Chapter 5

When I got home, it was already dark. The hallway lights were dim. I was halfway across the foyer when I saw him.

Before I could say a word… His palm cracked across my face so fast I didn’t have time to brace for it. My head whipped to the side, and my shoulder slammed into the doorframe. My vision went white for a second. I heard a dull ring in my ears.

But I didn’t let go of the urn.

I don’t know how. Instinct maybe. I just knew I had to protect it. That little ceramic thing held more of me than I had left.

“Are you insane?” Torren’s voice was loud enough to rattle the glass by the stairwell. “How dare you insult my parents like that?”

I stared at him. My mouth was still closed.

He kept going. “They told me everything. Said you spit in their tea. Said you threatened them. Threatened to kill them in their own home. What kind of sick bitch does that?”

Before I could even shake my head, his hand came down again. Another slap, harder than the first. My neck snapped slightly to the left. I tasted blood in my mouth. Still, no tears.

My face stung. My heart didn’t.

“Torren,” Ruby called out, like she was trying to sound worried. But I heard the syrup in her voice. “Please don’t. She’s not worth it. Just let her calm down, okay? She’s just... tired or something.”

He turned to her and softened like a switch flipped. “Babe, don’t waste your breath. She’s been like this since day one. Always making herself the victim. Always twisting things.”

“You’ve just been too kind to her,” he added, nodding like it was fact. “That’s why she thinks she can keep stepping out of line.”

Ruby pouted, curling into the wall like some fragile princess, her eyes flicking toward me as if I was dirt on her shoe.

Jude was sitting on the couch with his headphones still around his neck, one side slipping off. His music was still playing faintly. He didn’t pause it. He didn’t ask what was happening. He just smirked like this was some afternoon comedy show.

None of the maids moved. I saw them standing near the dining room door, whispering again.

“She’s still holding the urn…”

“She didn’t even fight back…”

“Poor thing… she’s just a ghost now.”

“I heard she went to the ocean alone. With the boy’s ashes.”

I didn’t react. I didn’t have the energy. Then Torren looked down at my arms. At the white urn I held it so carefully.

“What’s that?” he asked, like it was nothing. Like it was just another bag. Before I could take a step back, he grabbed it from me.

“No,” I said, too late.

He held it in one hand, looked at it with disgust. “Are you serious right now?” he asked. “You went out crying to strangers with this thing? What is this? Another one of your pathetic performances?”

He shook it. Lightly, but it was enough to make my stomach flip. My hands clenched at my sides.

“An urn? Who died this time?” he sneered. “Your pride?”

Behind him, Ruby gave a soft laugh and turned her face like she was trying to hide it. Jude chuckled, still watching like a casual viewer.

I stood there, blood dried on my lip, my face burning, but my voice came steady.

“Give that back!”

He raised it higher. “Why? Who is it supposed to be? Huh? You collecting ashes now?”

I stared right at him. My jaw locked. I didn’t blink.

“It’s Cleo,” I said.

Silence hit the room like someone cut the air with a knife.

Torren’s smirk dropped.

Ruby stopped smiling. Jude blinked once and looked away. Nobody spoke.

Torren’s eyes narrowed as he slowly looked back down at the urn. His grip loosened a little. But he didn’t say a word.

I just stood there. Empty. Broken. Waiting to see if he’d hand my son back to me, or if he’d shatter what was left of my world then the urn hit the floor before I could even move...

I heard it crack before I saw it. That sharp, sick sound of ceramic snapping into pieces. Then came the burst... like dust exploding out of a vacuum. Only it wasn’t dust. It was Cleo. My boy. What was left of him. Scattered across the tiles like he was never loved, never held, never mine.

I screamed.

It came from somewhere deep, somewhere I did not even know was still alive. I dropped to my knees. My hands started moving on their own, trying to gather what I could. Ash. Bone. Bits of the urn. All of it mixed together. My fingers trembled so badly they looked like they did not belong to me. My nails scraped the floor, dug into the sharp pieces. I could not feel the pain yet. Only the emptiness.

I heard him behind me. Torren. Breathing like nothing happened. Watching me like I was a mess he regretted stepping over.

“Stop screaming like someone killed you,” he said flatly. “You’re not the victim here!”

I could not even lift my head. I was still scooping the pieces. The tears blurred everything. But I felt the heat in my face. I felt something break. Again.

He kept talking. Loud and heartless.

“I got the hospital’s update this morning,” he said. “Cleo’s fine. Smiling in his bed. Sitting up. The doctor even sent photos.”

I looked down at my hands. Ash was under my nails, on my palms, in the cracks of the floor.

“You lied,” Torren said, closer now. “You really faked his death to get sympathy? You’re sicker than I thought.”

“H-he died,” I whispered. “I held him... I held him when he stopped breathing.”

But it was like talking to a wall that hated sound.

Ruby came around from behind him, all gentle and delicate like a wilted flower that had learned how to poison. She knelt beside Torren and put a hand on his arm, speaking sweet and low.

“Maybe she’s mad at me, Torren,” she said, pretending to choke back tears. “Maybe she hated me so much she wanted me to feel pain. Maybe that is why she said he was dead. Just to scared me.” She glanced at the ashes. Her lips tightened in a little fake shiver. “Maybe that’s me someday,” she whispered. “Dust on the floor. Forgotten. Disrespected.”

And then she started crying. Big, heavy sobs that looked more like theater than grief. She pressed her hand to her chest, leaned on the couch like her heart had collapsed. Jude was watching, quiet until she reached for him.

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“Come on, sweetheart,” Ruby said between sobs. “Let’s go. Mommy can’t breathe here. I don’t want you to see this ugliness.”

Jude looked confused, but not upset. He just got up and followed. Torren pulled Ruby close, held her like she was made of something valuable.

“Don’t cry, baby,” he said to her, kissing the side of her head. “You are the only one who matters. Let’s go upstairs. Just ignore her.”

I was still on the floor, trying to sweep the ashes into one pile with my bare hands. Jude suddenly turned and ran toward me.

His foot came down hard. Right on top of the ashes.

“Witch!” he yelled. “You made my mommy cry!”

He stomped again. The ashes scattered farther.

No!

Then he kicked what was left of the urn across the room. It hit the wall with a dull sound and fell apart completely.

I froze. My body stopped working. But my chest was shaking. My throat was making sounds I could not stop.

Torren came down in front of me and grabbed my face with one hand. Fingers digging into my cheeks like he was trying to crack me open.

“Enough,” he said. “Enough of this show.”

I blinked at him. His face looked like stone. Cold and unmoved.

“I almost believed you,” he said slowly. “I really did. For a second. I almost cried. For your pathetic little boy.”

He leaned closer. His breath hit my cheek.

“But then the hospital sent proof. Videos. Cleo laughing. The doctor said you used him. Said he was pretending to be worse than he was. Said you knew. And you let it happen. Just to get attention.”

Behind him, I saw her.

Ruby.

She was watching from the stairs. Her hand on the rail, her head tilted just enough. That look on her face. It was small. But it was there.

A smile.

Not full. Not wide. Just the corner of her lips pulling up like a secret slipping out.

She did it.

She paid someone off. Lied about Cleo’s condition. Sent the photos. Faked the story. And Torren? He fell for it. Again. Again and Again.

They started going upstairs. Ruby held Jude’s hand and leaned her head against Torren’s shoulder. He wrapped his arm around her like she was his whole world.

“Let’s just go to bed, baby,” she said softly. “I can’t deal with her anymore tonight.”

Jude turned back once but only for a second. Then he looked up at Ruby again and followed.

The house went quiet and I stayed on the floor. With what was left of my son. With my shredded hands and a mouth too dry to cry anymore.

I do not know how long I stayed like that. Hours maybe.

Until even my heart stopped trying to beat.

--

That night I could not sleep. My body ached. My knees were scraped raw. There was dried blood behind them I had not even noticed. I was still in the same clothes, still smelling like dust and pain and bone. I stayed curled on the floor, back against the wall outside my room, hugging my knees.

Sometime past midnight, I heard coughing.

At first I ignored it. I thought it was one of the maids. But then I heard Torren’s voice. Panicked. Loud.

“Ruby. Ruby. What is it. Where does it hurt?”

I stayed quiet.

Ruby was sobbing. I could hear her... Her voice was hoarse and dramatic.

“I can’t breathe. Oh God. My stomach hurts! My chest—Torren—I feel cursed. That urn. Ever since she brought it into the house, I feel like something’s been choking me.”

I heard the bed creak. Footsteps. Torren pacing. He was cursing under his breath.

“That bitch!"

Ruby sniffled and made this sound like she was about to faint.

“I heard the maids talking… they said she bought something. Some kind of poison. Maybe she put it in the urn. Maybe she wanted to kill me. She hates me so much, Torren. I’m scared. I don’t want to die. Not me. Not the baby.”

I did not move. I did not even blink.

And still, somehow, I knew he would come for me.

The door slammed open so hard I thought it cracked. Torren barged in. His face looked like a demon in the dark. His eyes wild. His breathing heavy.

He grabbed my wrist. Yanked me up like I weighed nothing.

“You did this.”

I stumbled. My ankle twisted. My arm throbbed.

“You put poison in this house,” he spat. “You cursed Ruby. You sick freak. You knew she was pregnant and you still brought death into this place.”

“I didn’t—” I tried to speak but he cut me off.

“She could’ve died tonight. You want that? You really want her dead?”

He pulled me out into her room, dragging me like a child being punished....

“KNEEL!" he said.

I stood still. I stared at him.

“Kneel and say sorry to Ruby.”

“No.”

He slapped me. I saw stars.

“On your knees.”

I still refused. That was all I had left. My spine.

He kicked the back of my knees and I dropped. Hard. My skin tore open again from the same spot. Blood soaked through my pants. I felt it warm against my calves.

Ruby sat on the couch like she was royalty. Hair perfect. Belly on display. A little blanket over her lap like she was cold. She was crying into her hands, but there was no real sadness in her face. She looked like someone watching her favorite movie.

“I don’t believe her,” Ruby said. “She doesn’t even mean it. I can’t hear her. Make her louder, Torren. I want to hear her cry.”

He stood behind me like a wall. His shadow covered the floor in front of me.

“Apologize,” he hissed. “Say it until she forgives you.”

I looked down. My lips trembled. “I’m sorry.”

My voice was hoarse. It did not even sound like mine.

“I’m sorry.”

Again. And again. And again.

Until it felt like my throat was bleeding. Until my voice cracked. Then Ruby stood slowly, and her hands pressed against her belly like it was about to fall. She was wobbling, swaying, making little gasping sounds like her breath was running out.

“T-torren! Something’s wrong… my stomach… I think I’m bleeding.”

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Then she collapsed right into his arms like a perfect performance. He caught her fast. Held her like she was glass about to break.

“Ruby? Ruby, stay with me,” he panicked, eyes wide as he touched her face, checked her pulse. “Somebody! Somebody get the damn car!”

I stayed kneeling. Blood soaking through my pants. I didn’t even try to move.

He lifted her like she was sacred. Carried her like a queen. Before he left, he turned back to me, eyes like knives.

“Don’t move. You hear me? Don’t even breathe too loud. Think about what you’ve done.”

I didn’t speak.

“You don’t deserve a bed,” he said.

Then the door slammed shut behind them.

Silence.

I stayed there. I lost track of time. Maybe ten minutes passed. Maybe more. My legs were numb. My head was floating. Then the door creaked. I didn’t even look up right away.

Tiny footsteps padded across the floor. Then a little voice.

“Why are you sitting like that?” Jude said.

I looked up. He was holding a toy car. One of those blue ones with the doors that open. He looked fresh out of a warm bed, pajamas neat, hair soft and brushed. His face was calm. No fear. No anger.

He squatted beside me, one elbow resting on his knee like he was watching a bug on the ground.

“My mommy’s a really good actress, isn’t she, bitch?” he said, smiling.

My lips parted, but no words came out. He kept grinning, like he told a joke he was proud of.

“Daddy always falls for it. Again and again.”

He pushed the toy car once across the tile, then stood up, humming some tune I didn’t know. No guilt. No concern. Just humming like this was any other morning.

I watched him walk away without turning back.

And all I could do was sit there, whispering to myself.

Soon.

Soon, this would all be over. I had already sent the divorce papers. They were with the lawyer now. All I had to do was wait for the finalization.

Then I could be free.

Then I could make them pay.

---

He came back early in the morning. I heard the door before I saw him. His footsteps were slower this time. He didn’t slam anything. Just walked in like a storm that was already done ruining everything.

Torren didn’t speak right away. He just dropped a bottle in front of me. Painkillers. No label.

He didn’t look at me when he said it. “Try not to kill anyone next time.”

Then he grabbed his keys again. Paused at the door.

“My parents’ anniversary is this weekend. You’re still my wife. People will be looking for you. Bring Cleo.”

I didn’t move.

“You heard me,” he added. “Bring him. Clean him up. Smile. You know the drill.”

Then he left. Back to the hospital. Back to Ruby.

---

Wedding Anniversary Day.

Torren made me ride in the front seat beside the driver. I didn’t argue. I didn’t speak. He didn’t even look at me.

Behind us, Ruby and Jude were cuddled up like they were in a fairytale. She was laughing softly, brushing her fingers through his hair. He leaned his head against her shoulder like a good little prince.

I sat stiff in my plain black dress. The fabric was rough and cheap. Everyone else in the house had already dressed hours ago. Sequins. Embroidery. Jewelry that probably came with its own insurance policy. Ruby wore white. Of course she did. White with pearls down her back, like some kind of saint or bride or both.

Nobody looked at me before we left. Not even Jude. Not even once.

We pulled up to the estate just before the sun went down. There were photographers already waiting at the gate. Bright lights flashing even before the car doors opened.

Torren got out first. Straightened his suit. Fixed his cuffs.

Then he opened Ruby’s door himself.

She stepped out like a queen, smiling at the cameras. Jude followed, holding her hand. The perfect family.

I stepped out quietly on the other side. No one offered me help. My shoes sank into the gravel.

“Don’t speak unless someone talks to you first,” Torren said without turning around.

I nodded.

He didn’t see it. He was already walking toward the entrance, Ruby on his arm.

The ballroom was drowning in gold. Chandeliers. Champagne towers. A live quartet playing something expensive and forgettable.

Torren raised his glass before we even reached the stairs.

“Everyone,” he said. “This is Ruby. My soon-to-be everything.”

Applause.

She smiled and dipped her head like royalty.

“And this,” he said, motioning Jude forward, “is the future of the family.”

The grandparents made Jude bow. Kissed his forehead. Called him smart, perfect, obedient.

I stood at the edge of the room, near the coat racks. My dress didn’t even reach my ankles properly. I looked like the help.

Someone turned to Torren’s mother and asked who I was.

She didn’t even blink.

“Oh, that’s just the old wife,” she said with a sharp smile. “She couldn’t even raise a proper child. Where’s that sick boy she locked in her house all those years? That brat can’t show face now?”

Ruby put a hand to her chest, all fake concern.

“Cleo’s… recovering,” she said gently. “He couldn’t travel. It’s too much for him.” Then she looked at me. Pity painted all over her face. “Poor thing.”

And she kissed Torren on the cheek like I wasn’t even standing there.

My fists curled at my sides. But I didn’t speak.

Then the waiter dropped a silver tray near the dessert tower.

The crash echoed. Everyone turned.

Torren’s father laughed like it was the best joke he heard all night.

“We have guests to honor,” he said loudly. “Not disasters to pity. If she wants to be useful”—he pointed at me—“then let her clean it up.”

A few guests chuckled. Ruby stepped forward, all kindness again.

“She used to be such a good hostess,” she said sweetly. “Maybe she can help pass out the champagne. Just until the servers catch up.”

Torren didn’t say anything.

So I picked up the empty tray.

I followed the waitstaff around the room, carrying flutes and handing out napkins. One of the girls gave me a sad smile. No one else even made eye contact.

Someone near the bar whispered, “Is that the first wife? I thought she was in rehab. Or jail.”

Another voice answered, “I heard she poisoned the house or something. With a child’s ashes. Can you imagine?”

I kept walking. My hands didn’t shake anymore.

They couldn’t take what I already lost. Not again.

Let them think I was nothing.

Soon they’d all see.

He Left Me for Dead, Now He Begs Me for Mercy

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