Chapter 1

When my father found out I was pregnant and craving braised pork, he made a whole batch at home and traveled all the way here to bring it to me. But when he plated the food, he accidentally used a dish my mother-in-law had just bought.

The moment she found out, she flew into a rage and slapped the back of his hand.

"That is a fine porcelain plate my son brought back from his trip. I don't even use it myself, and you had the nerve to pile your slop on it."

"A perfectly good piece of art, ruined because of you!"

My father froze where he stood. His hand was bleeding where a shard had cut him, but all he did was keep his head down and apologize.

I looked at my husband, sure he would stand up for my dad.

Instead, he said:

"Dad, my mom's words might be rough, but she's got a point."

"Parents need to understand boundaries."

"As a guest, touching our things without permission is basically stealing. You know that, right?"

And to make sure my father "learned his lesson,"

the very next second,

right in front of my dad, he grabbed the pot with the rest of the braised pork and slammed it upside down into the trash can.

I stared at the empty pot. I didn't argue. I didn't scream.

That night, I called a divorce lawyer and booked a moving company.

If my father couldn't so much as use a single plate in this house,

then this apartment I'd bought outright before the marriage, paid for in full with my own money,

they could forget about living in it, too.

——

When I heard the commotion and rushed to the kitchen, the smell of braised pork still hung in the air.

But.

The meat, still steaming, was tangled with shards of porcelain on the floor, reduced to a ruined heap.

And my father, who had never been anything but smiles in front of me,

stood white as a sheet, ignoring the blood dripping from his finger, apologizing to my mother-in-law over and over again.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry... I saw the plate sitting out and assumed it was for everyday use. I had no idea it was something precious to you..."

In thirty years, I had never once seen him look so small.

But his bowed head didn't earn him Georgette James's forgiveness.

If anything, it made her feel she could push harder.

Her voice climbed another octave.

"Who do you think you are? Who do you think you ARE?"

Her finger jabbed so close it nearly touched my father's nose.

"That is a fine porcelain plate my son brought back from his trip. I don't even let myself use it, and you went and scooped your slop onto it."

"A perfectly good piece of art, destroyed because of you!"

Slop.

That word drove into my father's chest like a nail.

That pot of braised pork was something he'd made after learning how bad my morning sickness was, how it was the one thing I could keep down.

He'd gotten up at five in the morning, gone to the market at dawn, and hand-picked the best cut of pork shoulder he could find.

Then he'd gone home and braised it for two hours, sealed it in an insulated bag, and cradled it against his chest.

Then he'd sat on a train for five hours to bring it to me.

To him, that was the highest form of love a father could give his daughter.

And now, in his in-law's mouth, it was "slop."

The color drained from his face, inch by inch.

And the fire in my chest climbed, inch by inch.

But I didn't lash out. I just glanced at my husband, Edgar James, then went silently to get the first-aid kit.

Three months ago, Edgar had promised me, to my face,

that if I agreed to let his mother move in with us,

he would take my side unconditionally whenever she and I clashed.

In ninety days, he hadn't done it once. Every single time, all he did was tell me to be the bigger person.

This was one more time. And the last.

I wanted to see what he would do.

He caught my gaze, and Edgar stepped forward.

"Mom, that's enough. It's just a plate."

Something loosened in my chest.

For a split second, I almost believed he was finally going to act like a husband and think of me.

But then he cleared his throat and turned to my father.

"But, Dad, the thing about my mom is, her words might be rough..."

"But she's got a point!"

His voice sharpened without warning.

Chapter 2

"Parents need to understand boundaries."

"As a guest in our home, you used our things without permission. Where I come from, that's called stealing. You didn't know that?"

The words were designed to humiliate.

Every drop of color drained from my father's face.

He never could have imagined. Two years of marriage. Every holiday, he'd sent gift money without fail. He'd shipped boxes of homegrown produce from the countryside. And whenever Edgar needed a favor, it was always "Dad" this and "Dad" that, sweet as could be.

Now, over a single plate, his son-in-law was calling him a thief.

Dad opened his mouth, but nothing came out.

He managed a weak smile instead.

But Edgar wasn't finished.

If anything, he was just getting started.

"Dad, rules exist for a reason."

"And to make sure you remember that, you owe us an explanation."

The next second.

Before either of us could react.

He stormed over to the stove, grabbed the pot, and slammed the remaining braised pork straight into the trash can.

Half a pot of meat, just... like that... thrown away like garbage.

My father's eyes went red.

So did mine.

But for different reasons. His were red because he worried I wouldn't be able to eat during my morning sickness. Mine were red from rage.

Edgar talked about rules.

But his mother was the one who'd never followed a single one.

In the three months since she'd moved in, she barged into my bedroom without knocking, helped herself to my skincare, wore my clothes without asking, and took unflattering photos of me no matter how many times I told her to stop.

Every time I lost my temper over it, Edgar's response was the same.

He'd say:

"My mom's getting older. Don't be so petty with her."

"She just used a couple of your things. Is it really that big a deal?"

"Come on, she raised me all by herself. You're my wife. Can't you show a little understanding?"

But when it came to my father, using one plate was suddenly a matter of principle?

And who gave them the right to set rules in the first place?

My father bought this house for me. They hadn't contributed a single cent.

For this house, my dad spent summers hunched over a blazing stove, sweat running down his back in rivers, soaking through enough shirts to wring out two full basins a day.

In winter, the cold split his fingers open, and he'd slap bandages on the cracks and keep cooking.

Day after day, up at three in the morning to buy supplies.

Closing up at midnight. Four hours of sleep, if that.

Now he was standing in a home his own money had paid for, and they wanted him to follow their rules?

In that moment, the entire marriage felt pointless.

If this was what it was, I didn't want it.

But I couldn't bring it up in front of my dad.

He'd carried guilt his whole life for not giving me a complete family growing up.

If I mentioned divorce now, he'd only spiral, blaming himself all over again.

I led Dad to the living room, bandaging his hand while I tried to comfort him.

"Dad, the pork's gone, but we can always make more."

"Don't leave tonight, okay? Stay here. Tomorrow morning I'll go to the market with you..."

Before I could finish, Georgette followed us in and cut me off.

"Absolutely not. He is not staying in this house."

She pointed at the three spare bedrooms down the hall.

"My niece is coming over tonight. She's taking the one on the left."

"The other two are for Xiufen, Sister Li, and Brother Jun. There's no room."

My expression went cold.

Those people she'd just named were card-playing friends she'd met at a mahjong table a week ago.

I'd told her repeatedly not to bring strangers into the house. She did it anyway.

Every time they came over, they left the place a wreck.

Edgar never lifted a finger, so I always ended up paying for a cleaning service out of my own pocket.

Today, I had specifically told my dad to come over.

Chapter 3

She couldn't keep bringing strangers into this house.

She'd agreed to stop, then turned around and invited people over anyway.

My voice and my eyes went colder than they'd ever been.

"My father is staying here tonight."

"And your card-playing friends? Call them right now and tell them not to come."

"Otherwise, you won't like what happens next."

Georgette flinched under my gaze.

But it only took a second for that brazen look to slide right back into place.

"Have you lost your mind?"

"This is my son's house. I'll bring whoever I want here. Who are you to tell me otherwise?"

"Your son's house?"

The sarcasm was practically dripping from my voice.

Back when we first got married, Edgar had begged me to tell everyone the house was his. To save his pride.

I hadn't liked it, but I figured we were husband and wife. It wasn't worth the fight.

After that, the lies he told to protect his ego only multiplied.

The car I bought became his car.

I earned four times his salary and kept the household running. He'd been unemployed for six months, yet somehow told people I depended on him.

His mother believed every word, decided I was worthless, and assumed that no matter how badly she treated me, I'd never leave.

When the worthless one had been her son all along.

"Your son doesn't have a house."

My tone was pure mockery.

"This place was paid for, start to finish, with my—"

"Fern!"

Edgar cut me off, his voice sharp with panic. He grabbed my arm without waiting for a response and dragged me out to the balcony.

His anger hadn't cooled one degree.

"Fern Lambert, are you out of your mind?"

"We agreed on a story. You don't get to change it now."

"If this gets out, how am I supposed to show my face?"

I stared at him. A cold smile carved itself across my lips.

"Show your face?"

"Did you ever once think about how my father shows his?"

Edgar frowned, looking at me like I was being unreasonable.

"What does your father have to do with this?"

"We're talking about me here!"

"Everything!"

My voice nearly cracked from the effort of holding it together.

"Don't forget, he's the one who bought this house for me. He is the owner of this home."

"And today, all he did was use a plate. One plate. And your mother, his peer, and you, his junior, humiliated him to his face. Called him a thief. How do you think that made him feel?"

Edgar's expression went rigid, but not a flicker of guilt crossed it.

He fell back on the same tired script.

"Why do you always think the worst of me? I was just teaching Dad some house rul—"

"Enough."

I raised my hand to cut him off.

"Spare me the noble excuses."

I shot him one last icy look, then turned, one hand bracing my belly, and walked to the bedroom safe to get the property deed.

The color drained from Edgar's face.

He lunged forward and seized my wrist.

"Babe, I was wrong."

"I know today was my fault. I'll apologize. I'll apologize for my mom too."

"Wrong about what, exactly?"

He hadn't expected the question. His mouth opened and closed, but nothing coherent came out.

He didn't think he'd done anything wrong. "I was wrong" was just a tool to keep me in line.

I shoved him aside, gripped the property deed, and headed for the door.

When he realized he couldn't stop me, Edgar dropped to his knees.

"Babe, I mean it. I know I was wrong. You're pregnant. You can't be getting this worked up."

"Besides, your dad's still here. If you make a scene now, he'll be caught in the middle. Think about how awful that'll be for him. Can he really handle that?"

Right as those words left his mouth, I caught sight of my father peering through the crack in the door.

He might as well have had the word "worried" stamped across his forehead.

Something seized in my chest, sharp and sudden, like a fist closing around my heart.

I thought of the guilt already swimming in my father's eyes. In the end, I clenched my jaw and put the property deed back.

He Threw Away My Father's Love,So I Threw Away the Marriage

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