Chapter 1
My husband was the one who had me taken.
Not some faceless enemy. Not a stranger lurking in the dark. It was the man who once lifted my paint-smudged fingers to his lips and told me I was the reason he could still dream. The man who said my art was his light.
Only now did I understand that the light he wanted was literal.
I drifted awake wrapped in the sting of disinfectant and the taste of metal in the back of my throat. Machines hummed softly around me, but it was the voices that cut through the haze first.
“Sir… are you certain about this? Using Mrs. Whitmore’s corneas for that patient is—”
“She gave me a child,” a man answered evenly. “She lost her vision bringing my daughter into this world. I’m restoring what she paid with. What belongs to me, I take responsibility for.”
Julian.
My husband.
A daughter.
So it wasn’t just an affair. He hadn’t simply strayed. He’d built a family with her.
My chest tightened until it hurt to breathe. Every brush stroke I had ever painted for him, every late night in the studio while he leaned against the door watching me like I was the greatest thing he’d ever known—it all curdled into something rotten. The marriage I thought I had was nothing but a mural flaking off a cracked wall.
Then another voice drifted in. Softer. Female.
“Julian… the surgeon said the transplant was successful. I should be able to see again soon.”
“You went blind after giving birth to Isolde,” he replied gently. “You’ve never even looked into her eyes. She’s your mirror.”
A pause. Then he added casually, like he was discussing grocery lists, “When Elara wakes up, I’ll explain that you’re the caretaker I hired. And Isolde will be the orphaned daughter of a deceased friend. She won’t ever notice what’s missing. In more ways than one.”
Seraphine sounded uneasy. “But if you and Elara have another baby someday… won’t Isolde end up forgotten?”
A short laugh followed, cold as ice. “Elara won’t carry again. I had that implant taken care of. Isolde is my only successor.”
That was the moment something inside me shattered completely.
He hadn’t only taken my sight.
He had decided my future, my body, my art—my entire existence—would be sacrificed so his precious first love could have everything back.
Seraphine’s tone melted into syrup. “You always make things happen, Julian.”
I finally recognized her voice. His former assistant. The one who quit last year, supposedly to get married abroad. She hadn’t disappeared at all. She had simply moved into his hidden life.
Four years married. No screaming matches. No ugly fights. He always made me feel like his priority. All the while, he was quietly living another story without me.
A sob escaped before I could stop it.
Everything went still.
“She’s waking,” Julian said quickly. “Go down to the car. Now.”
The door shut, leaving behind nothing but the faint echo of betrayal.
I didn’t move. I lay there with tears soaking into the pillow, waiting. When his footsteps returned, he sat at my bedside and brushed my hair back as though I were made of glass.
“Hey… it’s me,” he murmured. “You’re safe.”
A television murmured somewhere in the room, replaying footage of him commanding the press, announcing a citywide search for his missing wife. My missing self.
“Julian,” I whispered, “why is it dark?”
The pause before he answered was barely noticeable—but I felt it.
“The people who took you sold your corneas,” he said softly. “I should have protected you. But I’ll take care of you now. I’ll be your eyes.”
His arms wrapped around me. His scent—expensive cologne layered over deceit—made my stomach turn. Inside, everything felt drained of color, like someone had poured bleach over my soul.
Because I already knew the truth.
It wasn’t strangers who stole my vision.
It was the man holding me.
Julian.
My husband.
I said nothing.
I remembered when the Whitmore empire nearly collapsed. When his grandfather died, when investors pulled out and society suddenly forgot his name. I was the one who stayed. I begged my grandfather to help him. I even funneled my own savings into his company without telling anyone.
He once looked at me like I had saved his life. Promised he would rebuild everything, and when he succeeded, he would give me a wedding the city of London would never forget.
And he did.
Two years later, he stood victorious, his rivals crushed, cameras flashing while he knelt in front of me with a diamond ring he claimed to have designed himself. He said I was the only one in the world for him. That he wasn’t with me out of obligation, but love.
The world called me blessed.
Now I knew I had simply been convenient.
After my crying quieted, he asked gently, “Are you hungry? I can make your soup.”
He remembered my stomach issues. He always did.
“Yeah,” I murmured. “Soup would be nice.”
Anything to make him leave.
This hospital room wasn’t a room at all—it was a private luxury suite. His money had turned it into something closer to a penthouse.
When the door finally closed behind him, I felt my way across the nightstand until my fingers brushed cold glass. No buttons. Just smooth surface.
I pressed the edge until the phone vibrated in my palm.
Chapter 2
A mechanical voice echoed in my ear.
“Main menu. Messages available. Tap twice to open.”
Blind-assist mode.
My fingers trembled as I dragged across the glass, counting every vibration, praying I would land on Rowan’s name.
I didn’t.
A recording played on its own.
“Julian, she said ‘Mama’ today,” a woman’s voice laughed softly. “You should’ve been here to hear it. Next time I’ll teach her to call for you.”
Seraphine.
My throat closed. This wasn’t my phone.
Another tap.
“Do you think it’s okay if she starts calling you Dad now?” A man replied, his voice thick with happiness I hadn’t heard in years. “I’ll tuck Elara in and head over soon.”
Him.
I remembered the night before everything fell apart. I’d woken thirsty and gone looking for him, assuming he was still buried in paperwork. He wasn’t working at all. He was with her.
Our wedding night replayed in my head.
I had whispered, half-joking, “If you ever fall out of love with me, just take the ring back. I’ll disappear from your life.”
He’d kissed my temple and promised, “If I ever hurt you, I deserve to die forgotten.”
Footsteps approached from the kitchen. I slid the phone back exactly where I’d found it.
Julian came in carrying a bowl, sitting close enough that I could feel warmth radiating from him. “Careful, it’s hot,” he said, guiding the spoon like I was something precious.
His phone rang.
He paused, then picked up.
“Yes?” His voice shifted instantly.
“Sir, the paperwork’s ready. We just need your signature,” came a familiar woman’s voice.
Not paperwork. An invitation.
I heard a baby cry faintly in the background.
His tone softened completely. “I’m coming now.”
He placed the bowl in my hands. “Something urgent came up. Eat while it’s warm.”
I forced a small smile. “Go. I’ll manage.”
He studied me, puzzled that I wasn’t clinging to him. Then the pull of the child won. “You’re alright,” he said, patting my head before leaving.
When the door closed, I picked up my own phone.
I recorded a message to Rowan, the assistant who had kept my gallery alive for years.
“Find me a cornea donor. Also, reserve me the earliest flight out the day after tomorrow.”
My eyes had once been my livelihood—every hue, every glimmer of light passing through them before it reached canvas. Julian had taken them for his lover.
So I would take everything back.
But first, I needed to see.
I used to believe in beauty. In love. In color. I believed in Julian, the way I believed in my art.
Paint fades. So does devotion.
He had chosen.
Now I would too.
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Light seeped faintly through my closed lids when I woke again. The silence told me it was late.
I tried to make it to the bathroom alone, counting each step. My knee smashed into a table leg and I went down hard, biting back a cry.
The door flew open.
“Elara! What are you doing?” Julian rushed over. “Why didn’t you wait? I was only gone a moment.”
A lie. He didn’t smell like the outside world.
“I’m okay,” I said calmly. “Go back to whatever mattered more.”
His hand patted my hair. “Nothing is more important than you.”
Those words once meant everything. Now they meant nothing.
He helped me up and escorted me to the bathroom like a jailer.
Afterward he asked, “What do you want for lunch? I’ll make anything.”
“I want to go home.”
He hesitated. “But your condition—”
“I don’t know this place. At home I won’t keep crashing into furniture.”
“Fine,” he agreed.
Back at the villa, I was already planning my escape when he spoke again.
“A friend of mine lost his wife during childbirth. He was in an accident yesterday… he didn’t survive. He asked me to take care of his baby.”
I sipped water, masking the disgust. “Bring her here tomorrow.”
He hugged me. “That’s why I love you. You’re always so kind.”
He cooked dinner. I barely ate.
“You hardly touched it,” he said. “Want me to make something else?”
“I’m full.”
He was about to push when the doorbell rang.
Chapter 3
Julian went to answer the door.
The instant I heard the lock turn, every muscle in my body went rigid. A familiar scent floated into the room — the same perfume I’d worn for years.
His voice dropped low. “You weren’t supposed to come until tomorrow morning. Where’s the baby?”
“With the nanny,” Seraphine replied quietly. “She’s safe. I just… I can’t spend another night in that hospital. It’s freezing there. And I hate sleeping without you.” Her voice quivered. “Being away from you even a few hours is torture.”
Julian softened immediately. “Hey, stop that. You just had stitches. You shouldn’t cry, it’s bad for you.”
I stayed motionless on the couch, fingers grazing the faded paint mark on my old sweatpants, pretending I was mentally wandering through some unfinished painting.
“Julian,” I called loudly, deliberately. “Who’s there?”
So this was a performance now. Fine. I’d play along.
He led her inside a moment later. His hand closed over mine — warm, heavy, possessive.
“This is Seraphine,” he said. “I hired her to help out around the house. And with the baby.”
Their baby.
“She used to work for me as my secretary,” he added smoothly. “Got married last year, had a child, and now she’s back.” Then, like he was doing me a favor, “She’s had some trouble with her vision too, so she understands what you’re dealing with. Until she recovers, she’ll help you get around.”
My vision. The word scraped raw.
Seraphine stepped closer. “It’s nice to see you again, Mrs. Whitmore. I’ll be managing everything from now on. You… and the baby.”
The way she lingered on that last word wasn’t subtle. It was a challenge.
I inclined my head. “Alright. Thank you.”
Nothing for her to latch onto. That clearly irritated her, because seconds later I heard the damp sound of a kiss. Then another. The soft rustle of clothes shifting.
The couch creaked beneath them.
My stomach rolled. I remembered how Julian used to pull me down onto that same sofa, how the fabric would rub my skin raw. One night we’d even stayed up sewing a cover together, laughing about how ugly it was.
I’d thought that meant something.
Without a word, I stood and started upstairs. My foot caught on the second step and I stumbled into the bedroom, collapsing onto the floor. I curled inward, hands pressed against my abdomen as nausea surged.
I gagged, violently.
Footsteps rushed in. Julian filled the doorway. “Elara, what’s wrong?” He touched my shoulder and the sickness doubled.
Then Seraphine’s voice sliced in, sharp with interest. “Wait… are you pregnant? I thought she had the implant.”
Julian froze. “Elara,” he said slowly, “did you get your period this month?”
I shook my head.
“It’s always on time,” I whispered. “I’m probably just stressed.”
He stepped away from me as though I were dangerous. “That shouldn’t be possible. I was careful. The doctor said—” He cut himself off, then straightened. “We’re going for tests tonight. If you are pregnant, we’ll deal with it before it becomes an issue.”
Seraphine let out a soft, delighted laugh.
So he could ruin me for her child — but mine wasn’t allowed to exist.
“Why would it be an issue?” I asked quietly.
He hesitated. “Because I promised someone I wouldn’t have children of my own until her daughter grows up.”
That was his excuse.
“I’m not pregnant,” I said flatly. “If you’re that obsessed, buy a test. I’m going to sleep. Both of you, leave.”
I heard them go. I sank into the bed like I weighed a thousand pounds.
I was exhausted.
And for the first time in days, my dreams were empty.
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Morning light filtered through the curtains when I woke. My stomach growled, so I headed toward the kitchen.
As I passed the guest room, I stopped cold.
Muted moans. A man’s murmur. A woman laughing breathlessly.
In broad daylight.
My hunger vanished. I turned back to my room, poured a glass of cold water, and forced it down, trying to keep the sickness from rising again.
I didn’t care what they were doing. I just needed Julian gone so I could leave this house unseen.
The bedroom door opened suddenly.
I stiffened. “Who is it?”
Seraphine’s voice floated in, sickly sweet. “It’s just me.”
My fingers tightened around the glass. “What do you want?”
She walked in as if she owned the place. “Julian changed already. He’s heading to the hospital to bring the baby home. I thought I’d check on you.”
Her tone said the opposite. She wasn’t here to help. She was here to enjoy this.
“I don’t need anything,” I said, turning away. “You can go.”
She ignored me, stepped closer, and seized my wrist. Her nails dug into my skin.
“Want to know what we were doing on your sofa last night?” she whispered. “Or what just happened in the guest room?”
Her smile was sharp. “Julian says he likes women who take chances — not fragile little birds trapped in gilded cages.” She leaned closer, her breath cold against my ear. “And the baby he’s bringing home? She’s mine. Congratulations. You’re going to raise my child now.”