Chapter 2
The electronic lock woke me at seven. Three short beeps from the hallway panel, then a cheerful chime.
The bedroom door still opened. The garage didn't. Neither did the office or the basement storage room. Each keypad blinked the same red word: *Unauthorized.*
My phone buzzed with an email from Mercer Holdings counsel. *Due to marital breakdown and potential corporate information risk, occupant is requested to vacate company-owned residence by 6:00 p.m.*
Occupant.
At nine, Alex's assistant arrived with twelve flattened moving boxes and a printed inventory. She wouldn't meet my eyes.
"He said you'd want these," she said.
"Did he say anything else?"
She set the boxes against the wall. "No, ma'am."
In the back of the walk-in closet, I found the midnight-blue gown from my first investor dinner. Alex had zipped me into it that night and rested his chin on my shoulder in the mirror. "Everything I have is ours," he'd said.
I checked the inventory. Item 214. *Corporate Styling Inventory.*
I hung it back up.
I packed my old sheet music, my passport, my mother's silver metronome, and the brass studio key. Eleven boxes stayed flat.
Sloane showed up at noon with a tablet and a woman holding a laser measure.
"Erin, could you clear the left side of the master closet first?" Sloane asked. "Post-listing, the family image needs to stabilize quickly."
The designer was already aiming a red dot at the bedroom window. "Ninety-six inches," she murmured, typing.
Nobody had to tell me the curtains were for Sloane.
"How long has this been on your calendar?" I asked.
Sloane tilted her head. "You should be grateful he gave you three beautiful years."
I zipped my suitcase. "He didn't give them to me. He billed them to somebody."
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The bank teller printed a freeze notice and slid it across the counter like an apology.
"Your personal account is temporarily restricted under a court attachment order tied to the guarantee dispute," she said. "You can open a new account, but any deposits may be subject to the same review."
At the café next door, I tapped my debit card for a small latte.
*DECLINED.*
The barista glanced at the line behind me. "Want to try another card?"
I didn't have another card. Three years ago, Alex had tucked a black card into my wallet and said, "Stop looking at prices." Now I couldn't cover $4.75.
"I'll skip it," I said, and took the receipt anyway.
On the sidewalk, I called two old students' parents. The first number belonged to a stranger. The second was Karen Delgado, whose son used to hide gummy bears in my piano bench.
"Erin, honey, it's good to hear from you," she said. "But I saw something about you being caught up in your husband's company finances. I just think we should wait."
Then I found the statement. A finance gossip account had reposted it with four hundred comments.
*Mercer Holdings respects Erin Mercer's privacy while addressing non-corporate obligations personally signed by her.*
They had turned his acquisition into my secret loan.
I found Alex in a hotel suite downtown, surrounded by Sloane and a PR team with laptops. I put my phone in the middle of the conference table.
"Did you approve this?"
Alex read it without picking it up. "Give us the room, Dana."
The PR director left. Sloane stayed seated, legs crossed.
"You're telling the internet I borrowed eighteen million dollars on my own," I said.
"I'm telling the market Mercer isn't exposed." He opened a folder and slid a document toward me. *Mutual Confidentiality and Separation Agreement.* "Withdraw the audit, sign the NDA, and I can make sure you're comfortable. There's an apartment. A monthly allowance. I'll arrange it."
*Arrange.*
The house, the card, the car, the lock on the garage. None of it had ever been given. It had been switched on, and now he was showing me he could switch it off.
"You froze my account so I'd come here," I said.
"The bank froze your account."
"Because of a guarantee you lied to get."
Sloane uncapped a pen and set it beside the agreement.
I didn't touch it.
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Hotel security walked me to the lobby. Nobody grabbed my arm. One guard rolled my suitcase for me, polite and visible.
Two finance reporters were waiting by the revolving door for Alex. Their cameras swung toward me instead.
"Mrs. Mercer, did you sign the guarantee?"
"Are you separating from Alex Mercer?"
I kept walking. One raised voice, one cracked sentence, and Dana would have her *unstable ex-wife* clip by dinner. The revolving door pushed cold air into my face, and I let it.
My old studio was on Fulton Street. I took two buses to get there.
The door was pink now. *Pampered Paws Grooming*, the sign said, with a cartoon poodle in a bow. The new lock was a sleek steel cylinder.
I fit my brass key against it anyway. It didn't even go halfway.
A woman inside held a dripping terrier and frowned at me through the glass. I stepped back. The key's teeth bit into my palm, and I kept holding it.
That key used to mean I could pay my own rent with Tuesday lessons. Now it only proved how completely I'd closed that door.
Maya called at seven.
"Emergency relief takes time," she said. "And between the court order on your account and Mercer's counterclaim, most landlords will want proof of funds you can't give them."
By nine I had three rejection emails. A deposit I couldn't make. A credit hold. The third landlord simply wrote, *Saw the news. Not a good fit.*
Then Alex called.
"Are you done?" he asked.
Glasses clinked behind him. A woman laughed softly. Sloane.
"Done with what?"
"This performance. You were a teacher before me. You'll figure out how to be one again."
As if three empty years on my résumé and an eighteen-million-dollar headline were things I'd picked out myself.
"Enjoy your evening, Alex," I said, and hung up before he could hear my voice break.
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The women's shelter on Delancey gave me a plastic tag with the number 17, a thin gray towel, and a locker the size of a shoebox.
The intake form had a line for *Emergency Contact*. I held the pen over it long enough that the volunteer looked up.
I wrote *None.*
The shower sign-up was full. In the shared bathroom, I scrubbed hotel-lobby foundation off my face with cold water. My mother's metronome sat on the sink edge, its silver arm catching the fluorescent light.
In the common room, the TV was playing Alex's post-IPO interview. Sloane stood at his shoulder in white.
"And of course," the host said, "Sloane has been an essential partner in Mercer's next chapter."
Someone changed the channel. Nobody looked at me.
A donated upright piano sat against the wall, scratched and out of tune. I pressed the G above middle C. It came back sluggish and dull.
I pressed it again, then again. The hammer returned unevenly, catching somewhere in the action.
For the first time all day, my hands knew exactly what they were doing.
A man in an old dark-green wool sweater knelt beside the piano and opened a worn repair case. He studied the instrument, not me.
I stood to give him room.
"How'd you hear that?" he asked. "Most people just say it sounds bad."
"I used to teach."
He nodded. Then his gaze dropped to the floor, where my demand notice had slid halfway out of my folder.
I reached for it. He picked it up first and handed it back.
He didn't ask about the TV. He turned the pages back to the first one, then flipped forward until he stopped at page fourteen. Corporate indemnification. An attachment Maya and I hadn't gotten to yet.
He tapped one paragraph.
"Whoever wrote this letter expects you not to read page fourteen."
I stared at the clause.
He looked up at me, calm, his hands still on the paper. "Has your lawyer read this page?"