Chapter 2
I gripped the bag on my shoulder tighter. The box inside felt heavier than before. I nodded slowly.
“Cleo’s—” Right then, a kid ran into me. I fell to the floor and scraped my wrist hard. The urn almost slipped out. I caught it just in time. “Watch it!” I snapped.
The boy was Jude. Ruby’s son. He stood there glaring. “You watch it! Why are you even back?” he shouted.
Torren growled, “That’s enough, Jude. Therese, he’s just a kid. Don’t start.”
Ruby stepped in, as if she owned the place. She rested her palm on Torren’s chest and looked up at him like she belonged there.
“Don’t be mad,” she whispered. “Sorry for causing trouble again. Jude and I... we’ll go.”
Torren clenched his jaw and pointed at me. “You didn’t do anything wrong. She did.”
The words ripped something open inside me. I could feel it bleeding. They were a family now. I was just the ghost in the hall then Jude suddenly lunged for my backpack.
“Is there food in here? I’m hungry!”
The urn slipped again. It hit the floor with a hard thud.
“No!” I gasped. “Don’t touch that!”
Jude reached for it with his filthy little hands. “What is it? I wanna eat it!”
I shoved him without thinking. I didn’t care. I’d already lost too much.
Torren barked, “WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? He’s a child! You think this is okay?”
Jude yanked my hair, screaming. I bit down on my sobs as pain shot through my scalp.
“It’s Cleo’s,” I whispered. “It’s... his—”
Ruby pulled Torren back gently. “Let it go,” she cooed. “If it’s Cleo’s, then Jude shouldn’t have it.”
Torren scoffed. “This is my house. I decide who touches what.”
I clutched the box to my chest and walked to the bedroom without another word.
Torren thought I was sulking. He snorted behind me and muttered something under his breath before escorting Ruby and Jude out like royalty.
That night, I packed my clothes and filled out the divorce papers. I put Cleo’s urn by my side and stared at it for hours.
---
That night, I dreamed of Cleo again.
He was crying. In pain. Wandering barefoot through some endless hallway made of glass, the walls so clean they reflected nothing, just silence and light and emptiness. He kept calling out, voice raw, desperate.
“Dad? Daddy? Where are you?”
He wasn’t looking for me. He was looking for Torren.
My chest cracked open in the dream. I kept reaching for him, running, but I could never catch up. He was always just out of reach... those tiny hands that used to grip my fingers so tightly when he was scared, now slipping further and further away.
I dropped to my knees and begged.
“I’m sorry, baby. I’m so sorry.”
Over and over again.
“I should’ve protected you. I should’ve never left you.”
When I woke up, I was already on the floor beside the bed, hands clasped in prayer. Praying that wherever he was now, he wasn’t hurting anymore. Praying that the pain hadn’t followed him into death.
The room was still. Torren’s glass mansion stretched wide around me—all sleek walls and cold air and modern silence. It always felt like a place meant for looking good in magazines, not for raising children. Definitely not for grieving them.
I wrapped my arms around my knees. My pillow was soaked. My nightgown clung to my skin, and my chest ached like something had been carved out from under the ribs.
And then I remembered.
The slow shift. The way Torren’s affection dried up like sunbaked riverbeds.
How, the moment Ruby returned, he started talking about Jude like he was royalty.
“Jude’s a smart kid,” he told me once, like it was fact, not opinion. “He’s respectful. Kind. Healthy.”
Not like Cleo.
He didn’t say those last words out loud.
But I heard them anyway. Because a few weeks before Cleo got sick, Torren looked me in the eye and said,
“Sometimes I wonder if that child’s even mine. If he is, he’s definitely not heir material. Too weak. Always sick. That’s not the kind of bloodline I want leading anything.”
I remember standing there, speechless.
I’d spent years trying to earn his love, believing if I could just be better... softer, smarter, more loyal... he’d come back to me.
But I never imagined he’d strip that love from our son, too.
Cleo adored him. Worshipped him. Always wanted to show him his drawings, his little trophies from school, the paper medals he made out of foil and hope.
But Torren never looked. And when Cleo got sick, really sick, Torren didn’t lift a finger.
He was too busy planning Jude’s birthday party. Balloons. Private magician. Imported cake. A new bicycle that probably cost more than the hospital bill I had to beg the nurses to freeze.
Cleo died with no father at his bedside.
Just me.
Just silence.
Just my son’s voice echoing in my nightmares,
“Daddy? Where are you?”
And the truth is, I hate myself.
Because maybe, just maybe, if I had taken him and run… He’d still be alive. But I didn’t. And now all I have are dreams. And cold rooms. And a hollowed-out chest where his laughter used to live.
Then outside, I heard stumbling footsteps. Voices.
I cracked the door open and saw Torren drunk off his mind, leaning against Ruby as she held him up.
“Torren,” she whispered, “are you sure you want to go to her room? It’s late... she might still be awake.”
Torren chuckled darkly.
“Why the hell would I go to her? She was a bitch to Jude.”
Ruby led him to her room. She didn’t close the door all the way. I heard everything. Her breathless voice. His groans. The bed creaking. All of it.
I didn’t move. I didn’t cry. I just stared at the wall with my hands folded in my lap like some quiet ghost.
In the morning, I made hangover soup and placed it on the table like always. Like none of it happened.
Torren sat down and rubbed his forehead. He looked tired. Or maybe guilty.
“I got back real late,” he said, avoiding my eyes. “Didn’t wanna wake you, so I just slept in Jude’s room.”
I nodded and said, “Okay.”
I didn’t ask questions. I didn’t call him out. I knew better. He relaxed, thinking it meant I was still the obedient, soft-spoken wife who’d always play dumb.
Then I slid a form across the table.
Chapter 3
“Cleo’s not doing well. I need to go back for a while. Can you sign this travel clearance?”
He didn’t even read it. Just scribbled his name and handed it back.
“Sure. Go. Take care of our kid.”
He didn’t ask what was wrong with Cleo. Didn’t ask how bad it was. He didn’t care. He was already smiling again, like my absence was a favor.
I left the mansion before sunrise. The soup pot still sat on the table, untouched. Cold. Just like everything else in that house.
Torren didn’t even say goodbye.
The drive to my father’s estate took six hours. The gates were taller than I remembered. Black iron with the Calderon crest at the center, flanked by clipped hedges and grim-faced guards in gray uniforms. Everything looked the same, like it had been frozen in time.
But I had changed. I was thinner. Older. Worn down in places I didn’t know how to mend.
I stepped out of the car and walked up alone. No maid came to greet me. No butler opened the grand double doors. The estate was silent. Watching.
Then the door creaked open, and there he was.
Duke Rafe Calderon.
He didn’t smile. He didn’t welcome me. His silver hair was slicked back like always, his suit crisp, his expression carved in stone.
“You,” he said. “You are the daughter who buried our name for love.”
I stood straight, even if my knees ached from the ride. I didn’t cry. I didn’t flinch. I had already done enough of that in Torren’s house.
I looked my father in the eye and said, “The wedding proposal you offered me eight years ago. Is it still open?”
Silence.
I could hear the wind through the marble columns. The distant clang of the gardener’s shears. Somewhere behind him, the staff had gathered like shadows. Listening.
Finally, my father spoke.
“No. That man is already married now. To someone whose family did not shame me.”
He started to close the door.
I didn’t move. I just held his stare.
Then he stopped. His hand on the handle.
“But,” he said slowly, “his younger brother is unmarried. Your sister was meant to marry him, but she wants to finish her studies first.”
He studied me the way he used to study business mergers. Cold. Calculated.
“If you are willing,” he said, “the seat is open.”
I didn’t ask questions. I didn’t pretend to be offended. I just nodded once.
I would marry whoever he wanted.
Not for pride. Not even for Cleo anymore.
Just for survival. For strategy. For whatever came next.
--
They gave me a guest room. It smelled like dust and lemon polish. All my old photos had been taken down. Even the staff wouldn’t look me in the eye. It was like I had already died eight years ago and just came back to haunt them.
That night, after dinner, I was told to meet him.
The younger brother.
The forgotten prince.
His name was Ephraim Lambert.
He was sitting in the old observatory, alone, dressed in black. The room was dimly lit. His features were delicate but sharp, like glass that had once shattered but had been glued back together with care. I had expected tubes, weakness, blank stares.
But he stood when I entered.
He moved slowly, but not clumsily. His eyes tracked every movement I made... Like he studied me for a long time.
“So,” he said quietly, “the runaway bride returns.”
I couldn’t find words. “Tell me,” he said, “did you come here for redemption or revenge?”
I bit my lip. Not to flirt. Not to act coy. Just to keep from trembling. He chuckled softly and turned away. I looked out the arched window where the moonlight touched the glass floor.
“Go,” he said. “Come back once your divorce is final.”
I wanted to thank him. I wanted to tell him it was not that easy but I couldn’t speak.
So I left.
I closed the door behind me and walked back to the cold room that had no blankets, no pictures, no trace of me. And I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the floor.
Just breathing. Just trying to remember who I was before love ruined me. Before grief hollowed me out. Before I became this quiet ghost.
---
I did not sleep.
The sun came up, but it never felt like morning. Just a new layer of silence on top of the old one. I got up anyway. My body still moved on its own. Like it had done every day since Cleo got sick. Like it forgot what rest meant.
The halls of my father’s estate were cold. Still. The kind of silence you do not speak into. No one said good morning. No one looked at me. I sat at the long dining table and ate a piece of dry toast that turned to dust in my mouth. No butter. No coffee. Just quiet.
Then my phone rang.
Torren’s name on the screen.
I answered without thinking.
“We’re heading out,” he said. “Jude wanted to try parasailing. Ruby couldn’t say no. You know how she is.”
He laughed like it was some little joke between us. Like we were still partners. Like Cleo had never existed.
“My parents are dropping by the mansion later. Can you assist them while they’re there?”
I swallowed. “Alright.”
“Thanks,” he said, then hung up.
No mention of the date. No mention of Cleo.
Today was his birthday.
Cleo’s.
I told my father I would return to the mansion. I said I would be back once the divorce was finalized. He didn’t say anything. Just drank his coffee and kept reading the newspaper. Like I had never left eight years ago. Like I had never come back.
---
I got in the car and returned to that glass mansion. The one that never felt like home. And as I stepped inside, I remembered what day it was.
Cleo’s birthday.
My hands started to tremble. I went straight to my room. The only part of this house that still held him.
I lit a small candle beside his photo and the pink urn that sat under it. His favorite dinosaur plush was still there too, sitting against the wall like it was waiting for him to come back and grab it.
No one remembered.
No calls. No flowers. Not a single message. Not from Torren. Not from his family. They were too busy celebrating Jude.
Chapter 4
Cleo once told me he wanted to try sailing too. He saw it in the cartoon and said he wanted to fly over the sea. Said he would wear his “pirate socks.”
Torren laughed and said no. Said it was too risky for a sickly kid. Said he’d get blown off the rope. But now Jude gets to go parasailing. And Cleo doesn’t even get a birthday.
I stayed there until I heard the gate beep. Then the door opened. Footsteps. The help led them in like royalty.
Torren’s parents.
I stood near the hallway as they entered. They didn’t smile.
His mother barely glanced at me before wrinkling her nose. “Where’s your frail little boy?” she asked. “Dead or still breathing?”
My lips parted.
But before I could answer, his father spoke over me. “Never mind that. How’s Jude? We heard Ruby might be expecting again. Is it true?”
I stood there. Still. Quiet. Trying not to crack.
“She brings light into Torren’s life,” his mother went on. “She doesn’t make scenes. Always so composed. So pleasant. Unlike some women.”
I just lowered my gaze.
Then his father said, “Go help the chef. But first serve us tea. And tell Torren we expect him next week for our anniversary. You can come too. Bring your sick child if you want.”
My fingers curled into my skirt.
But I nodded. “Of course.”
I went to the kitchen. Told the chef they wanted jasmine. Set the tray myself and brought it out like I had no pride left to lose.
My smile was steady. Polished. Porcelain... but Inside, I was screaming.
I moved to set the cups on the table. My hand slipped. One of them shattered against the floor. The porcelain splintered like it had been waiting.
His mother gasped. Then glared.
“You’ve always been clumsy!" she said sharply. “God help you, girl. You still don’t know how to carry tea?”
I looked at the broken shards, then straightened up.
“Forgive me,” I said. Not for the cup. Not even for now. I was apologizing for who I used to be. The girl who begged them to love her. The one who thought she had to earn a place at their table.
That girl is dead now, just like my son.
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They didn’t stay to eat.
Torren’s parents both stood up with looks of quiet disgust, like the tea had insulted them personally.
His mother placed her cup down with a little clink. Her face twisted.
“This is bitter,” she muttered under her breath. “Even something as simple as tea… you can’t get right. Bitter! Like your life.”
She adjusted her gloves at the door. Smooth, slow movements. Her voice was cold and careful when she spoke again.
“I’ll be sure to tell Torren how clumsy you’ve become. You’re falling apart, dear. Maybe this time, he’ll finally see it and leave for good. I’ve told him for years. You don’t belong in our life. You were never worth the trouble.”
I just looked at her.
I didn’t nod. I didn’t speak. I just stood there, holding the edge of the table with my fingers curled under. Like if I held on tight enough, maybe the words wouldn’t cut so deep.
She turned without waiting for a reply.
No thank you. No goodbye.
The front door opened. Closed. A few seconds later, the soft screech of tires pulled down the driveway. Then nothing. Just the quiet again. That same silence that lived in every room of this glass house.
I took a breath then I turned to the maid.
“You don’t have to prepare lunch,” I said quietly. “They’re gone.”
She nodded. I went upstairs. Slow. One step at a time. My legs were heavy, like my body wasn’t mine anymore.
Halfway up, I heard them.
Whispers. Soft and quick. Coming from the kitchen downstairs.
“She didn’t even cry when they left,” one said.
“I think that little boy… Cleo, I think he’s dead. I saw the urn in her room.”
“Too bad. Mr. Torren only talks about Jude now.”
“He brings Ruby flowers. Hasn’t even visited Cleo’s grave. I doubt he knows.”
“Even if he does, he doesn’t care. Cleo was different. Gentle. Kind. He never stood a chance.”
“She used to be the lady of the house. Now look at her. Just surviving.”
I kept walking.
I didn’t flinch. I didn’t call out their names or tell them to shut up. I didn’t defend myself. Maybe they weren’t even wrong.
I reached my room and closed the door behind me.
Then my phone started ringing. Torren’s name lit up the screen.
It rang once. Twice. I stared at it until it stopped.
He didn’t leave a voicemail. No message.
I stood there for a while, letting the silence come back.
Then I changed clothes.
I wore the soft blue dress Cleo liked. The one with little white clouds. He used to say it looked like the sky. Said it made me look like the kind of mom in storybooks. The safe kind. The happy kind.
I picked up his urn.
I held it in both arms like I was carrying him again. It was warm from the sunlight slipping through the curtains.
I left the house without telling anyone.
I went to Ocean Park.
It was where Cleo always wanted to go for his birthday. He used to beg me every year. “Just once, Mama. I wanna see the dolphins. I’ll be good, I promise.”
But Torren said no. Always no. Said the sun would be too harsh. Said Cleo would catch something from the crowd. Said it was too risky for a frail kid.
So we never went.
Until now.
I bought one ticket. But I paid for two seats. One for me. One for him.
We watched the dolphin show together. I lit a candle by the railing. Let the flame dance against the wind, even though it almost blew out a few times. I talked to him. I told him how proud I was. Told him how much I missed him. I even laughed a little. Just once. The sound startled me.
The people around probably thought I was crazy. Sitting there whispering to a small pink urn like it could talk back.
I didn’t care.
This day wasn’t for them... It was for Cleo.
I looked up at the sky. Watched the sun flicker through the clouds.
“Happy birthday, baby,” I said, my voice barely holding together. The tears came, but I wiped them away.
I didn’t want to cry too much. Not today because this day was still his. All his.