Chapter 1
On the night of my engagement party, Luca Moretti walked his childhood sweetheart over to me.
"Clara accidentally stained her dress," he said. "Let her borrow yours for a while."
He added, "Everyone knows you're the main character tonight. It doesn't matter what you wear."
I didn't bother objecting. The gown was already on her.
I stood behind the half-closed back door in a borrowed black dress while his men laughed over their whiskey.
"Luca, is your real fiancee going to lose it?" someone asked.
Luca barely looked up from his glass. "Anna is going to be a Donna. She needs to learn grace."
Another man snorted. "Besides, she's an orphan. Where's she gonna go without you?"
Luca smiled. "She can't leave me."
They didn't know I had never been an orphan. I had buried the Valenti name for five years because I wanted Luca to love me as Anna, not as the Valenti daughter. My father is the Mafia Chairman, the man every family answered to when the highest table met.
That night, I took off the Moretti emerald ring, left it beside the guest book, and called home.
"Papa, I’m not marrying Luca. Don't come to Chicago."
Luca Moretti brought Clara Bell into the bridal suite of our engagement party while I was touching up my lipstick.
His black jacket hung over one arm, his tie was loose, and he looked as if he had stepped away from a chore. Clara stood behind him in a white satin mini dress stained dark with red wine, her eyes wet.
"Anna," Luca said, as if he were asking for a glass of water, "Clara's dress is ruined. Let her wear your gown for a while."
My hand stopped around the lipstick tube.
The ivory gown hung behind me, fitted five separate times so the waist and neckline would sit exactly right. It wasn't my wedding dress, but it was the dress in which the Moretti family would present me as Luca's fiancee.
Maya stepped in front of me. "Luca, are you serious? This is Anna's engagement party. She hunted through half of Chicago for that dress."
Luca's gaze slid past her and landed on me.
I knew that look too well. For five years, whenever Clara stood beside him with red eyes and he needed me to give up a little more, he looked at me exactly like that. Not pleading. Not ordering. Just certain I would be sensible.
Clara lowered her head. "Anna, I'm so sorry. A server bumped into me."
Luca rubbed the bridge of his nose, already tired of my silence. "Everyone knows you're the guest of honor. You'd look beautiful in anything. It's Clara's first time at a formal family event. Don't make her feel small."
Maya gave a cold laugh. "So it's fine to make Anna feel small?"
Luca's face tightened. "This is a Moretti engagement party, not a street fight. Anna is going to be Donna someday. She needs to learn a Donna's grace."
Donna. The matriarch beside the Don. I used to think the word meant being chosen, protected, and respected at the highest table.
Now I understood what Luca meant by it: a woman polished enough to stand quietly in the corner while he handed her place to Clara.
I pressed my palm over Maya's hand and snapped the lipstick closed. "Let her wear it."
Luca's shoulders eased. He came close and ruffled my hair, the way he did when he thought I had finally behaved. "That's my girl. For the wedding, I'll fly in the best dress from Milan."
Then he left with Clara, one hand hovering at the small of her back as if she were the one he had promised to protect.
Maya dragged me to the end of the hall, anger bright in her eyes. "How much longer are you going to swallow this?"
I looked down at the spare black dress the staff had found for me. It pinched under one arm and sagged at the shoulder. In the mirror, I looked less like the bride-to-be than a woman attending her own funeral.
"I don't know," I said.
Her phone buzzed again. She shoved it into my hand. "Then look at what they're posting."
Tony, one of Luca's men, had uploaded a clip from the ballroom. Clara stood beside Luca in my gown while his crew raised their glasses around her.
The caption read: [The future Mrs. Moretti saved the night.]
Under it, the comments kept rolling in.
[She looks perfect next to Luca.]
[So this is the Moretti fiancee? Gorgeous.]
[Poor Anna, if she even matters tonight.]
No one corrected them. Luca didn't either.
Maya's voice shook. "Anna, they're letting her take your place in public."
I handed her phone back. The ache in my chest sank lower until it went numb.
But over five years, Luca had said the same thing in a hundred softer ways. I kept telling myself he was loyal, burdened, too used to taking responsibility for Clara. I told myself he didn't know I could hurt too.
Now I understood. He knew. He just believed I would stay.
I returned to the registration table. The guest book lay open, full of blessings from Moretti relatives and allied captains. My name barely appeared. Most of them wrote Luca, Moretti, future Don.
I took off the emerald engagement ring and placed it beside the guest book. It touched the table with a small, clean sound. Like something had finally landed.
Outside, the November wind cut through my thin black dress. Across the street, a row of Moretti SUVs waited.
I didn't take a Moretti car. I walked to the corner and dialed a secure number I hadn't called in years.
It rang twice. "Anna?" My father's low voice felt like home.
I looked back at the glowing hotel doors. "Papa, cancel the wedding. Don't come to Chicago."
Two seconds of silence. He didn't ask why. He didn't ask what Luca had done. He only asked, "Are you coming home?"
I closed my eyes. "Yes."
Chapter 2
Rain tapped the windows. Maya had made me cocoa and sat across from me in silence because there was nothing useful to say.
At two in the morning, Luca called while I sat in Maya's living room. "Anna, you left the ring at the registration table." Luca sounded calm, almost amused. "I picked it up. I'll put it back on your finger tomorrow."
"I know."
He paused. "You know?"
"I left it there."
The line went quiet. Then he chuckled. "Tonight was unfair to you. I'll explain Clara's side tomorrow. The spill wasn't her fault. Everyone saw you lend her the gown. They'll only think you're generous."
"Luca, we're done."
This time, the silence lasted longer. "Anna, stop acting out."
"I'm not acting out."
"You always say you're leaving when you're upset, and you always come back." His tone softened into the patience he used when he thought he was soothing me. "I'll pick you up tomorrow. We'll go to that Italian place you like."
"I don't want to."
"Then we'll go somewhere else."
"I mean we're done."
His breathing changed. "Over a dress?"
"Not over a dress."
"Then over Clara?" His patience thinned. "Anna, Clara and I grew up together. Her father died on a Moretti dock, and her mother bailed before Clara turned sixteen. She has no family, no backing. When something happens, she comes to me. You know that."
"So?"
"So can you stop keeping score over every little thing? You're supposed to become Moretti's Donna, not some girl from the projects fighting over crumbs. Lose that small, petty habit."
My fingers tightened around the mug. So that was what he thought. My patience was duty. My pain was bad manners. My hurt was a poor-girl habit he planned to train out of me.
"You're right," I said softly. "I'm just a girl from the projects. I don't deserve to be Moretti's Donna."
"Anna."
"Don't bother returning the ring."
His voice dropped. "Five years, and you really think you can walk away from me? Don't forget, you have no family. You only have me."
I looked at Chicago's blurred lights through the rain-streaked glass. "Luca, you're wrong."
"About what?"
"I have a family."
I hung up.
Maya watched me. "He still thinks you're an orphan?"
"Yes."
"You never told him?"
Five years ago, I came to Chicago as Anna Vale because I wanted a life beyond the Valenti name. I volunteered at a charity kitchen, and Luca, still the young Moretti heir, handed me hot coffee on a freezing night and looked at me without calculation.
I never told him my real name was Anna Valenti, or that every Chicago family lowered its eyes when my father entered. I kept waiting because I wanted Luca to love me for who I was, not because of the bloodline behind me.
In the end, I got a man who told a roomful of people I couldn't leave him.
My phone lit up again. [Sleep it off. Stop being stubborn tomorrow.]
I turned the screen facedown.
Then the secure phone hidden in my suitcase vibrated. Only the Valentis had that number.
Matteo. My older brother. My father's right hand. His voice was quiet. "The cars are on their way. Father wants to know if we should remove the Morettis from the wedding list tonight."
I looked out at the rain and gave a small laugh. "Don't make it a war. I'm only leaving Luca."
After a beat, he said, "Understood. I'll pick you up before dawn."
Chapter 3
The next afternoon, Luca found Maya's apartment.
He stood outside with a white paper bag from an old pastry shop, a black Bentley idling behind him. It was the same car that had once left me waiting alone on my birthday because Clara needed a ride.
Maya crossed her arms in the doorway. "She doesn't want to see you."
Luca looked past her at me. "Anna, give me two minutes."
"Two minutes?" Maya laughed. "That's what you said before you shoved Clara into her engagement gown."
"Maya, this is between me and Anna."
"Then stop saying her name like you still own it."
I touched Maya's arm. "Let him in."
Luca stepped inside and set the paper bag on the coffee table. "Pistachio cream rolls. You used to love them."
He sat across from me, controlled and patient, ready to manage the problem. "What do you want me to do?"
"I already told you. Break up."
"And I told you not to make a permanent decision because of one bad night." His voice stayed even. "Anna, leaving the ring on that table put me in a difficult position."
I looked at him. "You were in a difficult position?"
"That's not what I meant. I mean we can't keep fighting about Clara. She's my childhood friend. That's all."
"That's all?" The words almost made me laugh. "Last year on my birthday, I booked La Vittoria two months ahead. Clara called about a broken heater, and you left me waiting until the restaurant closed."
"It was snowing, and she lives in a rough neighborhood."
"You bought me earrings afterward."
"Exactly."
"You bought Clara the same pair."
He hesitated. "She was having a rough week."
"She's always having a rough week." My voice stayed low. "Her pipes burst, she's a mess. Her application fails, she's a mess. Someone looks at her wrong, she's a mess. As long as Clara cries, you can miss my birthday, our anniversary, my dress fitting, and my engagement party."
The apartment went quiet.
I kept going. "Last month, you reassigned my driver to her because she shouldn't come home from a bar alone. That night, someone followed me for three blocks after work."
Luca's face changed. "You didn't tell me."
"I called. You didn't answer. And the lace shawl my grandmother sent from Sicily? You lent it to Clara for her scholarship dinner because she 'couldn't look cheap.' When wine ruined it, you said it was old and you could buy another."
His throat moved. "I didn't know it meant that much."
"Did you not know, or did you not care?"
At that, he finally stopped defending himself. Then the familiar disappointment returned. "I always thought you were different from other girls."
I smiled faintly. "Different how?"
"You've known hard days, so I thought you'd understand Clara. She has nothing. You have me, the Moretti name, and the place of future Donna. Why cling to these little things?"
"Because I was inside those little things. I'm not counting dresses, drivers, or shawls. I'm counting every time you chose her, then demanded I be gracious about it."
"I never didn't choose you."
"You just never chose me first."
His expression darkened. "Clara has no one else."
"And me?"
"You have me."
I stared at him, suddenly exhausted. He would never understand. I had swallowed so much because I thought I had him, while he kept handing pieces of himself to Clara and telling me I had enough.
"You're right," I said. "I have everything."
His expression eased.
"So I can live without you too."
He froze. "Anna."
"Go."
At the door, his voice dropped. "You didn't use to be like this."
After he left, Maya threw the pastry bag in the trash. "Are you okay?"
"Not really," I said. "But it won't get worse."
That night, Matteo's car stopped downstairs.
I left with one suitcase. I didn't take Luca's gifts. They belonged to Anna Vale, the girl who thought patience could be traded for love, not Anna Valenti, who was finally going home.
Before I left, I placed the wedding binder on Maya's coffee table. On the cover was St. Rosalia Chapel, where I had once believed I would marry Luca.
Now it was only paper.
On the third morning, Luca texted me.
[Clara's safe house has a problem. Her cousin owes money to the Russians. I need to handle it first. Push the wedding planning meeting back a few days.]
Half a minute later, another message arrived.
[Explain it to the planner. You're going to be Donna. This is your responsibility too.]
I sat in the private terminal and read both messages without feeling anything.
Matteo sat across from me, his black coat draped over the chair. He didn't look at my phone, but he knew. "Reply?"
"No." I turned off the phone, removed the SIM card, snapped it in half, and dropped it into the trash.
Beyond the glass, an unmarked private jet waited. The Valenti family preferred quiet power.
I had left home under a false name to prove I could choose something pure. In the end, the only pure thing had been my stupidity.
With the new phone Matteo gave me, I called the planner. "Cancel St. Rosalia Chapel."
The woman on the other end froze. "Miss Vale, the wedding is less than two weeks away. That venue has a one-year waitlist, and the deposit is nonrefundable. Are you sure?"
"I'm sure."
"Does Mr. Moretti know?"
I looked through the window. "He doesn't need to."
After I hung up, I handed Matteo the old phone and the wedding binder. "Get rid of these for me."
Matteo took them, his face cold. "You really don't want father to step in?"
"No."
"Luca Moretti humiliated the Chairman's daughter at an engagement party. If word gets out, half of Chicago will expect him to kneel."
I shook my head. "I'm not leaving him because I want to watch him kneel."
Matteo studied me, then nodded. "Then we go home."
At the same time, Luca sat in Clara's safe house. Clara wrapped both hands around a mug, eyes red. "Luca, I'm sorry. I keep making trouble for you. Anna must be furious."
Luca glanced at his phone. I still hadn't replied. He frowned, but he wasn't worried. "She'll come around."
"But the wedding meeting was important."
"She's my fiancee. These are the things she needs to learn." He pulled on his coat, certain as ever. "She'll be mad for a few days, then she'll come home."
By the time he returned to the penthouse we had shared for three years, it was late. The living room was dark. At first, he thought I was asleep and even took off his shoes quietly. Then he opened the closet and saw my side half empty.
My coats, passport, bags, and files were gone. On the vanity, the Moretti emerald ring sat on the wedding binder.
[The wedding is canceled.]
Luca's face changed.