Chapter 3
“Cleo’s not doing well. I need to go back for a while. Can you sign this travel clearance?”
He didn’t even read it. Just scribbled his name and handed it back.
“Sure. Go. Take care of our kid.”
He didn’t ask what was wrong with Cleo. Didn’t ask how bad it was. He didn’t care. He was already smiling again, like my absence was a favor.
I left the mansion before sunrise. The soup pot still sat on the table, untouched. Cold. Just like everything else in that house.
Torren didn’t even say goodbye.
The drive to my father’s estate took six hours. The gates were taller than I remembered. Black iron with the Calderon crest at the center, flanked by clipped hedges and grim-faced guards in gray uniforms. Everything looked the same, like it had been frozen in time.
But I had changed. I was thinner. Older. Worn down in places I didn’t know how to mend.
I stepped out of the car and walked up alone. No maid came to greet me. No butler opened the grand double doors. The estate was silent. Watching.
Then the door creaked open, and there he was.
Duke Rafe Calderon.
He didn’t smile. He didn’t welcome me. His silver hair was slicked back like always, his suit crisp, his expression carved in stone.
“You,” he said. “You are the daughter who buried our name for love.”
I stood straight, even if my knees ached from the ride. I didn’t cry. I didn’t flinch. I had already done enough of that in Torren’s house.
I looked my father in the eye and said, “The wedding proposal you offered me eight years ago. Is it still open?”
Silence.
I could hear the wind through the marble columns. The distant clang of the gardener’s shears. Somewhere behind him, the staff had gathered like shadows. Listening.
Finally, my father spoke.
“No. That man is already married now. To someone whose family did not shame me.”
He started to close the door.
I didn’t move. I just held his stare.
Then he stopped. His hand on the handle.
“But,” he said slowly, “his younger brother is unmarried. Your sister was meant to marry him, but she wants to finish her studies first.”
He studied me the way he used to study business mergers. Cold. Calculated.
“If you are willing,” he said, “the seat is open.”
I didn’t ask questions. I didn’t pretend to be offended. I just nodded once.
I would marry whoever he wanted.
Not for pride. Not even for Cleo anymore.
Just for survival. For strategy. For whatever came next.
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They gave me a guest room. It smelled like dust and lemon polish. All my old photos had been taken down. Even the staff wouldn’t look me in the eye. It was like I had already died eight years ago and just came back to haunt them.
That night, after dinner, I was told to meet him.
The younger brother.
The forgotten prince.
His name was Ephraim Lambert.
He was sitting in the old observatory, alone, dressed in black. The room was dimly lit. His features were delicate but sharp, like glass that had once shattered but had been glued back together with care. I had expected tubes, weakness, blank stares.
But he stood when I entered.
He moved slowly, but not clumsily. His eyes tracked every movement I made... Like he studied me for a long time.
“So,” he said quietly, “the runaway bride returns.”
I couldn’t find words. “Tell me,” he said, “did you come here for redemption or revenge?”
I bit my lip. Not to flirt. Not to act coy. Just to keep from trembling. He chuckled softly and turned away. I looked out the arched window where the moonlight touched the glass floor.
“Go,” he said. “Come back once your divorce is final.”
I wanted to thank him. I wanted to tell him it was not that easy but I couldn’t speak.
So I left.
I closed the door behind me and walked back to the cold room that had no blankets, no pictures, no trace of me. And I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the floor.
Just breathing. Just trying to remember who I was before love ruined me. Before grief hollowed me out. Before I became this quiet ghost.
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I did not sleep.
The sun came up, but it never felt like morning. Just a new layer of silence on top of the old one. I got up anyway. My body still moved on its own. Like it had done every day since Cleo got sick. Like it forgot what rest meant.
The halls of my father’s estate were cold. Still. The kind of silence you do not speak into. No one said good morning. No one looked at me. I sat at the long dining table and ate a piece of dry toast that turned to dust in my mouth. No butter. No coffee. Just quiet.
Then my phone rang.
Torren’s name on the screen.
I answered without thinking.
“We’re heading out,” he said. “Jude wanted to try parasailing. Ruby couldn’t say no. You know how she is.”
He laughed like it was some little joke between us. Like we were still partners. Like Cleo had never existed.
“My parents are dropping by the mansion later. Can you assist them while they’re there?”
I swallowed. “Alright.”
“Thanks,” he said, then hung up.
No mention of the date. No mention of Cleo.
Today was his birthday.
Cleo’s.
I told my father I would return to the mansion. I said I would be back once the divorce was finalized. He didn’t say anything. Just drank his coffee and kept reading the newspaper. Like I had never left eight years ago. Like I had never come back.
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I got in the car and returned to that glass mansion. The one that never felt like home. And as I stepped inside, I remembered what day it was.
Cleo’s birthday.
My hands started to tremble. I went straight to my room. The only part of this house that still held him.
I lit a small candle beside his photo and the pink urn that sat under it. His favorite dinosaur plush was still there too, sitting against the wall like it was waiting for him to come back and grab it.
No one remembered.
No calls. No flowers. Not a single message. Not from Torren. Not from his family. They were too busy celebrating Jude.
Chapter 4
Cleo once told me he wanted to try sailing too. He saw it in the cartoon and said he wanted to fly over the sea. Said he would wear his “pirate socks.”
Torren laughed and said no. Said it was too risky for a sickly kid. Said he’d get blown off the rope. But now Jude gets to go parasailing. And Cleo doesn’t even get a birthday.
I stayed there until I heard the gate beep. Then the door opened. Footsteps. The help led them in like royalty.
Torren’s parents.
I stood near the hallway as they entered. They didn’t smile.
His mother barely glanced at me before wrinkling her nose. “Where’s your frail little boy?” she asked. “Dead or still breathing?”
My lips parted.
But before I could answer, his father spoke over me. “Never mind that. How’s Jude? We heard Ruby might be expecting again. Is it true?”
I stood there. Still. Quiet. Trying not to crack.
“She brings light into Torren’s life,” his mother went on. “She doesn’t make scenes. Always so composed. So pleasant. Unlike some women.”
I just lowered my gaze.
Then his father said, “Go help the chef. But first serve us tea. And tell Torren we expect him next week for our anniversary. You can come too. Bring your sick child if you want.”
My fingers curled into my skirt.
But I nodded. “Of course.”
I went to the kitchen. Told the chef they wanted jasmine. Set the tray myself and brought it out like I had no pride left to lose.
My smile was steady. Polished. Porcelain... but Inside, I was screaming.
I moved to set the cups on the table. My hand slipped. One of them shattered against the floor. The porcelain splintered like it had been waiting.
His mother gasped. Then glared.
“You’ve always been clumsy!" she said sharply. “God help you, girl. You still don’t know how to carry tea?”
I looked at the broken shards, then straightened up.
“Forgive me,” I said. Not for the cup. Not even for now. I was apologizing for who I used to be. The girl who begged them to love her. The one who thought she had to earn a place at their table.
That girl is dead now, just like my son.
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They didn’t stay to eat.
Torren’s parents both stood up with looks of quiet disgust, like the tea had insulted them personally.
His mother placed her cup down with a little clink. Her face twisted.
“This is bitter,” she muttered under her breath. “Even something as simple as tea… you can’t get right. Bitter! Like your life.”
She adjusted her gloves at the door. Smooth, slow movements. Her voice was cold and careful when she spoke again.
“I’ll be sure to tell Torren how clumsy you’ve become. You’re falling apart, dear. Maybe this time, he’ll finally see it and leave for good. I’ve told him for years. You don’t belong in our life. You were never worth the trouble.”
I just looked at her.
I didn’t nod. I didn’t speak. I just stood there, holding the edge of the table with my fingers curled under. Like if I held on tight enough, maybe the words wouldn’t cut so deep.
She turned without waiting for a reply.
No thank you. No goodbye.
The front door opened. Closed. A few seconds later, the soft screech of tires pulled down the driveway. Then nothing. Just the quiet again. That same silence that lived in every room of this glass house.
I took a breath then I turned to the maid.
“You don’t have to prepare lunch,” I said quietly. “They’re gone.”
She nodded. I went upstairs. Slow. One step at a time. My legs were heavy, like my body wasn’t mine anymore.
Halfway up, I heard them.
Whispers. Soft and quick. Coming from the kitchen downstairs.
“She didn’t even cry when they left,” one said.
“I think that little boy… Cleo, I think he’s dead. I saw the urn in her room.”
“Too bad. Mr. Torren only talks about Jude now.”
“He brings Ruby flowers. Hasn’t even visited Cleo’s grave. I doubt he knows.”
“Even if he does, he doesn’t care. Cleo was different. Gentle. Kind. He never stood a chance.”
“She used to be the lady of the house. Now look at her. Just surviving.”
I kept walking.
I didn’t flinch. I didn’t call out their names or tell them to shut up. I didn’t defend myself. Maybe they weren’t even wrong.
I reached my room and closed the door behind me.
Then my phone started ringing. Torren’s name lit up the screen.
It rang once. Twice. I stared at it until it stopped.
He didn’t leave a voicemail. No message.
I stood there for a while, letting the silence come back.
Then I changed clothes.
I wore the soft blue dress Cleo liked. The one with little white clouds. He used to say it looked like the sky. Said it made me look like the kind of mom in storybooks. The safe kind. The happy kind.
I picked up his urn.
I held it in both arms like I was carrying him again. It was warm from the sunlight slipping through the curtains.
I left the house without telling anyone.
I went to Ocean Park.
It was where Cleo always wanted to go for his birthday. He used to beg me every year. “Just once, Mama. I wanna see the dolphins. I’ll be good, I promise.”
But Torren said no. Always no. Said the sun would be too harsh. Said Cleo would catch something from the crowd. Said it was too risky for a frail kid.
So we never went.
Until now.
I bought one ticket. But I paid for two seats. One for me. One for him.
We watched the dolphin show together. I lit a candle by the railing. Let the flame dance against the wind, even though it almost blew out a few times. I talked to him. I told him how proud I was. Told him how much I missed him. I even laughed a little. Just once. The sound startled me.
The people around probably thought I was crazy. Sitting there whispering to a small pink urn like it could talk back.
I didn’t care.
This day wasn’t for them... It was for Cleo.
I looked up at the sky. Watched the sun flicker through the clouds.
“Happy birthday, baby,” I said, my voice barely holding together. The tears came, but I wiped them away.
I didn’t want to cry too much. Not today because this day was still his. All his.
Chapter 5
When I got home, it was already dark. The hallway lights were dim. I was halfway across the foyer when I saw him.
Before I could say a word… His palm cracked across my face so fast I didn’t have time to brace for it. My head whipped to the side, and my shoulder slammed into the doorframe. My vision went white for a second. I heard a dull ring in my ears.
But I didn’t let go of the urn.
I don’t know how. Instinct maybe. I just knew I had to protect it. That little ceramic thing held more of me than I had left.
“Are you insane?” Torren’s voice was loud enough to rattle the glass by the stairwell. “How dare you insult my parents like that?”
I stared at him. My mouth was still closed.
He kept going. “They told me everything. Said you spit in their tea. Said you threatened them. Threatened to kill them in their own home. What kind of sick bitch does that?”
Before I could even shake my head, his hand came down again. Another slap, harder than the first. My neck snapped slightly to the left. I tasted blood in my mouth. Still, no tears.
My face stung. My heart didn’t.
“Torren,” Ruby called out, like she was trying to sound worried. But I heard the syrup in her voice. “Please don’t. She’s not worth it. Just let her calm down, okay? She’s just... tired or something.”
He turned to her and softened like a switch flipped. “Babe, don’t waste your breath. She’s been like this since day one. Always making herself the victim. Always twisting things.”
“You’ve just been too kind to her,” he added, nodding like it was fact. “That’s why she thinks she can keep stepping out of line.”
Ruby pouted, curling into the wall like some fragile princess, her eyes flicking toward me as if I was dirt on her shoe.
Jude was sitting on the couch with his headphones still around his neck, one side slipping off. His music was still playing faintly. He didn’t pause it. He didn’t ask what was happening. He just smirked like this was some afternoon comedy show.
None of the maids moved. I saw them standing near the dining room door, whispering again.
“She’s still holding the urn…”
“She didn’t even fight back…”
“Poor thing… she’s just a ghost now.”
“I heard she went to the ocean alone. With the boy’s ashes.”
I didn’t react. I didn’t have the energy. Then Torren looked down at my arms. At the white urn I held it so carefully.
“What’s that?” he asked, like it was nothing. Like it was just another bag. Before I could take a step back, he grabbed it from me.
“No,” I said, too late.
He held it in one hand, looked at it with disgust. “Are you serious right now?” he asked. “You went out crying to strangers with this thing? What is this? Another one of your pathetic performances?”
He shook it. Lightly, but it was enough to make my stomach flip. My hands clenched at my sides.
“An urn? Who died this time?” he sneered. “Your pride?”
Behind him, Ruby gave a soft laugh and turned her face like she was trying to hide it. Jude chuckled, still watching like a casual viewer.
I stood there, blood dried on my lip, my face burning, but my voice came steady.
“Give that back!”
He raised it higher. “Why? Who is it supposed to be? Huh? You collecting ashes now?”
I stared right at him. My jaw locked. I didn’t blink.
“It’s Cleo,” I said.
Silence hit the room like someone cut the air with a knife.
Torren’s smirk dropped.
Ruby stopped smiling. Jude blinked once and looked away. Nobody spoke.
Torren’s eyes narrowed as he slowly looked back down at the urn. His grip loosened a little. But he didn’t say a word.
I just stood there. Empty. Broken. Waiting to see if he’d hand my son back to me, or if he’d shatter what was left of my world then the urn hit the floor before I could even move...
I heard it crack before I saw it. That sharp, sick sound of ceramic snapping into pieces. Then came the burst... like dust exploding out of a vacuum. Only it wasn’t dust. It was Cleo. My boy. What was left of him. Scattered across the tiles like he was never loved, never held, never mine.
I screamed.
It came from somewhere deep, somewhere I did not even know was still alive. I dropped to my knees. My hands started moving on their own, trying to gather what I could. Ash. Bone. Bits of the urn. All of it mixed together. My fingers trembled so badly they looked like they did not belong to me. My nails scraped the floor, dug into the sharp pieces. I could not feel the pain yet. Only the emptiness.
I heard him behind me. Torren. Breathing like nothing happened. Watching me like I was a mess he regretted stepping over.
“Stop screaming like someone killed you,” he said flatly. “You’re not the victim here!”
I could not even lift my head. I was still scooping the pieces. The tears blurred everything. But I felt the heat in my face. I felt something break. Again.
He kept talking. Loud and heartless.
“I got the hospital’s update this morning,” he said. “Cleo’s fine. Smiling in his bed. Sitting up. The doctor even sent photos.”
I looked down at my hands. Ash was under my nails, on my palms, in the cracks of the floor.
“You lied,” Torren said, closer now. “You really faked his death to get sympathy? You’re sicker than I thought.”
“H-he died,” I whispered. “I held him... I held him when he stopped breathing.”
But it was like talking to a wall that hated sound.
Ruby came around from behind him, all gentle and delicate like a wilted flower that had learned how to poison. She knelt beside Torren and put a hand on his arm, speaking sweet and low.
“Maybe she’s mad at me, Torren,” she said, pretending to choke back tears. “Maybe she hated me so much she wanted me to feel pain. Maybe that is why she said he was dead. Just to scared me.” She glanced at the ashes. Her lips tightened in a little fake shiver. “Maybe that’s me someday,” she whispered. “Dust on the floor. Forgotten. Disrespected.”
And then she started crying. Big, heavy sobs that looked more like theater than grief. She pressed her hand to her chest, leaned on the couch like her heart had collapsed. Jude was watching, quiet until she reached for him.