Chapter 2
The cold wind cut through my collar the moment I stepped out the front doors.
I looked up at the twenty-something-story office tower. The gilded sign blazed against the overcast sky, almost offensively bright.
Grandwell Group. The Swanson family's empire.
Prudence was the president. I'd worked here for five years, climbing from the lowest rung of the sales team all the way up to supervisor.
My father-in-law's company, his son-in-law on the payroll. To outsiders, it looked like a double stroke of luck.
Only I knew what those five years had really cost me.
I took a cab to the apartment my mother rented. When I pushed open the door, she was busy in the kitchen.
The tiny place was filled with the warm smell of cooking oil and spices.
It smelled like childhood.
"Sweetheart, you're here!" She turned and smiled at me. "Off work early today? Perfect timing. I made braised ribs, your favorite."
I stood in the doorway, watching her.
She wore the same old padded jacket, washed so many times it had faded almost white, with a floral apron tied around her waist. Her left hand braced against the edge of the stove, her body tilting slightly to the right.
Her bad left leg couldn't bear weight for long.
"Mom." My throat tightened. "Stop what you're doing for a minute. Come sit down. I need to talk to you about something."
She glanced at me. Her hands went still.
Then she turned off the burner, wiped her hands on her apron, and made her way out slowly.
"What's wrong?" She sat down, a trace of worry already creeping across her face. "Did something happen?"
I sat across from her.
"I quit my job."
She froze.
"And there's more."
"I asked Prudence for a divorce."
The expression on her face locked in place.
A long moment passed before her lips moved. "W-why? Did I do something wrong? Did I upset the Swansons?"
"No."
"It has to be that!"
She cut me off, dropping her gaze. Her rough, work-worn hands twisted together in her lap.
"I know it's my fault. I must not have done the work well enough."
"They had me cleaning the house, and with my bad leg, I'm sure I missed things."
"Son, go back and apologize to them for me. Tell them I'll do better from now on, I'll work harder..."
"Mom!"
My voice came out louder than I intended.
She looked up. Her eyes were already rimmed with red.
I drew a deep breath and forced my voice level. "Mom, this isn't about you. It has nothing to do with you."
She didn't believe me. She kept her head down, still murmuring under her breath.
"It's my fault. It has to be..."
Looking at her like that, it felt like a fist was squeezing my heart.
Last spring, my mother had called to say her left leg was acting up again.
She'd brushed it off on the phone. Said it was nothing, that a few days of rest would fix it.
I didn't buy it. I drove back to our hometown to check on her and found her limping badly with every step.
When I asked why she hadn't told me sooner, she just smiled and said she didn't want to interfere with my work.
I'd just been promoted to sales supervisor at the time, and I was swamped. That part was true.
I insisted on bringing her to Riverside City so I could take care of her.
She refused. Said she'd only be a burden.
I told her she was my mother, and there was no such thing as a burden.
She finally agreed.
Kevin hadn't said anything at first. His expression soured, but he kept his mouth shut.
That lasted exactly two days. Then he spoke up, right in front of me and right in front of my mother.
"Rudolph."
He leaned back on the sofa, one leg crossed over the other, a cigarette dangling from his lips.
"Now, in principle, having your mother stay with the family is perfectly reasonable."
"But you know how it is. Prue grew up sheltered, used to a certain lifestyle. Her day-to-day habits might not exactly line up with her mother-in-law's."
"As her father, I've got to look out for my little girl."
My mother had been holding a glass of water. Her hand went still.
Chapter 3
"A few days is fine, but the longer it goes on, the more friction there'll be." He exhaled a stream of smoke. "Better to sort it out before feelings get hurt. Don't you think... she should find her own place?"
My mom didn't say a word.
I opened my mouth to speak, but she pressed my hand and smiled. "Your father-in-law is right. Living together really isn't practical. I'll rent a place of my own. It'll be more comfortable that way."
That afternoon, she went out looking for an apartment.
I watched her drag that bad leg from one listing to the next, asking at every door, and my chest ached so badly I could barely breathe.
She was the one who ended up comforting me. "Don't worry about it. I'll find somewhere close by. I can still come over and cook for you two."
Later, Prudence mentioned that the office janitor had quit. My mom had nothing to do anyway, so why not let her take the job?
I refused on the spot.
But my mom went behind my back and accepted.
She smiled when she told me. "Sitting around doing nothing isn't my style. Every little bit of money helps."
"Besides, it's your in-laws' company. Me working there is just another way of supporting you two."
I knew what she was really doing. She was trying to win Prudence over. Trying to win the whole Swanson family over.
For more than six months, she left before dawn and came home after dark. Sweeping floors, wiping down the break room, hauling out trash.
Twenty-eight hundred dollars a month. The lowest salary in the entire company.
She never once said she was tired. Every time I went to see her, she greeted me with that same warm smile, asking if I'd eaten, if I was worn out, if Prudence was treating me well.
One evening I went to pick her up after work. I found her crouched on the break room floor, wiping a water stain with a rag, inch by inch.
A few young employees stood nearby chatting. Their feet were inches from where she'd just cleaned. They walked right through it, leaving dirty shoe prints across the wet tile.
She didn't make a sound. She waited until they left, then crouched back down and started over.
I stood in the doorway, eyes stinging.
All of it. Every last moment, piling up in my head, one after another.
"Mom." I took her hand. "Listen to me. None of this is your fault. I'm the one who failed you."
She lifted her face, and the tears finally fell.
"Son, don't do this for my sake..."
"It's not for you." I cut her off. "It's for me."
I stared out the window at the overcast sky, my voice barely above a whisper.
"I'm done swallowing it."
The truth was, the Swanson family never thought much of me, not even when Prudence and I first started dating.
The first time I went to their house for dinner, Kevin didn't look at me once. Not a single glance from start to finish.
I'd brought cigarettes, a bottle of good liquor, a tin of premium tea. He had the housekeeper put it all away. He didn't open any of it.
At the table, he spoke only to Prudence. Asked about the company, asked which executives she'd been dining with lately. I might as well have been a piece of furniture.
Prudence told me afterward, "That's just how my dad is. Don't take it personally."
And I didn't.
I was too young back then. I believed that as long as two people loved each other, nothing else mattered.
Kevin didn't come to the wedding.
We held the ceremony in Riverside City. The Swansons booked half a hotel, dozens of tables packed with guests, the whole place buzzing with noise and celebration.
Prudence stood beside me in her wedding gown, smiling so beautifully it almost didn't seem real.
During the toasts, someone asked her where her father was.
She explained that he was out of town, tied up with a major deal he couldn't walk away from.
I found out later there was no deal. The company had nothing going on during that stretch.
He simply didn't want to come.
Because of me. Because his son-in-law wasn't worth showing up for his only daughter's wedding.
That night, after the last guests were gone, Prudence sat on the hotel bed still in her full makeup, eyes rimmed red.
I walked over and held her. She said she was sorry.
I told her it was fine.
And I meant it. I genuinely believed it was fine.
It was just a wedding, right?
We had a whole lifetime ahead of us. Sooner or later, I'd make him see me differently.
To prove myself, I quit my job.
I'd been doing well, too. A good position at a publicly traded company.
Chapter 4
My supervisor valued me. My coworkers were great. Two more years and I'd have made manager.
But I quit anyway. Joined Grandwell Group, starting from the very bottom as a junior sales rep.
A lot of people didn't understand. They said I was asking for trouble.
My father-in-law's company. A son-in-law's identity.
Do well, and it's expected. Do poorly, and everything's your fault.
I told them I knew.
But what I knew even better was this: only by making something of myself on that stage would Kevin Swanson ever look at me as an equal.
I could handle hardship. I could swallow my pride.
Those first six months, I woke up at six every morning and didn't get home until eleven at night. I covered every street in Riverside City, walked into every office building. In summer, my dress shirts soaked through with sweat. In winter, my fingers went stiff from the cold. I never complained. Not once.
One time, I waited outside a client's office for three hours just to get a meeting. The receptionist felt bad for me and brought me a cup of water. I said thank you and kept standing there.
When the client finally came out and saw me, he paused. "You've got guts, kid."
That deal closed at one point eight million.
I drank with clients. Wine, whiskey, beer—whatever they poured, I drank. One night I drank until my stomach bled. Drove myself to the hospital at two in the morning, got an IV, and went back to work the next day.
Sales is a funny thing. Hard and simple at the same time.
The hard part is earning trust. The simple part is that if you genuinely look out for someone, they can feel it.
I never oversold. What I could offer, I offered. What I couldn't, I said so upfront.
Slowly, repeat clients piled up. Referrals kept coming in.
Through sheer, relentless effort, I was Grandwell's top salesman three years running.
At the annual awards banquet, Kevin sat at the head table, wineglass in hand, eyes on the stage.
I walked off after accepting my award, and only then did he give me a nod.
"Not bad. Keep it up."
Eight words. That was it.
Not even a smile.
I didn't let it bother me. I told myself I was doing this for me, not for him.
And deep down, I knew the truth. In his eyes, I was nothing.
Clients came because of Grandwell's reputation. Deals closed because of the company's resources.
I was just the errand boy.
It wasn't until last year, after Prudence insisted again and again, that he finally promoted me to supervisor.
The day I got the promotion, Prudence was thrilled. She said we should go out for dinner to celebrate.
I said sure, let's invite your dad too.
She said she'd asked. He said he was busy.
Busy. Always busy.
At dinner, Prudence kept putting food on my plate. "You're a supervisor now," she said. "You don't have to push yourself so hard anymore."
I told her I still needed to push. Supervisor wasn't the finish line.
She smiled but didn't say anything.
I knew what she wanted to say.
She wanted to say: You could push yourself for the rest of your life, and my father still wouldn't be satisfied.
For Prudence's sake, I never held anything against Kevin.
He was her father. That alone was reason enough to take whatever he threw at me.
Called me useless? Fine.
Said I married above my station? Fine.
Said my whole family was riding on his coattails? Fine.
I let it all roll off my back.
But humiliating my mother? That crossed the line.
I barely spoke during dinner. My mom was careful too, glancing up at me every now and then.
I knew what she wanted to ask but didn't dare.
Halfway through the meal, my phone rang.
It was Prudence.
I stared at her name on the screen. Didn't answer.
She called again.
I still didn't answer.
A moment later, a WhatsApp message came through.
"Rudolph, where are you?"
"I made that soup you love. When are you coming home?"