Chapter 1
POV: Sophie
Seven years ago, a car crash stole my baby, my future, and the man I loved.
When I had nowhere left to go, billionaire Andrew Croft opened his mansion and called me precious.
He dressed me in silk, locked diamonds around my throat, and promised no one would ever hurt me again.
By the time he proposed, everyone believed I had been rescued.
So did I—until Andrew hired my ex, Julian Vance, to photograph our engagement.
Andrew ordered me into a freezing spring pool in a six-thousand-dollar gown.
When the soaked dress dragged me under, Julian jumped in with his boots on and hauled me back to air.
Andrew shattered a mug of hot chocolate beside Julian's hand.
"That's not the response of a professional photographer."
"She was drowning."
"You're still in love with her."
"I didn't know she was marrying you."
"I did—and that's why I hired you."
***
The necklace was cold against my collarbone.
Andrew's fingers brushed the nape of my neck as he fastened the clasp. I watched him in the mirror—that tight smile, those calculating eyes scanning my reflection like I was merchandise he'd already purchased.
"Perfect," he murmured, his lips grazing my ear. "You're going to be a beautiful fucking wife, Sophie. Every man in that ballroom will want to be me."
The diamonds glittered beneath the vanity lights. Beautiful. Heavy. Like a collar.
I tilted my head, letting the gems catch the light. "They're stunning."
"They're an investment." His hands settled on my shoulders, thumbs pressing into the muscle just hard enough to hurt. "Don't make me regret it. Today needs to go smoothly. The photographer is expensive, the venue is expensive, you are expensive. Do you understand what I expect?"
A chill spread down my arms despite the warm air drifting from the vent above the vanity.
"Smile when I tell you to smile. Hold my hand when I reach for yours. And don't—" His grip tightened. "—embarrass me in front of Julian."
The name hit my spine like ice water.
"Julian?"
"The photographer." Andrew's eyes flicked to mine in the mirror. "You know him?"
My throat constricted. Seven years collapsed into a single breath. The check. Eleanor's red-soled heels on my apartment floor. The screech of tires. The hospital lights.
"No," I said. "I don't."
My right hand was already moving inside the folds of my dress, thumb sliding across the burner phone tucked into my shapewear. I hit three keys without looking.
Fees confirmed.
The response buzzed against my thigh thirty seconds later.
Received. Leo started piano lessons today. He asks about you.
I swallowed the ache and met Andrew's stare in the mirror. "I'll be flawless."
"Good girl."
The door swung open.
Julian walked in carrying a camera bag slung across his chest, his face unreadable. Dark stubble shadowed his jaw. His hair was shorter than I remembered, but the way he moved—that deliberate stillness, like a predator conserving energy—hadn't changed at all.
Neither had the way my pulse stuttered when his gaze swept the room and landed on me.
Andrew's arm snaked around my waist, yanking me against his side. "Julian! Right on time. I want you to meet my fiancée. Sophie, this is Julian Vance. The best editorial photographer in the city."
Julian didn't extend his hand.
Neither did I.
"We've met," Julian said flatly.
Andrew's fingers dug into my hip. "Oh?"
"A long time ago." Julian set his bag on the floor and crouched to unzip it. "Before she upgraded."
The word landed like a slap. Upgraded. As if Andrew's money had bought him a better model. As if I'd traded in a sedan for a sports car.
My jaw locked. "It's been a while."
"Seven years." Julian straightened, camera already in hand. He didn't look at me when he said it. "Let's get this over with. Andrew, you're paying me by the hour and my time isn't cheap."
"No," Andrew said, his voice silken. "Neither is mine."
The first location was a greenhouse attached to the estate. Julian positioned us under an arch of white roses, his instructions clipped and technical. Chin left. Shoulder down. Hand on her waist. Sophie, tilt your face
toward the light.
He never said my name softly.
Every syllable was a blade.
"Andrew, kiss her temple," Julian commanded, his eye pressed to the viewfinder. "Sophie, close your eyes. Good. Hold there."
The shutter clicked.
"Now her lips."
Andrew turned me sharply, one hand cupping the back of my head. His mouth tasted of coffee and control. I kept my eyes shut.
Click.
Julian's voice cut through the kiss. "Again. This time like you actually want her."
Andrew laughed against my mouth. "She knows I want her. Don't you, Sophie?"
"Always," I whispered.
The word was ash on my tongue.
Click.
"Enough." Julian lowered the camera. "The light's shifting. We need to move to the spring pool before we lose the golden hour."
The pool was fed by a natural spring, the water so clear I could see every tile on the bottom. Submerged lights turned the surface into liquid emerald. White lilies floated near the edges.
"It's cold," I said, my toes curling at the water's rim.
Andrew stood behind Julian, arms crossed. "The contract specifies water shots. Get in."
"I didn't bring a change of—"
"I'll buy you another dress. Get in."
Julian glanced at me. Something flickered behind his professional mask—a muscle twitch in his jaw, there and gone.
I stepped into the pool.
The cold seized my ankles, my knees, my thighs. The wedding dress soaked through instantly, the weight of the waterlogged fabric dragging at me with every step I took toward the center. By the time I turned to face the camera, my teeth were chattering.
"Pose," Julian said.
His voice was hard. But his eyes—his eyes tracked the goosebumps rising on my bare arms, the way my nipples had tightened against the wet silk bodice, the shiver I couldn't suppress.
Andrew noticed too. "She looks good wet, doesn't she? That dress cost six thousand dollars and it's never looked better than it does right now, stuck to her tits."
Julian's grip on the camera tightened.
"Take the shot," Andrew said. "I want to remember her exactly like this."
Click.
The strobe flashed across the water. When my vision cleared, Julian's knuckles had gone white around the camera body.
"This is degrading," he said quietly.
"It's art. Don't be dramatic."
"It's degrading and you know it."
Andrew smiled. "She doesn't seem to mind. Do you, sweetheart?"
I opened my mouth to answer.
And my left leg seized.
The cramp hit like a fist clenching inside my calf. I gasped, my arms flailing, and the waterlogged dress yanked me sideways. The pool floor vanished from beneath my feet. I went under.
Water filled my nose. My ears. My throat.
The dress was an anchor. Every kick made it heavier. My fingers clawed at the surface, caught nothing but light, and then I was sinking, the emerald glow darkening around me, my lungs burning—
A body cut through the water above me.
Strong hands grabbed my waist. Lifted. Heaved.
I broke the surface coughing, choking, water streaming from my mouth. Julian's arm was a steel band across my ribs, his breath ragged in my ear.
"I've got you. I've fucking got you."
He dragged me to the edge and hoisted me onto the tile. The sound that came out of my chest wasn't breathing—it was a wet, desperate rasp.
Julian braced his hands on either side of my shoulders. Water dripped from his hair onto my cheek. His boots were still on his feet.
"Breathe, Sophie. Breathe."
I sucked in air. It burned.
"Again. Slow this time."
His face was inches from mine. I could see the scar above his eyebrow, the one he'd gotten the night of the accident. The night Eleanor's driver ran us off the road. The night I lost the baby.
He remembered.
I saw it in his eyes. He still blamed me for that night, yet he had jumped into the water anyway.
"Why," I choked out.
Julian's expression fractured. "I don't know."
A shadow fell across us both.
Andrew stood above us, a ceramic mug cradled in his palm. Steam curled from the surface of the hot chocolate inside. His face was utterly calm.
"Julian," he said softly. "You're dripping on my fiancée."
Julian didn't move. "She was drowning."
"Was she?"
The mug slipped from Andrew's fingers.
It shattered against the tile inches from Julian's hand. Scalding brown liquid splashed across his knuckles. Julian flinched but held his position, his body still bracketing mine.
Andrew crouched, his voice dropping to a whisper. "You jumped into a pool with your boots on. With your phone in your pocket. You didn't even hesitate." He tilted his head, studying Julian like a specimen. "That's
not the response of a professional photographer protecting a client. That's the response of a man who's still in love."
"Andrew—" I started.
"Shut up." He didn't look at me. His gaze stayed locked on Julian. "I hired you because you're the best. I didn't realize you were also the man who used to fuck my wife-to-be. That's quite the coincidence, isn't it? Almost like someone engineered this little reunion."
Julian rose slowly to his feet. "I didn't know."
"You didn't know her name was on the contract?"
"I didn't know she was marrying you."
Andrew laughed—a cold, hollow sound. "Well. Now you do. And now I know something too." He stepped closer, glass crunching under his loafers. "I know you still want her. I can see it in the way you're looking at me right now, like you're imagining your hands around my throat."
Julian said nothing.
"So here's what's going to happen." Andrew pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his fingers clean. "You're going to finish this shoot. You're going to give me exactly the photographs I paid for. And then you're going to leave and never contact my fiancée again."
"And if I don't?"
Andrew's smile widened. "Then I'll ruin you. Your career, your reputation, your entire fucking life. I have the money and the lawyers to make sure you never work again." He glanced at me, still shivering on the tile. "And Sophie—poor, sweet Sophie—will watch it happen knowing she's the reason for it. Every frame you lose, every client who drops you, every eviction notice tacked to your door. Her fault."
The greenhouse was silent except for the drip of water from Julian's soaked jacket.
"Now," Andrew said, tucking the handkerchief away. "I believe you owe me a few more shots. Get the camera. And Julian?"
Julian's hands were shaking.
"Don't fucking touch her again."
Chapter 2
POV: Sophie
Andrew's fingers dug into my bicep as he hauled me upright.
The soaked wedding dress slapped against my legs, a dead weight I couldn't shake. Water still dripped from my hair onto the tile, pooling around my bare feet. Julian stood three paces away, knuckles red and blistering, his chest rising and falling like he'd run a mile.
Nobody spoke.
Then Andrew shrugged off his suit jacket and wrapped it around my shoulders. The wool scratched against my chilled skin. His cologne flooded my nostrils—sandalwood and something sharper underneath. "We're leaving."
"Andrew—"
"Now." He didn't look at me. His gaze stayed fixed on Julian, a predator's stare promising consequences. "The shoot is over for today. Maxwell will handle schedule and contract."
Julian opened his mouth. Closed it. His camera hung from its strap around his neck, the lens cap still off. I saw the war behind his eyes—pride versus practicality, fury versus fear.
Andrew didn't wait for him to choose.
He bent, hooked one arm under my knees, and lifted me off the tile like I weighed nothing. My sodden train dragged behind us, leaving a dark smear on the limestone. I gripped his shoulder instinctively, my fingers pressing into the muscle beneath his shirt.
"You're making a scene," I whispered.
"I'm making a point."
The walk to the car took an eternity. Staff pressed themselves against the walls as we passed—a gardener, two assistants, someone's assistant's assistant. Their eyes skittered away from mine. No one asked if I was okay. No one offered a towel.
In Andrew's world, you didn't intervene. You just watched, and you remembered, and you prayed you weren't next.
The Maybach's rear door stood open. Andrew set me inside without ceremony, then climbed in beside me. The leather seat squeaked under the wet silk. He pressed a button on the center console and the privacy partition slid upward, sealing us off from the driver.
The heater kicked on. Full blast.
I shivered anyway.
Andrew didn't speak. He stared straight ahead, one hand resting on his thigh, the other turning his phone over and over in a slow, hypnotic rhythm. The screen lit with each rotation, throwing his face into sharp relief—that aristocratic nose, that cruel mouth, those eyes that saw everything and revealed nothing.
"Julian Vance," he said finally, the name rolling off his tongue like he was tasting wine. "International award winner. Photographer to the fucking stars. And your ex."
I pulled his jacket tighter around my shoulders. "It was seven years ago."
"Seven years. A long time." He turned to face me. "Long enough to forget someone?"
"Yes."
"Then why didn't you tell me you knew him?"
The lie came easily. Too easily. "I didn't think it mattered."
"Didn't think it mattered." He smiled. No warmth in it. No warmth anywhere in the car, despite the heater blasting against my legs. "My fiancée's former lover photographs our engagement shoot, jumps fully clothed into a pool to rescue her, stares at her like she's the last glass of water in a desert—and she didn't think it mattered."
"He's a professional. He was doing his job."
"He was doing a lot more than his fucking job, Sophie."
The partition was up but I still glanced at it. The driver couldn't hear us. The windows were tinted black. We could have been anywhere—floating through empty space, suspended in this leather-lined capsule where Andrew's voice dropped to a register that vibrated in my chest.
"Why did you hire him?" I asked. "Out of every photographer in the city. In the country. Why Julian?"
Andrew's thumb paused on his phone screen. A flicker of something—annoyance, or maybe amusement—crossed his face. "Because he's the best. And I don't settle for anything less."
"That's not the real reason."
"No?"
"No."
He leaned closer. The leather creaked. His hand found my knee under the jacket, palm warm through the wet fabric. His thumb traced a slow circle on the inside of my thigh.
"You want the truth, sweetheart? I hired Julian Vance because I wanted to see what would happen when he saw you. What you would do. Whether you'd flinch, or blush, or run to him the second my back was turned." His grip tightened. "And now I know."
"I didn't run anywhere."
"You didn't have to. He ran to you. Splashed right into that pool like a goddamn hero." Andrew's mouth curved. "It was almost romantic."
The car turned onto the long gravel drive that led to the estate. I recognized the rows of poplars, the iron gates, the fountain with its endlessly pouring stone cherubs. Home. If you could call it that.
"Here's what's going to happen," Andrew said, releasing my knee and smoothing the jacket over my legs. "You're going to go upstairs. You're going to take off that ruined dress. You're going to get into bed and stay there until I come for you."
"And then?"
"And then we're going to have a very long conversation about honesty. About loyalty. About what happens to women who make me look like a fool in front of the staff." He straightened his cuffs. "But first, I have calls to make."
The car stopped. The driver opened my door. Andrew didn't move to help me out.
The master bedroom was cold despite the fire crackling in the grate.
I stripped off the wedding dress and left it in a heap on the bathroom floor. The silk was ruined anyway, stained green from the pool chemicals, torn at the hem where I'd kicked against the weight of it. Six thousand dollars. Andrew was right. It had never looked better than when it was clinging to my tits.
His words, not mine.
I pulled on dry clothes—silk pajamas, pale pink, a gift from Eleanor last Christmas. The fabric whispered against my skin as I moved toward the door. I didn't know where I was going. Anywhere but that bed. Anywhere but waiting for Andrew's return.
The hallway stretched before me, lined with oil paintings of horses and hunting scenes. The carpet muffled my footsteps. I'd learned to walk quietly in this house. Years of practice. Years of making myself small.
Voices drifted from the study.
I stopped three feet from the door. It wasn't fully closed—an inch of space, a sliver of lamplight spilling onto the carpet. Through the gap I could see Andrew behind his desk, a glass of whiskey in one hand, his phone cradled against his ear.
"She was shivering like a fucking dog," he was saying. "The man jumped in with his boots on. His boots. Who does that?"
A pause. The voice on the other end—his assistant, Maxwell—was too quiet to make out.
"I don't care what it costs," Andrew said. "I want him contained. Clear his calendar. Buy the holds. Keep him when this turns ugly."
More murmuring.
Then Andrew laughed—that cold, hollow sound I'd come to dread. "His mother. Eleanor. She's the one with the Hermès addiction, isn't she? Send her a Birkin. Send her two. Send her the whole fucking store if that's what it takes. I want Julian Vance so indebted to me he can't breathe without my permission."
My hand pressed flat against the wall.
"His girlfriend?" Another sip of whiskey. "Cassandra. Right. The model. What's her price? Everyone has one. Find hers."
I leaned closer. The floorboard creaked under my foot.
Andrew's head turned toward the door.
I didn't breathe. Didn't move. Counted the seconds—one, two, three—until he turned back to his desk and said something I couldn't hear.
"You have until Friday," he finished. "Friday, Maxwell. Or I'll find someone who can do the job faster."
The call ended.
I backed away from the door, one silent step at a time, until the study faded behind me and I was standing in front of the bedroom again. My heart pounded so hard I could feel it in my temples.
Andrew knew Eleanor.
The same Eleanor who'd written me that check. The same Eleanor whose driver ran us off the road seven years ago. Julian's mother.
He knew her habits. Her weaknesses. Her price.
If Andrew knew all that before today, this reunion was no accident. He had gone looking for my past, found the deepest wound, and arranged for Julian to walk straight back into my life.
I pushed open the bedroom door. The fire had burned down to embers. The bed loomed before me—enormous, king-sized, white sheets, too many pillows. Andrew's side. My side. And in the center, on my pillow, my burner phone.
The screen was lit.
A message glowed on the display, sent from a number I knew by heart even though I'd deleted it from my contacts seven years ago. Even though I'd tried to forget it. Even though I'd failed.
You and your fiancé. What the fuck do you want from me?
Julian.
I stared at the words until they blurred. My thumb hovered over the screen, trembling. I could respond. I could explain. I could tell him about Eleanor, about the check, about the accident, about Leo, about everything that had forced me into Andrew's bed and Andrew's life and Andrew's diamond-studded cage.
Footsteps in the hallway.
I shoved the phone under the pillow. The screen went dark just as the bedroom door swung open and Andrew stepped inside, still holding his whiskey, still wearing that thin-lipped smile.
"Good," he said, seeing me on the bed. "You followed instructions for once."
He closed the door behind him. The lock clicked.
"Now," he said. "Let's talk about Julian."
Chapter 3
POV: Sophie
The phone stayed face-down beneath the pillow.
I couldn't look at Julian's message again. Not with Andrew blocking the bedroom door, whiskey sweating onto the nightstand, his cologne in the air like a threat.
He let the silence stretch between us until the ice nearly melted. Then he tipped his head toward the hallway. "Dinner."
I followed because refusal changed nothing. The dining room stretched ahead, chandelier dripping crystal tears over mahogany. Andrew sat at the head, cutting into a steak that bled pink onto his plate. He didn't look up when I entered; he simply gestured toward the chair at his right with two fingers.
"Sit."
I sat.
The silk of Eleanor's pajamas whispered against the velvet upholstery. My hands found my lap. My fingernails found my palms. Andrew kept eating, his jaw working in slow circles, the only sound in the room the scrape of silver on porcelain.
"Say whatever you're working up to," he said, not looking at me. "I can hear you thinking from here."
My throat clicked when I swallowed. "I've been thinking about the engagement photos."
"Have you."
"About the photographer situation. Julian and I—there's history. You saw it today. It's awkward, and it's unprofessional, and I think it would be better if we found someone else to finish the shoot. A woman, maybe. Someone who doesn't—"
Andrew's knife screeched across the plate.
The sound went through my molars and straight into my spine. I stopped talking. He set the utensils down, one on each side of the plate, perfectly parallel, and finally raised his eyes to mine.
"A woman photographer."
"Yes."
"Someone who doesn't make things awkward."
"That's the idea."
He smiled. It wasn't a nice smile. It was the smile he wore when he'd already won and was just waiting for me to catch up. "You want me to break Julian Vance's contract."
"It's one shoot. There are hundreds of photographers who could—"
"Hundreds." Andrew leaned back in his chair. "Then you won't mind covering the cancellation fee yourself."
I stiffened. "How much could it possibly—"
"Maxwell."
I hadn't seen the assistant standing in the corner. He emerged from the shadows near the sideboard like a ghost given flesh, a leather folio already open in his hands. His gray eyes flicked to mine with something that might have been sympathy if Maxwell were capable of human emotion.
He laid the contract on the table in front of me.
The paper was thick. Cream-colored. Expensive. The kind of paper that existed to make you feel small before you'd read a single word. My gaze dropped to the bottom of the page, to the cancellation clause, to the number spelled out in bold, unflinching type.
$10,000,000.
Ten million dollars.
The zeroes blurred. I blinked and they were still there. I blinked again. Still there. Still ten million dollars sitting on Andrew's dining table like it was a grocery receipt.
"That's a lot of zeroes," I whispered.
"That's a lot of Julian." Andrew picked up his whiskey and swirled it, watching the amber cling to the glass. "He's not some street-corner portraitist, Sophie. He's got awards, representation, an agent who negotiated that contract specifically to make him untouchable. Did you think I hired an amateur?"
"You hired him to test me."
"I hired him because I wanted the best. The test was a bonus." He took a sip, let the whiskey sit on his tongue. "And you failed."
The paper trembled in my hand. I set it down before he could see how badly my fingers were shaking. "Andrew, I can't—this number—"
"You can't what? Pay it?" He laughed, soft and cold. "I know you can't pay it. You don't have ten dollars of your own money, sweetheart. Every dress in your closet, every meal on your plate, every fucking breath you take in this house is paid for by me. That's the arrangement. That's always been the arrangement."
Maxwell retreated to his corner, folio closed, expression blank.
Andrew rose from his chair. His footsteps were silent on the carpet but I felt them in my chest anyway, each one a countdown. His hand landed on my shoulder. Squeezed.
"Julian Vance finishes the shoot. That's final. But since you're so worried about awkwardness, I've arranged for some company to ease the tension. His girlfriend will be joining us tomorrow. Cassandra. She's a model, apparently—she'll assist with lighting, reflectors, that sort of thing. Should make everything much more comfortable."
Cassandra.
The name went through me like a needle.
Cassandra with her razor cheekbones and her perfect pout and her voice saying I saw the whole thing, Eleanor, Sophie threw herself at the car, it was pathetic. Cassandra standing over me on the pavement seven years ago, mascara not even smudged, while I bled into the asphalt and screamed for a baby that was already gone.
The room tilted.
"You know her," Andrew said. It wasn't a question.
"I—" My voice cracked. "She was there. After the accident. She was the witness who told the police I'd jumped in front of the car intentionally. That it was my fault."
Andrew's thumb traced a slow arc along my collarbone. "Is that so."
"Eleanor paid her off. Had to have. I wasn't—I didn't jump, I was crossing the street, the car came out of nowhere—"
"Shh." He pressed a finger to my lips. "I don't care about your little soap opera from seven years ago. What I care about is tomorrow. You're going to stand in front of Julian's camera and you're going to smile while his girlfriend holds the light meter. And you're not going to flinch. You're not going to cry. You're not going to do anything except look like the perfect future Mrs. Andrew Croft."
The room was too hot. The pajamas were too tight. I twisted in my chair, trying to stand, trying to escape the weight of his hand and the weight of the contract and the weight of Cassandra's name still echoing in my skull.
I made it two steps before Andrew caught my wrist.
His fingers locked around the bone and yanked. I spun into his chest, my palms smacking against the starched cotton of his shirt. His arms wrapped around me, one hand splaying across the small of my back, the other tangling in my hair and pulling until my chin tilted up and my throat was exposed and my eyes were forced to meet his.
"Let go of me—"
"Shut up."
I shut up.
His mouth brushed my ear. "You're so tense tonight. More tense than usual. Is it the near-drowning, or is it Julian? Did seeing your old flame get you all worked up? Did you think about him when I was fucking you last night?"
"No."
"Liar." His teeth grazed my earlobe. "I can always tell when you're lying. You bite your lip. You're doing it now."
I stopped biting my lip.
His hand slid lower. Over the curve of my hip. Across the flat plane of my stomach. His palm settled just below my navel, warm through the silk, his fingers spread wide, a quiet claim of ownership.
"What I can't figure out," Andrew murmured, "is whether the tension is guilt. Old feelings stirring around. Maybe you saw Julian pull you out of that pool and remembered what it felt like to have his hands on you. Maybe you pictured him instead of me."
"That's not—"
"Because I remember something too." His fingers pressed inward. Not hard. Just pressure. Just a reminder. "First night you moved into this house. You were so grateful. So eager to please. But when I put you on your knees and told you to say my name, you didn't say Andrew."
The air stopped moving in my lungs.
"You said Julian." His fingers dug deeper, flattening my abdomen, pinning me against him. "And then you cried. And then you apologized. And then you spent three days in bed because you were too sore to walk. Do you remember that, Sophie?"
I remembered.
I remembered the rug burns on my knees and the bruises on my hips and the way Andrew had smiled the whole time, calm and patient, like he was teaching a dog a new trick.
"Yes," I whispered. "I remember."
"Good." He released my stomach abruptly, smoothing the pajama fabric back into place. "Because I'd hate to have to repeat that lesson. Tomorrow you're going to be perfect. You're going to smile. You're going to pose. You're going to look at Julian like he's a piece of furniture and Cassandra like she's your new best friend. And when the shoot is over, you're going to come home and get on your knees and prove to me that you know who you belong to."
He stepped back.
Released me.
Straightened his cuffs like nothing had happened, like he hadn't just hollowed me out and filled me back up with ice.
"Now go to bed. You look tired. And Sophie?"
I turned at the doorway.
"Don't check your phone again tonight. I'll know if you do."