted. “Who is it supposed to be? You collecting ashes now?”
I met his stare without blinking.
“It’s Milo,” I said.
The air vanished.
The room fell dead silent.
Adrian’s cruel grin vanished.
Elise froze.
Noah blinked once and turned his eyes away.
Nobody spoke.
Adrian stared down at the urn in his hands again. His grip loosened slightly—but no apology followed. No word came out.
I just stood there.
Hollow.
Shattered.
Waiting to see whether he would return my son to me…
or destroy the last thing I had left.
Then the urn hit the floor.
I didn’t even get time to move.
I heard the crack first—that sick, sharp snap of breaking ceramic. Then came the burst. Ash exploded outward like dust caught in sudden wind. But it wasn’t dust.
It was Milo.
My child.
What was left of him scattered across the marble as if he had never been loved, never been cradled, never been mine.
I screamed.
The sound tore out of someplace deep inside me, from a part I thought had already died. My knees buckled. I collapsed to the floor. My hands moved on their own, desperately gathering what they could—ashes, fragments of bone, broken pieces of the urn—all mixed beyond separation.
My fingers shook so violently they didn’t feel like mine anymore. My nails scraped against the tile, cut into the sharp shards. I didn’t feel the pain yet.
Only the void.
I heard him behind me—Adrian—breathing calmly. Watching me like I was something broken he regretted stepping near.
“Stop screaming like someone just murdered you,” he said coldly. “You’re not the victim here.”
I couldn’t lift my head. My hands kept scooping blindly. Tears drowned my vision. Something inside me fractured again.
He kept talking, loud and merciless.
“The hospital sent an update this morning,” he said. “Milo’s fine. Awake. Sitting up. Smiling in his bed. The doctor even sent pictures.”
I stared down at my palms. Ash clung beneath my nails, smeared across my skin, packed into the cracks of the floor.
“You lied,” Adrian accused as he stepped closer. “You actually pretended he was dead just to get sympathy? You’re more twisted than I ever imagined.”
“H-he’s gone,” I whispered. “I was holding him… I felt him stop breathing.”
It was like speaking into stone.
Elise drifted around from behind him, soft and gentle like a dying flower that had learned how to poison. She crouched beside Adrian and rested her hand on his arm, her voice low and trembling with fake sorrow.
“Maybe she hates me, Adrian,” she said quietly. “Maybe she wanted me to hurt. Maybe that’s why she said he died—just to frighten me.” Her eyes slid toward the ashes. Her lips tightened in a practiced shiver. “Maybe someday that’ll be me,” she whispered. “Dust on the floor. Forgotten. Thrown away.”
Then she began to cry.
Loud, dramatic sobs that felt more like a performance than grief. She clutched her chest and leaned against the couch as if her heart were breaking. Noah watched in silence—until she reached for him.
Chapter 6
“Come on, sweetheart,” Elise whimpered between uneven breaths. “Let’s go. Mommy can’t breathe right now. I don’t want you seeing something so ugly.”
Noah looked puzzled, but he wasn’t distressed. He simply stood up and followed without question. Adrian pulled Elise into his arms as if she were made of glass, something precious that could shatter at any second.
“Don’t cry, baby,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to her temple. “You’re the only one that matters here. Come on, let’s go upstairs. Just… forget her.”
I was still kneeling on the floor, my hands trembling as I tried to gather the scattered ashes into one small, trembling pile. Then Noah suddenly broke free and rushed toward me.
His shoe came down hard.
Right onto the ashes.
“Witch!” he screamed. “You made my mommy cry!”
He stomped again.
The ashes flew apart.
“No—!”
Then he kicked the shattered remains of the urn across the room. It hit the wall with a dull thud before breaking into even smaller pieces.
My body went completely still.
I couldn’t move. I couldn’t breathe properly. But my chest shook violently, and broken sounds tore out of my throat without permission.
Adrian strode toward me and seized my face with one hand, his fingers digging painfully into my cheeks as if he meant to crush my skull.
“That’s enough,” he said coldly. “Enough of this performance.”
I blinked at him. His face looked carved from stone—blank, unfeeling.
“I almost believed you,” he said slowly. “I almost did. For just one stupid second, I nearly felt sorry. Nearly cried. For your pathetic little boy.”
He leaned closer. I felt his breath against my skin.
“But then the hospital sent proof. Videos. Milo laughing in his bed. The doctor said you used him—told me you made him pretend to be sicker than he was. Said you were in on it. That you let it happen. All for attention.”
Behind him, I saw her.
Elise.
She stood halfway up the stairs, one hand resting lightly on the railing, her head tilted just enough. Her expression was soft—too soft.
A smile barely touched her lips.
Just the corner of it.
Like a confession slipping through a crack.
She did it.
She paid someone. Manipulated the story. Twisted Milo’s condition. Sent fake proof. Built the lie. And Adrian—he swallowed it whole. Again. And again.
They began walking upstairs. Elise slipped her fingers into Noah’s hand and leaned her head against Adrian’s shoulder. He wrapped his arm around her as if she were his entire universe.
“Let’s just go to bed,” she said gently. “I can’t deal with her anymore tonight.”
Noah glanced back once—but only for a heartbeat. Then he looked up at Elise again and followed her.
The house fell silent.
I stayed on the floor.
With what remained of my child.
With hands scraped raw.
With a mouth too dry to sob anymore.
I don’t know how long I lay there.
Hours, maybe.
Until even my heart seemed to give up trying.
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That night, sleep never came.
Every part of my body throbbed. My knees were shredded, raw and burning. Dried blood crusted behind them—I hadn’t even noticed when it happened. I was still in the same clothes, still smelling of dust, grief, and bone. I curled against the wall just outside my room, hugging my knees to my chest like a shield.
Sometime after midnight, I heard coughing.
At first, I ignored it, thinking it was one of the maids. Then Adrian’s voice cut through the dark—frantic, sharp.
“Elise. Elise, what’s wrong? Where does it hurt?”
I stayed perfectly still.
Elise sobbed loudly. Her voice was hoarse, exaggerated.
“I—can’t—breathe. Oh God, my stomach hurts! My chest, Adrian—I feel cursed. Ever since she brought that urn into this house, it’s like something’s been choking me.”
I heard the bed creak.
Footsteps.
Adrian pacing.
He swore under his breath.
“That bitch.”
Elise sniffled weakly, the sound trembling with fake fear.
“I overheard the maids talking… they said she bought something. Some kind of toxin. Maybe she hid it in the urn. Maybe she wanted to kill me. She hates me so much, Adrian. I’m scared. I don’t want to die. Not me. Not our baby.”
I didn’t move.
Didn’t blink.
And yet, I already knew—he would come for me.
The door burst open so hard it rattled the walls. Adrian stormed in, his face twisted into something monstrous in the dark.
He grabbed my wrist and hauled me up like I weighed nothing.
“You did this.”
I stumbled. My ankle buckled. My arm screamed in pain.
“You poisoned this house,” he snarled. “You cursed Elise. You sick freak. You knew she was pregnant and you still brought death into this place.”
“I didn’t—” I tried to speak.
“She could’ve died tonight!” he roared. “Is that what you wanted? You really want her dead?”
He dragged me down the hallway into her room like a criminal being paraded for punishment.
“Kneel,” he barked.
I didn’t move. I looked at him.
“Kneel and apologize to Elise.”
“No.”
The slap came so fast my vision exploded in sparks.
“On your knees.”
I refused again. It was the only thing I had left—my backbone.
He kicked the backs of my knees. I crashed to the floor. The same wounds tore open again. Blood soaked through my clothes. I felt it warm against my calves.
Elise sat on the couch like a queen. Hair flawless. Belly displayed proudly. A small blanket draped over her lap as if she were fragile. She cried into her hands—but her face held no sorrow. Only satisfaction.
“I don’t believe her,” Elise said softly. “She doesn’t even sound sorry. I can’t hear her pain. Make her louder, Adrian. I want to hear her beg.”
He stood behind me like a wall of shadow.
“Apologize,” he hissed. “Say it until she forgives you.”
I lowered my head. My lips trembled.
“I’m sorry.”
My voice was shredded. It barely sounded human.
“I’m sorry.”
Again.
And again.
And again.
Until my throat felt torn open. Until my voice broke completely.
Finally, Elise began to stand, pressing both hands to her stomach as if it were too heavy to carry. She swayed unsteadily, gasping for breath, her body trembling.
“T-Adrian… something’s wrong,” she whispered. “My stomach… I think I’m bleeding.”